happy day!

first thing in the morning i reported to the wuliaos about my airplane status haha! i think i too high today so APPEAR that i very happy about flying. paranoid!

chem lect! was quite fun lah. busy copying which reminds me of chong kyan's embarrassing laughing expereince in the lt. heng i wasnt sitting next to her :D

physics lect! was super funny! the lect test A BIT THE KNOW HOW TO DO LAH. so my row of people was there zibei-ing then the physics teachers wetn around to look. and he said...
"wahh very good i see a lot of poeple who got it correct."
??!! win le! im so going to pass common test :D

then chem tut was okay lah. i was too high and talking nonsence to jaime quek and distracting her from paying attention HAHA.

then econs! it was supposed to be econs, civics, lunch, econs, econs. 4 periods consecutively breathing in the air mr g.lee breathe out (okay it sounds disgusting but its true wad!). so the smart me bought sweets to keep myself awake! but in the end i never eat cause its too long and too obvious if i eat ): waste money.
but nvm, its amelia's favourtie sweet.

then went bytez and got chased out by the scheming woman/sage of the year JOLI TOH! that idiot chased us out so that she can use computer and read her dunnoe wad comics.

then went woodlands lib to MUG with lim ming xuan. MUGGERS YAH! anw i confused myself over the investment stuff and sucessfully convinced lmx to think that i am correct but i turn out to be wrong ):

then went to eat KFC! fat lah! hahaha. then we walked home and we did stupid stuff hohoho. like singing christmas songs and lin jun jie's song and jay chou's songs and NATIONAL DREAM :D our very cool and funky version of NATIONAL DREAM :D we are so ai xiao whee!

ways to show that you are ai xiao:
1.) sing the school song loudly in public
e.g: "-low voice- embracing our destiny! -high pitched voice- to answer a nation's calling!"

2.) for those who know you can sing, sing out loud so that people living in hdb will throw clocks at you telling you the time and how you should stop being a negative externality.
imgaine mr chai jinghao in this situation...
e.g: "-low voice- embracing our destiny! -high pitched voice- to answer a nation's calling!"
jh: "aiyoh wad time is it already huh and you know you cant sing for nuts and you are being a negative externality by singing so much because the area underneath the MSC graph is greater than the area under the MSB graph where in this case MSB = MPB while MSC = MEC + MPB and the cost of produing one extra unit of good and blah blah blah..."

3.) for those who know you cant sing, turn around every 2 seconds to check no passer bys are around you while singing. if you happen to meet passerby, stop singing immediately and once he or she is out of hearing, resume singing from where you stopped.
e.g: "-low voice- embracing our" -turn and look-
"destiny! -high pitched voice- to answer" -passerby passing by-
-passer by out of hearing- "a nation's" -turn and look-
" calling!"

4.) go out of tune everytime possible to achieve the greatest public nuisance effect.
e.g: "-low voice- embraaaacing ouuuur destinyyyyyy! -high pitched voice- toooo ansssswerrrr a natttttionnnn's callinggggggggggggggggg!"

YAAAAAH!

mingxuan wants me to blog about him.
so here it goes!

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enough?
haha! i rmb doing it for zoee hohohoho too!
anymore requests?

hohoho i just did the personality recommnded by chai.
i think its quite accurate lorh! hahaha
im a ENFP! visionary!

and it says that i can be an artist.
HAHAHA SO WAD IF I GOT LAST IN CLASS FOR ART!
AND DRAW UGLY CHRISTMAS TREES!
I CAN BE ARTIST OKAY!
okay i can see amelia puking.

im sleepy but im determined not to sleep.
im happy but theres a teeny weeny tinge of irritatedness (is there such word?) towards the changing poeple, world WADEVA.
im paranoid and i hope i remain paranoid about it until ct is over :D
im not in mugging mode but ct is coming. like next week.

anw, i just tot of a few spastic stuff that happend...
in malaysia..
mother "ehh that kid there looks like our neighbours kid"
me "i dunnoe? ask him lah."
mother "ehh boy boy! you whose son arh?"
smart kid "my mother's son!"

in gp today...
masnidah "survey shows that woman looks out for 2 things in guys. who can tell me what?"
the enthu class "looks! money!"
masnidah "survey also shows that man looks out for only one thing in woman. who know what is it?"
the enthu class "-silent-"
jasmine "i know! SEX!"
class "...!!!"

oh for those who wanna noe the right answer, its actually looks only lah.

lala what a spastic post.

他说他很爱她
他说会守护她
他送她玫瑰花
一切美得不像话
從朋友变成情人
她不再只有自己
他爱她爱得徹底
真心溢满了甜蜜

i should be studying!

im thinking ba gua abalone scallop ANGBAOS!

eventful week!

wed 14/2
was vday! my presents are CHEAPO according to joli toh (who din give anyone presents until the next day).
sold flowers! BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS that we dripped so much blood while dethorning it ):
the whole floor was wet and red after we finished.
no lah actually is the water from the flowers and reflection of the red coloured pails. IM JUST EXERCISING MY IMGAINATION LAHHH.

i tried to bless the sunflowers (with the help of the sun) and make it open within 3 hours but unsucessfully. the following are the methods i tried so in the future please do no use them.
1.) lugging it all the way down to grandstand, where ever the god of solaris is shining at.
2.) talk to it! tell it how pretty and lovely it is! praises work wonders.
3.) sitting beside the flowers and pretend you are one of them. ehh i dun need to pretend wad!
4.) have every person that walks past say something along the lines of "happy waiting!".
5.) cursing people who blames us becasue we cant get the flowers to open. HELLO. we are INTERACTORS, not flower fairies!

okay anw. vday was fun lah! epic is the worse movie ever on earth. huang jin jia just got promoted!

thurs 15/2
exco outing! we went bugis to eat steamboat! the soup is nice :D and we ate like pigs! me and lyn were furiously trying to finsh all the prawns. AND MY FAVOURITE CRABB! <3 anw, group 7 (minus chua zhao wei who is always mia these days) lives up to our name! the bao ka liao for the day...
MR LIM MING XUAN! hahaha dustbin leh!

ooh joke of the day!
lyn "ehh mingxuan. how tall are you arh?"
mx "171"
lyn "oooh 171 can go to town leh."

fri 16/2
new year celebration! okay lahh quite high hahaha. esp at the nj superstar part! CONGRATS XIAN YONG! finally a reward haha. then we rotted at band room waiting for amelia's breakfast to arrive. had fun ruining the musical envt of the band room :D then we had a sian diao wait 171, sian diao and overly expensive lunch at village, and sian diao walks across half of orchard.
haha girls and guys are so different lah.

ooh i cut my hair today again! chong kahyan says im overly imginative and drama so to sum it all up:
1.) the hairdresser got a gf uglier than me.
2.) he's determined to take revenge on me for being chio-er
3.) thus he anyhow grab bunches of hair and tugs excessively hard at it before snipping long strands of it off.
4.) hair cutting ethics dawned upon him
5.) thus he decided to not cut my hair until v ugly

i noe i noe. its not a summary at all ):
i fail summary one lah!

today the juniors got back their results.
i was so jing zhang for them i dunnoe why!

if you guys are reading this...
congrats to those who did well (: im really really happy for you all, no matter how freakishingly good your results are (:

as for those who din do as well as expected, sadness is inevitable. im not going to tell you all to not be sad because it is impossible. your ogls will always be here if you ever need someone to talk to okay! we love you guys all the same and you noe it. so do all your classmates and freinds that you have made in nj.

the wonderful memories that you guys left for one another might make parting even more terrible, but without these memories, you guys will never have something so wondeful to miss. i noe my 07s18-ers are strong and always there for one another. that's what make you guys so so so special in my heart and in your classmates' hearts.

enjoy the days with the class! i'll really really pray very very hard that you guys can get what you wish for.

love you guys a lot a lot a lot 07S18!

07s18, you are special.
today, tml, forever.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzoNInZ2ClQ&mode=related&search=

http://www.worldonfire.ca/

okay im not sure if posting it here is illegal or wad haha.
masnidah showed us this during gp today.

World On Fire

The worlds on fire its more then I can handle
Ill tap into the water try and bring my share
Try to bring more, more then I can handle
Bring it to the table
Bring what I am able

Hearts are worn in these dark ages
Youre not alone in these stories pages
The light has fallen amongst the living and the dying
And Ill try to hold it in
Yeah Ill try to hold it in

Chorus

I watch the heavens but I find no calling
Something I can do to change whats coming
Stay close to me while the skys falling
I dont wanna be left alone dont wanna be alone

Chorus

Hearts break hearts mend love still hurts
Visions clash planes crash still theres talk of
saving souls still colds closing in on us

We part the veil on our killer sun
Stray from the straight line on this short run
The more we take the less we become
The fortune of one man means less for some

Chorus

there are so many ways we can help these people (:
there is so much that we can do and havent done (:

yay! first time i got home so early (:
ate at swensens today! craving ah ah ah :D
haha ive decided if one day i become rich, i shall buy the chefs from swensens, soup restaurant, my xiao long bao place, delifrance and balh balh blah to cook for me haha.
im growing fatttter.

vday's coming!
new year's coming!

vday = chocolates!
new year = BAGUA!!!

why am i thinking everything in terms of food these days :D

im a happy grown up kid today!

okay i have no idea why im arguing with chai over this.
ON MY BLOG SOMEMORE.
but aiyah i just feel like saying...

we wear different mask towards different people (okay i noe wad i said din sound so refined. i koped it from chai). perhaps some people does but for me, im not sure i even noe WHO exactly is the real me. yes i portray different sides to different people, i can even portray a different side on my blog. HELLO people who noe me noes that i dun normally talk this kind of cheem stuff in real life lah.

so how do you even noe me? when i dun even noe myself.
ITS A MASK. i can fairly well been hiding the truest side of me, or even waiting for the truer side to surface.
haha chai. if you are that good a judge of character, tell me then. what kind of person am i?
as for mr lee, i can say for sure he is a motivationer, a inspiration, but i cant judge if he is a good judge of character or not (since i cant even judge my own).

OKAY WAIT. MY BLOG IS STARTING TO SOUND LIKE CHAI'S.

as for reading outside materials, i dunnoe how to say this but im alr having trouble grasping simple simple basic physics, chem wadeva. im not smart. in fact i got into nj because i mug. and mugging in sec school = memorising stuff. i saw how weak my foundation was through our dear MR NICK CHAN (haha im amazed).
different poeple have different learning capacities. i dun think its necessary to equate wad chai can do to what i can do. i work at my own pace and you work at yours (: and you can tutor me sometimes haha. so i'll continue with my slow and steady pace and do things the way that interest me!

i bet chai has alr finish studying our entire year 2 syllabus but im at my own slow pace of mugging organic chem and the fields.
SO CIAO!

im hypocritical.
i show different sides of myself to different types of ppl.
to the wuliaos, im siao and hyper but silent at times.
to interact, im siao and hyper and NEVER FAILS to talk crap.
to new friends, im withdrawn and not really the enthu type.
to my family, im sarcastic like almost always. ( <- okay that sounds bi,mbo!)

i think its one way of surviving in society bahh.
if you are withdrawn to everyone, its hard to get friends whom you actually have fun with.
if you are hyper everytime, you need a place to be silent at times.
in wuliaos, i find fun.
in interact, i have a title to live up to.
at home, i am myself (perhaps?)

i dun think anyone can understand their own characters fully, what more friends, relatives?
how do we actually judge a person's character?

IM REFELCTING LAH.
hahaha. during civics today we discover the fact that mr lee reads our blogs -.- -.-

ANW. im getting philosophical again AH. hahaha.
ANW mr lee talked about jinghao's furious reading of physics and stuff today.
okay lah personally i think all of us are no longer amazed by his thirst for physics knowledge after one year of being surrounded by chai and his lovely theories.

oh and his passion for DOTA haha!

which make me realise that we all have passion for different things!
and this is wad makes us different from one another. if all of us were to mug physics like jh does -shudders with the thought-
but i dun think my passion for psyhcology will drive me to read up more about it. because if i have spare time to read about this, i would rather spend it on working on the current subs im studying! hello if i cant even do well in my studies now, think about psychology for wad i ask you.

oh btw, i realise i really cant grow up lah.
no matter how i try to be more mature, theres always a kiddy side of me (:
i believe that humans are born to love NOT TO HATE.
if everyone has this thought...
why think so much?
why so much trouble?
why create even more unhappiness?

we are born to love, to enjoy and to be happy!

OH TIAN. im getting v lorh sor.
LIKE AUNTY!

considering how stressed i was ytd, today rockked lah!
honestly (: interact my anti depressant drug!
love interact :D

woke up super early for the sucky cip and met the group of unglam NJC-ians sitting in the mrt station.
and mugging (: MUGGERS ROCK!
we were wayy early lah. stupid yck! we go there tok crap and stone AND MUG can.
mug and get cip so worth it! hahaha.

anw we are so nerd lah! the bunch of yjc ppl opp playing heart attack super loudly and HWA CHONG THE MUGGER SCHOOL was talking crap togt and NJC-IANS ARE MUGGING AWAY HAPPILY. wad a lovely sight.
and we got very high mugging for some reason.

episode one - the muggers:
desmond "okay i have assigned duties to every school. hwa chong, you all will MUG... -pause-"
me and yingxian "MUG HAHAHAHA!"
desmond "mark the papers sorry."
me and ying xian "MUG HAHAHA!"

okay we are siao lah. then we decided to make ourselves useful by eating lunch!
YAHH! lucnch was nasi lemak ):

episode two - the memories:
qiyuan "last year the food so much better lah! got buffet one leh."
choo "yarh lorh! and the buffet is like right where we are eating now lah ):"
qiyuan "yes! rmb the brownies! so nice lah!"
choo "yes! i da bao home somemore lah! why this year food so like that ):"
qiyuan "and the helen aunty still there and still so irritating!"
choo "helen aunty likes jenny!"
qiyuan "oh yarh and you rmb that guy who we say is helen aunty's son..."
.....
AWW memories ): oh btw JOLI TOH! I DIN SEE YOUR MR BENG.

then we went mad playing lame orientation games like handiplast, polar bear, multiples of 3, charades! haha and me and wai leng were singing deng li jun and new year songs very loudly (: and the 5 j1s are now my official fans :D :D

then we went to watch the compe. LAME SHIT LAH. its like a game of luck lah. all the contestants anyhow guess answers one! hahaha. they got intermediate progs somemore! the xiang sheng is like so super funny HAHAHA. me and elgin died laughing. then there is this guy who was NIAN, YIN AND CHANG some poem AND ITS SUPER SUPER SUPER HILARIOUS LAH! hahaha we laugh like super loud so malu! victor laugh so hard that he started crying HAHA. we are wonderful audience :D

then RECEPTION! yahhh! the yaogui spirit :D BUFFET LEH! and take the food take until super shuang. LIKE A MOUNTAIN LIKE THAT :D and we all da baoed chicken wings home :D :D kop until VERY HIGH! yah yah yah!

the compe sucks lah actually. super unorganised.

episode three - the learning from the worst:
victor and choo "aiyoh we just sit there and mug and slack and get cip hours leh. i think voluntewers too many alr lo."
desmond "its okay one. i dun mind you all not helping. most impt is you all learn. you all want to learn how we organised such events just ask anyone of us!"
-desmond walks away-
victor "ehh learn wad lah. so unorganised."
fan jian "learn that we cannot make it like that lorh."

episode four - case of the little audience-
choo "ehh that guy taking photographs lehh."
elgin "if he wants to make the event looks good right, he can only take onstage not offstage..."

and we had fun gossiping on the train!
YAH INTERACT ROCKS!

AH! im feeling stressed ):
so much tutorial never do!
test never study!
tml still got the sucky shit yck thing where im the only yaogui club member going!
): sian lah!

wah lao i shall psycho someone to go with me.
JOLI THE PANGSEH-ER!
haha.

HAPPY BURFDAE FELIX THE CAT!

yeah so nice to talk crap with 07s18 again!
YI XUAN I NOE YOU READ MY BLOG AND THIS IS YOUR LAST LAST LAST REMINDER TO WRITE MY LETTER BEFORE I SPAM YOU. wahahaha.
anw, we sang burfdae song for felix in the middle of nowhere (which i come to realise the juniors love hanging out).

today is HARDWORKING (:
i finished my lap propsal and did skill a and im mugging for math and doing econs test at the same time.
IM ZAI!

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