Caught that movie today instead of meeting my friend and go his church... urgg. =( We were supposed to contact again la, and he didn't ask me again...
Anyway, I had the book
marley and me by purchasing it with the BORDERS card WS&Sidah&I won from the stocks' challenge during sec3. I was confused about the timeline and by watching the movie I kinda understood what he tried to tell me.
As taken from the book, in the movie, the main lead said this...
" Was it possible for a dog- any dog, but especially a nutty, wildy uncontrollable one like ours- to point humans to the things that really mattered in life? I believed it was. Loyalty. Courage. Devotion. Simplicity. Joy. And the things that did not matter too. A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes. Status symbols mean nothings to him. A water logged stick will do just fine. A dog judges others not by their colour or creed or class but by who they are inside. A dog doesn't care if you are rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his."That kinda remind me there are other things that are more worthy of getting my heart. Well, I know FBFFs had been trying to tell me that but they lose to a dog. HAHA. =X Nah, joking.
The person who watched the movie with me cried and I caught her!!! Haha. Hor Miss L? Haha.
I had dinner with LYNN and SOK at heeren with a strained left ankle and hamstring pulled on my right. Terrible. This 2 FBFFs allowed me to be mean for to them and I gladly accepted it, until both of them began to praise themselves of being such wonderful and caring loving friends to me. Ok I apologise that I never really show so my care and love but you know my heart right. I have high expectations on you both ma. =)
Learnt about heart and not appearence today...
I seriously think Sok and I should open one mall and LYNN will be the resources manager/sales executive.. haha
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Crestfallen. I suddenly feel so guilty for what I had done to Alan, I can understand his pain finally. I am sorry yet no amount of 'sorries' is enough. A muderer finally stand in her victim's shoe. There are so many questions that I want to ask, so many of them. It's so painful... it's even more painful when you can't find a place to cry out, you can't find anyone who can lift you up other than the party involved or yourself.. There are times when I would try to put myself in some situations to understand how I would react... I thought of what happen if I lose another one... and I cried terribly.. worse than the time I cried for my sister. I am not doing the things which I always asked my loved ones to do when they land in this situation. That's it, I can't sleep tonight, again. You care for real, I believe, but you didn't care for the reason I want. Right? URGGGGGGGGG! I want to befriend you but it's so hard after what you have done.
time past and feelings may fade away
can't sleep =(
Rhon and I walked around the field today for PE.
By the time we finished one round, the class finished 3 rounds.
What was I thinking of when both '6' and '9' were there?
You get what I mean right...
I was just pondering if I could ever handle a second one and I seriously doubt so.
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
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fine. a.k.a, good & costly
I am such a disappointment ain't I?
Today I stepped into this shop which sells Christian products and I was marvelled by the books. Eve, I introduced my friend the book you got for me, and she is reading it for the second time. so cool. Sok wants to get another one for my BD. I can't wait!
I am finishing the book I using for QT and had been searching for another book. One cost $8, I like it but didn't buy it. Another cost $5 plus, I didn't buy it. I bought the one which cost me $21 at the shop today.
At the cover page it says: God grant me the SERENITY to accept the thing I cannot
change, the COURAGE to change the things I can and the WISDOM to know the
difference.
I didn't like the colour of the book but the words represent my cry each day.
I bought another book which shares about God's grace. Oh ha, I told Sok I wish to have a pastor at my house so that I can hear from him everyday.
Come to think of it, might as well wish for more. =P
k. I am just not feeling well.. knowing that I'd made quite a few mistakes... which are not going to make me dwell in guilt.
Anyway, I went out with Sok again! LOL. I think I might meet her next week too
Busy week... I have 4 people turning 18 this coming week, including one animal also my 'sis'. LOL.
Thinking of getting assessment book and I need model essays to read.
-living on a borrowed time-
I like my valentine's gift, thanks peep.
oh and.. I am sorry or rather... james I don't deserve the gift you gave me and Sok. You should pass it to May. lol. I am feeling so bad now. my gosh. ok nvm...
You don't often get to choose the people that come into your life, but sometimes you get awefully lucky.
I cannot make you believe that you are special because I want it so but it isn't so. Dear friend, you carry more significance, really; I want it to be so. No reason why, you can't explain life don't you? I shall take time to know you better.
share joy with the Lord tmr.Labels: He talks to me, went out
Sunday, February 15, 2009
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Happy VD in advance.
I wrote a rubbish essay today.
I was unhappy with a friend today, no, 2.
I gave attitude to someone whom I respect.
Well, I love Newton's third law.
I met
Sok Ting.
We had
hazelnut and peace ice-cream. (forget about the loud auntie)
Sok Ting's red balloon has same name as me. (and when it deflates, it's when I die.
lol)
May appeared in
CJC uniform! How amazing! We watched her come in to
KSS and leave
KSS to wear a
JC uniform! Wow.
Sok helped me to save money on candles.
Oh and I bought this super expensive thing and I had lucky draw.
Sok helped me to pick the card and I GOT A FREE GIFT (of the same thing as I bought!)
As though that
doesn't make me high enough,
another lady spent a lot too, and her lucky draw.... she got coupons and ....
SHE GAVE THEM TO ME!!!! SO SWEET!!!!!!
We tried to take picture against the unattractive walls a
CCK MRT station, the effects was hilarious.
Sok's red balloon covered Andy
Lau's face. The process was damn funny la. There were so many
passersby and each time
Sok and I looked at the camera, we saw May roll her eyes left and right checking if anyone is walking 'into' the picture.
OH and forget about GP, I got A for
econs.
That's all I have to say.
Probably thank God for Marcus, even though his lesson was for children, it was a reminder to us too. Helped me a lot.
COOL. Guess what, I can rotate my ankle more then 30degrees
le.
LOL. whatever.
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Friday, February 13, 2009
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it feels like I can't function without...
Have been talking to Sok Ting quite often...
and I have not been contacting LYNN for ages.
My ankle still hurts so I took this stronger medicine on Monday. Within 2 hours, I went really high, laughing with no reason, after 3 hours, I cried and laughed.
After 4hours, I could not walk in a straight line and I had no idea what words came out of my mouth.
After 6 hours, I realised my heartbeat faster than regular and I slept f0r 10 hours.
ON DRUG.
Maybe I really should go do a follow-up for my ankle...
I always think communication is very importand for it can build a relationship and it can also tear down one. Through communication you can guess with 50% precision what the person is really trying to tell you; no one can fully express themselves.
I just don't fathom how can we even consider we are friends without communication. How can we consider ourselves close without trying to understand what each other is going through?
From my bias perspective, that is, things on the surface are there, but there is nothing when you search deeper.
Still waters run deep.
Anyway, I am so scared that Man you will think I am talking about you. I am not ok! No way! lol. Sorry for not going down with you... my excuses->no time, I can't walk properly yet. Hehs. sorry.
If you are here you probably want to slap me(
tho I don't rmb, no, YOU DID SLAP ME JUST FOR FUN!) and wake me up, I am not so hard on myself as I used to be. I am letting myself go. Wish you were here, as always.
Know what... I am upset that I can't get in. I can't be a part of it. It's even more upsetting because my ankle is one reason why I am unable to participate. That was the place where I chose to change my life afterall...
I am just whining...
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
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teddy house + bday
I went to Teddy's house with Ray+Dona. It was a Ray's love-day. Haha. Eric is his gay husband while Dona is his Darling. =.=
See? Purple is Dona and Black is Ray
They sat like that for like 12mintues? urggg.
Oh the tweety was damn fun! Haha. Big head.
There was a huge fish tank in Eric's house with 30 over fishes inside. I jumped on the chance to touch the fishes. On the other hand, Jie was so freaked out by aquatic life! He ordered me not to touch him after I touched the fishes and asked me to wash my hands with detergent. LOL to think Eric told me to wipe off with tissue will be okay. Haha!
Jie Jie's bag is very intersting each time he goes out. He actually brought GC you know. Haha!
Ok spare him, he did his homework before meeting us.
Anyway, Teddy has so much space in his house that I would love rolling and jumping around in his house. Haha!
Lame la.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL CHAN AND DONA!!
Today is the most unforgettable birthday I ever celebrated for my classmates.
1: It's girls' birthday.
2: I forgot to buy cake because Dona has always been the one to do that! Rhon and I went to get at pop cafe. Waa, recession actually lead to a shrink in size of the brownie and the ice-cream! Rhonda was so pro la, she tried to poke the candles onto the ice-cream, yea and caused the ball of ice-cream to spilt. Haha! I don't know how she balance one lor, she actually dropped the ice-cream. okok, on the plate.
Arh and this.. We went to the back of canteen to borrow lighter but an uncle helped us to light and expect us to bring this lighted candle back without the lighter. Rhon was so careful in bringing it back until Ian said "Blow wind Blow!" the fire went off.
We had to go back again and managed to get a lighter. Like finally? Haha.
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I don't what to say about GB le. Actually after hearing what they have to say, I re-think about how I will actually handle GB work in school if I ever become one teacher in school and want to be IC of GB.
Maybe environmental engineering is better. who knows?
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Monday, February 02, 2009
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