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Sunday, June 25, 2006
WHICH SONG IS IT..................
Mmm yeah oh girl Mmm yeah oh yeah
We used to be inseparable, now the love has gone That's the reason why, why you and I can't get along And even though I knew what you had done to me I never planned to cheat I guess both of us been weak.. yeah Cards throw em down we been fooling round guess we're both to blame Nothing to talk about girl it freaked me out the night you called his name Mmm not coming home till the early morn' what am I supposed to say Relationships are based on trust so with us it's obvious
Why don't we go our separate ways Just realise we've nothing left to say Neither of us wants to compromise Too many secrets, jealousy and lies.
It seems that we been messing 'round ain't being straight You say that we should work it out but it's far too late Being honest girl when all said and done got some things to face There's nothing left to lose but so much time to waste yeah What's the point in playing playing games with me We ain't gotta lie You might as well just pack our bags and just say goodbye Only human girl we both made mistakes but it ain't no use I think we should call it quits cos we can't go on like this.
Why don't we go our separate ways Just realise we've nothing left to say Neither of us wants to compromise Too many secrets, jealousy and lies
I don't even know why we've been tripping for so long It's not like we both don't understand what's right from wrong Seems like we cant get along no more so why don't we just go Shut the door as there ain't no love here anymore?
Why don't we go our separate ways Just realise we've nothing left to say Neither of us wants to compromise Too many secrets, jealousy and lies
Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now, Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now, I was lost and you've rescued me some how-. I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me, And I've never been here before. Now I see, what love means.
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost, I cant help but break down, and cry. Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
Now I see, what love means.
Mystery @ 7:22 PM
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
I can be your savior, I can show you the way.
Just...come with me, into the deeper darkness, where I reside.
Mystery @ 7:26 PM
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh snap.
Mystery @ 3:01 PM
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
fuckkkkkkk yeah. so I had to rush to work today cuz it's a frickin' friday night right, and the whole of Singapore was like taking taxis. Got to work 2mins earlier and slacked there for about 30-45mins before starting my work again.
Again I got people from all countries coming and god how i love talking to them. Today the highlight really was this welsh couple(never talked to a welsh before) and they told me about their stadiums and shit and man it's just really awesome hearing about other countries. All the other workers just SELL the tickets and don't actually converse with the customers, HOW BORING. :(
There was some promotion about the sevens rugby thing right beside our booth and the company had like 2 mascots that looked like M&Ms and they were blue/white and green/white. Each of these mascots were accompanied by 2-3 girls(that literally looked 14-15 years old) and these girls were handing out flyers. So I was standing there selling tickets with Jessica, a girl that initially I thought looked a bit like a butch but she's the gf of one of the guys there hahaha. Anyway she's cool and we spent the night chatting with each other and helping each other/taking turns selling tickets and stuff.
Then you know I was just watching girls and guys and stuff and suddenly 2 of the blue uniformed girls pointed at me and decided to walk over. One was dark and one was fair, they both were pretty much chinese though. So one of them asked, "How much is the boat ride?" and in my head im like, "yeah fucking right u come here to ask me how much the boat ride is." but then I just gave them the usual explanation, $12.60 and it's a 30min ride and blahblah. THEN THEY START CHATTING TO ME. And I'm like kay...And then I was curious right, and so i asked how old they were, the fair one said, "I'm 12!"(and i thought she was fucking serious) so I'm like, "oh, i thought you were like 14 to 15." then she's like "what!!! i'm 18 okay!!" and in my mind im like "HOLY FUCK THIS BITCH IS NO WAY 18 SHE LOOKS LIKE A LITTLE KID." then they asked if I work there permanently and I'm like "nah just every weekday 6-11." then the aunty inside the booth scolded me cuz there was a customer and I seemed to not care cuz the girls were there. So I laughed at the aunty and the girls walked off, laughing at me. :( TOO FUCKING BAD FOR THEM I NEVER LOOKED AT THEM AGAIN CUZ THEY GAVE ME THAT STUPID GIRLY GIGGLE. YOU DON'T COME UP IN HERE GIVING ME THAT STUPID GIGGLE, ILL WHOOP YOUR ASS.
Then Jessica started making fun of me saying I have so much charm that 2 working girls would come up to me and chat with me and that they were so full of bullshit about wanting to know the price of the boat, like yeah right. Then she started telling the other workers that those 2 girls were gonna come back and ask for my number and i'm like, "hey, i have a gf k? even if they ask, or anyone else, im not giving anything...and you better not!" then we all laughed, but they knew i was serious. ;(
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THEN THE REAL REAL HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY CAME, THIS IS THE BEST PART OF MY DAY TODAY HAHAHAHAHAHA. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
So after the stupid girls left, I stood around foot-dancing to the music that was playing and outta nowhere, this girl in the restaurant beside us is standing up with a mic and is speaking in chinese. The basic translation is this, "blah blah me and my gf have been together for 7 years now...and we have been through a lot together, and she has done a lot for me, and i'm very much in love with her..bla bla (then a lot more cock, at this point a lot of ppl started gathering around the restaurant cuz c'mon, HE WAS TALKING THROUGH LOUD SPEAKERS IN THE MIDDLE OF CLARKE QUAY ON A FRIDAY NIGHT LOL).....WILL YOU MARRY ME?" oh god my heart just lifted and i sighed so deeply, joining in with the clapping, screaming and cheering. sigh, things that like are so touching, though it wasn't as sweet as how it COULD be, but that's not bad. however, for me, i'm gonna make mine such that only me and her are there, but it's gonna be the most romantic and sweet thing i've ever done in my life, and yes, i am capable of such feats! I am not all mean and evil. (:
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Brothas4lyfe.
Mystery @ 12:14 AM
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Friday, March 10, 2006
So since I'm one that blogs about NICE THINGS only, most of the time, I'm gonna say that the past week so far has turned out rather eventful, especially at work, heh.
Last night jules wanted to get into licuid so krys draggged me down there and got him in then we rushed back to my place and thank god my dad was asleep cuz he woulda been s so mad. :( At least now after work he ain't all that bad and I kinda think he just forgave me, considering I told him I'd be sleeping at home for the next week hahaha. ;p
Anyway, yesterday I had work with chuan ming and man he was funny as fuck, talking and joking about japanese/korean girls and kinda jokingly competing to get japanese girls to buy our tickets. Like this group of 7 girls, I saw them and jumped from my seat but he ran right up to them and talked to them first so I playfully frowned at him and raised my arm up at him, showing a very bad and rude insult that little kids must never never do!
So the japs went away and 20mins later came back and ho-ho-ho I was the one standing there so they bought the tickets from me and i accompanied them to the boats hahaha, poor chuan ming was like oh-my-god-darius-i-hate-you! it's just funny la haha. hmms. I got a surprise bundabergs' root beer drink at like 10 which really rocked woohoo.
Now tonight I was posted at the esplanade. Like, the booth literally 20metres from the outdoor stadium, so if there are any bands or shit playing I can watch haha. =D o the view at esplanade is more localish yeah, it's not so many tourists and stuff, so the overall view isn't that...appealing. =XXX anywayyyyyyyy.....it's damn slack there la, I get $4/hour and I work 6pm-11pm but half the time I'm sitting around, doing nothing, reading a book, or the occasional chat to anyone that walks past! =D
The best thing about this job really, is the chance for me to go sit on the boats! I LOVE SEAWATER and sitting on a boat that goes on SEAWATER just drives me fucking craaaaaaaazy.
Wow I was just online and talking to an old female friend of mine, and she liked asked me for something, and I'm like "It's gonna cost you." and then she's like, "Oh really, what?!" And that's usually a VERY inviting and tempting question for me to respond something really cheeky like, "Oh baby you know what I want." or "More than you could ever offer me! :)" but then I just sat there stunned, my stomach churned and something just restricted me tight. So I was like, "well I'd usually say something more interesting, but...money." and she's like, "awww..." And then my stomach churned again and I felt like total shit.
God damn, chung, dude, I can't flirt anymore man. Not that I forgot how...All the ways to say things, whatever I say and how I do anything really is still there, but I just can't BRING myself to actually DOING it. Or when I DO, even MINORLY, my stomach churns like fucking crazy and I get to the point of nearly puking. It's so damn retarded, I'm a gemini yet I start feeling such intense guilt trips when the time comes. I'm sorry dude, I dunno if I can go out DDing with you, z. Maybe I can come help you out and shit, but I dunno if I can be my old self again with other girls anymore. All my flirt techniques, lines, style, methods and performance are all reserved for only one girl. :( As long as she keeps me interested, that is. ;)
If anyone out there wants to treat me and make me feel one of the best feelings of my life, get me on a speedboat and take me out into the ocean; letting me drive it or no, no difference, as long as I can see the vast ocean, the horizon, feel the cool ocean breeze, hear the sound of the water, and just take in and absorb the feel of seawater. *sighs deeply* It makes me love and appreciate the world no matter how shit it seems to be. (:
Mystery @ 12:14 AM
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Name:Siu Chung
Alias: monkay
Stats: 19/m/~180cm. Black hair. Dark brown eyes.
Birthdate: 110387
School: Singapore Polytechnic: DARE
Email/friendster: standafan@hotmail.com
Enjoys: Guitars, music, long bus rides, the ocean.
Idols: Synyster Gates
Info: About time I updated this shit. I like to have a good time, all the time. I have a dare to do attitude cause hey,
I'm still young and I wanna experience everything while I still can. I wouldnt consider myself a party animal, but whenever I do, I party hard
and I party right. I am pretty happy with my life atm. Good friends. Great buddies. If you aren't already in my life and wish to be
a part of it, well queue up and go through the screening process like everyone else. =(
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Name: Darius Huang
Alias: Stoosh
Stats:18/m/176cm...Brown/Black hair...Brown eyes
Birthdate: 22/05/87
School: Singapore Polytechnic DBA 2A/05
Email/friendster: darius_style@yahoo.com
Enjoys: dancin'/surfin'/rappin'/chillin'
Idols: Eminem/Seth Green/Kelly Slater/Craig David
Numba: 98007738
#1 Belief:Siu chung sleeps too much; he's a pig.
Info:I LOVE TRAVELLING AND THRILL-SEEKING. Travelling and exploring the world is so wonderful because there's just so much to see and do. As for thrill-seeking, I believe that if you don't put your life on the edge, and don't seek novelties that most people dare not do, then your life has gone to waste. Risk it, you only have one life.
yeah i take shit easy, i don't really get phased. like me or not, it don't
really matter, because in this world there will ALWAYS be people that love you, and people that hate you. that's how life is. sad, yeah, pfft.
all my beliefs are in my posts, so read 'em and chillout. word up Gs.
I have many beliefs about women and my life, it's taken me a long time to come up with this, so enjoy it.
1) I don't ever let women use their looks/sexual powers to take advantage of me. There are no special privileges with me. It's who you are. Most guys succumb to women like helpless babies. Fuck that.
2) I am un-selfconscious and don't give a fuck what others think.
3) I put myself and my life first, but anyone else that comes after that is treated exceptionally good.
4) I deserve, have permission, and can hold an exceptional women. Most men don't think they can, it's sad.
5) I don't care what the outcome is, if women don't want me, then it doesn't matter to me.
6) I can deal with any test that women like throwing at me. IN FACT, a lot of the time it's usually cute and funny.
7) I make CAUSE in the world, not effect. People don't have an impact on me, I have an impact on them.
8) I'm confident and comfortable in my own body. Most guys are self-conscious about themselves and are not comfortable with their own selves. I know what I'm doing.
9) I'm a really good communicator with people, most women, ESPECIALLY of what I want.
10) I'm always in control, I never let outside events de-stabalize me. (Mainly emotional.)
11) I'm NEVER NEEDY, I keep my power for myself. I don't 'need' anything.
12) I think sex is fucking great, I am ready to have sexual conversations with anyone, anytime. As long as they're legal. ;p
13) I'm comfortable around women, in fact, sometimes I feel I'm a bit too comfortable that it worries them.
14) I can control myself and I can wait. I can build anticipation. Even if I want something really badly, I can wait.
15) I don't tolerate disrespect of myself/my time/my property. If girls wanna waste my time, that's it, it's over, I don't wanna hear it.
16) I'm a catch. A pretty hard catch, but that's to ensure I get quality.
17) I'm not impressed by outward symbols of money or status. I value people and judge them based on their character; I am fair.
18) I may be totally into a woman and crazy over her, but I don't tell her early on and I sure as shit don't let it slip indirectly. I take my time.
19) I never lose my composure, ever.
20) I am seldom predictable.
