I'll be your Paparazzi

Friday, April 28, 2006

Worthy just for You.

If loving you would mean heartbreak and endless quarrels

Morning class at 9am. All set and ready for class.

Smooth day so far til i alighted 852,

1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10..steps.

*Piak!!

There goes my left flip flop. The strap broke apart at the WRONG time.

*Gosh!!

Left standing on the grassy grass, preparing to jay-walk to campus.

I cant even lift my left foot off the ground so how is it possible i can walk the 10mins path to class?

What's next? Took out my mobile to buzz Angeline yeah.

Drag my heavy footsie home to change another pair of flops.

I missed 4 hrs of EFMA classes. Cant afford to miss anymore.

After work, Baby went for the ritual hair-chop again.

I don't care if it's short bus rides or short distances walk to bus stops, i love the time whenever i have Baby by my side.

Baby i Love You.

*Smooch..SMOoch..

it would be worth it.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Can you Lift it Up?

If you ask me about love, I can't answer you.

Black Adidas cap, 2 pigtails, pink NIKE tshirt, gio jeans, flip flops & LE COQ bag.

My attire for the day.

Initially, planned that everyone wears cap to campus.

Only me & Angeline wore throughout the day.

All the other Gen-ners had their caps hidden in their bag to grow mould.

Bubbles on my heely-ankles have yet recovered.

*ArghhhH!!

Only 2 weeks have gone by, already packed with assignments and project.

I'm seriously gonna screw my modules except for Jap, Biz Finance and Marketing Management.

That's because for the remaining modules, the lecturers are like dead corpse talking. Er.. does corpse talk? No. They only drag me into graves. I have went to slumber after 30mins of their lectures.

I'm sorry yeah. I tried all ways.

Minty candies to keep me afresh.

Doodling on my notes.

Looking everywhere else except the screen with wordss.

Last but not least, fiddling with my nails.

I only missed out one, TOOTHPICKS on my EYELIDS..

*Oucchh. That's gotta hurt!

I just cant pull my heavy lids up. Not even a pulley can lift it.

See the extreme-ness?

I've been missing Baby especially much thou i see him everyday.

I miss you Darling.

I miss you Baby..

I miss you Hubby...

I miss you..

I Love You too.

But if you ask me who I love, the answer is you.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Let it Grow.

Let me put my words into action and plant my seed in your heart.

Happy 22nd month Anniversary Hubby!!!

Baby come on over tonight,

we can make it all right

Take a piece of my heart.

And go from the start.

Baby come on over tonight.

We can make it all right.

Boy there's no one like you.

Do you feel it too.

I've been high and low.

I don't know where to go.

Cause I love you so.

And I'll never ever find someone like you for sure.

He's my Darren.

I'm his Charmaine.

We're Darren & Charmaine.

I'm Honey.

He's Hubby.

The never ending love story..

Currently, you're readng Chapter 22.

The unseparable, undying, unbreakable Husband & Wife.

I Love You.

Let me water your soul, the place where true love starts.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Back to your Love.

Show me where I belong tonight.

Give me a reason to stay.

No matter if I go left or right.

I always come back to love your love

Darren Ong MingCong,

I Love YOU!!!

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Nihongo Kitichan.

Time with you, I wish would never stop,

KABURAKI's class was super-duper-urber interesting.

Thou most of the time i couldn't catch her.

*Digss earr..

She's adorable, gorgeous, kawaii..

I'm looking forward to every lesson.

Seems like we're learning how to write more than how to speak.

Next week, we're gonna have SPELLING..Gosh!

*Remembers the old days in primary school..

Baby's having those MIGRAINEs again..

FUCK it!

Darling i wanna kiss your forehead til it stops hurting..

*kiss Kiss KIss KISs KISS..

I Love You Hubby..

because any time with you just can't be topped!

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Care to Dance?

'How long have we been together?' is the question.

Having my first Jap lesson with KABURAKI tomorrow.

*Yayye!!

Had tummy aches and crampss today. More flow of blood.

Hopefully, it'll cease by the next day.

Baby's sweet to take care of me..

*AWwww..

Plunges into Baby's arms after his work. Take The Lead was Fab-tastic!

Inspired by a true story, orginating from Pierre Dulaine, a ballroom expert.

Teaching a group of hopeless detention students Ballroom dancing (Foxtrot, Waltz, Tango..blah blah).

Initially, those punk ass-es only knew and were interested in hiphop. Thanks to ANTONIO BANDERAS for the well spent detention class.

Currently, these classes are still expanding worldwide with more than 10 thousands of students.

*Get ready pen and application Form..

This leads me to a further interest in one of the ballroom dances,TANGO. The skimpy-skin-tight-dress, the long slender legs, the killer HEELs..whOA!!

I Love my DARling..

'Not long enough', is the answer.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Oozing in Progress!

His kiss is unbelievable, his touch is unforgettable,

Back from work.

Feel terribly terok! Blood gushing out without care.

I'm bleeding.. Since this morning.

Don't have the mood for anything.

Due to the loss of blood, i'm also suffering from major compression of my lower abdomen.

There's a 70% chance i won't be attending lessons tomorrow. I need recuperation for recover of the blood loss.

What the Fuck! Lessons will be fully packed from 9am til 5pm.
*Spurting blood from below!!

Can i even take the pressure? Withstanding from 9-5, even 3 plasters are not enough to cover the blood.

*Percentage increases to 80%.

If the situation continues, i've got no choice but to phone my 3Genz early morning.

Rights, i shall start to plan my day at hell for the next day. It'll include the thorough browsing of Angeline's CLEO (i'm too broke to get one myself) and the Chinese Cinderella from my beloved Angeline again.

*Angeline don't arhm chio ok!.. hiak hiak!!

I'm gonna talk on the mobile with my Darling now..

That's all for today..

but my love for him is undeniable!

Monday, April 17, 2006

My Portable Charger.

Winning your heart is the ultimate gift in the world

*Crawls on all fours..

A day in campus has already drained me all my power!

A GP 750 batt lasts for 2 days or so. All it needs is few hours recharge.

I need about than 8 hrs recharge.

Still, i'm never too tired for Baby.

Darling's my portable charger. When i'm outta power, i'll just cling on to Baby.

1st Step: Hug him tight!

2nd Step: Kiss him hard!

3rd Step: Hold him close to me!

Just 3 easy steps and i'm fully charge.

I'm soon off to charge myself at not-portable-home-charger. Be prepared for my 9am slavery day tomorrow.

I Love You Hubby..

Losing your heart is ultimately the worst.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

I hate YOU yet I LOVE YOU.

I hate him for leaving when I thought he never would.

Bought Apple Cidar Vinegar for myself.

Taste like erm vinegar-apple-sourish.

Better work.

Tomorrow it's the start of Year 2. Remember the days when i start school, had to get myself new bag, new pencil box, new shoes, new blah BLAH blah.

This semester start i have nothing new except clothes.

Thanks my Baby! He dotes on me yeah.

Fortunately, i'm not restricted to uniforms. I get to dress myself up as i wish.

Timetable's good and bad.

Goodies, i dont have to stay later than 6.

Baddies, there's a 3 hr break. All the lessons are soooo tightly cram!

I won't be lazing around at home, i'm gonna EXERCISE..

*Right 2,3,4.. Left 2,3,4..

I Love You Darling..

But I love him for staying when I was putting him through so much.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Take me.

The more I know you,

Whenever life seems to drift you away from me,

I can't help but cry.

You've grown to be such a part of me

that without you life is no more than a desperate sigh.

They do say love comes and goes,

and to that I disagree.

So, here's my hand,

take it and don't let go of me.

Many differences started arising in us.

I hate him at times.

ME: i don't think you're the one for me.

Darling: why not? you don't love me?

ME: I love you. But if you're the one for me you'll never leave me.

Darling: *head droops down..

ME: *silence..

Darling: *Held me close to him, looked into my eyes..

Honey, i'm the only one for you. I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU.
i'm the one..i'm the one.

ME: ok. i take your word baby. I love you.

*Hugs tightly, kisses passionately.

We're in Love.

the more I love you.

Friday, April 14, 2006

One in a Million.

You get to my heart.

If in time

You don't know where to run to

Just come to me

I'll be here for you with all my heart

Be all that you need

Cuz someone like you is

One in a milion, it's true, heyyy

Last 14th March was White Valentine. Guess what?

Today, 14th April, is Black Valentine's Day!

This day's invented by the Koreans.

The day's dedicated to those who din' receive any chocos or prezzies from anyone on 14th Feb or 14th Mar.

Poor "singlets".

They gather together to have a meal. Well, thats all i know.

The deepest part.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Just One, No BARGAIN!

There is only one happiness in life:

we drive tonight,

and you are by my side.

We're talking about our lives,

like we've known each other forever.

the time flies by,

with the sound of your voice.

its close to paradise,

with the end surely near.

and if i could only stop the car

and hold onto you,

and never let go (and never let go)

i'll never let go (i'll never let go)

to love and be loved.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Goodnight.

Promise me you'll NEVER let go.

Long ago

Just like the hearse you die to get in again

We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate

The lives of everyone you know

And what's the worst you take

from every heart you break

And like the blade you stain

Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

I'll NEVER let go.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Zombie.

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?
But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...
In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey.
What's in your head, In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...
Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the vi'lence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.
It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...
In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey.
What's in your head, In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...

Monday, April 10, 2006

Imperfectly Perfect.

You come to love not by finding the perfect person,

I think I need a bottle with a genie in it

Here's my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love

Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up

Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one.

but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Extra "Speciality".

I don't know how or when.

Bad impression left when i was at a small stall waiting to buy food.

Being not very observant, i cant help but notice the lights above have flying insects.

*eEeKK..

Just so happen i'm buying Aloe Vera De Fruit Cocktail for Baby.

What if some of that falls into my dessert?

What if Baby ate them?

What if they drop onto my hair?

What if they so happen to fall into my shirt?

Can't imagine the consequences!!

*feels itchy all over..*ITCH itch!

Baby's feeling down, had a quarrel with his dad.

I'm always here for you my darling..

but something made me fall in love with you.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

One Wish.

I may not be what you want.

If I had one wish, we would be best friends

Love would never end, it would just begin

If I had one wish, you would be my boo

Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you

If I had one wish, we would run away

Making love all day, have us a baby

If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life

And you'd be my man, make it right this time.

Baby's recovered! Nonetheless, had diarrhea and a fiery tummy.

Darling requires pills that contain the letter "C".

Ice Age 2's on our programme. Baby & i had not watched the part 1.

Hilarious is all i can comment. Romantic is all i feel.

Not a bad film after all. Best part was the musical act of all the sloths.

Just like Madagascar.

Well, the mammoths are not just gonna be extinct cuz Manny & Ellie will be responsible for producing baby mammoths.

Beats me, but i still don't see any mammoths in the zoo or should i say, anywhere.

Baby i love you..

but I will try every moment to be what you need.

Friday, April 07, 2006

Never Apart.

Love is falling asleep dreaming of the one that makes you smile.

A part of you has grown in me.

And so you see,

it's you and me

Together forever and never apart,

Maybe in distance,

but never in heart.

Baby's losing his voice. All i can do is just feed him with water.

Feeling bad. Wish i'm doraemon.

*Transformation begins..

Darling had his routine hair cut again.

Let me in your throat, i'll kill those evil stuff.

To make you feel good once again.

Love is waking up smiling about the one you dream of.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

When we Miss each other.

True love doesn't have a happy ending.

I hate the back of you.

Feels like you're walking away from me.

But i love to hug you from the back,

So you'll never have to walk off.

Everytime we kiss goodbye,

I suddenly miss you more than you'll ever know.

Baby: Honey, when i looked at the rear of the bus driving further away, i suddenly miss you alot.

ME: Darling, i also miss you alot. When you kiss me everytime, i wish our lips will never part.

True love doesn't have an ending.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

My Insanity.

My love for you is my life

I have loved to the point of madness;

That which is called madness,

That which to me,

Is the only sensible way to love.

My love for you is a journey,

Starting at forever,

And ending at never.

Baby i love you...

My life is all love for you

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Together Forever.

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away.

One look

One smile

One touch

One embrace

One kiss

One love

Two people

Two minds

Two souls

Two destinies

One road

One journey

One ending

Together.

And all the things I want to say can find no voice.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

A Suicidal Note.

I don't make you feel special.

April Fool's Day it is.

Played a prank on my 3 beloved friends and even Baby.

*Guilty.

Here it goes.

Dear all, this is my last sms. I'm leaving for a better place.

To darling Darren i love you always but i have to go before you.

To Angeline, PeiYu, Aurelia, thanks for being my friend.

I won't forget the days you were there for me. I'm sorry i can't tell why i'm leaving cuz i have reasons to keep it. After days of suffering i decided to end it all now. I know this is too sudden but i have always kept everything to myself but now i can't take it anymore. Check your letter box tomorrow i have wrote a letter for each of you. That's it. Good Bye...

Sounds dramatic and convincing?

I received sms-es from PeiYu and Aurelia. They were partially frantic and hesitating whether was it a joke. Damn was i touched to know how much my friends cared for me. I knew i could count on them.

Not forgetting my Darling, he called me after receiving the sms. To make it real i din pick up. Until the 2nd call, i sounded devastated. Baby was worrying like he's gonna lose me. Out came from my mouth " April Fool's!"

Angry at first, i panic. Finally in less than 3 mins, Baby fooled me back.

I'm mischievious. Baby loves me still.

Well, now i knew how much Baby love me. I really do.

Before calling me, he dialed for a cab with a mind full of worries that something was gonna happen to me.

I literally felt EXTREMELY bad..

*Sob Sob...

Baby wasted $3.50 to cancel the cab calling.

Thus, lesson learnt. I realize how fortunate i am to have people caring for me.

Thank You and Sorry to those whom i pranked on.

Especially Hubby, i'm sorry, i love you so much.

I just remind you that you are special.