tell me
am i asking for too much?
because i honestly dont think so
as much as it pains me to say this
maybe, just maybe
you dont love me enough

;10:32 PM

i think i may be going crazy.
today, while on the way to bugis, i had an intense but thankfully brief spell of panic attack.
i had this uncontrollable urge to run, to hurl.
my breathing became sporadic.
my head hurt.
i couldn't breathe.
i wanted to run.
i hated being around people.
i wanted to go home even though i had just left moments ago.
tell me i'm not going crazy
:(

;11:52 PM

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

我 好累
我 好想 哭
每年在这一刻，都会有种莫名的哀伤
我 讨厌生日

;3:40 AM

You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain.
OR
You either end the relationship where it's most beautiful, or drag its existence out long enough to see how wrong you were.
do ask if you have doubts.

;2:25 AM

fuck.

;1:49 AM

you took the decision out of my hands. or should i say, you made the decision for me.
and in the end, i proved i could not do what i could 6 years ago.

;3:09 PM

You fell in love with someone because of the tilt of his smile, or because he could make you laugh, or in this case, because he made you believe that you were the only one who could save him.

-Picture Perfect, Jodi Picoult

;11:32 PM