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dangyunhaji haneunsi
watch avatar with Rach today. 3d. first row. =)
someone broke alvin(chipmunk)'s tail at vivo
listening to miracle, more than once (think you should change your ringtone le haha)
dad's alarm clock rang 13mintues ago
tons of books to read
can't sleep
bought a sudoku book for my dad, ages since I last bought him something. =)
still can't sleep.
saw 3 kids. one of them has a nickname 'ukimono?' out of all names...
it's like calling your kid osim. -.-

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Thursday, December 31, 2009
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3 issues in a week
It was such a terrible week. Nevertheless, God helped me through. I am so thankful. I prayed for the right words, I prayed for the friendship. I can't tell God was really helping me until yesterday, I realised that friend was facing almost a similar issue and I guessed correctly what had happened to him. Although, not totally but there is still something right.
I am trying so hard to connect with God after losing my bible and after going through certain issues at home.

Nonono, I must say Rach's present is simple but it certainly melts me every time I look at it. Haha and I love her cousin! =DDD I finally find someone who has the ability to be lame and someone that I admit to be on par with. HAHA.

I love the fat theodore chipmunk. Thus, my future pet's name shall be either theodore or rexy. Ha.

BIG SIGH. The closest person hurts the most you know. Turns out that I am the one getting bullied after all.

Haha. K la, problems solved so I should not blabber about it.

Met up with Sok, watch chipmunks and got 90cents earrings. Both of us are so cheapo. Haha, worth it anyway.

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
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on the way home
I gave a call to someone really special. There was a sudden stronge urge for me to call her and have a chat with her like how we used to do donkey years ago. All this while I always felt that I had failed to play my part as a friend, not to mention we were really really close.

Finally finished watching the whole series of Left Behind. It left me with God. I prayed.

Yesterday I had to read my old blog to recite stories for Jie. There I paddled back the memory lane and sink deeper into those memories. Time spent together is really an essence for lasting friendships. There was so much fun I had with GB, really the 5 teammates. Lynn and Xin Di also had played major roles in my life, even Nette's bag. It's like all those little things that we had done that kept us together that time. Without those, everything doesn't hold anymore.
Other than friendships, there, I talked a lot about studies, I could see my old self in Mayee. Then, there was Pastor Ben and reading bible and, God. After prayer, think through and then I made the call. After which, I went to the washroom and cry. Life's a joke. Toliet is always the place where I read my bible or talk to God. Unpleasent, maybe but enclosed, solitude, safe.
Through a movie and books, I returned. This is definitely not the idea I had or what I expected or wished for but it's a way after all. Thus now, at least I find my restplace again when I think of my job, my result, my future.

Thank you Maeh Maeh, you helped me a lot.

Well on a casual note, sometimes I really wondered if I will 'fil' with my beloved Jie. LOL. The reason I wondered was we really got very close recently. Then I realised, I already had. He really took the single place in my heart... =) as a belovent and understanding and a good-to-bully brother. I had always longed for one. I know it's very seldom I praise someone, shutup, but ya... Guess today... reflective day.


Add on: To be honest, before I fil, I will picture how would it be like if we walked tgt and well, annoying is just so not my type. Ha. I am saying this here because I wanted to tell you on the phone but... wasn't in good mood ya.

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
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heal my heart before I do anything stupid

Tuesday, December 22, 2009
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bright and light

I used to love this song because it cheers one up until I read the lyrics... I never know the full lyrics, do you?


Sunday, December 13, 2009
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nothing happens is a good thing
ran ran
maeh maeh is back. YAY.

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Thursday, December 10, 2009
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chalet 1-3 12
Gosh. The days at class Chalet was so memorable.

On the first day, Su, Rach, YQ and I went to Rhon's house in the morning. Rach and I raided her room for her collection of CDs. Gosh, she has so many!!! Rach watched "We Got Married" hyunjoong&Hwangbo cuts at Rhon's house...
blah blah then we went to get egg tarts and Rhon made us walk to Parkway Parade from her house so that she could get a cake for her cousin.
We arrived at Tampiness at 3.35pm? We thought that the shuttle bus comes but that wasn't it. The next one was supposed to come at 5pm. There is nothing around so.

-SU and Rhon chose to walk
-Eric Chan, me, Rach, kun wei, YQ played bridge. Ha, Eric and I always win!
-bus came

-the girls watched vantage point and their eyes were stuck there, on the TV
-guys cooked for us –thanks-

-Mrs Cheng brought her kids!!! Mr Fong came too (The girl has her mom’s look and the boy has his dad’s look. Fair. Haha)
-Kel VS Mrs Cheng's boy in a car race and always win because he used cheats while the kid didn't. Tsk*
-We watched Rat Race, thanks to Rachel. Gosh, the movie was hilarious.

-AND, this I will never forget. Rach+YQ+Rhon+Dona attacked me while I was onthe sofa. Pulled my hair, took unglam pictures, and Rhon held me with her legs!!! ...
-while I was bathing, Su tried to rush me... 3 guys was right outside the toilet haunting me with their voices.
-wu shuang tied dona's hair!!! =D 2 pink rubber bands and 1 brown, mine. haha Jie jie was finally once jie jie

-A walk in the park, nothing to do, 17 of us sat down and played zhong ji mi ma.
-teddy carried Dona on his back and ran towards another group of ppl as punishment?
-me, kun and ? never chose the ‘wrong no’ before. Josh was caught 5-6 times? HA!
-went back, played majiong for 4 hours? Lady luck travelled in one round! John won some, eric.c win some, followed by Rhon. When it was my turn, I won once and they decided to stop playing. UNFAIR!
-majiong all the way... don’t remember oh!


-Rhon, YQ and I went to catch sunrise, unfortunately, there were clouds hovering the sky so we could only catch gradient of colours base the primary colour yellow? ... (why am I typing in this way)






-Then go back, another round of majiong, Su woke up and she was so fresh!
-Played some games when Rach left. Su,YQ,Rhon,me,Teddy,Josh played this game where each of us recite a number and put a card down. If the number and the card matches, last person to realise, collect all the cards.
-the next one was to call each other’s name when both parties put down the same card. Josh lost the first game because he named himself ‘Apple’ while sneaky people like Su and Rhon, pomegranate and bacheeku? (note, I don’t know what it is and can’t find it online) ...

-We had lunch at KFC. Head to supermarkets and get food for BBQ again.

*unimportant* I called Sok and talked to someone. RECONCILE! =) Happy ending!
*coughs* someone, rolled on me twice and pushed me out of the bed and I couldn't move her at all. time to check my spine.

-I didn’t help to cook again but tried to prepare the orange juice, only, I know.
-After all the food was cooked, we gathered at a round table and cheers with sausage with a hot wanton soup in the middle. *it’s like a family. Wen nuan*

me, behind the camera. PS lipchiau!


Look at that, so many of them...

Actually I wanted to help cooking... but the reason for why I didn’t. Ha, one person knows it. Stupid isn’t it?

pss, should I highlight the main ideas or let you tire you eyes?
I am lazy.

The third day was the most intriguing and inspiring day. Haha. Teddy, Dona, YQ, Rhon and I decided to walk to the Changi Airport runaway. We started at 12plus. The runaway was enclosed using 2 fences that were far apart. We wanted to get a seat so we walked around the fences in hope of the seats. Things were getting so exciting because we could see some planes are taking off. Suddenly on the path that we were walking on, there were more and more snail-look seeds. That totally freaks me out. Rhon acclaimed that she would protect me from snails. Next, I saw one cockroach ran across YQ's feet but I said nothing in case Rhon screams. Unfortunately, Rhon saw one herself and screamed and PS-ed me. ... Thus, we decided to let Jie and Teddy walk in front of us. Then Dona saw one and he didn't move so that he could block the cockroach from us. At the second Rhon screamed so loudly! Gosh. ... Walk of our fears... Rhon was unlucky. She accidently stepped on ants and got bitten. Subsequently, instead of looking at the planes we look at the ground all the time.

The path leads to an end. We decided to walk on the roads since there were no cars. There was no buildings nor and signs ahead of the road at all except for the airport beside us. We walked and walked. My throat was sore so I kept quiet and the 5 blisters on my foot were killing me. I decided to walk ahead of everyone, quickly. The hope of reaching the airport, enjoying the air con and the nice food there motivates us to walk further. Some cars drove pass us so we had to walked on the grass patch beside the road. To my utmost unfortunate, I stepped on big ants and one of them bit on my left foot! My left foot with the 4 blisters! Gosh. PAINFUL! Finally I understood how Rhon felt. I took a look at those grass patches and realised there were many ants along them. Then I saw green lights ahead and I asked Rhon 'cars don't have green lights right?' The group decided it must be the traffic light and we were motivated again. The fact that were the only light on the road... After a few minutes, we observed that the green light never change at all. That kind of diminishes our hopes again. ... Rhon kept asking the guys 'how long more? how come the green light move further and further when we are walking...' Haha. Gosh. walk walk walk

Nearer and nearer we got to the green lights and there was a sign, it said 'airport fire station'. ... We carried on... and then Dona said there was a while light ahead and that should be our goal, it must be the runaway. I squinted and that light was as small as a pinhead! Gosh. How far could that be?! Anyway we just carried on. Something distracted me while I was walking ahead of them. Dona's shadow was punching my shadow casted on the road. 3 options for me, 1 ignore, 2, punch him back, 3scare him. Then at an instance I turned and stared at him. Dona and teddy were so shocked! Dona held to teddy and they took a step back with big eyes glaring at me! Ha, so cute!!! I laughed. =D

The cars coming were getting bigger. Lorries. There was this lorry that went pass us and honked at us! All of us were so shocked and each time we saw other lorries coming our way we prepared ourselves for the honk.

We sang songs; actually, the girls sang songs. Songs like Barney’s theme song, ai lai guo blah blah.

We got to a turn and carried on walking. At that turn, we couldn’t really see the airport anymore. There was a traffic light and a small road, aviation road, on our right that leads to a building. That building shone greenish and bluish lights that made it look haunted. Frightening la! After that, we saw more huge buildings on the left. Factories? Industries? We only recognised one name, UPS. Then there was this huge drain with black water which scared Jie and me.

The next significant thing we saw was a bus stop and a ferry terminal. Jie exclaimed that it was where we took ferry to the BMTC. Gosh. We rested for 5 minutes at the bus stop and that was where I found another blister. ... We walked on to Changi beach and Changi park? Rhon finally recognised the place and said she might know the way back from there. I walked ahead again then suddenly they shouted ‘HL! There’s a cat following you!’ I looked back and there was a yellow-orange cat running after me. I didn’t believe them so I ran. It ran after me. I walked to the left, it walked to the left. How freaking can that get!? It followed me like 5mintues? Gosh. There were many cats. Oh, then a familiar sound rang in our ears. It got louder, and louder. Singapore airlines plane! It flew in our direction and 5 of us were 5m beneath it. Me, forget to breathe at that instance.

Oh, I think before that... We wanted to find the vending machine to get a drink. The 2 vending machines that we found were all faulted. URG.

Eventually, we walked to the end of the park, facing waters. We ended up walking to a village, Changi village. That was when I realised; I am finally familiar to one place. (HOW CAN I FORGET THE PLACE WE ALWAYS GO TO FOR PULAU UBIN FERRY!?)

Anyway, then we saw bikers again. Annoying. They laughed and one guy asked his friends to be cautious in case they got pulled away. I didn’t understand at that instance but I noticed 3 weird people far away from us. Rhon began the story about gay prostitutes positioning at that area during night time. Gosh. Teddy added on that the guys laughter we heard was theirs. *Disgust*

We went to a convenient store, get a drink and took cab home. The uncle agreed to take all 5 of us and claimed that he would bring us back using the road we used within 10 minutes. He did. Look.

We started walking at 1210?

I guess I only have this pic the first night walk, maybe more but ...

*special thanks to YQ, you accompanied me all the way when my feet was hurting and you listening to all my whining. Thanks, really.
*the guys who cooked! Duh!
*SOK AND RACH! Both of you said the similar thing which is ‘talk to that person la, it will be fine no worries’. I am so glad! Haha.
*a note to myself, see map using google.com, drag little man to the street and picture the walk again

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Sunday, December 06, 2009
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every step I take
hello
Hui Ling 040491
really really wants 'Marrying Mozart' Matthew 17:20 He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."

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