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Don't lose your way with each passing day
Don't lose your way With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I
As i encourage others, i start to find our similarities... the same problems... After so many years, doing similar things over and over again, we forgot the reason why we embark on this track. We trained hard, fought hard, and soon, overwhelmed by the pressure to win and perform, we forgot to enjoy the whole process. We forgot the reason why we choose to commit all our time and effort into it. I did went back to think about why i still sort of like it, but truthfully, these reasons doesn't seem to satisfy my justification to carry on further...
I admit, i am losing passion. I no longer want it to be the most important part of my life whereby i sacrifice other things for it. After so many years, i want to try something new. Priorities in life has changed. Parents are getting older, and i am graduating soon. It feels like its time to do something for yourself and also your family. I hated the feeling that i can't do other things because i know i need to commit my time to it and not others... (or maybe i really hated it because i can't even go for my yearly overseas trip with my family)
Meeting seniors who said that they had quitting being "slave" to play because other ppl asked you too, and asked me, "what am i doing?". I didn't realise i told so many ppl that i am quitting, but in the end after YEARS, i am still in it.
But i don't think i have the courage to tell everyone, to really leave the team when the time comes. Leading the team this year, i forged deeper bonds with the rest just like the times in secondary school. I learnt alot from everyone and will definitely miss the times we spend together. But i don't want to commit into it anymore. The thought of announcing the team that i want to quit after the season is really really bad, feels as though i as a captain, led the team, asked everyone to stay together, work hard together, and yet in the end i am the one who will be quitting... feels like a betrayer...
Doesn't it means that whatever i said before was bullshit and insincere? hypocritical?
Damn... in between the competition season and yet my mind is flooded with such thoughts. Zzzz
OOH HOO! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! :D
May 2012 be a great and memorable year for everyone, learn how to work hard and at the same time still enjoy every moment of our life! Its okay to make mistakes in life, but this year, lets aim not to repeat all the mistakes we had made and be a fool yet again. Hehe. ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE WHO READ THIS POST. HAHAHAHA. Smile! :)
oh yea, i like this song though it sounds emo, frankly speaking i didnt really listen to lyrics, just the melody. haha. ENJOY!
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May 2012 be a great and memorable year for everyone, learn how to work hard and at the same time still enjoy every moment of our life! Its okay to make mistakes in life, but this year, lets aim not to repeat all the mistakes we had made and be a fool yet again. Hehe. ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE WHO READ THIS POST. HAHAHAHA. Smile! :)
oh yea, i like this song though it sounds emo, frankly speaking i didnt really listen to lyrics, just the melody. haha. ENJOY!
Even if you can’t do it now,don’t stress,don’t give up
just go at your own pace and have confidence in yourself
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just go at your own pace and have confidence in yourself
Omg Omg!! I manage to chance upon lego again! I'm willing to spend my money and my time just to do all these man... so cool!!!
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OMG!! i didn't know my accounting teacher is so cool! "The most travelled man in singapore!" what a title to have!
It all started with the small doodles that each and everyone contributed to the attendance sheet that is being passed around during class. And today, some ppl wrote his website www.weecheng.com then only we realised that he was featured in so many places before and had travelled so so so much! Looks can be deceiving i guess, he looked so si wen and abit boring... hahaha, but can tell he is a very learned person. haha. oh well, i am super duper impressed by what he has achieved and done today.
Hope i can be brave enough to learn to travel alone, plan my own trips and budgets...
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It all started with the small doodles that each and everyone contributed to the attendance sheet that is being passed around during class. And today, some ppl wrote his website www.weecheng.com then only we realised that he was featured in so many places before and had travelled so so so much! Looks can be deceiving i guess, he looked so si wen and abit boring... hahaha, but can tell he is a very learned person. haha. oh well, i am super duper impressed by what he has achieved and done today.
Hope i can be brave enough to learn to travel alone, plan my own trips and budgets...
hehe. I'm a pampered kid. :P But my nose is really too much too.
Random post, Cooking session! :)
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| Our curry chicken! :D |
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| My tasteless sotong... |
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| Chef. haha! |
Netball Suck my life!
Arghhh.... sorry i have to vent it out. but recently, netball is really sucking up my life in many many ways. For example :
1)Time ( why do i have to spend 4 days training when season is 5 months away)
Well, putting in effort to train and improve takes time.. but even if the time spent on it is justified...
2)Why must i spend so much on netball!
First, its the gears, second, club fee, and maybe the cost of engaging an external trainer. And besides, it is not that i'm really enthusiastic about it right now. Perhaps in secondary school we are proud to proclaim that we eat, sleep, play netball. But now... i wouldn't want that. And.. i know, i shldn't be blogging it out. HAHA.
Argh just frustrated.....
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Arghhh.... sorry i have to vent it out. but recently, netball is really sucking up my life in many many ways. For example :
1)Time ( why do i have to spend 4 days training when season is 5 months away)
Well, putting in effort to train and improve takes time.. but even if the time spent on it is justified...
2)Why must i spend so much on netball!
First, its the gears, second, club fee, and maybe the cost of engaging an external trainer. And besides, it is not that i'm really enthusiastic about it right now. Perhaps in secondary school we are proud to proclaim that we eat, sleep, play netball. But now... i wouldn't want that. And.. i know, i shldn't be blogging it out. HAHA.
Argh just frustrated.....
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