Friday, December 30, 2011

Today i am thankful for my amazing memories of 2011. it was the best year. glad i documented it so well!

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Today i am thankful for warm winter days
Today i am thankfl f
Today i am thankful for the ablility to put our fam videos on dvds.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Today i am thankful for our funny little life here in tonopah

Monday, December 26, 2011

Today i am thankful that my husband speaks kind to me

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Today i am thankful for the most amazing year of my life! i love my family!!
Today i am thankful for mary, joseph, and baby jesus

Friday, December 23, 2011

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Today i am thankful for sledding
Today i am thankful that cree made it to utah safely

Monday, December 19, 2011

Today i am thankful for endless possibilities

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Today i am thankful for hand and toes warmers

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Friday, December 16, 2011

Today i am thankful for our tonopah ward
Today i am thankful for my father in law

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Today i am thankful for creative thinking

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Today i am thankful that the little dance girls feel comfortable enough with me to come to me when they need something

Monday, December 12, 2011

Today i am thankful for eating pie with friends

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Today i am thankful i am learning to keep my house clean

Friday, December 9, 2011

Today i am thankful for christmas traditions, new and old.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Today i am learning to not be judgemental

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Today i am thankful for my cute little family

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Today i am thankful for my help at dance class

Monday, December 5, 2011

Today i am thankful that my husband wants to spend time with me

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Today i am thankful that dev is patient

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Today i am thankful i am learning patience
Today i am thankfuul for projects with my husband

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Today i am thankful that i have the truth of the gospel
Today i am thankful for a day off

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Today i am thankful all the dance costumes fit

Monday, November 28, 2011

Sunday, November 27, 2011

today i am thankful for great neighbors
Today i am thankful for my sister-in laws

Friday, November 25, 2011

Today i am thankful that i dont live in a city
Today i am thankful that devin isz home

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Today i am thankful that dev is coming home tomorrow

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Today i am thankful that my mom traveled safely

Monday, November 21, 2011

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Today i am thankful for checks to devins account :)

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Today i am thankful for a happy baby
Today i aM thankful for our "small town traffic" the city sucks!

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Today i am thankful that the hunts are almost over

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Today i am thankful for the fact that we can take sailyr out to eat without tearing apart the restraunt

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Today i am thankful that i was givin asa as a brother

Monday, November 14, 2011

Today i am thankful i found that proactiv box

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Today i am thankful that i know god is watching over my husband

Friday, November 11, 2011

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Today i am thankful that sailyr is happy at the babysitters

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Monday, November 7, 2011

Today i am thankful for lucy. she makes sailyr laugh all day long

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Today i am thankful for the time change! yay for one more hour before seminary

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Friday, November 4, 2011

Today i am thankful for the little boy who will be born in march

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Today i am thankful for those 2 little teef of sailyrs

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Today i am thankful for growing up in a small town

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Today i am thankful for the ability to say no

Monday, October 31, 2011

Today i am thankful for fun holidays spent with my little family

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Today i am thankful that i can write as a release

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Today i am thankful for evenings with my family

Friday, October 28, 2011

Today i am thankful for a coroporative husband

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Today i am thankful for a good day at dance

Monday, October 24, 2011

Today i am thankful for all the new kids coming to seminary

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Today i am thankful that devin is such a good example to those around him

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Today i am thankful for our baby sitters so that we feel ok about going out for date night.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Today i am thankful for massage therapists

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Today i am thankful that i took so many pictures of sailyr when she was tiny. looking back at them tonight was so fun

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Today i am thankful for k q ~ she is running inspiration.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Today i am thankful for help at dance class. its hard alone

Monday, October 17, 2011

Today i am thankful for the blessing of having a ababy. she is the most beautiful thing in my whole world

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Today i am thankful that i am not a plig

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Today i am thankful that i was never m a a c

Friday, October 14, 2011

Today i am thankful for devins sense of humor

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Today i am thankful that i know to be myself

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Today i am thankful that sailyr has started to snuggle in the evenings

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Today i am thankful for trust worthy sitters.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Today i am thankful that sailyr loves her daddy
Today i am thankful for fire wood! Yay for low amerigas bills

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Today i am thankful for sailyrs kisses. wide mouth... slobbery... but so cute

Friday, October 7, 2011

Today i am thankful for weekends. Especially weekends that are not busy

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Today i am thankful for sailyrs little wave and "bye bye" it just makes my world cuter!

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Today i am thankful for long talks with old friends

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Today i aM thankful for aLl i learn teaching seminary

Monday, October 3, 2011

Today i am thankful for the missionaries. and their willingness to help

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Today i am thankful for patience. i am still learning but i have more than i used to

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Friday, September 30, 2011

Today i am thankful that i dont believe that you are doomed if your not lds

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Today i am thankful for henrys ice cream

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Today i am thanful that my mother in law has a salon in her house.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Monday, September 26, 2011

Today i am thankful for kind words from my husband

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Today i am thankful that i am at home and not outside walking in the dark

Friday, September 23, 2011

Today i am thankful for the temple. And spending time there with my husband

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Today i am thankful for devin driving while we travel

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Today i am thankful for my clean and whole some lifestyle . And that my husbands lives this way as well

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Today i am thankful for help at dance class

Monday, September 19, 2011

Today i am thankful for a husband who can do the dirty work

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Today i am thankful that i have never done drugs or smoked or drank

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Today i am thankful that my husband goes out and gets us fire wood

Friday, September 16, 2011

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Today i am thankful that i married a good man

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Today i am thankful for devins help with the baby

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Today i am thankful for our video camera. I would feel sick if we ever lost all of our family videos

Monday, September 12, 2011

Today i am thankful for slobbery baby kisses

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Today i am thankful that i have devin as my other half. He is a great team mate!
Today i am thankful for a rainy day in vegas. Its a calm i have never seen here
Today i am thankful for my baby girls health. I hope she lives a long healthy happy life

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Today I am thankful for friends and ice cream.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

today I am thankful for little baby hugs.  I will always take one, and I never want them to end.  Definatly the sweetest part of my days.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Monday, September 5, 2011

today i am thankful for our normal sleep schedule.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Saturday, September 3, 2011

today i am thankful for our comfy bed
today i am thankful that dev drags us out on crazy camping trips.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

today i am thankful for a day away from housework!

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

today i am thankful for old friends. to text when i feel lonley!

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

today i am thankful for birthday candles! and wishes! and dates with husband

Monday, August 29, 2011

today i am thankful that i have a good little side busness

Sunday, August 28, 2011

today i am thankful to be uplifted by church lessons.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

today i am thankful that sailyr lets me rock her.

Friday, August 26, 2011

today i am thankful that sailyr can make our day so amazing- just simply by being her!

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

today i am thankful for my little brother cree

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Monday, August 22, 2011

today i am thankful for the puffs crackers that sailyr likes!

Sunday, August 21, 2011

today i am thankful that my husband plans ahead! and that i have the cutest baby ever!

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Friday, August 19, 2011

today i am thankful for such a happy baby

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

today i am thankful for my husband to be home

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

today i am thankful for dr. laura books

Monday, August 15, 2011

today i am thankful for clients that dont mind me changing the schedule 20 times!

Sunday, August 14, 2011

today i am thankful sailyr took a long nap today so dev and i could watch a movie in our pjs like in the old days

Saturday, August 13, 2011

today i am thankful that i get to call dixie part of my family.
today i am thankful for pack and plays

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Monday, August 8, 2011

today i am thankful for forever families

Sunday, August 7, 2011

today i am thankful for dr laura books. full of helpful advice

Saturday, August 6, 2011

today i am thankful that most days i have patience... because today i had none and it was a harder day.

Friday, August 5, 2011

today i am thankful that devin can be just as camra happy as me!

Thursday, August 4, 2011

today i am thankful for talks with dev. he sometimes will say something that shakes my core with truth.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

today i am thankful for my husband finding good deals. saves us money.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

today i am thankful that i allow myself to enjoy my life. and i am trying to be patient and embrace having sticky hands.

Monday, August 1, 2011

today i am thankful that my husband is back home and not out camping

Saturday, July 30, 2011

today i am thankful for a baby who sleeps really well
today i am thankful for the smell of fresh air

Thursday, July 28, 2011

today i am thankful for tiny hours... little moments... seconds that last, but blink and they are gone...

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

today i am thankful for my own problems. they could always be worse....

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

today i am thankful for my little home. i love it here

Monday, July 25, 2011

today i am thankful for the smell of clean sheets, the sound of crickets, the sight of stars in the evening sky. life is beautiful.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

today i am thankful that my husband is a thrieft, creative thinker.. willing to work with me
today i am thankful for warm welcomes

Friday, July 22, 2011

today i am thankful that twice i have been able to sell my furniture to buy new
today i am thankful for prayer

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

today i am thankful for l.c. what a great example of a mother, wife, support, patience, and kindness she is

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

today i am thankful that i took a million pictures of sailyr when she was new born

Monday, July 18, 2011

today i am thankful for the women in my life who are great examples. my mom grandma aunts mom-in law

Sunday, July 17, 2011

today i am thankful for big happy families
today i am thankful for little miricles
today i am thankful for great examples of patience and kindness from devins sisters
today i am thankful for my husband unloading the car

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

today i am thankful for hot pink sunsets!!!

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

today i am thankful for the consept of practice makes perfect. seeing growth in some areas... needing growth in some ares

Monday, July 11, 2011

rry one bit about him
today i am thankful that i trust devin so much. he is out camping for work and every single guy hes with is probably drunk right now. but i dont even have to wo

Sunday, July 10, 2011

today i am thankful for the on-going lesson of patience. something i need to remember to have

Saturday, July 9, 2011

today i am thankful that i have someone at home to report how far i ran... and other facts about my day

Friday, July 8, 2011

today i am thankful for the thrift store! ohhh retail therapy!

Thursday, July 7, 2011

today i am thankful for my client d.y. such a great example of carring for others.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

today i am thankful for the gift of running

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

today i am thankful that i keep a journal. and love to write

Monday, July 4, 2011

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Today I am thankful for a warm shower!!

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Today I am thankful for This beautiful place called Panguitch Lake.  And that we have a little get-a-way available to us anytime!

Friday, July 1, 2011

Today i am thankful for my little family.  And the peace I feel when I am with them!!!

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

today i am thankful that we have a hospital near by... just incase we need it

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Monday, June 27, 2011

today i am thankful for the neighbor hood we live in. its definatly the best place in tonopah to live

Sunday, June 26, 2011

today i am thabnkful for road trips listening to the radio

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Thursday, June 23, 2011

today i am thankful that dev and i can still be silly.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

today i am thankful for sunshine! wonderful sunshine

Monday, June 20, 2011

today i am thankful that devin works so i can stay home with my beautiful baby

Sunday, June 19, 2011

today i am thankful that sailyr has such a good dad

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Friday, June 17, 2011

yoday i am thankful for the corn growing in the garden

Thursday, June 16, 2011

today i am thankful that despite it all i still got married. and am able to have a good outlook about it

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

today i am thankful that i am not afraid to learn something new.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

today i am thankful that i am not always right

Monday, June 13, 2011

today i am thankful for trips to the grocery store by myself. ahhhh.... quiet!

Sunday, June 12, 2011

i am thankful that my husband has some photography skillzz

Saturday, June 11, 2011

today i am thankful my mom is getting her house fixed up

Friday, June 10, 2011

today i am thankful for the internet. i swear, i learn so much from it. and the uplifting people with inspiring ideas are awesome

Thursday, June 9, 2011

today i am thankful that i have friends i can trust to take sailyr.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

today i am thankful that i have to be thankful on days that i am in a bad mood.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Today I am thankful that the little flowers under our bedroom window are growing! yay!

Monday, June 6, 2011

today i am thankful for my husbands health. what would i do without him

Sunday, June 5, 2011

today i am thankful for sleep. yay for sleep in my own bed

Saturday, June 4, 2011

today i am thankful for a hot shower
todat i am thankful that devins parents let us stay in their camp trailer with them. (friday)

Thursday, June 2, 2011

today i am thankful for my health. watching someone who does not have there health is so humbling.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

today i am thankful for sailyr's little thumb. thankgoodness it helps her fall asleep.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

today i am thankful for rides down river lane. so pretty and peaceful

Monday, May 30, 2011

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Saturday, May 28, 2011

today i am thankful for the smell of cows!

Friday, May 27, 2011

today i am thankful to be done with seminary for a few months. its was a great year and i learned alot but it will be good to have a break

Thursday, May 26, 2011

today i am thankful for the good friends i have made here, and how great sailyr's sitter is!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

the older i get the more crazy the world seems. today i am thankful for my innosence (is that how you spell it?)

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

today i am thankful for hot baths... nothing better after a day of putting in extentions.

Monday, May 23, 2011

today i am thankful for social networking. coupons, blogs, facebook- i wish i was not as addicted as i am.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

today i am thankful for the smell of rain. dark clouds but still sunny! love.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

til i got out there
today i am thankful for a simple drive down an old dirt road. make me feel at home, and at peace, and like me. did not realize how much i love being outdoors un

Friday, May 20, 2011

today i am thankful for simple fun. board games and chocolate chip cookies. i feel like i am 13 again.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

today i am thankful for my own personal plumber. yay for dev coming to the rescue when the dishwasher was flooding the kitchen. what would i do without him

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

today i am thankful for the side job we have been provided with. its not a lot- but enough to buy groceries each month!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

today i am thankful for the sound of thunder! makes my house feel so cozy.

Monday, May 16, 2011

today i am thankful for old friends. and how a text from one of them can make me smile!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

ping up lucy poop- classic!
today i am thankful that devin and i can do something horrible like cleaning out the garage... and still have fun. him singing - a spoon fun of sugar while swee

Saturday, May 14, 2011

today i am thankful for date night. we took sai to timaree's and went to dinner and rented a movie! it was fun. definatly need to go out at least once a month.

Friday, May 13, 2011

today i am thankful that i get to listen to crickets while going to sleep at night. hello summer!
today i am thankful for nice spring evenings. family walks this time of year are so refreshing

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

today i am thankful for the simplicity of planting flowers.... nothing better.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

it would.
today i am thankful for an easy going husband. today i started a knitting project and did not get much else done. this does not bother devin... where other guys

Monday, May 9, 2011

Today I am thankful for baby wipes.... and not just for the obvious reasons.  I have learned that you can get your kitchen floors SOO clean with baby wipes.  Obviously you are down on all fours cleaning... but its amazing how much dirt came up.  Then you just toss them in the trash, luckily they are pretty cheap.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

today i am thankful for mothers day. so much love in this little house- dev got major brownie points today!

Saturday, May 7, 2011

today i am thankful for home. this town, my house, my little family... whatever it is, its home. home sweet home
today i am thankful that sailyr sleeps when she is tired. ( this post is yesterdays- we were on air planes all day)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

today i am thankful for (the most part) a happy baby! she has been a pretty good little traveler.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

today i am thankful for patience while traveling. it can be very stressful at times.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

today i am thankful for gps via phone. thank goodness

Monday, May 2, 2011

today i am thankful i know the term highway 95

Sunday, May 1, 2011

today i am thankful that the worse thing that happened today is finding out my pumpkin seeds are still not growing. how lucky i am that my troubles are small

Saturday, April 30, 2011

today i am thankful for lavander rose bushes

Friday, April 29, 2011

today i am thankful for lazy days- and that about once a month is all that i need of them

Thursday, April 28, 2011

today i am thankful for the freedom and option to work. i can choose when and my hours. i know i am really lucky to work as much or as little as i want

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

today i am thankful for good friends with good advice.

Monday, April 25, 2011

today i am thankful to have some energy back

Sunday, April 24, 2011

today i am thankful to be lds. what beautiful guidance i recieve.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Friday, April 22, 2011

today i am thankful for the cute little house we have. i have found so much peace and happieness under this tin roof.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

today i am thankful for all devins help with sailyr while i am sick.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

today i am thankful for medical insurance. thank goodness we have it

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

today i am thankful for sailyr's laugh. i dont know how i ever lived without it

Monday, April 18, 2011

today i am thankful for devin - there are many qualities about him that i am thankful for... but tonight i am thankful for him as a whole.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Saturday, April 16, 2011

today i am thankful for a beautiful sunset at the end of a long week.

Friday, April 15, 2011

tonight i am thankful for date night with dev!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

today i am thankful for being healthy - and my family being healthy. it just takes a few sick days to make you realize how thankful for your health you are.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

today i am thankful for sailyr. i always am thankful for her. she is the most beautiful thing in my life. and has made me a different person.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

today i am thankful for the bulbs growing in the garden. witnessing anything growing is always amazing to me, no matter how small. spring is full of hope.

Monday, April 11, 2011

today i am thankful for an open mind. for acceptance for something new and different. and being able to see the beauty in it.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

today i am thankful that i was born where i was born.  how did we all get so lucky.  we really are so privliged compared to so many others in this world.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

today i am thankful for tylonol. the only meds i can take right now

Friday, April 8, 2011

today i am not thankful for the cold sailyr has, but i am thankful its not r.s.v. the horrible little cough that comes out of her followed each time by a sad little wimper just tears me up. she is being a good sport and still giving us little smiles here and there.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

eating out
today i am thankful for the occasional get-a-way. its so nice to not have the daily routine of laundry and dishes sometimes. although i am kinda getting sick of

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

in!
today i am thankful for little date nights, even with sailyr! going to cold stone for ice cream makes me feel like we are still dating! puts a little spark back

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

today i am thankful for the perks of devs job. we are currently twelve floors up in laughlin nv.

Monday, April 4, 2011

today i am thankful for the friends we have made here in tonopah. its their fault we like it here so much.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

today i am thankful that sailyr is such a good sleeper. that is the one thing that i was most afraid of when it came to babies. and of course the first week was awful... but after that we kind of found ourselfs on even ground. i can see how motherhood is ten times harder when your sleep deprived. luckily i have not had to deal with that too much.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

today i am thankful that there are about one hundred pictures of sailyr on my moms ipod!  i guess you could say sailyr is kinda loved in this family!

Friday, April 1, 2011

today i am thankful for my mom! and i am so glad she traveled out here for the week end to see us. im excited for sailyr to grow up and make many memories with her grandma!

Thursday, March 31, 2011

today i am thankful that (so far) devin and i are on the same page when it comes to parenting.  i feel like we have about the same amount of patince and breaking levels as well as diciplin techniques.  i also think we are able  to create a fun happy home with lots of love. i am so glad we see eye to eye about this, hopefully we can create a beautiful place for our children to grow.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Today I am thankful that my 'motherly instinct' kicked in. because to be honest even in the hospital after I had Sailyr I was not sure I had a 'motherly instinct'. 

2 words of advice (out of the million) that I really remembered.
number1 - when ever anyone tells you how to raise/take care of your baby, say "ok" - and then just do what works best for you.  (thank you Sarah N!)
and number 2 - nobody is going to be able to take care of your baby as well as you are. (thank you Danelle S!)

I have defiantly been told - she needs a Binky, why are you doing it like that?, you need to swaddle her more, you don't rock her to sleep?!?!, she needs more lotion. and on and on...

At first I got really aggravated with all the opinions (as loving as they might be) coming in... then I remembered my two brilliant words of advice.  Cause really, I am doing what I feel is best for my baby.  And my 'motherly instinct' did kick in... and obviously we are doing just fine!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

today i am thankful that devin does not care what others think, or what other have effect him. that is a really good lesson that i need to try harder to live. when it all comes down to it i dont care either... but sometimes its just too easy to compare yourself to others.

Monday, March 28, 2011

tonight i am thankful for all of the angels that are all around us. watching over my loved ones.sometimes in the evening when i lay sailyr down to sleep or when i am feeding her i love to just sit in her room. maybe i am nuts... but the feeling in there is amazing. i feel crazy saying that angels hang out in there - but i really think they do. im sure its great grandmas and grandpas coming in to say good night.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

today i am thankful for being able to breast feed sailyr... as strange as that sounds. a book i read refered to breast milk as liquid gold because it is so healthy. breast feeding is also sooooo much cheaper and less work than bottles and formula. i was really really scared to nurse, but it has gone so smoothly. its just so natural.  oh and p.s. i give credit to breast feeding for sailyr staying healthy this winter - even though we have been around pnemonia. and for the 10 lbs i have lost!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

today i am thankful for prayer. with all the stresses that come along with being a mom i sometimes feel like its my only life line. its great to be able to express how i feel to a heavenly father who loves my family as much, ok probably more than i do.  in a world with so many opinions and confussion i feel like prayer is our only answer.

Friday, March 25, 2011

Today I am thankful that there is laughter in my marriage.  I feel like I laughed all day today.  It might be a bit unfair that we have so much fun together.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

today i am thankful that devin builds fires everynight. i am embarassed so admit that i have only built one fire this whole winter,and its when dev was gone for work. its funny in the middle of the night i listen and wake up when sailyr crys. devin listens and wakes up when the fire goes out. he is so great!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

today i am thankful for being born with a happy gene. today on oprah (i know- i know) it was all about being happy. did you know that 50% of your happiness can be genetic? i feel like i am a pretty happy person, although i can also be serious at times. i have learned in the past few years that happiness is a choice, and i choose every day to be happy. but i do believe i was born with some happiness.. probably from my mom!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Today I am thankful for the chance to be a mommy.  When I go and get Sailyr out of her crib after her naps, that is when she gives the biggest smiles.  And that can turn even the worst days around.

Monday, March 21, 2011

Today I am thankful for my little brothers.  Isn't it funny how you grow up with someone, live in the same house with them for 18 years or so.  You were created in the same womb, have the same parents, pretty much have had the same childhood.  But yet when you move away you can become so distant from each other.  Isn't it sad that I don't talk to my brothers everyday, that I don't call them when something great happens.  I do text asa a few times a month, and I write cree about once a week.  I just think its interesting that I am not closer with my brothers.  Maybe its the age/gender difference.  Because I think they are closer with each other than I am with them.  But I do love them, and think about them everyday.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

today i am thankful for family and that they are always there for us when we need them. devin family are always willing to let us come stay and excited to help with sailyr. its so great to have so much love on both sides. so glad sailyr will grow up in the middle of all these people.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

today i am thankful for dev and that he tells me when i need new tires.
today i am thankful for wipes. and diapers. for all those blow outs while shopping.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Today i am thankful for sailyrs big blue eyes. They are so beautiful and sometimes look almost like they are glowing. Everyone comments on her bright blues.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Today I am thankful for film-less cameras.  And film cameras.  But mostly film-less.  Its a good thing that modern technology invented cameras that let you take as many pictures as your heart desires and it does not cost money to get film developed.  I know I have taken many, MANY pictures of Sailyr... but why not when I can upload them to my computer and burn them to a disc for almost nothing!  We would be in film debt if I was a mother before the year 2000.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Today I am thankful for the revelations (D&C) given to and recorded by Joseph smith... isn't it funny that I teach section 104, the section about staying out of debt right when we get out tax returns.  We have been going back and forth on whether we should pay off my car.... or buy a trailer.  I guess we know the answer. Darn.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Today i am thankful for the sweet people in Tonopah.  I went to the grocery store today and saw three of my old clients.  It was the first time they had seen Sailyr so they came up and visited with me for quite a while.  Its amazing how much people here care for others.  I honestly don't know if I can say the same about utah'ns, that sounds really mean.  But people here don't care what religion you are, what mistakes you have made, what your yard looks like, weather or not you were at the bar last night, that just does not matter to them.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Today I am thankful for a healthy baby.  I know how lucky I am.  There are SOOO many things that can go wrong during pregnancy and delivery that its amazing when it doesn't.  Last night Devin and I were watching that new show on Lifetime called One Born Every Minute.  And the baby that was being born came out pretty much lifeless.  It was limp and not breathing, the doctors had to bring it back, which they did and everything ended up being fine.  But in those few minutes when they were working on her I was tearing up, and thinking about hearing Sailyr cry right after she was born.  What a amazing moment that was, one I hope I never forget.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Today I am thankful for my yard.  It was warm enough today that we went outside and did a little yard work!  There is nothing better after winter time than the smell of dirt!  Our bulbs that we planted last fall are about 3 inches out of the ground and all of our rose bushes have starts on them.  Makes me happy.  Working in the gardens is the best marriage counseling around. Happy Day!

Friday, March 11, 2011

Today I am thankful that Devin is so willing to keep things moving smoothly around the house.  While I usually would not think of being thankful for him climbing up on the roof and winterizing the swamp cooler each year, today I am.  If anything is ever broke, leaking, making weird noises, clogged, needs to be cut, nailed, adjusted, rip out, re-modeled (this list could go on) he is the man to do it!  I never even have to nag him about stuff like this... he just gets it done.  He is also good to take on lots of un-important projects as well, like making cute shelves for our room. 

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Today I am thankful for the years Devin and I had before having a baby.  Life is so great right now, and I could not love my little family more.  But what a great time we had, we grew so close, and had so many great times! We were husband and wife, and very much in love, but we also became best friends.  We went a lot of places and did a lot of things, he even let me plan a 2 week vacation to Europe!  Those few years will stay locked in my heart for my whole life!

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Today I am thankful for self-motivation.  I hope I always push past all the goals I set for myself.  I feel like I was born with a lot of drive and motivation, and I hope I will always feel the need to do and learn new things. Since staying home with Sailyr I have honestly tried to learn/read/try something new each day - even if its just a great quote.  This journey of becoming the best mother, wife, ME will hopefully never end!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Today I am thankful for being called to teach seminary.  It has taken me since September to be able to say the words thankful and seminary in the same sentence.  While it is really time consuming I have to admit I have learned so much, and I feel like I really understand the D&C and I have a greater appreciation for everything that the early members endured for us.  I have never studied, really studied the scriptures.  I can defiantly tell a difference between the days that I do study and the days I don't. So many of my questions have been answered and I feel like some of the quotes I read are more for me than they are the students.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Today I am thankful that I have the option to stay home with my baby!  I cant imagine having someone tend her from 9-5 every day.  I cant imagine having someone else play with my baby, see her talk, and smile all day while I am at work.  I dont think there is a job that could pay me enough, to make missing out on all of this worth it.  I am so glad Devin does not pressure me into going back to work - and that he is willing to work hard enough that I dont have to.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Today I am thankful for what a great example other women are to me.  After having a baby I cant help but believe women are the strongest creatures on earth, sure men might have the physical strength - but that is nothing when it comes to the mental/emotional/spiritual strength women have.  Watching different women in my ward with their families is so inspiring - and so exhausting at the same time.  I do believe being a mom and wife is the most thankless job on the planet - most men would crumble to the ground if they had to take on our jobs.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Today I am thankful for Nevada Winters.  It was almost 60 degrees outside today so we took advantage.  We went for a run, washed our cars and cleaned out the garage!  Sailyr sat in her stoller while we worked outside and loved it (most of the time).  I even saw our bulbs that we planted last fall are starting to come up - I hope they will do ok - I know it will freeze again.

Friday, March 4, 2011

Today I am thankful for my grandma Farnsworth! I love her so much and think that she is just amazing! One day if I am ever lucky enough to be a grandma I hope I am like her!

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Today I am thankful for nice people.  Some people I feel are just out to prove something, or are to caught up in their own lifes to be nice to others.  But those nice people, who say hello to everyone and make you feel happy are awesome!  I am making it my lifetime goal to become one of these 'nice people'.  I do think I am nice, but I am also kinda shy.... which I think sometimes comes off as stuck up.  People who are not this way make me want to change.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Today I am thankful that I was born in these days.  In seminary we talk a lot about the early members of the church always having to leave their homes and travel to avoid persecution.  Just thinking about taking Sailyr to the grocery store (in my car) on a cold day makes me feel bad - I really don't think I could have left my home and traveled across America with a baby.  Risking her life, and mine.  I am sad to say it but I think I would have stayed behind.  The stories of the Mormon pioneers are so much more real and make my heart hurt now that I am a mom.  Its stuff like this that makes me know the church is true, these people must have known it with all their soul to be able to give up so much.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Today I am thankful for Devin.  He is gone for a few days for work meetings in battle mountain.  The house never feels the same without him here.  I dont even feel the same, I have wierd dreams at night and everything just seems a little off.