Lot 1 reopened library's flooring is better. I am beginning to love the expanded library, it's now about 2.5 times bigger than the old one? It was great, neat, more spacious so that can cut down on the number of time I will hear the bell and the irritating librarians speaking. Oh and there were windows! Haha, though the scenery was very not nice.

urgg. I have been reading books fervently. Too much, it's too much. The library at Lot 1 reopened and so SM, Jeanie and I decided to pay a visit. Pah. We had no sense of direction in there and we got to the fiction area first. Is it devil's work? The books were all new and I was anticipating to get some books, then "JON" caught my eyes. Within a minute, I grabbed 5 books from the similar author, IRIS JOHANSEN. I borrowed 6 at the end of the day. (Thankfully the new Chi books didn't interest me.) How can it be? I just happened to walk in my favourite author's section and pah, I became a bookworm again, and that means, less study time. It's killing me, I shall promise myself, this is the last 6 of the year.

Oh SHER!!! How I wish you are reading my blog now. MEETS THE EYE IS FINALLY IN THE LIBRARY!!! HOW COOOL!!! Haha. Body of evidence by Christopher Golden remember? Haha. I guess I should SMS her or sth.

COOL! We started reading BOE since sec3 and that was the third book in the series but it was never out. Finally! haha, oh, no. That means, last 7th book of the year.

Iris Johansen--- her books shares similar plots. It's always this Eve Duncan (a forensic sculptor) or her friends that unfortunately stepped across the border to irritate a moron out there OR the moron just don't like them and the story goes... oh you, I want to kill you. I call you. Oh great, you are coming to me. Today shall be your last day. Then the moron dead.

Oh one more thing; there is always detectives/FBI/agents involved and a short love thingi happening in between. Eve already have 3-4 lovers already in the 11 books I read. My gosh, but Joe Quinn is the final guy. You know the damn irritating thing is that, Eve has a daughter, Bonnie, murdered one day but the murderer was never found. In the 11 books I read, now I finally got the book where Bonnie's bone was just found. I NEVER GET ANY BOOKS WHERE BONNIE is alive NOR HER MURDERER IS CAUGHT. so idiotic. lol, pardon me. I probably read the book which I think the next book after it is the one they found the murderer.

so hfdshf.
You get what I mean!?! Maybe Rhon gets it, because when she watched dramas, she always fast forward them to get the - answers but books..

URGG! I admit it ran through my mind several times- to hit CTRL F but it's lunatic.

URG.

Wait is it 11 books? Haha, I want to create a list and I am so going to collect Iris Jon and Jodi Picoult series. Really, pardon me for this 'spilt second' insaness, I will be fine in a nick of time. I assure you. Ha ha.

And the list goes:
Body of lies, No One To Trust
Fatal Tide, Dead Aim, Blind Alley, Fire Storm,
Countdown, On the Run,
Stalemate, Pandora's Daughter,
The Search.

(I will read like 15 of her books, same plots different situations. dots)
Oh ya! Did I mention the books I just borrowed are newly published but the stories, are of my age. 1991. EH! How do you know when the book is firstly published?

I am still amazed by how we can discuss about the BOE in the library to refresh our minds on the characters and the incidents in the stories. What actually happened to make us so crazy about books, together? (2 qns in here)

Jeanie was as crazy as ever. dots. And her smell is still strong. It's like she can be 2 metres away from you but you can smell her straight away. (and I always failed to guess what she use. lol) Oh boy, you should look at the condition of her phone. SUPER PRO. As in, something kinda tear off on her phone's cover, a rubber casing. I never know Jeanie is violent.

There was once I had stomache so I left for awhile. When I returned, I was taken aback by what I saw, SM and Jeanie sat so closely and covered themselves with everything they had, namely a white shirt, Jeanie's bag pack, my ink* bag, SM's beige carrier, and books. They looked like they were in refuge or something la! So pitiful lol!

Sleeping over at SM's house was really an sleeping session. haha, we chatted and I tried to pay attention to the sci terms of bones and viruses which SM had to learn in her VET, thinking she was going through those she would be tested on. In the end she went through those which were already tested. -.-

The noob thing was, every sentence she said would be followed by my only qns "What is that?" Dots and there was once I cut her in her rantings telling her that it was crazy everything she said must be followed by my golden qns. The next sentence she said, I couldn't help but ask again. And we laughed. lol. It got better when she helped me by, pausing and add "which is"/"which means", HA. BIO is soooo not for me.

SM tried to keep me awake by playing this guitar game on the net. Woah, she was like super pro can?! I wondered how many times had she played that game. It's on notdoppler.com.

She and her sister are... They were sleepy and they communicated with each other without knowing what they were saying. lol. Oh ya, I hit the sack first this time. urgg...

Kiki woke me up by using her paws and "patted" my head. I thought she was pulling on my hairs and sat up immediately. lol. I was like yes kiki, what do you want. It just looked at me and started doing it's own glooming (eh WS, I am suspecting kiki to becoming a cat) Then she tried to wake SM up too but haha, she failed. (=D) Kiki went off afterwards and I tried to sleep again.

... Again the paws and I was like okok Kiki, now what. She looked too hyper like she wanted an exercise so I went to the living room with her. I grabbed her toy from her mouth, threw it... oh dear, did Kiki went after it? Ha, I don't remember. I walked back and stood in between 2 rooms. On the right was SM's room and left was her Bro's room (which we slept in). Kiki came along and walked to the right so I grabbed the opportunity to go the left and close the door, leaving smaller space so that Kiki can't squeeze through.

Well, I failed. Kiki came in the third time and WHOOSH, SM FINALLY WOKE UP. Not a pretty good news because haha, she decided to Kajiao me as well. Sh carried Kiki, squeeze it hug it, then, she and kiki laid on my bed. (not to mention, SM upper body was on the mattress I was on and lower body on her bro's bed)(HAHA!) Thanks huh. And I could feel 2 living things applying pressure to my leg. urgg.

oops. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SOK TING!!! I'm soooo happy for you you are finally 17! That's a breakthrough! HAHA!
I'm probably commiting suicide because if she reads this and I see her tomorrow, VOLA! haha. breakthrough. lol.

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oh boy.

After doing something crazy, I yearn to do more of it. I just finished 400+ (total was 629) pages of Elipse, the whole book actually. I wonder how many words was that? Whatever it is, here I am blogging for whatever business.

First, I want to declare that I miss 2 friends a lot. One is xi square and the other is a friend whom I claimed to be very special to me. Both are guys. lol. Really want to crap with him more. like a kindergarden kiddo.

Second, I can't sleep! Not in the mood to at all, perhaps due to the fact I am meeting my current in like 7 hours time? Haha, JEANIE LIM! HOW EXCITING!

Third, my throat is sore now and I don't want to wake up with a sore throat. urgg.

Forth, my fingers are to lazy to reply LYNN through SMS. yea babe, I know, OBS is tough. How's is it? Did your ahem went there too? (as in the person in red. lol) Are you feeling sore all over? I am so sorry for you. It's alright, good training once in awhile, since you paid hundreds for it. (haha) And most probably I didn't want to reply her is because in the SMS I would ask her to bring me to Bugis asap. I should restrain from that shouldn't I? Oh, what number now?

Fifth, I was thinking of guitar and God thing. Lighter, fire, good or bad way of handling, I fully understand. Better still, it never occur me that I will pick guitar to play pop songs like 'collide' which Ian always plays and it kinda goes on in my mind. Really, all I wanted is to learn guitar to lead worship in GB that's all. What matters now is whether I will be able to discipline myself. To be frank, I will rather you not give me that lighter, just in case I use it to burn houses instead of getting warm. I would rather suffer in cold but oh well...

Sixth, oh boy, I was just telling God that hey I must suck like hell as His daughter and I know this must be brutally painful to Him since He's my dad! urgg.

Seventh, Sok's birthday is coming. COMING!!! (shh, I have no plans at all. how?)

Eighth, I am thinking of getting a job. Nutcase ain't I?

Nineth, orh oh. WS, please get the Norton Anti Virus soon on account that this poor laptop stayed over at your house before.

Tenth, Haha, something happy because I finally understand Carbonyl better. At least, comparing to what I've been doing last few days..

This is something worth smiling over.

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lol. OK. Reply to SM&SIQI.

To my dearest SM, how many times have I slept beside you? Or rather around you? Hahaha. And you have the tendency to have one hand coming out of your position but you didn't do that in the office. =D PI LOR... Haha, I just happen to SEE.

SIQI! HAHA, shh, it's ok what. Sitting on grass was perfectly normal. haha

I was in terrible foul mood before I read somebody's email. Haha. Why does people have send emails to me about their issues? SUPER WEIRD. Haha, but I like it that way too. lol.

It's my umpteen time cleaning my room. super irritating. I had to mumble to God asking Him to give me the perfect arrangement because I was about to explode. lol.

My parents are... they like to keep things which they think are usable and looked nice. All these things pile up and gets into my way, esp my room so I dumped everything into the bin conveniently. Want to bet? I am sure I will say HELL-O to these things tml morning. lol. OK I AM SUPER MEAN. and childish in that sense.

I can't study when things are not in place and I have no idea how to tidy up my room anymore. Do you remember us cleaning up rooms for 20 hours to finish our responsibility at home-badgework? I bet I can get 2 badges this year. lol.

Miss GB a lot. Everything I have learnt and done... I guess that's another reason why I return to GB. No CCAs can sub GB.

Drills. Can I be extremely open here? Well.

I want to praise ... Ok maybe I should email them or sth?! URGG. okok.

But I really want to tell somebody that she improved a lot a lot but I had to fail her for one reason. I feel terribly bad but that's how it is like and we got to face it. It pains me but I am not going to let it be just like that and I want her to stand up proud too.

ok. take it I am crapping here.

What I really learnt from this camp is how to teach juniors. 4 years in GB had taught me how to be a servant first, meaning, I learnt how to serve people, putting everyone before me. Me is the last in my prioty list. And now, I am a leader, a servant leader (GB's mission) so...

it's my girls' turn to serve me!

HOW AWKWARD! Haha. It's super weird. I am so used to serving them even though they are younger than me but I am supposed to ALLOW them to serve me. urgg. get a knife and stab me. lol.

They are so cute. seriously... when SiQi actually helped me to cook my noodles for dinner. I was like woah, I don't have to do anything at all! and I still get to eat and my junior is serving me! That kind of feeling is indescribable.

And how can I forget that my girls need to learn to serve too? I guess I am very slow to realise a lot of things. I am slow to realise, I am of a higher authority now. Not to put it in a blunt/rude way alright, no offense. I am just trying to say, I now recognise that every actions I make, should be different now. ok, nvm... I am getting confused over what I am writing but I get what I mean. Haha. Do you? I doubt.

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Somebody complained that my previous post was too short. Ok. Here I am to extend it further, happy? (to that girl whose email has the word happy. lol. I think everyone will know who are you)

I stopped at the Botanics part. We got back to school and it was time for the girls to learn T-shirt making from 1700-1900. WS,SM and I grabbed the chance to first, cut hair, second bring towels and slippers. Haha, none if that agenda is mine, but I went on with them.

Ok, we rushed our way back to Limbang to get dinner and when we got to school, the girls needed more time. Aiyo, I even had the time to arrange the packets neatly with the spoons and prepared the drinks. Tsk. lol. Straight after that, the girls were even a time to rest for a while before we started doing drills. (oh I have a lot to comment about drills)

Then after that, it was the night activity! Haha. Initially, SM and Si Qi were allocated to be at D&T block area, which IS the scariest and spookiest of all. WS and I were supposed to go to the hall. Haha, and we thought we would laugh out loud and crapped too much before the girls came. Ha, then we changed so SM came with me to the hall. The challenge at the hall was for the girls to blow out 12 candles in the middle of the hall. It would be scarier if we out it at the stage.

Haiya. SM and I hid behind this entrance wall and yakked. Drug Addict and Lee JinYan were so bored that they came to talk to us. While SM and I were hearing screamings and laughters from the D&T block and canteen toilet, we heard BOYS' voices. Both of us were so surprised. Haha, then a sir came into the hall haha... so the BB came back from something. Haha. Scare us.

The girls screamed loudly at the staircase then they came closer to us. SM and I planned carefully to scare them by SM roaring first and me screaming. To our ulmost disappointment, they came in laughing. -.- Xin Ying was SUPER HIGH! well, explain to you later. blah blah. The seniors went to the classroom supposedly the final scary area, and SM suggested I climbed out of the tables. HEY THAT FREAKS ME OUT! lol. In the end I accidently molested my junior Wen Lin, I AM SO SORRY!!! Haha. Ok.

That's all for first day I supposed. Our reflection sessions? Haha. Awesome!

Ok. WS insisted to have the camp com to debrief at the end of the day so the girls went to bath first. Lights off at 1215. The 3 of us waited for the sec4s and sec3s to finish bathing while we were still smelly. My gosh. They finished bathing but it took them ages to come out and meet us. Better still, the camp commandent was blur and funny. lol. By the time the 3 of us finished bathing it was 1am or something.

Oh ya, must talk about this. I was doing facial at the basin, lol, ok, applying the facial cleanser when XXX and Siew Yi came in! ARH! They saw my white forehead! LOL! They wanted to ask me about the breakfast for the second day and they didn't mind waiting for me to finish washing my face but I insisted them to carry on. Guess what? My facial cleanser is the leave-cool-feeling type so when they left, I almost got a cold! lol! It was super cold and I thought the cleanser kinda harden on my face. LOL.

SM had to finish her proposal while WS and I tried to finish the video. Crap. I don't know how, everytime when night come, both of us can go lamey high. Alright, SOK, here's for you. WS was super lazy and didn't want to take out her sleeping bag but I was so cold! The office's floor was freezing so I opened yours and used it as blanket. =D OH I FORGOT. There was something pretty funny. My laptop didn't had enough battery so I just found an empty plug and used it. Then WS said we need the net, so I just found one modem that is not connected and used it! HAHA! All without permission but hey, I just found them lying around...

Haha. Second day, wow, we woke up at 7am and I found SM sleeping on the floor in her usual side-way sleeping manner and we went to wash up. Am I getting naggy? Because I am lazy to talk about the second day. Alright, there were drills, lunch, games, drills, theory test, field cooking, drill tests, special night, NOT TO MENTION I SEE ZOEY AGAIN!!! Okok.

Extend this post. Second day breakfast! What happened? Oh the girls did their morning PT but they still looked so dead. Aiyo. Did I get theresa and weeping to make orange juice? Haha, they looked so cute learning. Anyway, WS taught XXX how to use can-opener. It really amazed me, I dont know how to describe that feeling.

We went to basketball court to teach the girls how to pitch tents. Woah, my group was like superb, they built up and tear it down within 8 minutes! Not bad. That's what I thought at first. BUT, when the 3 of us had to complete against the sec1s, we realised that the tent the other group used had very loose poles. No wonder. lol. yadayada.

Then we had drills, it was so troublesome because... I had to teach stage 1&2 at the same time! AND AND, all of them wanted so much prac! urgg. I really have a lot to say about drills. Lunch, Miss Leong told SM and I that we need 2 people to open the gate and apparently, we had to figure out ourselves why we must stand on the left of the gate etc if not, we would open it by force and spoil our ear drums. It started raining when we were on our way back. heavily and when we got out of Limbang, it drizzled! THANK GOD! Haha then we made our way back for lunch. blah blah.

DRILLS was bordeom and I could see the girls were dreading, at least I WAS so I requested for games. INDEED, the girls instantly got so high over the game turn over a new leaf. Ha, and they challenged to get 11 ppl on this groudsheet and flipped it. They failed several times despite having us around to hold them but they pushed on. I was really awed by their perserverance.

Blah Blah. So many things to say, I don't think I want to put up here. Oh ya, I finally know why need 2 people to open the gate. The rod has to go through holes on each side of the gate. Apparently, one gate went lower so, you need to step on the other to made the hole go lower. When I had to leave the school, I stood on the gate with 2 legs and I was still too light to make the gate go lower! SO FRUSTRATING! I NEED TO EAT MORE! HAHA. This post is super duper long.

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I am back from GB camp!!! lol. (not to mention I was back last night and I slept for 13 hours straight.)

Haha. There are simply too many things happening in this camp for me to reflect about. It would easily take me about 6-7 pages of microsoft word to just focus on the activities and not about what I've learnt.

Let's take a look on the first day of the camp. WS had to come over to my house to help me because I need to bring my zinc bag, shoe bag, uniform, laptop and 3 bags of food. Though SM's mum cooked 3 packets of Beehoons, we were still worried that we didn't had enough so we went on to Limbang and got 5 more packets.

While the girls had devotion in the class, WS, SM and I tried to pok holes and finish up the puzzles.

On the way to botanic gardens, I realised I forgot to bring the clues and I confessed that. Haha, WS gasped and her mouth were opened wide. Then we decided to use my phone to send the clues to them. Ha.

When we reached that area and prepared to eat Bee Hoon, we realised, we forgot to bring plates and deal with it by using aluminium foils as plates.
Thankfully the girls didn't mind.

Admist playing games, WS realised she forgot to bring along the balloons. Haha. Die so she quickly called Pastor Ben for help.

SEE?! SO MANY LOOPHOLES!

The girls went on to do their challenges to get the clue and it was hilarious! Especially the girls who had to sing and talk to the fishes in the pond. Haha! And Cindy's group had to wear several watches on their wrists and asked for time. Oh my gosh. lol.

After gotten their clues, the girls were supposed to go to their destination and take video. WS and I predicted they would take an hour, which would buy us time to go around and throw their next clue. To our ulmost surprise, on our way to put their next clues, we met them! They finished their video within 15 minutes! ha, my gosh.

It was so embarassing yet funny.

We kept the girls waiting in their area and always get them to call us. In between, the 3 old seniors kept calling each other to think of the next step. Haha.

It was so terrible but we managed to salvage everything and the girls didn't really found out! Amazing! Thank God. haha. Really thank God.

We had this balloon and sticker game whereby X from row A have to guess the right sticker on another person in rowB. And if X got it right, the person who got the sticker will have her ballon burst above her head. Note that the balloon is filled with powder.

It was crazy. The girls were like super excited to see each other getting that treatment.

ha, but the thing which we expected the least was... the girls started to stick stickers all over their puzzles. (with their names on). OH MY GOSH. WS and I was super shocked la! LOL. I wondered what SM thought of it. Hah. My gosh... I meant it, all over. And the variety? ranging from hellokitty-tweety bird.

lol.

ZOEY IS SO CUTE! Haha alright. There was once, her third bro went behind her, and hugged her from the back! ARH! SO CUTE! Zoey is turning 4 next Jan and Ephem is turning 2.

Don't rmb much. I still remembered drug addict refused to entertain me on the rainforest trail. urgg. lol. And I couldn't stop asking her to. so tao ren yan la. And she really thought I was talking to myself when I was actually talking to Jin Yan. ARH!! DRUG ADDICT!!! arh, I don't practice my skill of talking to myself that often ok?! lol

Oh, I will post pictures and videos on GB50th blog. Do take a look. haha.

That's all for Botanics. (I mean, there are definitely more but I am too old to let my fingers tire out)

We came back. post abt the rest some days later.

Oh how about class outing?! I own you! arh. wait la. lol.

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alrightie.

First and foremost, GOODNIGHTS. Haha. I am pretty sure some of you are asleep. It's a great day for me today. Really.

WS made me suffer today, especially with the fact that today is my second day. lol. She made me go down to order something and help her pay first. (burnt a hole in my pocket) Oh my gosh, it cost a bomb! I could bomb her room for that. Then, like the previous times, I was made to go with her. That time was worse, we had to walk, without clear directions. Thankfully this time we took a cab.

Nono, wait the funny thing is, this time, we were lost in the HDB itself. She hit the '16' button and it was the wrong door. Then she tried 13th and 9th floor. My gosh. She was pretty sure the no or digits is a mulitple of 3. Guess what. WS had to give a call to realise it was 17th.

-.-

The thing which really killed me was my very good skill of sarcastic accent. She was very tensed up and she hit the close button before I went in. AND, she couldn't stop yakking so, I spoke in a very calm way "My gosh, you even hit the close button before I came in. so what, you will keep talking to youself until you realise, 'eh, HL is not in the lift!!!'" Oh well, and she couldn't stop laughing about it.

We tried to wait for the bus ya, and to that woman it was wasting time. Fine so we walked. Oh hah, when she saw the time was at the traffic light, she asked me to ran back to the bus-stop with her.

Sometimes, we just happen to realise our friends are not as saint as we usually see them and we question ourselves. What's wrong?

LOL! MISS TEO ARH!

Not that I always want to blog about these ar, you just, entertain me too much la huh. lol and blogs are meant to be so too. =D

You want me to say how nice you are? Haha. mushy ones you want/? lol.

Oh, I don't have finally eh. Haha..

oh. I have 1,2,3,4, 4 blogs are mine. write in 6 blogs. how cool. -.-'''

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Can I Have This Dance (HSM3)
Take my hand
Take a breath
Pull me close
And take one step
Keep your eyes
Locked on mine
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me)
That you'll never forget (We'll keep dancing)
To keep dancing
Wherever we go next

*It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Take my hand
I'll take the lead
And every turn
Will be safe with me

Don't be afraid,
Afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you
Through it all

And you can keep us apart (even a thousand miles can keep us apart)
cause my heart
is wherever you are

*

Oh,
No mountain's too high enough
Oceans too wide
Cause together or not
Our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
I know I believe
That we were meant to be,
Yeah,

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you (Like you)
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We (way we do) do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?

haha, blame it on Jie Jie. cut short the lyrics on his blog. -.-

Worship course was great and I'd gained a lot from it.
The burden was taken off after I managed to said out what I think about my walk to someone who is a Christian. Walk with God is indeed hard without friends around and I remembered He said "let us not forget meeting up, as some are in the habit of doing so, but encourage one another daily - the more as you see the day coming." Sometimes I really feel tiresome making time for SFC lunches. Haha they never fail to crash with my other activities but ok... I realise I never touch the context before that verse. I better go check.

Anyway, I shared with them a part of testimony and I felt like, it was more like a hasty decision telling them then asking God to get me say what I should say. It's pretty confusing.

Let's just say, for a moment I don't think she mind that I shared her testimony with God's people. Or rather, I think if her, well, it's still a very hard thing for me to say, death, brings me the realisation that God is really there. What's wrong with it? Ok you may disagree, I can't blame you. I hated God for wait, in sec3&4 until june this year, so I understand how you feel. However first thing you must understand is that God doesn't promise blessings always and will make sure tomorrow you have outdoor games and it won't rain, but He promise, even if there is rain, He provides a shelther. Meaning, God can still give you curses, punishments, to discipline the others or to reveal some lessons to others. It is not bad. Things happened are not entirely bad, unfortunate, it is really how you handle them. You must believe, God provides a way. Of course to take it or not...

Woah. WT.

I am writing now to remind me a lot of things. Pardon me.

Labels: He talks to me, SFC

I have no appetite today. What a surprise. I barely ate my dinner and I didnt had breakfast. Ok, perhaps, baked rice for lunch was too filling. Haha.

so gong. I almost took the train to woodlands from Yew Tee when I was supposed to go CCK.

You triggered something and made me ponder what happened to me this year that made me, so weak.

haha, I remembered myself stood strong during this SYF training although I had fever that day. The best thing was, several girls around me fainted. I mean, haha, not that it was a good thing but ya, I was so strong.

I have no idea what made me lose my attitude eh. I don't fight, I don't shout at someone rudely, I don't get angry with people who doesn't treat me with respect. Ha. And comparing that to bickering with a sec 2 who cut my queue in the canteen, I am so tame now.

urgg. I always try to balance things but sometimes, there is a need to take sides. I am not one who do that.

perhaps it will be weren't

Worst dream ever just now during my nap. ARH! MUST TELL LYNN. hahaha.

Anyway, Haha, there are a lot of super crazy things happening yesterday morning but I guess, it mustn't be read by some people so arh, forget it.

Can I talk about sleeping over at WS's house first? Yes. Class outing? Haha, tml la.

I got to WS's house at 2135 and nobody else was at her house. My gosh, on the account that I slept for 3.5 hours then after such a long walk at somewhere and fun at another place, I was half dead but I wasn't allowed to sleep. Actually, WS allowed la, SM slept. Haha! =X

We were super cranky and our brains went haywire. One person said one sentence the others would twist it to another meaning.

Waa. Haha, the worst post ever because I can't update anything but...

WS's feet kept brushing mine
SM kicked her sofa
ME? Haha, hack care what happened to my surroundings. so WS did went over me to close the electrical appliances. urgg
all of us slept on living room's mat.
I insisted on sleeping only after brushing teeth and WS thought that after I finished brushing she would have slept. and she succeeded not to. DOTS.
well, I slept at 5! Cool huh and got up at 0840.
WS cooked up pizza. milo again.. and what else?
Oh and I kept throwing the tigger pillow at WS. OH YA!!! HER MSN CONVERSATIONS!!! MY GOSH!

WS was chatting with about 3 people. And I don't know how she did it. She typed pretty fast and all of a sudden, she talked to 2 contacts. Both of contacts were the same person. And the green words showed that she added the same guy into this conver. ?!!!! SHOCKED ME CAN!? waa then she got all my nagging.

SM and her were out to spoil the laptop when they were fighting to chat with Belle. Belle must be so honoured. haha.

There was once when SM was sleeping, WS asked me to move the laptop when SM's hands was on it. I tried my very best to move her hand away and took the laptop. but I couldn't move the mouse so I got WS to helped me. I took one step and lollipop fell on WS's glass table and we were so frightened and quickly looked at SM. Haha then that WS wanted to make space for me and she moved the files to her left but, she "dropped" the files on the floor with another loud thump. And we tried so hard to hide our laughter that I began sneezing, coughing... and so did she! haha. What a failure.

Oh and there was once she sat upright chatting and I laid beside her. She complained that I slept on her. urgg. And I told her I still have the strength to do that k. Trying to threaten her. Haha. I think suddenly some screw in her brain went loose ar, she couldn't stop touching me, poking me as though she was selecting some meat in the market. -.- And she nagged at me saying that it was all bones. I didn't give an look on my face and said flatly "Don't lie WS. Don't use this as an excuse to touch me." Haha, for her who seriously cannot stand this kind of thing... Hahaha...

but she carried on poking me.

I think is the crazy nagging and mumblings that were funny. OH YA! And haha, I was super wide awake all of a sudden reading someone's blog. HAHA. well, from IJ de. WS's favourite. HAHA!

I had a funniest dream at WS's house la and I woke up laughing. LOL. Kai Ling, Laopo-Wan Zhen, Miss Ho, Ian, and some guys oh ya! CORRECT all the S05 girls were in the dream and dunno what. It was super crap. Haha.

THE MOST EMBARRASSING THING. We went to WS's room to continue and I dropped onto WS's bed, twice. Ha and I hugged the boster that I saw. It was weird because I don't remember WS using boster. She looked at me for so long... then she nagged at me and she realise...
THAT IS MY DAD'S BOSTER SOMEMORE.
ARHHH!

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My previous post which I deleted was my reaction.

After I bath, I decided to re-post. Yes, I know I am a dirty fellow. Hehs. I woke up late what.

Anyway, I think God wanted me to speak in another way.

I wanted to tell you that I am defensive and I feel that you have wronged me, thinking that I don't understand you at all.

I just realised that is not true. I know that you didn't mean it that way. You just hope that I have more faith in you and don't have to worry so much.

And yes, dear, I will worry less. Pardon me for my ignorance, because I have seen your vulnerable state before and I know what breaks you.

All these years, after having so much faith in someone who broke it, it pains me alot and I have become someone so defensive, always protecting myself from pain. I am sorry I imposed that kind of protection on you too, which I know you do not need from me.

I know you will understand because you always do. That's what keep us through isn't it?

I was pretty afraid that I will lost you, this happens whenever our difference surfaced.

Well, I've learnt. There's nothing to worry about.

To both of you, I just want to request something from you. Next time you do something which is disagreeable in my eyes, I hope you won't feel obliged not to tell me. I have the feeling I tend to give people pressure don't I?

Don't forget that I am here alright? I always want to hear from you. =)

ha, i really hope you didn't read my previous post, it was silly and childish.

Really feel like poruing out everything about myself but I think, I should pour out after God touch me. Because by doing that, it will be a form of blessings to others.

Thank God for that. I know I can't survive without Him and I don't see any problems with me having this love for God, such that I will blog about Him.

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