fancy blogging in wee hours
It seems like an easy decision to make whether to go for it or not.
Maybe it is, I am putting my job first. I could have given a try and asked for my working timings to be changed but I don't wish to trouble the staff there.
I could have.
That means there are other reasons that are stopping me.
Can't seem to name them.
Upset.
pretty much.
Labels: SFC
Haha, I didn't realise I had quite a lot of fun times with Sok within these few months despite how busy we were, working so hard, aiming to have that
poppy in our hands one day. Haha.
She brought me to Ice Cream Gallery and we had banana spilt. A few days later Oldie treat me banana split at Galería. -.- Both times I ate that without having proper dinner first.
Didn't feel good for this Chinese New Year. On the eve I had to be waken up by quarreling noises. I can't leave my house. The 2 recently borrowed ND's Cds can't play...
Will You protect my parents?
I already had my hongbaos from my parents and 2 uncles without following the old customs. Somehow... had I missed out socialising and bonding? I don't know how to build relationships and I don't make the effort. You seldom see me going around do something for someone, right? Even if I can say I love you the whole year around, without actions, you will doubt right?
Some adults will use the 'you won't like it if someone do it to you' trick to convince the kids they shouldn't do something.
That trick doesn't work on me.
Thanks Sok, thanks oldie both of you thought me quite a lot. (of course, not by bringing me to eat banana splits=)
Oh ya, I had 2 big dreams of A levels results. XQ's, Jie's, Rach's and mine. Freaked me out. They were good tho, no worries.
Be it good or bad, I know I will still survive and I am thankful for that already.
Labels: random
Last weekJie finally entered army, less messages for me and less replies required from me. Yay. Hahaha. Sian. His sergeant officer's name is Alvin; out of all names, Alvin. -.-
Early in the morning on Friday, I had to meet Jie to pass him my uniform for Su to help me sell. She managed to sell within minutes and I earned $30 bucks from selling my uniform. Great sale! Haha. Anyway, I went off to Woodlands Regional Library to borrow Nancy Drew game. Location of the disc is J AV. I went to consult the librarian and he just told me 4th floor. Then I understand that J AV is Junior Section AV. -.- Come to think of it, if I really ask for a book or something, will they be able to find it
What if there wasn't any computer records? Hmmm.
Read there for a while then went to work.
There is this worksheet that my P2 kids get, titled show and tell, it's something like oral presentation. The requirements are pretty much the same, but their topics are much simpler. It surprised me how advanced is the education system. I mean my batch had op in secondary and now they are having it in primary school, lower primary in fact. That's fast.
Ian Wong, my cheeky, smiley boy, he chose the topic 'Hobbies'. He didn't know what to write so I had to start him with questions. 'What is your hobby?' Then his answer amazed and froze me, 'bowling lor'. 2 short words is enough to give me a hard impact. Come to think of it, I don't think that older one likes it since first try? Do you? This baby Ian like bowling since his first try. Haha.
I can assure you, the impact is real huge. Haha.
Friday night, I joined Tricia's cell. It happens that that night it was Pastor's visit to this cell too. Cool! Haha. Before that they emailed their questions to Pastor so that he can answer them during cell. Some of the questions I thought of it too. Eg, Image of God = ligaments, bones, body? Haha.
Honestly, I love Pastor's wife. Hahaha. Kinda cool, I learn a lot, but I didn't take notes now I am worried I will forget them.
Guess what I am struggling with now is to put words in actions.
Oh right, I really wonder who bring the driver of the last train/bus home? Can't possibly they take cabs right? It is plausible they live near the terminal statons but... so how is it like? I am ultra curious.
Labels: He talks to me, student care, us
I am surprisingly more happy today(2/2) than any other days this year. Today is Rachel's and Dona's birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Haha. Rhonda did such a touching thing for them. She is a novice at cooking and yet she prepared brownies for them. Moreover, she was very sincere and want them to get them on their birthday, so, she came all the way to CCK from Anjunied to pass me the brownies. ('cos she can't meet them and I can't travel far to meet her since I have work) Gosh, this wife is definitely worth marrying. Guess this 2 people really means a lot to me in JC, that is why I am especially happy today. Haha. Seriously, I kept praying for them on my way there and back. I just want them to be happy. Rachel has been there all the time when I needed help for my walk with God. Without her, I wouldn't have step into worship hall that time! MY GOOD SISTER IN CHRIST. =) Dona is another sister who accompained me and listened to me for whole 2 years without fail. I am thankful, really. Without them life in SA would have been really hard. Somehow, they are amazing creatures God had created. Haha, I even pictured how God kicked them to Earth on 2nd Feb for me. Haha! Ok. Next, things at GLSC were rather good today, better than other days. I manage to convince KS to finish about all his pages of homework using cola sweet. Haha! Then the rest also done their work pretty fast and I made kids scared of corrections for spelling. Haha. 5x each word, wrong again, 10, wrong again, 20 and so forth, if not, don't go home. Haha!On 31 Jan, my lunch was simply just durians. Tsk. I tried to teach Jie to roller blade after 3 years of not roller blading. It didn't went that well but at least, he learnt a little la huh. Haha. We also met Mr Fong and tried to teach him to cycle. Initially he wasn't sure of himself and then slowly, he was determined to learn so he tried and tried. Twice, twice I was convinced that he got it and jumped in the air but well, it didn't work out. Sad. Nonetheless, he said he would start training. Haha. Great. On 30 Jan, I thought my schedule would go smoothly but it didn't. First, I would have durian and curry which I had previously asked from my parents. Next, I would have another lunch at GLSC at 11plus. Then I would meet Su, Rach, Rhon, Josh, Dona at Just Acia at 2. Following which, we would go to Su's house. I would have left at 4 to reach COR at 430 for service. Finally at 6, I would meet everyone else for dinner and movie. In the end, I ate durian, curry, late for GLSC, didn't go Just Acia, go Su's house, didn't go church then late movie(Tooth Fairy). Reach home at 1am. Despite so, it was an awesome day. Played Wii at Su's house (gosh I am such a terrible driver)I called Tricia and told her what I really felt. That I really want to attend church and join a cell group. I am getting to understand the importance of standing with other Chrisitians. I want to change my old mindset.
On 29Jan, I had dinner with WS and seniors at Aston. WS and I were very late. It was my fault actually because I end work at 7pm and made WS waited. On 23 Jan, I met YQ and watched Hachiko, a Dog's movie and cried. (oh, at NorthPoint, no behind it) Hahaha. YQ got a JaeJoong file. bet she must be very happy that time=D Then we went to Causeway and shopped till we were both broke. Packed, really packed. Tmr, no, later, I am going to see Sok and have ice cream then go VIVO. Packed, really packed.Forget to mention, got Dona to treat Rach and I to Jin Tai Feng. Haha. YAY. (BUT IT'S HIS BIRTHDAY, ARH, I AM FEELING GUILTY) Haha. Labels: student care, us
