Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Help!!...make decision!!

I have to make a decision by Friday(16 Oct) and i have no idea how to decide!
SO calling for help now!

I have to internship offer now.
Company A n Company B
well...i sort of already accepted Company A,
as there was no responds to the other companies.
However, jut got a call today that Company B is giving me an opportunity too!!
and company B is more favorable.

going to list the pro n cons.

Company A

Pro
- starts on 4 Jan to 15 Feb
- at 3rd mile (near my house)
- people sound very nice

Con
- not very professional, as in the way they reply emails (but they reply very fast la), no interview needed
- pay unknown

But however i already accepted them, actually i ask when was the deadline for me to accept. Then they either din get what i was asking or what and say see you on 4 Jan..

Company B
Pro
- better image (name sound)
- more professional(handled by HR from KL), eg phone interview
- in the city

Con
- starts on 7 Dec to 5 Feb (going back on 6 Dec night!!)



Obviously i would prefer to go to company B. But because i already accepted company A i feel bad and some more Kuching so small...between industries later find out i ...blacklisted la (maybe not so serious la)...
But if i pick Company B i will have to go to work the next day at 8.30 not even after 24 hours in Kuching ground!!..
this can be sort la..change flight...but my family will all be in Melbourne then...

So dono how...
Please Help!!

THanks

Saturday, October 10, 2009

TIck Tock TIck Tock

Stress level very high right now!!
feeling so so lost!!
Don't know where to start from!
which subject to start first?!

stupid equities?
headache accounting?
crazy law? or
hating finance?!!

i have no clue where to start from!!??

only 3 weeks to go!!
I'm running out of time!
stress level blowing my roof top!!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

drug sniffers

Just saw ppl hisap dadah!!
but i dono if is dadah o not la...
but is weird de stuff...

this 5 aboriginals sitting at the back of the train,
acting so scary....
and the smell of paint soooo strong!!

they spray paint or whatever you call it in a plastic bag
and just breath in it!!!
OMG!!..i cannot even stand it breathing behind them,
but they put their whole face in the bag and breath!!..

crazy people..
and they are scary too..
luckily didn't do anything to me and my friend.
but some angmos keep looking at them and they(drug ppl) start scolding them
so pretty scary..
so many people on the train..
but no one take any action also..
hahahah....

Monday, September 21, 2009

Test

Today was my last day of test for the whole semester!!
Yahooo!!..
so looking forward to the one week break next week!!


Today's test was relatively easy!!
but once again i did not nail it...
stupid mistakes..
i did not read the question properly again....
Well well...its over anyway..

Today's test venue was also crazy!!
the tutors had music blasting as we enter the room
i thought i was in a club!!

well...the music was suppose to help us relax and calm down.
cause when we sat down,
there right in front of us was a notice on the overhead,

" The key to success is do not stress,
read slowly and at least 3 times for each question.
and mostly importantly, remember, we always love you!
Love, Vu, Zack & Emma"

Oh man... this slide really freak us all out!!
Before they started the exam, Zack ask,
"so you guys want to bad news or good news?"

so naturally, the people went for the bad news.

Before Zack say anything,
Vu said, " No matter what happen guys, remember we love you!"
then Zack cleared his throat and said,
"Today in class, i told you guys that reconciliation will not be on the test,
but, i am so sorry guys...."
then the whole theater was filled with
"Oh man!"
"Shxt"
"Damn"
"oh....a...."
so some people say, so what's the good news?

then Zack with his sly smile said,
"the good news is......
5 minutes ago...
i lied."

so.. you can imagine how people all "ceh" him...

hahahah...

you can really see panic in everyone's face..

then
he ask if anyone have any questions,
so some naughty people ask out loud,
what is the tax base of goodwill?
and we are already in the theater...
how can ask stuff lik that,
but as we have naughty students,
we have naughty tutors too!
the tutors answered casually as if he was in tutorial...

yea so my tutors are crazy!!
Zack is my tutor and in the theater he said to everyone,
"students in my class must get a HD if not i am kicking you out of class"
In between the test, he type on the overhead saying
" Zack's students cannot leave early, if not I will fail you!!"

haiz...so...now a little worried my mistake will drop me away from HD!!
but again...i don think he is so mean..

hahaha...
enjoy my AFA tutorials!..
without Zack, AFA aould have been really dull!!

Saturday, September 19, 2009

What to do?!

Exam timetable is out!!
Not bad this sem...
at least its not all cram together!!

AFA (Advance Financial Accounting) - 3 Nov
Corporate Law - 5 Nov
Equities & Investments - 9 Nov
ACF (Advance Corporate Finance) - 12 Nov

Hohoho....
breaks in between!!
i love it!!
But that also means...
more camping days in the library...

ok the main point of this post is...
since i finish on the 12 Nov
i have nothing to do till 6 Dec!!
which is like 3 weeks plus...
but my mum is coming on the 21 Nov..

so just need suggestions on what would be great to do then..

1. Go on Road trip?....but i am pretty broke...
2. Do voluntary stuff?...might be a choice..
3. Slack at home?...*thumbs up*..
4. Laugh at ppl still having exams?...muahahah..especially Melb Uni mates!!
5. Get a casual job?..highly unlikely..
6. Shopping?...i can't shop whole day can i...

ok any more suggestions?

Thanks guys!!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

You Belong With Me





You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Friday, September 11, 2009

haiz

Haiz........so sad...............
why.........Vincent...........
why.........EQUITIES......
stupid.........why..........

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Disappointed with Malaysia

On Thursday i received a call from Canberra,
"Congratulations! I am happy to tell you that your new passport is now issued.
You can come down to Canberra and sign the passport now."
..........
and i was like...
WHAT??
I already had my passport done like half a year ago.
and they just issued me a new one?
hmm....
so i just told the guy that i already have a passport issued to me.
Then he was like "oh really?..why didn't you tell me?...nevermind, anyway what is your passport number?"
So i told him i was still in Uni so i don't know the number,
so he said " ok then, i'll just cancel this passport"...

Hmmm...
weird...
Malaysia!!..
How can you be like that?
what kind of system is this?
One person can issue 2 passport!!
No wonder people are selling Malaysian passports..
cause we can have EXTRAS so easily!

Anyway, before i went back in March,
i did tell the people in Canberra i was going to have my passport done in Kuching and told them to cancel my lost report in KL..
but i guess because it was on Friday,
all the 2020 ..just tooo lazy or something
then forgot about it...

and they can just cancel the passport like that?
hmm.....
don't know if it will affect me when i go back in November..
maybe they canceled the wrong passport and i am stuck in immigration!..
then cannot go home..
become illegal immigrant..and have to stay at refugee camp!!...
AAAA....
nevermind...time will tell all things!..
Just wait till then..see if i can pass the border of Australia or not!
If cannot...Please remember to come visit me at the refugee camp and don't forget to bring KOLO MEE!!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Saturday Nights

My Saturday nights in Melbourne are just soooo sad!!
I hate it!!...

Staying at home alone,
eating my dinner from a box,
and the only sound is the TV.
If there's something good on, then it ain't so bad.
But when there's nothing on, it's sick!!

What happen to the eat out on Saturday night rules?!
What happen to the family gathering on Saturday nights tradition?

I miss the Saturday nights back home.
Although it is all committed to my parents,
it was always great!!
Although we go to the same place to have dinner every week,
the food still taste so good!
Although there was no TV to watch,
the chit chatting or scolding,
are always memorable.
The family warmth is always there then...

How come i can never just have a Saturday night that good in Melbourne?
I guess everyone is just too busy with their own stuff.
Going to dinner together as a family is now not a priority in this house anymore..

Maybe i should start thinking of planning my Saturday nights partying!!
Since no one seems to care what i have been doing anyway...
i might as well get wasted every Saturday night and enjoy that for the remaining one and a half year.
Enjoy Myself to the MAX!!...Thumbs up anyone?!

Everyone looks forward for the weekends, but i find myself wanting the weekends to pass quickly.

Monday, August 24, 2009

My Slacky tutor

Long time no update!..
Recently came across a super duper slack tutor.
Well, he teaches pretty well....
but he is super monotone....
and some more my tutorial is on Monday 9am!!
So yup..you can say makes me want to go back to bed.

Secondly, he sooo slack he doesn't reply his emails!
why the heck does he gives us his email address if he is not going to reply?!
That's not all!..
when i went to look for him for consultation forAFC3120,
my friend ask when is his other consultation for AFC3140,
and he replied, please don't come look for me!..
by the way he is actually our AFC3140 tutor,
so he is suppose to let go to his consultation!!..
Not only that, the consultation we went for was 1.5hr,
then he say 'i should have put it only 1hr.'
SUPER SLACK LA!

then he is always sick,
i don't know the reason but he is always missing class!!..
and today he forgot he has a driving test at 10,
so he missed our tut again!!..
but its ok we get to try out some other tutors...

so overall..this tutor's reputation is very bad for me..
the most important thing is..
he is also a MALAYSIAN!!...
sianz...sia soi..Malaysians all slack...

But going to his consultation has its fun,
he speaks broken English to us and crap a lot!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

FYI

Dear friends, i don't live ten minutes away from the campus ok!!...
For your information i live one hour by bus, train and tram from campus!
Furthermore it is raining...which makes the journey even more wet, cold and long..

Why can't you guys be considerate?
It wasn't easy for me to sling that big bag on my shoulders and go all the way to uni just to have a 2 hours game with you guys...

If you haven't work it out yet, my traveling time > the 2 hrs for the game

I am very angry but not as angry as how disappointed i am of you all..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Cerita dalam tentang chabo

Ini adalah cerita tentang seorang angmo chabo yang sangat racist..
Cerita ini mulai dalam train
Kelmarian, semassa saya dalam train on the way balik rumah
seornag angmo chabo duduk the sebelah seat..
before the train jalan,
2 indian guys duduk di opposite dia.
Angmo chabo itu straight away bagun lalu walk to seat di depan.

After 2 stops,
add satu couple china ppl masuk trian,
mereka so zhun duduk di opposite chabo yang kaum-ist itu.
chabo ini...surely is racist punya people,
cause dia angkat pigu dia then jalan to the front and just stand there.
ok you might sangka dia want to get off at the stop akan datang,
but no....dia stand the whole way till kita reach city...
which clearly shows , dia rather stand the whole way then sit with the china couple la!!

so ler....
dia sangat racist..
saya tidak suka..
i hope nanti pada future yang akan datang,
lao gong dia ialah mix chinese and indian!!
hahahah....

I am from a very multicultural country,
my beloved Malaysia,
so this is sample of pure Malaysian essay ok...
angmo not very good,
chinese bu biao zhun
BM kana sai..

WO MEN DE HAI ZHI, MEI YOU JIU LIAO!!

Friday, July 24, 2009

United breaks Guitars

This is what happens if you don't deal with unsatisfied customers right away!!
this winger i think got on United airlines, when loading the cargo he saw them throw is guitar n broke it!!
so he ask for compensation, but United airlines delayed n delayed for 9 months.
so he made this song to voice out himself!!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Bored

Waiting for my class at 3PM...so sian...
the class so late...make me laz around at home..
make me wake up so late!!

SIan sian sian...
this sem timetable like crap...
all afternoon class.alang alang...
stupid la...

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Jay fever

Just came back from Jay chou's concert in Sydney
and it was fabulous!! magnificent!! incredible!!
Don't know how to describe!!
You have to be there to know what i mean!!
After that night,
your head will still be filled with his songs in the morning!

So at home...swine flu is no more the matter to be concern..
Jay fever is overtaking!!

Lucky Jia Bing...
she got to see Jay in china Town...
Dont know how close she got to him but...SHE SAW HIM!!
ok...is deliberately wait for him but so what!! she saw him!!

I think the stadium was filled with 99.99% Asians..
good place for terrorist attack a...
more than 15,000 Asians filled the whole stadium..
there were also ABCs...

Oh!!...and Jay's dance instructor proposed to his girlfriend on stage..
and the poor girl was laughing and crying all together..
just speechless!!..
and Jay sang 开不了口for them...

Just some pictures..
but not very good ones..cause i have terrible camera and skills..
and most of all i want to watch JAY!!
so no time take picture...

Opening...

Cannot get the small him below...get the one on the screen...

That's part of the crowd..


Singing 牛仔很忙...and dancing...a little gay..but still looking cool!!

Jay's view of us....tiny ...
JAYJAYJAY!!
All in white!! love this the most....although not clear at all...

more pictures on facebook....
Got some videos...but some how dono why cannot upload next time then...

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

The mum song



I just love this!!
on mother's someone in church did this...and it is absolutely fantastic...
i don;t know how she did it...
its lik super fast..and how to remember all that??

Friday, June 19, 2009

swine flu protection

Who's that!!??........

Hahah....that's my swine flu protection...
How about that??..wearing it to exam...

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Don't mess with chinese!!

Something i receive from Kok Foong...

A Lawyer and a Chinese
A lawyer and a Chinese are sitting next to each other on a long flight.
The lawyer is thinking that all Chinese are so dumb that he could get over on them, easy.

So the lawyer asks if the Chinese would like to play a fun game. The Chinese is tired and just wants to take a nap, so he politely declines, and tries to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists, and says that the game is a lot of fun.

I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me only $5. You ask me one, and if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $500, he says. This catches the
Chinese's attention and to keep the lawyer quiet, he agrees to play the game.

The lawyer asks the first question. 'What's the distance from The Earth to the Moon?' The Chinese doesn't say a word, reaches in his pocket, pulls out a five-dollar bill, and hands it to the lawyer.

Now, it's the Chinese's turn. He asks the lawyer, 'What goes up a hill with three legs, and comes down with four?'

The lawyer uses his laptop and searches all references he could find on the Net. He sends e-mails to all the smart friends he knows, all to no avail. After one hour of searching he finally gives up. He wakes up the Chinese and hands him $500. The Chinese pockets the $500 and goes right back to sleep.

The lawyer is going nuts not knowing the answer. He wakes the Chinese up and asks, 'Well, so what goes up a hill with three legs and comes down with four?
The Chinese reaches in his pocket, hands the lawyer $5 and goes back to sleep.

Don't mess with us Chinese

Monday, June 15, 2009

Corporate Finance

My very first paper...
and i screwed it big time!!!!!! ~.~
15 marks whole question...gone..
what is happening to me??
i use to teach others this question
and now i am the one that get it wrong at exam time!!

How can this be!!
THe only unit which i at least can get a better mark and i screwed it!!!!!
crap....crap...crap......
KILL ME!!

For all this years
i never cried even if i failed a test,
but now i dont even know if i failed..
but i am already having tears for it!!
STUPID!!!

Sorry Dzung, i really disappoint you this time...
but i still hope and pray that i don't see you next semester..

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Tomorrow is my first day of exam
CORPORATE FINANCE!!!
suppose to be my best subject...
but i don't know why i just don't feel good about it
Crap...

I guess is before exam fear or something..
Everytime before exam,
my papa will tell me try your best,
but not this time.
This time my daddy told me 尽力而为就好...
i guess...they are the same...
but it just feels like words...

Nevermind..
i will try my best anyway..
not only for him but for Him and my mum and myself...
for them all to be proud of me..

Friday, June 12, 2009

The man i love

My beloved Papa,
the one who love me for who i am,
and not for what i am.

the one who i can always trust on no matter what,
the one who always comes out with a perfect decision
that everyone will be happy with.

the one who supports me always,
when others tell me is time to give up.

the one who always believes in my abilities,
when i don't even know if i have them or not.

the one who taught me the importance of family and friends,
the one who taught how to respect my elders.

the one who always taught me to keep my promises,
although he never did in the end.

the one who taught me to conquer my fear,
but which i never learn to.

the one who never failed me,
and i will never know if i failed him.

the one who gave me his eyes, his nose
and even the way he walks.

the one who taught me to sing my very first Teresa Teng song,
where we would always sing the song together many years after.

the one who played monster with us in the car,
even though he was already tired from work.

the one who cried out 'miaw miaw' with me,
when i was scared in the Ferris wheel.

the one who would carry us high in up in his strong arms
and turn us into his very own little aeroplane.

the one who taught me how to hold my breath under water,
and played 'shark' with me in the pool,
which makes me know how to swim today.

the one who let me stand on his back to give him a massage,
even though it must have been the last massage place he would go to.

the one who i watched football with,
and scream 'goal' together even though it was way pass my bed time.

the one who we had movie time together,
and telling us not to look when there were scary scenes.

the one who would come and camp in our bedroom,
although we had limited places in the bed.

the one who tells me that results are not everything
as long as i know i tried my best because he knows we are the same.

the one who taught me to drive illegally
and was not afraid to be my very first passenger.

the one who always told me i look beautiful,
although my hair cut was ugly or just weird.

the one who insist in attending my graduation,
even though he wasn't feeling very well.

the one who says the music i listen to are terrible,
and yet listens it with me in the car everytime.

the one who i would wait with every Saturday night for the sms,
to see if he had won the lottery.

the one who always says i am eating too much,
and yet orders another extra bowl of food to share with me.

the one who i would share the newspaper with at the market,
where he'll have the sports section and me the entertainment.

the one who taught me about politics,
although i ask the same question over and over again.

the one who taught me about the business world
and the world of black and whites.

the one who gave me everything i ask for,
when i never really gave him anything back.

the one who i have the same passion of teh-c kosong with
the one who does not reluctant to tell me what i have done wrong.
there are just so many things that he did for me
which i cannot possibly list but i know that he is
the one who i will never know if i had every let him down
the one who i will never know of his future plans for me
the one who can never hear me compliant about things anymore
the one who i can never celebrate another occasion with again
the one who i can never rely on anymore
the one who cannot protect me anymore
the one who i cried so much for
the one who i long to hold on so badly
the one who i long to touch again
the one who i will do anything to see him smile again
the one who i can never forget
the one who i can never say i love you anymore.

i know that all the tears in the world,
all the prayers i make,
all the regrets i have,
all the money in the world,
will never bring him back again..

I never know the feeling of loosing a grandpa or a husband,
a brother or a son or even breaking up with a boyfriend.
But i know how it feels to loose the man you love.
Because i have loose the man i love the most.

Sometimes i wish we were never that close,
that way i will not miss you so much.

Why do i post this today?
Because today is the 100th day he left us..

I deleted this post after a few days of posting cause i thought it might be a bit too personal or emotional for some, but after some thought....i think i should share it with you guys,
cause i want everyone to know how important your love ones are to you!!

After reading this,
you might feel this is a typical father and daughter bonding,
and you might feel it some how relates to you or maybe not,
i understand that
Everyone is different,
you might never had a good relationship with your parents or siblings,
or you might never was close to them,
or you might never even have met them before
or you might have lost one or even both of them since young.
and sometimes you might think you are a nobody at home...

But i just want to tell you,
if you think that no one cares about you,
and that you are always alone out there,
you are wrong!!

Look around you..
everyone beside you, no matter if they are your friends or family,
they are still there with you because they love you and care for you.
They might never show it,
maybe because they are shy
or maybe because they just don't know how to express themselves,
and some more we are ASIANs!!
and it is common for parents to not show affection,
because we are just Asians!!
you might be thinking..oh...i have a different situation from you
well you might be quite right we are all in different situations,
but when it comes to relationships i believe
that the bond between you and your love ones is always there
it just needs a little initiative from one side or the other
So don't waste your time,
don't hide your feelings.
let the people you love know you love them,
let it out before it is too late,
cherish every moment you have together,
because these memories are the only things that can and will last forever.


Love,
U Sun

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Invasion

My face is being invaded!!
My once pimpless face is now invaded by aliens!!
some more is 6 at once!!
Aaa..... >.< i cannot stand it!!
It hurts!!
I cant even wash my face without pain...

Know what this means!?

it means...too much coffee..
sleeping disorders..
and the sinner of all...CHOCOLATE!!

CRAP CRAP CRAP!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Sorry Annoying Guy

Today went for consultation at uni...
me and 2 other girlfriends went
and there we met this annoying Macau guy,
who obviously don't know he is annoying
he keeps asking question when the tutor haven't even finish answering our question
and when someone ask a question he would try to answer it when we want to hear it from the tutor but not him!!
and most of all we don't even know him!!
Even the tutor was frustrated by him...

he start talking to my friend asking her name...bla bla bla..
then even ask for my friends number..
and my innocent friend even gave it to him!!
she is heading for trouble i say..

Then when we were about to finish and almost leaving,
he ask me what is your name?
but i pretend i didn't hear it and continue to talk to my tutor,
then before we left he ask again,
so sian cannot avoid cause right in front,
so i very bad....that's what my friend say...
i turn the other way...
walk out and say why do you want my name for...
and just went out...
is that bad?...maybe rude...
but this guy who we don't even know,
just come talking to us,
interrupting our consultation
and ask for your name and number?!

do you think i will give my name and number to a random guy?
if i would i might as well photocopy my name and number and just leave it everywhere!!

But i could see from my tutor's super shock face when i said that...
i bet he didn't expect an answer like that from me....(cause i am super guai, and i won't 'shoot' ppl)..
so maybe i was just too rude and harsh and didn't think of his feelings...
so what do you guys think?
My friend said that guy was just being over friendly...
I feel bad now, maybe should have said, i will tell you my name when we get to know each other more...
But he still is still not paiseh or anything still follow us out until the evacuation bell rescued us...

ok so about the evacuation thing...
is it me or is it just every uni is having evacuation?
yesterday Melbourne uni and RMIT library had an evacuation
no one knows the reason
then today the building i was in my uni also evacuation...

my guess is...
either the students are going crazy studying
and want to burn the uni down,
or the ppl in uni just thinks the students should relax a bit
and should get out of the library once in a while....

Sunday, May 31, 2009

A small favour

I believe i posted a post on going to study an all a week ago..
yup its just the post below..
but guess what!!
i haven't even started yet!!
Crap!!!

So guys please help me..
if you see me online on MSN or whatever
please scold me
if i talk to you,
diam diam...

If you see me playing facebook..scream!!!
stop me...
make me start doing work...
help me!!

From a gal who is seeking for help...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Announcement

Going to turn on Nerdy mode starting today!!
Going to disappear for one month!!
so don't come looking for me,
i wont entertain u (unless of course you are someone good looking...joking)!!

ok SERIOUSLY....i will be hiding out at my favorite hid out.
so its impossible for you to find me!!
so don't waste your time..
you can search the whole campus..but u'll never get me!!
i might be at RMIT, Melb uni, State library or even at Berwick..
so don't even bother...
any questions on studies, go look for your tutor!!
cause if there is something you don't know i won't too!!

Like every semester, i think my phone is going to 'die' again
so don't bother calling me
phone bill expensive ok!
i will answer calls as i like.
there are no rules saying i have to pick up every phone call..
so if i don't pick up your call don't be offended,
i might have not heard it..cause its on silent
i might have purposely left it at home..so no one can disturb me
maybe i just don't want to listen to all your complaints about don't know how to study!!

If there really is a need,
fix a time and we can have group study..
but i got to warn you guys,
i am not good at group studies,
u'll end up talking to me for half of the time
so think properly...

There!!....
already gave your guys a notice and its a 3 weeks notice before exam so don't say i didn't say so!!

Cheers!!



Love,
nerdy Sun

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Been busy lately, and finally no more assignments!!
But having say that...it means exams are just around the corner @_@..
to be exact 3 more weeks!!..
and then after one month HOLIDAY!!

Just looking back this half a year,
i think it really have been an unexpected year for a lot of us..

Its already been a year since i have meet with some of my friends!!
ONE YEAR!!...how did that happen so fast??

I was suppose to be back this June but now i am not!!
the thing that saddens me most is that if i went back i could have meet up with Jin,
Its been a year since we have met,
and now you are leaving of UK..
and i really don't know when we will be meeting again..
How i long for the days, when everyone hang around after tuition
When we just have nothing much to do but our only goal then is to pass our exams

and where has that Ching On gone??
So long disappear..no online also..

i'll be graduating in a year and a half time..
maybe then i will wait for all of you back in Kuching!
Thinking of that it scares me..
how did my one and a half year of uni life just slip through like that?
How come i never had the experience of what other ppl said it would be like in uni?
I guess i have to make the most of what is left now..

everyone seems to be really going their own ways now..
and never thought it would be like that so fast..
i thought it will only happen after mayb 5 years after graduating high school..

Bee hoon a, Chee ding a.....
haiz all of you guys are like miles away..
When i am getting up from bed, u guys are preparing to go to bed
When it is 5pm here, feel like calling you guys,
but never did cause you guys are probably in bed..
we are really, on each side of the world..

Looking at the picture folders in my com..
i just suddenly feel like flying home or just meeting out with my friends again
Kimtu!! that makes me want to go to Adelaide and meet you more!!
This way at least i get to meet one out of 3 of you guys..

Monday, May 18, 2009

U SUN likes her accounting tutor!!

U sun likes her accounting tutor...
hmmm...interesting yeah...
is it true??...

oh my oh my...
i e-mailed my tutor more than 10 emails in one day
i click the refresh button every 5 minutes to wait for his reply
i attend two of his tutors in a week to look at him
i only go to his consultations, to get 'consulted'
If he is running the workshop i will definitely be there!!..

Oh no Oh no...
are this the signs??!!

U guys tell me!!


Haiya....
This is are all my friend's reasons...
they accuse me for trying to seduce my tutor to get good grades for my financial accounting...
Well if i really can successfully seduce him to give me a HD i don't mind!!!
Although he is not do good looking but he is still a smart and nice guy..putting aside the fact that he is short!!

ok so my FA mid term results was a bit better than other people my friends know but that doesn't mean the anything...
i was just lucky!! i got marks from multiple choice question...but who believes me??...
haiz...

whatever la....so what if i really like my accounting tutor..
it's none of anyone's business anyway..

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Kopi O still the best!!

The nervous yet exciting feeling is back again
Just like when i was 16, sound so old already yeah:(...
The feeling when you sit at the chair
waiting for the person to tell if you failed or pass..
looking at other people take their satisfying result and some not

What the heck is U Sun talking about??!!
hahaha....its not final exam...
Its driving test!!!
Yup...i have to go through everything again..
this time want kopi o also no use already..
fail means fail..

Just finish my theory for the road law..
2 more questions wrong and i fail..phew..
but it was very troublesome..they are to law by law..

As when you have to go have the test
you would have to bring 3 identification
1. passport
2. Bank card
3. a statement with your name and address..

so the first time i went
i brought all this,
i brought my phone bill for the last requirement
then when they check..they go uh oh..
i cannot use the phone bill they say..
because the name on it is not mine!!
the phone company put my name as 'Yee Sun'
so i said it is only a U that is missing and clearly that is mine..
but they say no no no cannot..come back again wit another statement..
if the name is Yee U, we can still accept it..
well bo bian...pay the transfer fee and go back lo..

the reason behind why Yee U can and Yee Sun cannot is because,
the angmo say my 1st given name is U and second given name is Sun...
how weird who would have their name as U only??!!

so 2nd time i go back, this time i took my bank statement which cost my $4..
crap...and of course my time to wait in the line just for a piece of papaer..
i thought i could have the test this time..but no..
this time the stupid bank did not verify me!!!
so i was told to come back again,
transferring my test which will cost me another $11..

then i go back to the bank i say i want to verify the statement that was given to me...
i thought they might give me a new paper or something
but ler...they just took my paper and stamp the bank stamp one it..
haiya...walk so far...wait so long...for a stamp..
which they should have gave me the first time i went!!

so if it was back home...i could have just belanja those ppl minum kopi la and i don't think i even have to sit for the test to get my licenses..

So that's the end of the story...
2 more test to go
one hazard test and driving test
before i can officially drive in Melbourne!!

Yahooo!!!
but kind of scary..i drove in the highway the other day,
and their speed is like 100 km/h..u cannot go slower or faster than that
ok ..u can go slower but ppl with just sound their horn and might not be that safe
cause everyone is driving so fast and might just knock into you..
and imagine at that speed you will become a sardine in the tin..
and right after you get off the highway you got to quickly slow down to 60km/h..
when i was driving, to super huge and long truck drove at both of my sides..
oh man...it was just like in the movies where the bad guys want to smash the good guys..

That was my first day driving and i cause my sister and her friend a heart attack...
everything at the back when "boom"!!..
cause i want to speed through the turning red traffic light but i suddenly change my mind and breaaaaaaaaak...
so...that's what happen...
my sister was like OMG!!..
.....
......
its not accident la!!
is my books and bags at the back came tumbling down...
hahaha....

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Exciting day!

Wohoo!!! Just finish one assignment, one more to go!!
Finish the sh**t part assignment of my friends...d*** her...
Oh man can't believe i am scold so many foul language

Today is an exciting day!!
Being late for lecture!!
Getting stared my the lecturer and my fellow course mates!!
Wohoo!!
Hahahah...ok ok That's not the main point..

ok..Saya akan memblog dengan Bahasa Malaysia sekarang
kerana say mencintai negera saya!!

Pada Hari Sabtu kawan saya notice internet banking dia tidak berfungsi,
tapi dia tidak peduli la, kerana tidak cemas,
mana tahu today dia pergi withdraw duit, tidak boleh wo...
pin dia salah...dia feel ganjil la...
so dia pergi back dan tidak tahu how boleh tukar pin dan log in lagi la
lalu dia balik rumah online then check account dia..
Wah Wah!! Dia tengok account dia, mahu nangis..
kerana duit dia hilang wo...dua ribu dollar aussia a!!

dia cepat cepat balik uni dan pergi bank..
then mereka check sini check sana..
tidak boleh buat apa lo...boleh menyiasat saja..
then menyiasat o...orang intu should be ROmanian..
kerana semua wang di hantar ke Bank di Romania..

wah wah....esok pergi police station lagi...saya add wayang untuk tengok!!
Syiok kan?!

Ok la...enough of that...
you can see how i lobe my country with my national language..
wahah...standard not bad ler..

Cukup lah malam ini!!
Selian terima kasih!!
Selemat Malam....

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Crap la!!

Super tiring week!!
It is actually just a 5% presentation
but ler...make till i want to kill ppl!!

I just had my Financial Accounting presentation on Joint Venture
interesting topic...but confusing as usual..
My group consist of 4 ppl including me
a local guy, Tom who only turn up to tutorial once
a local but Malaysian girl, Winnie, who is so super busy
she's working on 2 jobs and only spends 2 days in uni,
and spoil t China guy, Bryan..

well, we had our first meeting on Sunday 11.30pm at Caufield..
but only me and Winnie turn up, the 2 guys turn up one hour later..
and some more it was Bryan who suggested to meet there because he said it would be more convenient for me and he lives there...
so just wondering what is his reason for being late??

So after Sunday everything was ok already,
just a few questions running in our head,
so we decided to go for consultation on Monday afternoon and then meet up on Tuesday morning to finish it up..but wait a minute
Or super rich China guy said that he don't want to go Tuesday cause his class starts at 3 and don't want to be there at 3...so what the heck they chagne it to Monday 9PM in the library at Uni!!
What the heck la!!! my last bus is at 9.30pm and its so late how am i going to go home? and some more i also finish class at 3pm..why should i wait till 9pm??
But what to do...like that lo...

ok la bobian so just go...
then on Monday when i was suppose to meet TOm at 3 to go for consultation...
he didn;t turn up...
and i waited n waited until i was fedup and went and ask myself..
no phone call or even a text message saying he wasn't coming...
In the end..i did the whole thing myself!! stupid!!!

and that day i waited in the library till 9pm..and they came and after half and hour of not even discussing or anything just craping around and taking their parts...everyone went home!!
CRAP!! i could have just email them their parts and we won;t even have to meet up!!
so super beh song la!!!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Sliver Anniversary

25 years...
It was today that you and mummy signed the paper
the day both of you vow to take care of each other for the rest of your life
Your 25th sliver anniversary with mummy...

Usually today, a bouquet of flowers would be sent to mummy's desk at the office
then you would already have booked dinner at San Francisco Grill at 7..
Just the two of you..like every other year..

But where have you gone??
Couldn't you wait??
it was only 2 months and 9 days away...
you did not sign the paper to take care of her for 24 years only..
but for the rest of her life..

Thursday, May 7, 2009

random

Got 2 of my mid term results out this week!
Didn't do very well...sad man...

Financial accounting is only a barely pass of 11 out of 20!!
FA is super dead...already lost 7.5 marks for my finals, and i don't think i will get good marks for the 5% participation as well...
only hope to get marks up again in presentation and assignment..
but can i count on them??..i doubt it..
maybe i should go bribe the tutor or seduce him...joking joking...
i don't ask for more..just give me a pass!I don't want to repeat this subject!
and that's not all even if i pass there is still another advance financial accounting!!Nightmare...nightmare..

Financial markets and institutions is still ok but not very good as well...
76 out 100...some freak got a 100!!
and the stupid test is all multiple questions..
super boring subject with lots of theory!
i hate theory..please give me calculation..
can't believe i'm saying that..

Feels like back in Senior 1 where i start falling for exams...
But hopefully NOT!!

Hopefully cost management won't be too bad..
my only hope now is corporate finance..
my tutor said if i don't get HD he is going to give me one!!
Yeah!! Like him so much!! Best tutor ever!!

Ok now...late going to bed..just finish assignment draft..
feeling a bit relief for now..
at least one assignment is down and another to go..

What the heck!!
The roller coaster ride had just began,i'm only rolling up not at the peak yet...
Assignments! Presentations! and Final Exam!!
I'm not afraid of you!!@_@

Monday, May 4, 2009

Shoes in Asian home

The blinds(window blinds, NOT blind man) man came to my house on Sunday to make new blinds,when he came in he didn't take of his shoes and walk into the toilet...
oh my...should have seen my sis reaction..just like the aunty in the video...
cause she just vacuum the house...and how u know maybe that man step on shit and come into the house...YUCK!!!

SO take a look at this video...very true...

Saturday, May 2, 2009

New haircut!!

New haircut!!!
Today don't know what wind
go and have my haircut..

First option was to go to Tokyo
A really nice hair dressing place..
with pretty good looking hairdressers too!!
but price also very 'nice' la...
but then...
when i walk there..
not open yet and the sign said open at 10.30am
its already 11...
so actually decided to wait since already reach..
but la..got a guy..looks like Japanese..
was standing at the doorway..
checking himself out in the reflection of the salon door ..
that's ok checking himself out..
but his next move make me so uncomfortable i decide to go other place
....................
he took out his phone and started camwhoring..
oh....a guy...in the middle of the street..
camwhoring...and posing with 'peace' signs..
@_@...

so decided to go Melb central..
cheaper yet ok la...
so cut my hair lo..




THis is how long it is before i cut it 9 months ago...



and now...its super short....



the Typical BOB Hair!!

so any comments??
comments from my sisters and a friend so far weren't very positive...
I Sun : You look more manly...
Sun Sun: Looks good but makes your head look like size 2 and your body size 5..
Yong : Ok la...i think you should pin your hair up..

Thursday, April 30, 2009

不一样

今天又看到别人的毕业典礼了,
看着人家穿上礼服,
带着毕业帽,
wow!!
也很想快点毕业!!

毕业典礼应该是开兴的,
但是在校园里走了几圈,
又感觉到‘老朋友’又回来了....

在学园里,
我看到学长姐们都和家人大合照,
看到别人的爸爸帮儿子帮领带,
帮女儿看看还有那里整理不好,
一边牵着老婆的手一边牵着女儿的手
有说有笑的步入礼堂....

这又不是第一次看到别人的毕业典礼,
但是看到的东西, 跟以前看的完全不一样...

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Nothing much

Another mid semester exam down!
One more to go!!
WohooOO!!!

so happy for what...
that means...
presentation is coming..
2 more assignment ...
and finals!!

Today is ok la...
Corporate finance is easier among the 4 subjects..
just love the calculation compered to boring theory..

However, my financial accounting tutor gave us an answer today that made me worried..
I must say, i think that my tutorial mates, besides me, are really bright..
they can answer almost any question the tutor ask..
so today we ask our tutor if he has mark our papers..
he said..
i look through it....then he stop like 2 seconds..
then say..but i have to say it doesn't look good..
Oh man.....
everyone was like...oh...

Well i guess...i just have to wait for the results to come out..
Hahhaa...

Sunday, April 26, 2009

WIndy Sunday...

Today is Sunday,
went to church in the morning and then went to state library to study.
Before that i had Kebab for lunch at QV..super delicious!!
before eating i pin my hair up so i the front hair won't kena my kebab,
but after i finish i forgot about the pin and walk my way to the toilet,
when i look in the mirror..OMG!!! people must think i am a freak ...
Hahaha...
Anyway, went back to the library sit and took my huge textbook out..
turn the page, turn here turn there...
cannot find the relevant text..
then baru know the thing is not even in the text book!!
and i was planning to sit the whole day there to study..
so bo bian have to go home..

before go home go safeway buy grocery,
just walk in only "beep beep beep beep"....
look around...no one else at the doorway except me..
sianz...wait people come lo..
open bag, check this check that..
ok liaw..pass...
when go buy the stuff and pay..
walk out...
also "beep beep beep"...
this time want to check receipt ....
check again lo...so troublesome..

after all that boleh go home..
walk out of the building..
tiam..raining..
luckily is drizzle..
but got super duper strong wind la!!
55 km/h....wahlau..
even want to blow me away liaw..
me ler..YEE U SUN ler..
unbelievable..so cold also..
even with extra layers still not enough..

the apartment is creeking again...
sometimes seem very scary..
the windows seem to want to fall out..

Nothing much la..
2 more mid semester exam coming up,
after that presentation and 2 more assignments to go!!!
.....

the decision of going back or not depends on Jay Chou liaw...
If the ticket that was book is succesful then stay,
if not..home here i come!!!

I have decided, if i cannot talk to you,
i will write you..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Financial accounting

Stupid!!!!
For my 16 years of education i never studied so hard before!!
doing all the practice questions over and over again
until my exercise book is half gone!
That is more than what i take notes for one semester!

and guess what?!
they gave us a mid yr exam on questions..
not one question but questions....
on minority interest which is already complicated enough
with only the basics to calculate the adjusted retained earnings and profit
but they just could not stand it and have to make us suffer by
adding some more spices to it...
making it even worse!!

i guess i am just going to fail it...
all the studying for a fail..

well...what to do??....
it is 10% of the finals!...
i guess they just wanted to see how monkeys react when they have too much spices!!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

now i know how it feels

I think i don't have to say, you guys can see my blog has already become an emo blog ya...wahahhaa...
hope you guys will understand..wahahha...i also want to smile and laugh from the heart just like before..have my life back where i was happy go lucky and have no worries at all..but i doubt i will get a life like that again not for the time being anyway...

i remembered once that a friend told me that he is a different person from who he was before one of his very close family member passed on..
then, i never thought something like that would change anyone..
i never thought that it would be so hard to just get back to normal life..
i never thought it would effect one's life style so strongly...
but now i understand,
now i understand how they feel,
how the heart just ache,
how all the memories just come flooding back,
how sometimes his face becomes blur,
how sometimes u try to remember his voice but you cant,
how all the little things he said that you never even cared become so important
how the touch of his hand on your shoulder becomes so precious
how you long for the phone on the other side was him...

It is the 7th week now,
and still cannot get myself to look back at the pictures we had together
everyday i look at the picture in my purse and tears come rolling out uncontrollable...
and still cannot listen to the songs he loved so much
once it plays, the memories of him singing in his broken voice and the tapping of his feet,
just makes me switch the player off....
even playing Jay Chou will remind me of how he would say " ha mi gua a ne(what kind of song is that) "
sometimes talking to other people, just mentioning about my papa i can feel the twist in the heart..
the other day i was in crown casino with my daddy(god father), and we meet some of his old pals there, and they ask him were is Kenny..right then my heart just stop , sometimes it even trembles...

without him my life is changed,
i can't feel the security i always had when he was around
i always imagine him at my graduation clapping only when i go on stage and snoring all the way through hahhaahaha....
i always imagine him asking me how was first day of work, making me chia him eat siaw bee..
him planning my wedding, being more excited than me,
there to pick a name for his grandchildren and waiting for his turn to curdle them....
without him, my adviser is gone
how am i going to win the battles in my life??

i never really had to make decisions on anything,
when i am in dilemma, he will always come out with a perfect plan for me,
but now i guess i really have to grow up and make own steps...

sometimes i am really scared,
the path ahead is not only not paved anymore but a heavy fog is hanging over it,
making it even harder to see what is ahead,
hopefully the sun will come out soon and make everything better...

sometimes when i look in the mirror
i really hate myself,
i hate my face,
i hate my movements,
i hate the way i eat,
the way i walk,
because i know when my mum sees me,
she will see him...

I lost my father and my mum lost her husband,
It is already so hard for us to cope with it...
i really don't know how people who lost their love ones in accidents or in the war can cope with it...

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Dilemma...wanna help me choose?

Having a dilemma lately...
I don't know if i should go home in June or November.
So friends out there help me make a decision!!

There are 2 scenarios

1. Go Home

The main point of me going home is to accompany my mum. As most of you know what had happen at home i am sure you know why it is important for me to accompany my mum.
Secondly, going home i can meet up with friends and of course not to forget the food!!
Lastly, i want to get away from winter!!

2. Stay in Aussie

If staying back in Melbourne, was thinking of getting my driving license and look for a job, cause i want to start before uni to get use to working.
Might be going winter camp and skiing if staying back.
If i go home, i got to buy another ticket back and the point is i will be going back in November again!! So its kind of wasted going back after less than half a year. Going back in November is hopefully i can get a internship back in Kuching plus accompany my mum.

SO...how??
I think No.2 sounds more convincing but i called my mum the other say and ask her.
Usually if it was something to do with going home she would just say up to you but her answer was different. she said come home la!

Well...if i pick no.2, i feel selfish and bad cause i will let my mum down but i am not young anymore. My uni life is half gone!! Don't know if i will still have the chance to do the things that i can do if i stay back.

OOppss!! forgot to add...i will be going to Jay chou concert if staying back at Melbourne!!..
Just to add additional info...
my exam should end around 26 June latest and class starts on 20 July(but can come a back a day or 2 later la, dont care)...

SO please help me....give me comments, and would be your which your choice.

Monday, April 13, 2009

幸福點點名遊戲 tagged by Janet

幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題,並貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後,自己多加一個問題然後傳給十個人,可以點被點過的人,被你點到的人你要去跟他說,我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔,不然幸福就會跑掉喔~

1.我的大名 : 余侑珊
2.我的生日 : 08/01/89
3.誰傳給你的 : Janet
4.說出五個好朋友 : kimdu, Jin, Bebe, Bee hoon, Ah Ling, many more...
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : birthdays are meaningless to me now
6.近期開心的是 : don‘t have anything 开心
7.近期壓力大的是 : definitely
8.未來想做什麼:a successful woman in both family and career
9.有沒有喜歡的人 : 没有
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : yeah
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : 一大群朋友
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : help to make peace
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : if got, anywhere with him would already be great
14.聖誕節要做啥 : 与家人吃大餐
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : 家人和朋友
16.有沒有起床气 : what's that?
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 2姐姐1妹妹
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : Hate that i love you
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : I wanna go home
20.喜歡什麼顏色 : 红,黑
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : of course
22.愛不愛我 : 那个我 is who?
23.喜歡男生還是女生 : guy la!!
24.最想大聲說什麼 :
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : i am not 3
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : stupid question
27.誰很欠打 : Dono wo...
28.現在很迷什麼 : nope
29.睡相很差 : dono wo.. sleeping how i know how i sleep
30.現在的時間 : 下午3时30分
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : sometimes!! lazy ma...
32.體重多少 : whalau!! secret la..
33.今天天氣 : 晴
34.你懷孕了嗎 : hmm...my tummy is getting bigger n bigger..maybe...no la!!
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : huh?
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : sleep late, wake up late..
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選: why want ler? leave it as it is

【點名人物】
1. I Sun
2. Jin Jin
3. Bee Hoon
4. Penny
5. Dewi
6. Sylvia
7. Chee ding
8. Wan yi
9. Kai lun
10. George

01-【4號Penny認識6號Sylvia嗎】:yup
02-【10號George是男還是女】:i think is boy
03-【 8號wan yi的興趣是】:drawing i think
04-【1I Sun號有沒有兄弟姐妹】:有啦~ 3 sisters
05-【7號chee ding姓氏】: Ling
06-【10號George人緣好嗎】:should be ok la
07-【4號Penny有人追嗎】:Got boyfriend lo
08-【承上2號Jin呢】:hmm....private answer ler
09-【6號Slyvia喜歡的顏色是】:dono wo
10-【3號Bee hoom和10號George是朋友嗎】:yeah
11-【8號wan yi的生日是】:19 June
12-【5號Dewi讀哪呢】:Indonesia
13-【你怎麼認識10號George的】: Band
14-【你跟1號I Sun的生日差幾個月】:16 months and 22 days
15-【你和9號kai lun有出去玩過嗎】:lots of times
16-【你喜歡和2號Kimdu聊天嗎】:yup..cause she will only oink oink
17-【你喜歡和3號Bee hoon在一起嗎】:yeah..that is why we hang out a lot
18-【你覺得7號Chee ding人怎樣】:good guy, but long time no see him so mayb change
19-【你覺得9號 Kai lun人怎麼樣】:never update blog de!!
20-【你愛5號Dewi嗎】:erm... love is not a word to describe

1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : Janet
2.你們認識多久呢 : 6 years
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : yeah
4.你與他(她)的關係是 :Friend
5.請問他(她)的興趣是 : animation
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : crazy
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分 :base on what ler?


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*睡覺前第一件事 : brush teeth
*起床前第一件事 : press snooze
*你的偶像是 : no one
*你喜歡的季節 : spring
*你打工過嗎 : yeah
*打工次數 : 2
*你想去的國家 : lots of places
*你討厭什麼樣的個性 : too lazy and getting anti social
*你常哭嗎 : sometimes, yes recently
*你常笑嗎 : sometime before, no recently
*去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : not really
*是假日時你都睡到幾點 : not more than 9
*今天的天氣是(晴 雨 陰): 晴
*朋友和情人你會選擇 : Friend
*機會和命運你會選擇 : chances i think..sometimes i think 命运is just an excuse
*你很自戀嗎 : got to ask my friends that
*這問卷多不多 : a lot
*要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : get myself out of depression and get back on the track i once was on
*喜欢吃什么 : no favorites, as long as its nice and edible
*喜歡吃冰嗎 : not really
*現在幸福嗎 : dono how 幸福 feels like
*最在乎哪幾個朋友 : friends i knew back home
*房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : my pig and pillow and laptop
*最常夢到什麼 : forget them when i wake up
*男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : hmm...depends
*你认为人生的意义是什么 : building up a good family
*你知道吗?(看你们怎么回答!): know what?
*什么时候最讨厌我 : huh? who is 我?
*向往出世抑或入世,向往道家抑或儒家? :what is this??
*你喜欢吃什么蛋糕? : sometimes
*请问这个游戏可以停止了吗? : yeah
*喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^? : nope
*谁是你的知己? : what is that?
*IQ/EQ哪一个比较高? : erm..dono ler i think both low
*電腦还是手機? : both la
*比较喜欢睡觉还是玩? : sleep
*Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : Facebook
*What is your cellphone model? : some sony ericsson
*Missing someone ? : yeah
*重色轻友吗?: maybe..dono

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Smell

A friend of mine told me this incident that happen to her a few weeks ago
this is how it goes...

She lives in an apartment on th 6th floor along Latrobe street.
She herself is from HK and her housemate is from Korea.
So that night her housemate bought some durian and they enjoyed themselves at home eating.
After that, my friend went for a shower and her housemate prepared to go to bed.
Suddenly the buzzer at their door began to ring, and when her roommate pick up, a man on the other side told them to quickly get out of the building...they were evacuating the whole building!!
my poor showering friend quickly put on some clothes and a jacket and she was out of the door..
at the doorway they meet their neighbor (ang mo) and her son pulling a huge bag. The son press the lift button and his mum screamed at him "take the stairs!! do you want to die!"
So down were all the residents of the building, with 3 fireman trucks and an ambulance.
They were all standing out in the cold in the middle of the night not knowing what was happening. Then, the fireman told them they suspect a gas leakage.
After 2 hours in the cold, they still could not find the source of the leakage,they were only sure that the source was somewhere in the 5th to 7th floor as the smell was really strong there. So they did not have a choice and their next move was to call the gas company.
Before that happen, my friend felt weird, she thought they live in the 6th floor, so it might be their apartment. So they gave the fireman permission to enter their apartment and search.
and sure enough it was their apartment with the gas leakage!!!

So after everything was settled and all the residents were given an explanation everyone went back to bed..

Guess what??!! the gas leakage was actually the smell of the DURIAN!!

So be careful when you eat durain especially in overseas...tell your neighbours before you eat it!!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Stupid note

Was feeling rather down today
so thought i turn away from my work
and start facebooking..

Saw that i was tag in a few notes..
so decided to spent my time there
at least i can answer them without having to think much..

Just posted 2 out of the 3 notes..
was going to the do the 3rd note about 100 truth.
but when i was half way there
one question struck me and i couldn't answer
i didn't know how to answer...
My friend's answer to that question was 5 minutes ago..
seems easy, just put time there...
but i just didn't know what to type
so decide to not do the note and get off facebook..
Bad idea of doing the note..
make the clouds in me turn into a storm..

the question was,when was the last time you saw your father?

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

1. Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
no idea

2.How did feel when you woke up this morning ?

the bed feels super comfortable

3.Who is the last person you took a photo with ?

long time ago...should be with my sister

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
to my parents, yeah!! my self...maybe a little...depends comparing with who..

5.Would you ever donate blood ?
not to be selfish..but no...cause my dad said that he never want us to donate blood...never get to know the reason behind

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
yeah...maybe not...not sure...maybe is consider as good friend..

7.Do you want someone to die ?
weird question...who would want someone to die...

8.What does your last text message say ?
There is a tram accident back in the city......hope it will be ok by the time you get back...

9.What are you thinking now ??
what to answer

10.Do you wish someone was with you now ?
yeah

1.What time did you go to sleep last night ?
12: oo am?

12.Where did you buy the T-shirt that you are wearing now ?
my sister bought the sweater, my nanny bought the pajamas
..

13.Is someone in your mind now ?
Mr headache...

14.Who was the last person to text you ?
Ai Ping

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUESTIONNAIRE.
  1. Jin
  2. Ah Ling
  3. Ah Lai
  4. AH Fi
  5. Roxas
  6. Dewi
  7. Bee Hoon
  8. Edd
  9. Janet
  10. Penny

15.Who is no.2 having relationship with ?
(Ah ling)...no one i think...maybe its a secret...hehehe

16.Is no.3 a male or female ?
(Ah Lai) definitely a female...if she is not one..i don't know who is

17.If no.7 and no.10 together, would it be a good thing ?
(Bee Hoon and Penny)...don't think it'll work out

18.What is no.1 studying about ?
(Jin) OMG......tough question

19.When was the last time u chat with them ?
chat with all of them within these 2 months...some just short conversation la...

20.Is no.4 single ?
(Ah Fi) dono ler....hard to answer..

21.Say something about no.5 .
(Roxas) very geng guy...work for his own fees..

22.What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together ?

(Ah Lai n Dewi) nope...impossible...

23.Describe no.9 .

(Janet) Hot and sexy....right Janet?

24.What would you do if no.6 and no.8 fought ?
(Dewi n Edd) I don't know what will be left..

Friday, March 27, 2009

幸福套餐

第一: 被点者请在自己的 Blog 里写下答案
第二: 请传另外十位的人
第三: 传阅人"请在于这十位当中斗留言版" 告知他(她)被点名了
第四: 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者"请注明被谁点了"在哪接到 "在传给下十位"
第六: 这些 "被点名者" 你们被点会得到祝福, 并且 "愿望会实现" ,也会得到 "幸福套餐" 开始咯!!



幸福套餐 NO.1
01 你的绰号 :
u3/ penguin/母象/大姐姐
02 年龄 :
20
03 生日 :
8 January 1989
04 星座 :
Capricorn
05 兴趣 :Slack at home, hibernate, watch television

06 专长 : don't think i have any..

幸福套餐 NO.2
01 你有没有喜欢的人?:
yup...now no
02 是否在交往?: nope

03 现在幸福吗?:
normal la...got what to 幸福
04 如果上天给你勇气,最想做什么事?:
go and see what heaven is like
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白的话?:
stare at him and say "seriously?"

幸福套餐 NO.3
01 最爱的节目:
vampire movies/ war movies
02 最爱的音乐:
not sure
03 最爱的季节:
Spring
04 最爱的卡通:
anything expect things like ultra man
05 最爱的人:
family
06 最爱的颜色:
red
07 最爱的国家:
tricky question
08 最爱的天气:
sunny + breeze

幸福套餐 NO.4
01 如果上天给你三个愿望:
i want brains!!
have the perfect guy!
spent just one more day with him

02 你是很专一的人吗?:
don't think so
03 最深刻的回忆?: family dinner just love it
04 你是个很有信心的人吗?:nope

05 你很爱微笑吗?:
some time ago
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活,你愿意吗?:
don't think so, if i let go this life style, i think any other life style will also has it own problems..so what's the point..
07 妄想什么样的生活?:
life with health, kindness, career and family
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱?:
my mandarin got prob...don't understand this question...explain anyone?



Thursday, March 19, 2009

Thank you for all your condolences and comfort
I appreciate all your messages, sms, emails and even long distance calls,
Thank you to parents and those who came to visit me personally
Thank you very much ...
Your comfort means a lot to me...

Special thanks to family friends in Australia who helped me and my sister to get back in time
If not for you guys,
we would not have the chance to see our father for the very last time...

After all these,
now than i know that
when someone is still with you,
you do not really appreciate them
you do not know how much they mean to you
you do not really know how this person has impacted you in your daily life
you do not know how important this person is to you

My papa is not only a father to me
he was my mentor
he was my supporter
he was my comforter
everything he did for was for the best
every word he said to me was to teach me

Friends out there
please appreciate your love ones
say i love you to them
take photos with them
cook them a meal
even a simple one will do
hold there hands whenever you can
talk to them
people away from home..
a phone call back to your folks will brighten their day

i have been looking through photos
and notice i never had a single photo of just me and my papa alone..
i know i will never have this chance anymore

I never had the chance to cook something for my papa
not even a simple bowl of maggie mee

i long to hold that warm hand of his again,
i wish i could listen to his voice his laughter once more
even if it was his lame jokes...

I will never have the chance to do this anymore
so friends out there
don't miss the chance because when it is over
you will never never have the chance again

When it is over everything will only become memories...
as i stand alone in KLIA the other day
i remember he promised me the next time i go back to Kch
he go back to Melbourne with me...
this promise he never fulfilled...


Saturday, March 7, 2009

明天就是第七天了,
到了今天,爸爸已经走了这点还是很难接受。
一切很像一场梦一样,
从医院回来的那天,
一切过的很模糊。

爸爸躺在那里,就好像每天躺在床上睡觉一样,
但是,但是躺在那得爸爸,
跟以前可爱,活泼又喜欢搞笑的爸爸不一样
是冰冷的,
是这么说他也不反抗的,
是这么叫也叫不醒的,
是再也不会骂我迟醒,
是再也不会抢我的面吃.....

走了也不说一声...
真讨厌!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Reflection

Aaaa!!
Its already 1.30 am here and i am still wide awake!!
something is wrong with me!!
and i wake up like at 8 something everyday...D***..
this is just not me...
if i dont get back to my normal time i'll be late for class everyday!!
anyone have any idea how to get ur body alarm back??

its in the middle of the night...and guess what??
i'm hungry...food i need food...
so boring nothing to do..

have been doing lots of reflecting on myself this week
well,i guess after more than half a year here
i have to let go of my secondary school life completely now
no more day dreaming of going back
talk to a friend about time machine once..
and he was watching documentaries then on time machines
and said it is impossible to go back into time..
i guess you are right my friend..
no point looking back..the past is what it is now..

For 1st yr here,
life wasn't as what i expected..
before i came family and friends
especially people who are older
will say enjoy your UNI life
its the 1st taste of the thing closest to freedom..

To be frank, i did not really enjoy ,my 1st year of Uni
honestly i think it sucks..
but there really is something i learn when i came here
that is not to trust and believe people so easily..
a promise is easy to make but to fulfill it is not..
u might have fulfilled your promise but others may not..
or it could also be the other way round..

For the 2nd semester for 1st yr was even worse..
i felt like i wanted to hide from the world and
just do whatever i was assigned with properly and get away
crawling back to my own little world ..
almost everything i do at school will be judged by people
disappointments seem to be lurking in every corner of my life then
i think the only time that disappointment did note really meant anything to me
was when results were out..
but it came back in a while..
when i just notice that...
so what if you got good grades..
there is just no one around who is going to celebrate with you
i think this is the reason why i have become anti social
and just want to isolate myself..
and not let anyone around me know what i am thinking or doing
maybe because i don't want myself to be disappointed again
However. i guess there are still one or two past times that i like..
beside the part where the results come out..
believe it or not..i love to conquer the law library where it become my secret spot
and just make my own notes even if it means writing till my hand hurts
sipping my coffee and just have some quite time..
but i guess there will not be another time like that..
as people already discovered my secret spot..

Although i have been here for more than half a year
i stay home or at school a lot,
the most frequently visited place besides school
are Safeway and Victoria Market..
and of course the train stations!!
so if you ask me..what is there to see in Melbourne
i really don't know how to answer you..
you will be better off going to the info center and ask.
i did try and go out and have a look what is out there
but there is just no one who either has the time or is willing to come with me..

i guess coming out here changed me..
i don't feel like the person i was before
where i could really just be happy go lucky
and forget about anything that is bothering me
and just smile on..
i am not as organize as before
and i don't have the enthusiasm to do things anymore..
it feels as if something in me died down..
and i really really become a couch potato this holiday
even an invitation to go for an outing or badminton won't even get me on my feet..
i don't really know why i have turn this way...
is it me that is changing or is this the real me?

Hopefully 2nd yr will be different...
looking forward to it..
but it seems like fear is already ahead of me leading first..
ok i really better force myself to sleep..its going to be 3 in half an hour..'
nitez!!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Trade off

Last day of freedom!!
Today is officially the last day of holiday..
no more slacking days
no more HK dramas
no more late night sleeps
no more brunch...
ooo...
sounds like i am back on schedule!!

sounds good!!
finally something to do..
but...
that is how students are
when they are holidaying
they think of getting back to class cause they are bored!!
when it is time to go back to class
they just hate it!!

i guess life is just like that..
trade off...

Friday, February 13, 2009

black friday

I smell the smell of haze..
exactly like the one back home in 1997..
terrible terrible smell..
the sky also red today..
no more blue sky..
but luckily it is still cooling..

went to Victoria market today
to buy some veggie and cook..
wahlau!!
when i went there..
i was shocked..
all the prices are double than usual!!
my favorite broccoli who use to be one of the cheaper veggies
now costs $5.00 per kg!!!
it is usually only $2.00 sometimes even $1.80..
then i thought nvm la..
don eat that eat sandwich..
so look for lettuce..
Hohoho..
$2.00 per kg....and not only that..it is already almost uneatable
D***
luckily there is still bok choy left..
at least still got something cheap n fresh to eat la..
then i go hunt for fruits lo...
aduhduh...
my banana use to be only $1.50 per kg
sometimes you can even get it for only $1.00
but now because of the flood...
it is now $4.50!!!!
the stall keeper say at least have to wait 3 months before everything become normal
cham lo cham lo...
no fruit to eat..
even grapes is $2.00 per kg and is almost rotten liaw..

i guess i will have to strave liaw..
maybe feed on porridge this few months la..
or can become cannibal also..

hahaha...but don't so upset!!
still got CAN FOOD!!!!


ok la..
enough of market..
after market i went home lo..
was waiting for the lift to come..
there were 3 of us there la..
then this aunty o..
when the lift come a..
she 1st to go in la..
then a i think she thinks she owns the lift la
cause when she go in and press her floor
she keep pressing the close button impatiently o..
me and the other guy haven't even go in..
i see liaw besong lo..
so hahah...i become devilish..
i purposely slow slow..
then press the open button for the guy to come in..
before i went in i saw 2 ppl coming in the entrance..
so i know they definitely need the lift ma..
so you know i 'hao xin' ma
wait for people ma..how can see ppl then let the lift close right
so i pressing the open button until they come lo..
whahaha...
see that aunty face ...songz man!!
wahahah!!

Well today is 13 of Friday
black friday..
but there is nothing black to me!!
Just din know what to put as title..

Thursday, February 12, 2009

result

Just woke up from my afternoon nap
switch on my computer
then msn keep on sounding non-stop...
i was thinking what is happening??
must be com crazy liaw..
then went n c...
4 to 5 windows were all blinking!!
and they all had the same message..
'Result is out!!'
OMG...when i saw it..
tat is impossible result is out tomorrow not today..

then my frens call me go check..
wahlau so nervous...
when i click open the window..
almost there liaw...
my freaking computer shut down!!
D***!!
make me even more kintio..
have to wait 10 more minutes...
wah ...when waiting..
can feel my hand becoming cold..

then slowly open again..
oo...
well it was ok..
3 HD 1D..
i got into CLAYTON!!!
Bachelor of Commerce Accounting and Finance Yr 2 here i come!!!
was thinking of taking double degree...
any suggestions?

Bored

THis is my 2nd week of holiday..
and i am bored!!! bored!!!
trying to keep myself busy with lots of things
watching movies..
going on facebook
checking mail..
well...
i finish all of that and i still have a bunch of time left..
so in end..
i end up cleaning the house..
wow...surprising myself..
i must be very bored..
when there is no holiday
there are tons that i wanna do..
but when i hav them..
i cannot think of what i wanna do..

results going to be out tomorrow..
hopefully it is not too bad..
nervous..
din really prepare for it..
so i know my own consequences from it..

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Damn...always the bad guy..

Saturday, February 7, 2009

My life saviour

The heat is back!!
46.4 Celsius today in VIC..
breaking the record since 1855!!!!
causing bush fires to start
causing evacuations..
and panics...
houses go 'boom' suddenly!
houses are destroyed...
the city street is deserted...
not one soul is at the state library lawn..
never have i seen such quietness in the city..

it is all because of the HEAT!!

but lucky me..
i stayed at home the whole day...
enjoying my drama..
eating frozen yogurt...
and most of all enjoying HIM!!
my life savior...





ok...maybe its a her...
i don't know...


its weird Queensland is having floods and Victoria is being burn...