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Sunday, August 31, 2008
It was a rush, what a rush.
Friday,
Happy birthday to my darling Rina! Happy birthday to Priscilla too!
Dad drove, specialist clinic C to get the results of my scan, i was on a positive mindset. To my surprise, strongly suggested with no other alternatives, to take a biopsy. My jaw literally dropped and after seconds, i plucked up the courage to ask further about the pain and side effects. If it was merely just a normal needle it shouldn't pose much as a problem to meet, but that needle after local anesthesia is fucking big.
Work.
Gloria Jeans' mint chocolate bomb.
Saturday,
Work.
Lunch at Ajisen with Priscilla and Eric, sumptuous and filling. A sudden downpour of rain, stuck in the mall. A dress for Priscilla's birthday, cost me quite a bomb, for the fact that i don't splurge that much on piece of cloth, but sometimes, splurging once in awhile should do fine. After all, it isn't on me so i don't really feel the pinch.
Chill out at cineleisure and then by the internal fountain of suntec.
Sunday,
Zonked out till 4pm or so. Lunch and dinner together, i'm bloated now. The new shower curtains are so nice! Blue and gives the bathroom a very nice bathing experience. I need some fresh air later. Let me enjoy my last night before i face my fears tomorrow morning, i'll also have to be warded in after that.
Faded pictures on the wall, it's like they talking to me. I gotta get out or figure this shit out, it's too close for comfort. A disease of the mind, it can control you, i feel like a monster.
Throw on your break lights, we're in a city of wonder, ain't gonna play nice, better think twice.
Your train of thought will be altered so if you must falter, be wise. Release me from this curse i'm in, trying to maintain but i'm struggling.
My mind is in disturbia.
Friday,
Happy birthday to my darling Rina! Happy birthday to Priscilla too!
Dad drove, specialist clinic C to get the results of my scan, i was on a positive mindset. To my surprise, strongly suggested with no other alternatives, to take a biopsy. My jaw literally dropped and after seconds, i plucked up the courage to ask further about the pain and side effects. If it was merely just a normal needle it shouldn't pose much as a problem to meet, but that needle after local anesthesia is fucking big.
Work.
Gloria Jeans' mint chocolate bomb.
Saturday,
Work.
Lunch at Ajisen with Priscilla and Eric, sumptuous and filling. A sudden downpour of rain, stuck in the mall. A dress for Priscilla's birthday, cost me quite a bomb, for the fact that i don't splurge that much on piece of cloth, but sometimes, splurging once in awhile should do fine. After all, it isn't on me so i don't really feel the pinch.
Chill out at cineleisure and then by the internal fountain of suntec.
Sunday,
Zonked out till 4pm or so. Lunch and dinner together, i'm bloated now. The new shower curtains are so nice! Blue and gives the bathroom a very nice bathing experience. I need some fresh air later. Let me enjoy my last night before i face my fears tomorrow morning, i'll also have to be warded in after that.
Faded pictures on the wall, it's like they talking to me. I gotta get out or figure this shit out, it's too close for comfort. A disease of the mind, it can control you, i feel like a monster.
Throw on your break lights, we're in a city of wonder, ain't gonna play nice, better think twice.
Your train of thought will be altered so if you must falter, be wise. Release me from this curse i'm in, trying to maintain but i'm struggling.
My mind is in disturbia.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Your mind is in disturbia.
Sunday,
What a heavy rainy day, more than dogs and cats, practically got me drenched. To spice things up, it got me so wet till it was a clear see through with my pure white boyfriend shirt. Shopping spree, bagging home the cheap thrills. Thai Express-ed with Kalai, and later on headed to Turkish Cuisine for our free dessert and some slices of lamb.
Monday,
Couch Potato-ed.
What's wrong with me, why do i feel like this? I'm going crazy now
No more gas in the rig, can't even get it started. Nothing heard, nothing said, can't even speak about it. All my life on my head, don't want to think about it, feels like i'm going insane, yeah.
Tuesday,
Work.
Dinner-ed with Rina and Jitterbugs for the finale, i can't help but kept biting my lips while prancing around, some kind of habit i guess. A walk to esplanade, then to Clarke Quay for my Turkish ice cream, so chewy. It's just part of their job, to put up a show to make their customers laugh, you either get the cone or nothing.
Wednesday,
Happy Birthday to boyfriend, did a birthday song that cost me 10 dollars.
Work. Back home to binge on dinner and getting some early naps.
The ministry scratched some really nice records, dating back from Al Corey to heavy thumps of rhythms and blues. You just wanna get intoxicated along with those, like really.
Thursday,
Serious headache, hanging over and dreading to wake up.
Work. Got a Paws in a Pail from student, Happy Teachers' Day in advance!
Simo's return, penning all those pent up feelings in the music and lyrics, still as persisting as ever. Tomorrow is an early and long day, till then.
It's a thief in the night, to come and grab you. It can creep up inside you and consumer you.
A disease of the mind, it can control you, it's too close for comfort.
I'm doing it on purpose, wind it and work it, and i don't care who's watching, we'll make love in this club.
Sunday,
What a heavy rainy day, more than dogs and cats, practically got me drenched. To spice things up, it got me so wet till it was a clear see through with my pure white boyfriend shirt. Shopping spree, bagging home the cheap thrills. Thai Express-ed with Kalai, and later on headed to Turkish Cuisine for our free dessert and some slices of lamb.
Monday,
Couch Potato-ed.
What's wrong with me, why do i feel like this? I'm going crazy now
No more gas in the rig, can't even get it started. Nothing heard, nothing said, can't even speak about it. All my life on my head, don't want to think about it, feels like i'm going insane, yeah.
Tuesday,
Work.
Dinner-ed with Rina and Jitterbugs for the finale, i can't help but kept biting my lips while prancing around, some kind of habit i guess. A walk to esplanade, then to Clarke Quay for my Turkish ice cream, so chewy. It's just part of their job, to put up a show to make their customers laugh, you either get the cone or nothing.
Wednesday,
Happy Birthday to boyfriend, did a birthday song that cost me 10 dollars.
Work. Back home to binge on dinner and getting some early naps.
The ministry scratched some really nice records, dating back from Al Corey to heavy thumps of rhythms and blues. You just wanna get intoxicated along with those, like really.
Thursday,
Serious headache, hanging over and dreading to wake up.
Work. Got a Paws in a Pail from student, Happy Teachers' Day in advance!
Simo's return, penning all those pent up feelings in the music and lyrics, still as persisting as ever. Tomorrow is an early and long day, till then.
It's a thief in the night, to come and grab you. It can creep up inside you and consumer you.
A disease of the mind, it can control you, it's too close for comfort.
I'm doing it on purpose, wind it and work it, and i don't care who's watching, we'll make love in this club.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Was it not enough stimulation?
Tuesday,
Work.
Dinner-ed at MSQ and made our way down to Jitterbugs. As the classes progressed, the beads of perspiration was profused at an increasing level. However, i supposed it has got something to do with the air circulation that day, they somehow switched off the air conditioner. Inevitable red pock marks, i hate them so much. Xin Wang for supper and Rina got me laughing like a hyena, almost in spasms, when i came to know about the story of Jesus and Buddha.
Wednesday,
My boyfriend sometimes can get so naggy, that's not alpha male, but yes i still love him without doubt. First up, my house to do her hair and powdering up and to town with Kalai for our appetizer. Pepper Lunch-ed, it's never good to start the booze with an empty stomach.
It's ladies night, don't you love Wednesdays? Brought some club virgins along, actually it was their idea so Kalai and i tagged along. Hit The Arena for the free flows, gobbling the lychees and downed the martini that goes with it.
The live band doesn't serve much of an ambience and atmosphere for the grooves and moves so a change of venue to Ministry of Sound when we get enough rush of blood. The virgins left at 11 odd when the party just started. Then we met a pack of wolves, alright, maybe not so exaggerating but a few from Turkey. A hell of a persisting experience, we must be some tasty and yummy sheep.
Thursday,
Work.
Friday,
Work, i couldn't leave for nature's call until all the students were dismissed.
Mom and Dad left for Genting early morning, for The Wynners concert. I'm clearing the ovaries, so get out of my way if you don't wanna risk stepping on my tail because most of the time, i have a high frequency of getting up on the wrong side of the bed and kicking a big fuss at just nothing. Sometimes, you just have to wait for the end of the day, when i think it's time to make amend for the tantrums and fits i threw.
Saturday,
The weather was so chilly, with the cold air blowing from the air conditioner, heavy rain droplets hitting on the windows. Makes it so tempting for me to just snuggle underneath the warm comforters. Back to reality, work.
Imagine living without my parents, i have yet to see the disadvantage yet, but maybe the responsibility at stake is higher, the housework ain't getting in the way because I can handle them, and maybe because you're too lazy to cook that you'll lose some bulge. Someday, you just gotta be independent, live on your own and feed on your own. Once upon a time, i yearned for a backpacking trip alone or the least with someone, traveling the world. I don't see that achievable even though time is still running, because there are just some commitments you have to deal with, say Zoe for example. Fret not, because i'm halfway round the world, at least i will conquer half of it, making for Europe this year.
Baby slow down just hear me out, there's something i gotta let you know
No need push no need to rush, you know you had me from hello
When it comes to my heart i don't play
Baby boy can't you see the stop sign, you're moving much too fast
Baby, love doesn't grow in a day, just get it right the first time, make this feeling last.
Tuesday,
Work.
Dinner-ed at MSQ and made our way down to Jitterbugs. As the classes progressed, the beads of perspiration was profused at an increasing level. However, i supposed it has got something to do with the air circulation that day, they somehow switched off the air conditioner. Inevitable red pock marks, i hate them so much. Xin Wang for supper and Rina got me laughing like a hyena, almost in spasms, when i came to know about the story of Jesus and Buddha.
Wednesday,
My boyfriend sometimes can get so naggy, that's not alpha male, but yes i still love him without doubt. First up, my house to do her hair and powdering up and to town with Kalai for our appetizer. Pepper Lunch-ed, it's never good to start the booze with an empty stomach.
It's ladies night, don't you love Wednesdays? Brought some club virgins along, actually it was their idea so Kalai and i tagged along. Hit The Arena for the free flows, gobbling the lychees and downed the martini that goes with it.
The live band doesn't serve much of an ambience and atmosphere for the grooves and moves so a change of venue to Ministry of Sound when we get enough rush of blood. The virgins left at 11 odd when the party just started. Then we met a pack of wolves, alright, maybe not so exaggerating but a few from Turkey. A hell of a persisting experience, we must be some tasty and yummy sheep.
Thursday,
Work.
Friday,
Work, i couldn't leave for nature's call until all the students were dismissed.
Mom and Dad left for Genting early morning, for The Wynners concert. I'm clearing the ovaries, so get out of my way if you don't wanna risk stepping on my tail because most of the time, i have a high frequency of getting up on the wrong side of the bed and kicking a big fuss at just nothing. Sometimes, you just have to wait for the end of the day, when i think it's time to make amend for the tantrums and fits i threw.
Saturday,
The weather was so chilly, with the cold air blowing from the air conditioner, heavy rain droplets hitting on the windows. Makes it so tempting for me to just snuggle underneath the warm comforters. Back to reality, work.
Imagine living without my parents, i have yet to see the disadvantage yet, but maybe the responsibility at stake is higher, the housework ain't getting in the way because I can handle them, and maybe because you're too lazy to cook that you'll lose some bulge. Someday, you just gotta be independent, live on your own and feed on your own. Once upon a time, i yearned for a backpacking trip alone or the least with someone, traveling the world. I don't see that achievable even though time is still running, because there are just some commitments you have to deal with, say Zoe for example. Fret not, because i'm halfway round the world, at least i will conquer half of it, making for Europe this year.
Baby slow down just hear me out, there's something i gotta let you know
No need push no need to rush, you know you had me from hello
When it comes to my heart i don't play
Baby boy can't you see the stop sign, you're moving much too fast
Baby, love doesn't grow in a day, just get it right the first time, make this feeling last.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Gladiators on the run.
Wednesday,
Work.
Thursday,
Work.
Friday,
Work.
Saturday,
Work at town. Shoulders aching, 7hours of standing in the mall. At least, i've learnt something, either take it, or reject it with a smile because it's basic manners. I get so fricking pissed with this woman who simply had no manners at all, acting with superiority but actually she's just another waste of Singapore's resources.
Youtube my late night away till my lids get droopy.
Sunday,
Work at town. Back aching, so terribly, like an old hunchback woman. Yet another 7hours of continuous standing at the mall. After work, went down to Amk's multi storey carpark level 6, enjoy the cold night's breeze with Kalai and Bhavani. I had to pack my first and last meal of the day to the venue, feasting my ever so tasty dinner, sitting on the stone cold ground. Anything would have tasted nice as long as you're famished.
The party was brought to Sembawang where we went on a scavenger hunt, for an adulterous pair or rather the third party. Never did we expect, we managed to catch them red handed even though searching the whole estate was like finding a needle in a haystack. Call it pure luck or female's intuition? Scenes like these, never seen it for myself except on television dramas. It was a hell of a night, getting the police involved and the cat fight. Kalai and I watched with disbelief, it was an experience though, which set me thinking why didn't i have such an opportunity to be able to screw the third party upside down inside out. To hell with these people.
Left the party at about close to midnight, leaving them to continue partying because we almost risked being locked up for the din made.
Mr. Jones, you better not mess with me, even though i know you would never have the guts or the reason to do so. Otherwise, i'll only leave you the options with whips or cuffs and maybe cucumbers and bananas, have a taste of my torture.
P.S. I have a hobby of torturing my boyfriend.
Monday,
For the whole week, i've been missing some serious hours of caressing my bolster and dripping some saliva on my baby pillow. So i managed to catch an 11hours of sleep, with numerous snoozes that came along to wake me up. But then again, it had to start with some fucking issues with the computer, a brother and a mother, and lastly came along a nosey aunt, how irritating can that be.
Kalai came for fitting, then dinner-ed at my place. As usual, my mom starts bragging about how "useful" her daughter, for not being as ambitious as Kalai, who goes to a university. Her objective is to get people to agree with her on how lazy i am, but i am not lazy, my boyfriend says he doesn't want me to work, am i right? He sees that not as a necessity for me, but an option for me. He even mentioned that all i have to do would be watch my Oprah, Ghost Whisperer or whatsoever is on The CW channel, that is so gonna be my all time favourite channel.
P.S. You won't get this in Singapore.
Time was running late but we still made a trip down to town, for a small part of shopping done. KFC-ed for supper, we were the last customers to come and to go.
Wednesday,
Work.
Thursday,
Work.
Friday,
Work.
Saturday,
Work at town. Shoulders aching, 7hours of standing in the mall. At least, i've learnt something, either take it, or reject it with a smile because it's basic manners. I get so fricking pissed with this woman who simply had no manners at all, acting with superiority but actually she's just another waste of Singapore's resources.
Youtube my late night away till my lids get droopy.
Sunday,
Work at town. Back aching, so terribly, like an old hunchback woman. Yet another 7hours of continuous standing at the mall. After work, went down to Amk's multi storey carpark level 6, enjoy the cold night's breeze with Kalai and Bhavani. I had to pack my first and last meal of the day to the venue, feasting my ever so tasty dinner, sitting on the stone cold ground. Anything would have tasted nice as long as you're famished.
The party was brought to Sembawang where we went on a scavenger hunt, for an adulterous pair or rather the third party. Never did we expect, we managed to catch them red handed even though searching the whole estate was like finding a needle in a haystack. Call it pure luck or female's intuition? Scenes like these, never seen it for myself except on television dramas. It was a hell of a night, getting the police involved and the cat fight. Kalai and I watched with disbelief, it was an experience though, which set me thinking why didn't i have such an opportunity to be able to screw the third party upside down inside out. To hell with these people.
Left the party at about close to midnight, leaving them to continue partying because we almost risked being locked up for the din made.
Mr. Jones, you better not mess with me, even though i know you would never have the guts or the reason to do so. Otherwise, i'll only leave you the options with whips or cuffs and maybe cucumbers and bananas, have a taste of my torture.
P.S. I have a hobby of torturing my boyfriend.
Monday,
For the whole week, i've been missing some serious hours of caressing my bolster and dripping some saliva on my baby pillow. So i managed to catch an 11hours of sleep, with numerous snoozes that came along to wake me up. But then again, it had to start with some fucking issues with the computer, a brother and a mother, and lastly came along a nosey aunt, how irritating can that be.
Kalai came for fitting, then dinner-ed at my place. As usual, my mom starts bragging about how "useful" her daughter, for not being as ambitious as Kalai, who goes to a university. Her objective is to get people to agree with her on how lazy i am, but i am not lazy, my boyfriend says he doesn't want me to work, am i right? He sees that not as a necessity for me, but an option for me. He even mentioned that all i have to do would be watch my Oprah, Ghost Whisperer or whatsoever is on The CW channel, that is so gonna be my all time favourite channel.
P.S. You won't get this in Singapore.
Time was running late but we still made a trip down to town, for a small part of shopping done. KFC-ed for supper, we were the last customers to come and to go.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
I'm like that ooo weeee.
Monday,
Imperial lunch with my relief team. Dropped by Daniel's house to drag him out of bed to get the sun shining on his ass, cabbed down to SGH to get my ultrasound done. Mad About English, partial subsidize by Freddy, Brannon and Daniel. It was such a waste of money watching the Chinese trying to master English, and for one reason why they had to have a grasp of it before the Olympics start, because they pity the foreigners for not being able to speak mandarin. How true is that? But certainly, it was hilarious watching the misinterpretations they do, how the grammar cop spots those mistakes. Welcome to Beijing!
Half a popcorn outta five.
Tuesday,
Work, raining cats and dogs with cold shudders every moment once i left workplace. Brr!! Tee shirts shopping with Rina, spend quite a long time in there, trying to find the right quotes to go with our attitude and character. I managed to get one really cliche tee, " I Love My Boyfriend", my boyfriend definitely loves it. We're actually waiting for the one we requested for, " I Hate My Boyfriend."
Jitterbugs later, some new kiddy routine with a kiddy replacement. Xing Wang for supper, so full.
They call this a puppy face, *whimpers* "Where is my food?" *whimpers*
Monday,
Imperial lunch with my relief team. Dropped by Daniel's house to drag him out of bed to get the sun shining on his ass, cabbed down to SGH to get my ultrasound done. Mad About English, partial subsidize by Freddy, Brannon and Daniel. It was such a waste of money watching the Chinese trying to master English, and for one reason why they had to have a grasp of it before the Olympics start, because they pity the foreigners for not being able to speak mandarin. How true is that? But certainly, it was hilarious watching the misinterpretations they do, how the grammar cop spots those mistakes. Welcome to Beijing!
Half a popcorn outta five.
Tuesday,
Work, raining cats and dogs with cold shudders every moment once i left workplace. Brr!! Tee shirts shopping with Rina, spend quite a long time in there, trying to find the right quotes to go with our attitude and character. I managed to get one really cliche tee, " I Love My Boyfriend", my boyfriend definitely loves it. We're actually waiting for the one we requested for, " I Hate My Boyfriend."
Jitterbugs later, some new kiddy routine with a kiddy replacement. Xing Wang for supper, so full.
They call this a puppy face, *whimpers* "Where is my food?" *whimpers*
Sunday, August 10, 2008
I know you got that fever for me.
Friday,
Dad drove to hospital, got my appointment with a medical officer and scheduled the next appointment. The rest of the day was with my sweetest drug, practically 24/7.
It's the start of the Olympics, otherwise it's also known as the auspicious day with the 08.08.08.
Saturday,
Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore, it's National Day yet i didn't don on any red or white, i ain't that patriotic. Does the red streaks count?
Holland Village, Thai Express-ed with Priscilla. Town-ed and i got myself a list of the spree items that i would lay my hands on once Kalai is done with her exams. Back to Holland Village, late night supper at the coffee house til past midnight then she dropped me home.
Then it was with my sweetest drug, recuperating on the bed. I created such high tensions that the stitches almost tore open and it became discoloured, i love teasing my boyfriend with the strap on.
Sunday,
Couch Potato-ed.
I'm turning in for a late noon nap with my sweetest drug.
Friday,
Dad drove to hospital, got my appointment with a medical officer and scheduled the next appointment. The rest of the day was with my sweetest drug, practically 24/7.
It's the start of the Olympics, otherwise it's also known as the auspicious day with the 08.08.08.
Saturday,
Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore, it's National Day yet i didn't don on any red or white, i ain't that patriotic. Does the red streaks count?
Holland Village, Thai Express-ed with Priscilla. Town-ed and i got myself a list of the spree items that i would lay my hands on once Kalai is done with her exams. Back to Holland Village, late night supper at the coffee house til past midnight then she dropped me home.
Then it was with my sweetest drug, recuperating on the bed. I created such high tensions that the stitches almost tore open and it became discoloured, i love teasing my boyfriend with the strap on.
Sunday,
Couch Potato-ed.
I'm turning in for a late noon nap with my sweetest drug.
My love Charmaine, you are my world, my life, my everything.
You bring the brightness and warmth of sunshine into each and every day.
Your smile alone can break through the darkest of clouds with ease.
When I look into your eyes, I am easily captivated by their intense beauty.
With one look from you, my defenses break down and my heart melts.
To hear the sound of your sweet laughter makes me treasure you all the more.
I admire your honesty and devotion which is rare to find in someone these days.
Saying that I am truly fortunate to have you, does not even begin to express my elation.
Until you, I never thought that I would receive love in return, as vehemently as I give it.
Fate has recognized our wanting, and intervened in both our lives bringing us together.
It has drawn our hearts to each other; true love overcomes all obstacles, even distance.
This is not a fleeting moment of fancy or infatuation, but a love that is everlasting throughout time.
We embark on this journey together; a new adventure, a new life, a new love for us both.
Two lives joined intimately together with unwavering faithfulness and devotion.
Two hearts beating together as one; our passion for each other deepens every moment.
One true love that is unceasing, never ending, and always growing beyond what we can imagine.
Every time I say,” I love you”, this is what I think of.
I love you Charmaine.
Love,
Steve
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Scoop me up and we can go.
Sunday,
Couch Potato-ed.
Monday,
Work.
Tuesday,
After work, dinner with Rina. She was feeling all jittery, and whenever that happens, something bad would happen. After dinner, she exclaimed fuck 3 times, " I left my shoes in the office! How to go for dance?!" We resorted to borrowing a pair from one of the staffs, for the fear that it might smell like garbage. JitterBugs, everything was smooth, we were especially happy because the routine was going on fine, no fumbles except the tangled feet.
After sweltering from the class, Xin Wang with Chris to recharge the stamina. It was the 5th day of Hungry Ghost Festivals, as mentioned, i wanted the festive mood. Experiences and phenomenal superstitions related as we slurped the noodles. I was feeling especially spine chilling because my teddy boyfriend wasn't there to let me grip his thighs, as we carried on raising goosebumps. Rina said when i look through the webcam, a black figure would swoop pass my back, followed by my door opening with the old creaking noise. It immediately sent the shudders down my spine.
Here's to prepare myself for christmas, the red and green, as suggested by Rina.
I directed and produced a short clip, titled Scraps of Love for my sweetest drug, with 15minutes preparation, only 1 take, scraps of paper and markers.
Wednesday,
After work, i realize i'm having some stiff neck, strains and pains which led me to recall the movie Shutter, the ghost was all along sitting on Ananda's shoulders and that was what's causing the pain.
KAP with Kalai, stuffed 20 pieces of nuggets, divided equally, while she filled me up with the drama papa that happened. She used me as an excuse to tell her smelly dog about meeting me, that i was afraid of getting breast cancer, i made her run to the nearest tree and made sure she touched the wood before she could come back. This is no joke, not especially when its the crucial period before i go for my referral.
Back home, stick the medicated plaster on my neck, i can barely even lever my head upwards.
Thursday,
Work, with brought home assignments to do.
It's so ironic that sweetest drug and I will be in the hospital tomorrow, i love my boyfriend who hides under the leopard mink blanket with the black underwear, ironically in love. Optimistically, we'll be fine, oh so fine.
I'm feeling under the weather, red pock marks and grogginess.
You ain't even gotta worry and ain't nobody taking me away
It's not a game i'm here to stay
Long as i know you got me, i'll be loving you long time
Sunday,
Couch Potato-ed.
Monday,
Work.
Tuesday,
After work, dinner with Rina. She was feeling all jittery, and whenever that happens, something bad would happen. After dinner, she exclaimed fuck 3 times, " I left my shoes in the office! How to go for dance?!" We resorted to borrowing a pair from one of the staffs, for the fear that it might smell like garbage. JitterBugs, everything was smooth, we were especially happy because the routine was going on fine, no fumbles except the tangled feet.
After sweltering from the class, Xin Wang with Chris to recharge the stamina. It was the 5th day of Hungry Ghost Festivals, as mentioned, i wanted the festive mood. Experiences and phenomenal superstitions related as we slurped the noodles. I was feeling especially spine chilling because my teddy boyfriend wasn't there to let me grip his thighs, as we carried on raising goosebumps. Rina said when i look through the webcam, a black figure would swoop pass my back, followed by my door opening with the old creaking noise. It immediately sent the shudders down my spine.
Here's to prepare myself for christmas, the red and green, as suggested by Rina.
I directed and produced a short clip, titled Scraps of Love for my sweetest drug, with 15minutes preparation, only 1 take, scraps of paper and markers.
Wednesday,
After work, i realize i'm having some stiff neck, strains and pains which led me to recall the movie Shutter, the ghost was all along sitting on Ananda's shoulders and that was what's causing the pain.
KAP with Kalai, stuffed 20 pieces of nuggets, divided equally, while she filled me up with the drama papa that happened. She used me as an excuse to tell her smelly dog about meeting me, that i was afraid of getting breast cancer, i made her run to the nearest tree and made sure she touched the wood before she could come back. This is no joke, not especially when its the crucial period before i go for my referral.
Back home, stick the medicated plaster on my neck, i can barely even lever my head upwards.
Thursday,
Work, with brought home assignments to do.
It's so ironic that sweetest drug and I will be in the hospital tomorrow, i love my boyfriend who hides under the leopard mink blanket with the black underwear, ironically in love. Optimistically, we'll be fine, oh so fine.
I'm feeling under the weather, red pock marks and grogginess.
You ain't even gotta worry and ain't nobody taking me away
It's not a game i'm here to stay
Long as i know you got me, i'll be loving you long time
Saturday, August 02, 2008
Off they go rollercoaster ride.
Wednesday,
Woodlands neighbourhood roaming with Kalai in the mid afternoon, just to get that piece of mind off her. Back to my lodge, fall back to sleep with my sweetest drug after some talking.
Thursday,
Couch potato-ed. I was having this feeling, that i might not live long enough, so i couldn't wait but show him the present. The world's most brilliant boyfriend.
Sweetest drug morning call, a tad too late though while i was washing up. A freaking 2 hours of wait at the polyclinic for my consultation, that's what you should expect for a low cost consult. And for the await, i got only like 5minutes in the room which got me referred to a hospital instead.
I'm back to my previous company but at a different location, the measly amount of return i get for my workload, i just have to bite my lips and deal with what i can have for the moment. It wasn't of much difference, just that i face a bigger class of kids and my assignments to mark piles as high as one arm's length which comes one after another, ceasing only about 7hours later when the crowd ceases too. At the end of the day, i would get a backache from the hard back foldable chair and many a times, some numb moments.
Anyhow, it's the first day of Hungry Ghost Festival, everyone's talking about it. I get so hyped up too, i need more daring friends to do stuffs together to truly experience this month before it ends.
Saturday,
Sweetest drug moaning call, it's called that because he calls to hear me moan and groan when i get summoned from my sleep. Close to 7hours of marking, it just never stops.
My boyfriend in that red underwear, how sexy can it get.
Wednesday,
Woodlands neighbourhood roaming with Kalai in the mid afternoon, just to get that piece of mind off her. Back to my lodge, fall back to sleep with my sweetest drug after some talking.
Thursday,
Couch potato-ed. I was having this feeling, that i might not live long enough, so i couldn't wait but show him the present. The world's most brilliant boyfriend.
Charmaine, I love you,
Far more than these words can say.
I didn’t know what hit me;
You stole my heart away.
You love me with a passion,
And desire everlasting.
I truly hope it’s you one day,
For whose hand I will be asking.
In love we are together,
Weathering a one year storm.
Our faithfulness will not be shaken,
My love for you I’ve sworn.
Sweetest drug morning call, a tad too late though while i was washing up. A freaking 2 hours of wait at the polyclinic for my consultation, that's what you should expect for a low cost consult. And for the await, i got only like 5minutes in the room which got me referred to a hospital instead.
I'm back to my previous company but at a different location, the measly amount of return i get for my workload, i just have to bite my lips and deal with what i can have for the moment. It wasn't of much difference, just that i face a bigger class of kids and my assignments to mark piles as high as one arm's length which comes one after another, ceasing only about 7hours later when the crowd ceases too. At the end of the day, i would get a backache from the hard back foldable chair and many a times, some numb moments.
Anyhow, it's the first day of Hungry Ghost Festival, everyone's talking about it. I get so hyped up too, i need more daring friends to do stuffs together to truly experience this month before it ends.
Saturday,
Sweetest drug moaning call, it's called that because he calls to hear me moan and groan when i get summoned from my sleep. Close to 7hours of marking, it just never stops.
My boyfriend in that red underwear, how sexy can it get.
