Sunday, February 22, 2009

22/02/09

It has been so long since I last wrote on this blog. Pretty much things have been going on well, good times and bad times, this is part of life. I flunk my Os, oh well, can't be helped. .After a long unsuccessful appeal, I ended up in BB ITE, made some friends on the first day, things were good. Months passed, we get to know each other better, I begin to socialise more often compared to the past despite the usual teasing. I don't really mind, there is laughter, there is fun, as long as everyone is happy, that is enough because I know there are people who is being treated far worst than me =) To me, I always believe in peace and negotiation, violence doesn't solve anything, thus I do not resort to retaliation unless the situation become critical. Hurting others is never something good, be it mentally or physically. However not all violent people are labeled as bad or ill mannered. Take one of my classmate for example, his name is D. He is a well built boy with immense strenght among us and usually display his work of martial art on helpless preys but on the other hand, has a caring heart for others, like the unfortunated people. I always believe that every human has two sides, the good and the bad, that is why god gave us two eyes, to judge people based on two sides. I believe humans will eventually realise their mistake and repent, everyone deserves a second chance. With that, I conclude today's entry. I strongly do not concur with the act of violence.

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

May 23th

Hello and thanks for people who commented through the tag board. I really appreciated it <3.
It's been quite long since I last blogged because I don't really like blogging but well , I will blog once in a while so I don't really have much readers =P. But that's okay. Alot of things has happened and I have learnt alot through these incidents and happenings. Schoolwork multiplied , problems manipulated. Well , life is like that. However , it is still up to the person to face and handle problems. If he/she can cope with it then there shouldn't be so much stress revolving around. For those emotional type of people , things will go out of hand.
I have been into the gamming world for so many years , met different kind of people and seen different kind of attitude between them in reality and virtual. Today is a holiday for me because our 'election day break' was postponed to today. Two more days and holiday will come , but 3/4 of the holiday season have to be in school so it's not much of any affection to me. Woke up at 12.30pm oh no , forgot to wake SASA up , she's gonna kill me , oh wait she didnt. Realised that she DIDNT go to school! That pig =/ jk. Then I went on to try 02 Jam and I sucked terribily initially but I improved gradually as I practiced. Join my brother's room and dueled him in 02 Jam songs playing 'waltz of the puppy , white christmas and some tough kickass songs' 02 Jam is a game where you have 7 notes all together to play different songs. You position your fingers at buttons S , D ,F , spacebar , J , K and L. Each letter represent a note including the spacebar. The corroesponding note will come down in a vertically and you press the respective buttons to 'eliniate' the notes. The speed of the notes comming down depends on how fast/diffcult the song is. Well , I should stop here I guess. Cya.

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Sunday, April 24, 2005

April 24th

Long time never blog , just don't feel like blogging or whatsoever , but just recently dropped by some of my friends blog and was thinking maybe it won't hurt to just update a littile on certain events which I know noone would want to know.Last night I ve been out celebrating Johnny (Zilong) ' s birthday.It was my idea to hold an advanced celebration on saturday thus I asked some friends out.More like a gathering I should say? The total amount of people present were 10 to be specific.Hua Sheng (Cherishz) , Alienx , Nigel (Chronoblade) and his brother , Niko and her bf , Small Jimmy )(Xerium) , Johnny , Big Jimmy (Amaranthine) and me. My plan was to meet at PS but they we decided to go Netspizel instead so i followed.Waited for cherish n amaran to finish their Dota Online was already 10.20pm , after some discussion , headed to some nearby hawker centre for supper.Spent 1 hr on a lenghty discussion deciding where to go.Good Game. Finally because of the decision to watch midnight show , amaran and cherishz decided to leave.PS was already deserted and after the god damn fucking movie , we seperated , yea? Small Jimmy , johnny and I spent 45minutes trying to wait for NR1 and ended up taking a cab , yea midnight fare hi.Thanks alot to the 7/11 cashier , lying to me that they don't have coins for $5 note.It was then I bought something from their shop 5 minutes later when they decided to give me the changes causing us to miss 2 NRs.Awww stupid me yes.By the time we were already dead beat , dropped jimmy off at yishun and headed to johnny's house till morning which I then took the MRT back : Yea I told you I sucks in blogging , comment if you want , fuck that shit , i don't care.Kbai.

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

February 20th

Today bought a new hp , samsung E310C , flip phone with camera and soud recorder + video , high color resolution , exteneded plan $248.At least better than my old one , the keypad cant press one.zz.......Came home after buying hp , then slack around then go help my bro in his maple story , cause he helped me download the tong hua ringtone..then i saw her online i go message her , her first reply very cold already , but i try to lighten up the atmosphere , and change subject but she give me some replies which made me further confirm that she was in a bad mood..Additional there were also some comments she made in her reply which made me shocked for few seconds , alot of thoughts just going into my mind that i cant figure what i was thinking , thinking about the first day i knew her ,everything from the begining to the end, i closed my eyes and asked myself "issit really over..?"....Maybe its really fate , no matter how much efforts i put in something call "love" , it will always leave me crying with a shattered heart , i wanted to tell her i don care she is good or not i dont even mind her qualities..but given the current mood and situation ,adding on to the replies , i didnt reply back , although i really want to tell her i wil not give up...no mood type le , good night........

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19th February 11.55pm

Woot , went yishun northpoint golden village with xerium (jimmy) ,amaranthine (jimmy) and cedric , Xerium say he never watch flight of the pheonix before so we went there , because i checked other cinemas dont have that show already only left yishun so we went there..CB teacher confiscate my Ez link card , return me only when i go find her , zz she say if cannot find her must wiat for her even if is until 6 , ZZ she think she what, big ar? I at least go look for her for 2 days then cant find her i went home , then yesterday , friday i didnt go find her , never know i going out ..so i bought standard ticket , look for coins very troublesome , coz standard ticket to yishun is $1.80 + $1 deposit so is $2.80 , then when we all come back , i was walking with amaranthine to yishun mrt , i talk to him until i dunno i press "yishun" for selected destination , nowonder the machine prompt $1.80 only , i was wondering how come so cheap , then went up the esclator then realised buy wrong ticket..sway sia..come home also very tired , i go sleep le cya.

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Friday, February 18, 2005

February 18th 5.09pm

As usual , got up 5.45 am in the morning just for school , dunno why today feel extremly sleeply , slept halfway while changing clothes -.-..err today , the last day of camp , which means last day of siting in Droom , but finally i was caught (talking) , and my friend kena also , coz he talk to me and i replied.Thus both of us were made to stand on the chair ZZ , damn embarassing , the principal said our recess time shorten by 10mins , so we can only go at 10,45.Of course i dosent really abide every rule , i told him to go and we left at 10.38 , because i have my reasons when he supposely see us , but he didnt.After recss the CME teacher Ms Rosa brought us to libaray again and continue the video on a show i dont know the title but its regarding both white n black americans , how they quarell and finally get along with each other in an american football game and won international champions.At 12.10 pm we went back to our so call " hotel" and continued reading and not to mention (killing time).That was when the principal strolled by and asked "who are the ones who are suppose to leave at 12.45?" I was puzzled , and i am sure it wasnt me who has to stay because we already stayed back 10minutes for recess and he didnt mention about going home late , so i raised up my hands , and he pointed to me and said " who says you are going at 12.45?" , so i put my hands down and he asked what time i and my friend are suppose to go home , we didnt reply because he probably cant hear , and he said " you dunno what time to go home , very well you shall stay here until i dismiss you , when the bell rings at 12.45 , the rest of you , you know what to do ,be my withness." I looked at my watch ,12.44pm 57 second , and then 3 seconds leter , the bell rang.OMG , we left there reading book , where is my courage..last time i dare argue back with the principal but now i dont..but anyway , i still suggest we give him face , we stay till 1pm , and left WITHOUT him dismissing us.Got back home , good sia my mother bought KFC and my favourite cheese fries , and HL milk.Then went to look at my blog and listen to chong er fei midi.Quite some time never talk to her le haiz , today i gonna sleep late and my brother comming back from genting tonight.It means going back to the traddition of sharing comp wif him when he wants to pass items in maplestory ZZ.Thats all for now , i write if i m free cya.

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Thursday, February 17, 2005

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

February 16th 7.02pm

Just now injured my elbow , swing my elbow then smashed on the wooden board , heard cracking sound , but my arm can still move -.- pain like hell , arr gtg study soon , father comming home anytime , tomorow i dont want go school one cause whole day no lesson as the whole class went for camp except 4 of us , yaozu fadihla , eeling and me , so no lesson and VERY BORING -.- , then yaozu insist i go sch tml pei him .zz ,sian , cfm must bring hp to sch tomorrow ,or i will die of boredom in the detention room..signing off now bye.

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February 16th 2.59pm

Just come home from sch ,my classmates all went for the leadership camp except me and some friends.Felt so left out then the principal asked us to sit in detention room study until sch end at 1.55pm.I dont mind because the room is very cooling and quiet , NOT to mention..boring. Haiz , there is this girl whom i like , but i dont know her long enough to actually express such feelings..Duno why everyday keep thinking of her.I have alot of mixed feelings inside me , just dunno how to say it out , i really like her but i on the other side i feel so bad and selfish ,because she got dear already but i am like interfering into them haiz..Everytime i try to find true love is so hard , maybe im still too young ,or true love dosent exsist..Everything i can do i done , anything i can sacrifice , i sacrifices , but in the end only get me heartbroken..Its not like i care about the looks or temper , all i care is the sincereity and able to cherish what is love , but for me is very harrd to find..Sometime i scold myself , "i so ugly and dumb , people see already want to puke , still talk about stead , can go to hell la." Yar , but thats the fact .,haiz..i still got the face to go like her...but i just like her , also cannot help de..What she want i give her , if i can give i give ,if cannot i still try , i don want to force her to accept me , but everytime i tried to ask her got what problem she dont want tell me , i respect her privacy but she keep on haiz and feeling upset , i also very heart pain.every morning i will sms her good morning , and night , wish her good night i dont mind , but rhen i also fear if i put too high hopes , i will just fall like wat happen last time..just dunno what to do , sometime i feel jealous ,but lets face it , which human being wont feel jealous when encounter this kind of situation..I want to give her time , but then i fear i might just lose the chance to confess..just dunno wat to do haiz , now is 3.42 pm , still waiting for her to be online , i told her if cannot sms , then no need reply my sms because her sms bill is exploding..ok i think i stop here le, if got time i write again..

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Alone for awhile , I ve been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left , inside my lonely heart
To weave what I am picking up , the pieces that remains
Melodies of life , love lost refrain

Our path they did crossed , though I cannot say just why
We met we laugh ,we held on fast , and then we said goodbye
And who'd heard the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold

In my dearest memories,
I see you reaching out to me
Though we'are gone , I still believe that you can call

Out my name....


A voice from the past , joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes on and on
Melodies of life , to the sky beyond the flying birds
Forever and beyond....

So far and away, see the birds as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've left my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings.

In your dearest memories
Do you remember loving me?
Was it fate,
That brought us close and now leave , me behind?

Forever and if I should leave , this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melodies
Now I know will carry on
Melodies of life , come circle round and grow deep in our hearts,
As long as we remember......

*no*
*matter*
*wat*
*happen*
*to*
*me and you,*

*i'll*
*always*
*be*
*there*
*forr*
*you*

*im*
*fallen*
*in*
*love*
*withh*
*youu*

*when*
*eva*
*i*
*saw*
*you,*
*my*
*heart*
*will*
*goes*
*on~*