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Friday, December 28, 2007

Mamma Mia.
Met my sayang yesterday. Just some time together at his block downstairs.
I'm sure everything has a way out.
He's holding on to me, there must be something about me.
It's dark everywhere, but i somehow try to poke a hole for light to enter.
After so much, i know i still love him.
I know he does too, just because he's a guy. A man will never admit defeat, will never show you he learn his mistake, will never show you that he needs you. I know he needs me, someway or another, i'm his happiness.
You think you can give it to him? Try, you'll fail. It's superficial.
I refrain from him, but i know how badly i want him. I suppose he knows it, despites all the punches i gave him, he hugged me tight.
We will never let go, not this 42months of hardships.

Oh, he gave me a necklace for our 42months cum christmas. 2 hearts linked together.
It's sweet of him, to put it on me.



 I've been cheated by you since I don't know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don't know how but I suddenly lose control
There's a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything

here I go again
how can I resist you?
does it show again?
just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
now I really know,
I could never let you go.

I've been angry and sad about things that you do
I can't count all the times that I've told you we're through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you won't be away too long
You know that I'm not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything

Til then,
i'm still Loving my hubby.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Stormy sea.
Wednesday,
Ladies night screwed. Firstly, eve of public holiday. Secondly, my dearest kalai got busted by her father. Town we went for some shopping before she headed for JB the next day. I got myself a black shorts and pink top.
Northpoint-ed with sayang.


Thursday,
It's Hari Raya Haji, slaughtering of goats?
Causeway point-ed with sayang. Back to yishun, National Treasure: Book of Secrets.
He drew this on me with the tattoo eyeliner at watsons.


Friday,
The warlords with sayang til late night. I say it was a rather tearful departure because the next day he's leaving for KL, but not with me.
I never had him away from me before. I got no choice, it was planned.

Saturday,
I went out with a big bad wolf. But he didn't gobble me up because the little red riding hood know some karate.
Day 1, sayang in KL. Did i miss him?
Terribly.
I had no choice.

Sunday,
Home bound.
Day 2, sayang in KL. Did i miss him?
Very much, more than the day before.
I had no choice.

Monday,
Back in singapore, he promised to be back by then. It was kinda late that he arrived at about 8 plus at night. To yishun, we met.
Of course, the feeling was different. I meant that, i really missed him. I almost forgot how his touch felt like.
I'm glad he's back, next year's our turn to go overseas.
So far, we are, so far.
Mac-ed and chilled. He was nice, i mean he have to right? After throwing me in Singapore for 2 and a half day.

Tuesday,
Merry Christmas!!
On the first day of christmas, i had it with sayang.
Just plain Northpoint, better than nothing.
Our 3rd christmas together, i remember the last time was in 2005.
Oh well, PDG deserved it, snatched whatever that was mine last year.
I Am Legend later on.
Here's what i got for him. He wanted the carebear cousin.


Were we naughty or nice this year? I say we both had our naughty and nice moments.

Wednesday,
Happy 42nd month Anniversary Sayang!



Been calling him fat! I don't care, it's just to spice up our love.
His reaction was like a throwing tantrum child, just not admitting he's fat. Okay, he's not.
Oh, we watched some porn clip together. Seriously.
I'm going to meet sayang later.
Bath time.

You see, if i'm so perfect, wouldn't it be boring?
We certainly had lotsa ups and downs, but whatever it takes, we're meant to be somehow, someway, someday or another.
It isn't a perfect love, but renmaine survived after so much. It would be a waste to let it go right? It is imperfect, it's just they way we love each other.

Til then,
i'm still Loving my Hubby.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Pass me by.
The OT torment is over. Resumed to 5.30 byebye work and to northpoint.
This life is so routine but i rather have it than nothing.
Yesterday, haircut with sayang.
Northpoint-ed with him just now.
It seems so bland, but i need it.
I'm not jealous, no i'm not. I can remember that, i was a good girl.
I can remember when it was me. That made you smile, that made you laugh, me that makes you happier than everything. You still have me.
I want to be a runaway train too.
The day you met me you moved on.
The list for my shopping is going on and on, and my santa baby, will you be so kind?
It's wednesday tomorrow, ladies, your favourite night.
The death calculator says i'm dying at the age of 23, how true?

Til then,
i'm still Loving my hubby.

Monday, December 10, 2007

Newspaper scrap.
Saturday,
dropped by gramps house to pass her some taiwan snacks. She's getting old and frail but i know that she's still strong, simply just not showing out. The phobia is there, falling again. And her unfillial daughter-in-law doesn't feed her well nor bring her out. Gramps is so afraid that no ones gonna recognize her because her hair's all pearly white. Then we dig out really old albums to reminisce, actually my sister needs it for her project. Mother looks so chubby and replica of me. Oh, it's just so many photos that i can ramble about all day long.
One extraordinary one, my gramps and grandpa, so young and lovely.



Kiss her goodbye, well, she's gonna come my house for bout' a week on tuesday.
Downtown east-ed with family, father's father birthday. I never like having gatherings with this particular side of relatives, nothing in common.




Back when i wasn't 18, my parents just left me with my cousins and siblings while they head for the jackpot room.
Now, my uncle was like, "You stay with your sister and brother, then we go in ok? Anyway you..."
" Hello, i'm 19 this year, going on 20. i CAN officially enter"
It wasn't much of an eye opener, just machines. Surprisingly, i was the only young one there because the majority or rather the mass except me were senior citizens. The jackpot machines aren't those i use to see on teevee, with the bar where you pull it down, 3 matches then ching ching ching, your tokens fall. It's all buttons now, and i don't have a clue how they work. So father just dropped the coins in while i just press. We contributed $20, gain nothing.
Apparently, some people(s) were late, i waited really long before ordering was made. Overall, my tummy was satisfied.
Met sayang afterwards, had some light meal with him. My poor boy is hungry, tired and angry because a hungry person is an angry person.

Sunday,
Painted room Lilac, tough job. I had my nails painted red just before i started the job, so after that i had spots on my nails as finishes.
Now, my room's brighter and less cracked. I had no idea mother bought Lilac, and of course i preferred something new, like striking pink or purple? Not the whole room of course, just one portion of the room. It's a warm up for me before i start to paint sayang's room.
Northpoint-ed with sayang.
I miss this boy.

Monday,
mother woke me up, " You don't have school today meh? I was trying to register to my brain while in a half asleep mode, that it was actually monday today, not a weekend.
Some random topics, about different races funeral with my girls. Cheena mampos, is what malay call, chinese funeral.
Okay, gonna meet my sayang later.


Til then,
i'm still Loving my hubby.

Friday, December 07, 2007

Insomnia.
Tuesday,
Westmall-ed with sayang.

Wednesday,
Miraculously, i appeared for the 8am lecture.
Worked for my last day. It's so funny that they keep hurrying me to go home when time is up and kept repeating that i won't have OT pay if i stayed. The fact is i just wanted to finish up my stuffs and not leave things half done. Oh wells.
So my family's back from taiwan, dinner-ed with them.
My sister has cold sores, my brother has sausage lips. The weather there can be so cruel to humans, just because we cannot adapt to it yet.
Sayang worked OT.
Missed him.

Thursday,
Apparently, dayana got the news from her sister, Starbucks is giving out FREE drinks from 5pm-7pm for the size of Tall only, for that day only. I repeat, any drinks, of your choice. We were so elated, but unfortunately, i brought them to J8 which was coffeebean instead. I had none in the end.
J8-ed with kalai and dayana went off for her awaiting drink at town.
Westmall-ed with sayang.
My roommate told me randomly, i sleep talk at times.
Once, i called out her name and telling her that i want to use the phone, then i went back to sleep. Another, i was ranting about the zoo animals, " i haven't see the giraffe yet."
How random, i found myself laughing at my own actions.



Friday,
No school day, i mean no lessons day. Back to school for project.
With credits to dayana and me, we gave kalai some new styles.



Oh yes, we certainly had hysteric laughs. Just so happen, we talked about girl's having dicks. Nah, i'm kidding. You know when look at your pants, you see a bulge at that part, we just can't seem to flatten it. It looks like semi erection.
Home, plunge onto my bed. Till bout' 7pm, ring-ed sayang to say i miss him.
Well, he's gonna be very busy till next week. 2 weeks of torment i say.
On the phone with sayang once he hit his bed, " I kinda miss you now". It's just so sweet to hear him say this, really rare.

Til then,
i'm still Loving my hubby.

Monday, December 03, 2007

Say 1, 2, 3.
Sunday,
As promised, i reach early to wait for my boy to finish work. A typical family day, packed IMM.
We had e-Donuts, jollybean and fresh mango juice for our lunner (lunch cum dinner). Amazingly, i was full after one donut and gave the remaining to sayang. I was practically so excited when we entered Daiso, it's just seeing every lil thing in there made me go wow and ecstatic. Not forgetting sayang, upon seeing every thing in the shape of a stick, he uses it to whack me. Then came the toys department, i was bugging him to get me a rubiks cube and he just appeared beside me with this green long-ish SNAKE! Less than a second, it sent me running around and he kept chasing me. Found another, brown coloured this time and same reaction, we ran around like there was no ending. I told him that if anybody wants to scare my mother, just pop a toy snake next to her and she'll immediately dropped down in front of you. She has phobia of snakes and heights, that's all i could think of at the moment, and also she doesn't like seeing all the beans or tiny seeds clumped together, just like what we had for art lesson in primary school, a collage.
Okay, that's all for the adventure for the day in IMM. Send my sleepy boy home to sleep.

Monday,
I was bed ridden the whole day til night. I had my meal on bed, short naps on bed, games on bed, project on bed. Everything on bed, except the washing up.
I get so frustrated when i found some articles for my project and that someone had to change the topic at the last minute, fortunately, it wasn't very last minute. Now, i have to restart my research which is gonna take me quite some time.
Anyways, westmall-ed with sayang.
Dinner-ed at Mac.
Sayang got me a small golden purse for my coins, simply shiny and puny.
"Count 1 to 3"
Did as told.
Sayang slouched and walked like a zombie. Another count, i joined him. It's a tiring day at work for him, i never forget the massages.
2 more days before my family's back from taiwan, wonder did they get anything nice for me?

Til then,
i'm still Loving my hubby.

Sunday, December 02, 2007

Lazy lappers.
Saturday,
I missed bus so i took another bus for a merry go round instead. At that bus stop, i can't help but notice that the corners of the shelter was infested with red ants, they clump together. Eventually, i also can't resist feeling itchy from then on despite me standing outside the shelter with the scorching hot weather. Then there was few bangalas sawing off trees and the saw dust came flying towards me, how great is that?
So by the time i could reach sayang's workplace, he had already knocked off. All the red ants and saw dust adventure for nothing, back to yishun, where i could've taken from my house downstairs.
The pink and green guava went chongpang to collect my pants and Northpoint-ed.
Pink guava walked like a lazy snake for the whole day and asked if he could change his pair of legs for a new one because they were old and used. Metaphorically, sayang's saying he's dead beat from all the working. Especially this week, 7days non stop, all for the coming christmas season. Whenever we stop for awhile, i gave him massages on his shoulders which never fail to tickle him. For that day, he seems to hate staircases alot.
Home sweet home.
Sayang bought me the fish bites from cold storage, so i went home and took a few pieces to microwave. I heated on high temperature for 2mins, medium heat for 5mins but it still look raw to me. I gave it another 5mins of medium heat and i went to do my own stuff. Who knows, in about 3mins, my maid was shouting for me, saying my fish is burnt, chao tah! I thought it was nothing much but i was surrounded by thick smoke when i stepped into the kitchen, with that chao tah smell. My fish bites was charcoal-ed. Thank god i didn't burn my house down, otherwise, my mum will make me the charcoal-ed one. Some experience i call it, first failure attempt of using the microwave oven. Count myself lucky that the electrical device can still function, i wouldn't want my mum coming back from taiwan nagging at me.
I realised on friday that my dad left his laptop at home. Nonetheless, i make good use of it when he's not home and for the fact that there is wireless. So for these 3days, i spent most of my awake time at home on the bed with the lappy on, playing puzzle bobble, eating and watching movies. However, it's back to campus on monday. I'm still feeling under the weather and i have to find 5 articles on cars and technology! Maybank has yet to fricking give me my pay! Oi !, payup!!

Sunday,
Puzzle bobbled til late night, had an adequate 8hours of sleep.
I'm going to bathe soon, have my brunch and play some games before i prepare myself to fetch sayang from work. I promise him i will reach before he knocks off or rather on the dot.

Til then,
i'm still Loving my hubby,