HOW I MISS DRILLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Omg when I hit 30, or before, and I have hit my pay targets pretty well PLEASE PLEASE SEND ME TO DO DRILLS AGAIN. I miss it soooooooooooo much!!!!

hahaha love drills to death.


LOVE.

On the side note, it was a good national day meeting with Shu Yuan and all. It wasn't bad really, we really enjoyed the catch up, maybe can do this as yearly affair hahaha.

But thank God for some friendship that last.

This Sat should be visiting RX. My heart is tired of friendship with Dona. I miss him a lot but when I made the decision to keep the old friendship in my heart and move on, I supposed life would be easier for him. Less issues from me = happier Dona right?

I wish to write my last heartfelt story or a card to him but I worry so that it will make him breathless. That I will be suffocating him, if it is so that by letting go the friendship as in freeing the rein is a good things for him, I guess I will do it bah. Whether he will care enough to tighten it.. it's his choice bah right?

Or maybe, things arent as bad as I think

"OMG!!!!! I FINALLY CLEAR QC!!!!!! I TOTALL Y CANT BELIEVE IT BUT. CAN YOU IMAGINE??? I actually claered QC??? This is the MOST amazingly thing that can happen to me this year!! All the tears all the sweats and all the forcing myself to run for it. OMG and tears just really sprang out of my eyes when I saw the thing in my system. THAT bar crossing that 90 Mark. That's the most amazing feeling in this world omg.

When I sat there and saw it, I just cried, I just cry. My tears came out and my colleagues were congratulating me. I just hugged Yvonne and cry. Dam drama la I know but how who knows the shit out of this and how much this can mean to me and Jeffrey. Which!!! Hahaha I went to his room and said "boss I cleared QC" and then I started crying again LOL. But boss was so so so happy and he came over to like the arm shoulder thing ahaha. He said he was really happy as well and that you know this didn't come easy and it's a good thing I hit it that it can mean so much for me and my family!! Indeed.. indeed. One of the most amazing thing in my life.

But now right, it's only mid dec.. I can try for QCE. HAHA Yvonne thinking of it. Shall we? Last 16 days Cheong shit hahah.

OMG whatever just left me go high first woohoo!!!!!!! Hahahahaha. "