Dumbshit

It's now almost 2am and I just got home. Idk what time but I think it was hourss ago when I was at my friend's place, and I spilt a glass of wine on his carpet. FML TTM seriously, I was soo scared I swear, the first thing that came up my mind was " FUCK, RED WINE STAINS CARPETS!!" Although I managed to rub and cleaned it spotless. I was soo scared, the owner just went *silent*, like wtf omg, he is probably the cleanest guy among my friends and I just spilt red wine on his carpet.. omg don't even want to think about it now, but everyone went silent and giggled too and just stared at me.. can't get any worst than this I swear, wanted to just find a hole and hide myself. I wanted to just walk out of his place after I cleaned it and walked back home or some shit, can't face anyone anymore. Never am I going to go to his house. I was actually sooo scared I went to the toilet and cried, came out fine but when they started talking about it again that he wasn't angry, I just felt soo guilty and continued tearing even though it was just an accident.

Fuck why am I so weak, but i seriously felt soo guilty and kept blaming myself. One of the worst day of my life seriously. They continued playing Kinect and till like 1+am T decided to send me home cus I have work tmr :( Sighhh worst thing I've ever done so far this year..

Couldn't stop texting my friends :( sucks that no one could come and give me a lift home :( sighhh

Thank god I am home already..
I told my mum and then I couldn't help it and teared again. wtf is wrong with me...
shit.night.

goodnight everyone...