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time: 2.12pm

when i promised to feel better the next day, i usually succeed. And frankly, Im not one to get down for extended periods of time.

But there is something i just cant let go. And when realization sinks in and its all real, then I dont know what to do. I never saw it coming - the reaction that Im having.


Im feeling so damn fucking sad now.


There, I've said it.

and forgive me if i don't want to talk about it. I just cant. Cause I've never been good at admitting things.

Knowing the right thing to do is worlds apart from being able to do it.

I dun want my blog to turn into a setting of melodrama, so give me some time to recover. But if i take too long, slap me please. haha i already can see pple gladly waiting to give a hand. :)

I've just got to hang in there.