laugh out loud lynnie.
I just threw, okay not really but I decided to sell it to the newspaper collector so yupp, you should be thankful and celebrating.
LOL.
Good job.
You know what? God amazed me totally. I was packing my packed-by-mama=mixing subjects time-room and someone spring to my mind. IN the midst of chaos in my room I sat in peace at the bed praying for her.
And painfully sent her a 4msg long message. (arh! a slice of H20melon gone!) To my surprise she needed it just at that point!
WOO! As in... you know this person... she don't usually come to me and say
huiling I yadada when she feels troubled or stressed up so I can't really perdict what she might face.
Nonetheless, just now, I hit it on the nail! Haha, God is such a loving daddy! He knows and He helped swiftly. WOOH!
hahaha... somehow, somewhat, I still cannot detach myself from... how about writing daily and knowing that this person will read and reply... and that person is DC! ha- arh haha... He's a rare gem, a hunk and one who grooms me a lot. What a teacher. lol.
A teacher's job is only to do one thing, but his heart is after many which leads to molding of lifes.
F1 got me very excited. Hamilton is cool! Don't you find the sound the engine produces very...
excites me alot but the middle 30 plus rounds bore me I guess.
whatever.
mum was funny. she said short people cannot drive F1.
and dad add on - because they can't step on the accerlerator. (no oil)
-.- well, put them in hokkien, sounds funnier.
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I had to step on my bed to see which area should I train my military skills at first. An overview of how messed up my studies is. The blue file is Ruo Ying's elec.hist file while the navy blue is my sec2 maths file. That maths file brings back a lot of memories, but not as much emotions as it used to did.
I intend to throw away RY's file. lol.
And perhaps, along with the maths file.
That maths file is really the ultimate fruit of my hard work. A file filled with 90+% full marks(60%) and As, 2 failed papers. Ha... I still can't fathom the work of love for someone. Well, maybe I used to take it in a naive way, I guess that love was a respectful and envious love. Whatever type it is, it motivates me everyday to push myself very hard, finishing everything right after he gave the homework, following his instuctions clearly and giving my best, giving the perfect graphs and lines, handwriting, everything! All I remember is that, I used to constantly doing things and thinking of him and look at the fruit!
Why can't I put that in these days now? I was wondering how will it be like if I apply that to this spritual walk and studies. It will be amazing.
went to SuWanne's house today. Ha, I told her before that maybe it would take me days. Then, turns out that if I really want to, it really will take me days--> I will be walking around houses, because they are connected. lol!
Things went insane today starting with a phone call. Picture this scene where I called Su's house no, YQ beside me and we were facing this MRT direction thing...
Su picked up the phone; I recgonised her voice.
hello (...) (then a lady came to us and asked us for directions)
oh you hold on arh, wait arh
(YQ& I helped the auntie)
yea hello
OH! you are Hui Ling arh?!
....
That's when I realised I forgot to tell Su who I was and I just asked her to hold on right after she picked up the call. lol. Thankfully it wasn't her sis or anyone else. lol.
And then Su and I exchanged a few calls because, I think... I am still not that familiar with AMK yet. Anyway then on the bus, it was the sixth call already and Su was asking me to hurry since I already saw the longhouse. I yakked with YQ more while trying to look out for the stop opposite this home. I saw petrol station and RJC.
7th call.
EH! You missed the stop arhhh!
(?!!!) Am I supposed to pass RJC?
NO!!!! You are supposed to drop before that!
Arh ha, and I could hear Rach laughing beside SU. That's bad.
The first thing which Su offered me to do at her house is... scooping leaves in her fish pond.
LOL! funny right. hahaha... seriously la, but it was fun though. And thankfully I had enough inertia to prevent me from falling into the pond by sudden/expected pushes from Su and Rach. -.-
Ha, I didn't manage to walk around her house. played frisbee and well, there were plants so you can perdict the health of the plants after a few plays...
and I walked in the mud... -.-
And Su used her broom to guard the toilet...
and OH YES, wii was another thing that drove me insane. Su was suaning me and Rach was amused by my reactions and oh well. I was pretty worried that I might punch YQ accidently when playing fishing. In fact, when we played that game, the one which joncham always wanted the class to play, ARH YA, pool, I wanted to like...
supposed to pull back and push front right.... because we were sitting so obstruct the movement. Rach was like... you might as well go to the tv run back and front. I was thinking that was a good suggestion.
8 games. fishing. this pick out similar faces game(which I couldn't stop asking, look like me one or what?), pingpong(only LJW can play la huh), fit in the bubble (OH YES! MY BEST!), shooting (rach is good, YQ is better at shooting birds. joncham should be careful with his chickens, the more since they can't fly) , this game on the table where you slid your 'thing' to hit the flat ball to get into the opponent's goal.. what do you call that? it's usu found at the arcade. (anyway, 13 scores in a row, RACH and YQ hit home goal. HA!)
crazy things. and what else? My mum just went into my room and I can picture her screaming at opera-pitch in her emotional world.
lol.
Labels: went out
1. The person who tagged/pass you is?❤
Sok2. Your relationship with him/her?❤
courtship. LOL.
3. Your five impressions of him/her?❤
stubborn( trust me, not 1st impression, ha) .replica of me, but smarter,lol, very nice, ok how to put it, feel like we are sisters?4. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?❤
我知道慧玲最疼我了！(with a wide smile!haha) (or those lines we said when WS tried to separate us at VIVO last yr.. lol)5. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?❤
not again6. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?❤be
more man lol7. If he/she became your enemy, you will?❤
dig out my eyes so that I will never know my enemy is her? ha, crap8. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?❤
how about, if you really go too far, don't listen to me, I will walk out of your life for a few months9. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?❤
be her healthy patient! =) I know you will love that Sok!10. Your overall impression of him/her is?❤
soktti!11. How do you think the people around you will think about you?❤
that I am not a serious person? KSS will think I am too serious. lol.12. The characters you love of yourself are?❤
love,loyalty,child at heart for God13. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?❤
disobedience to the Lord. take myself as the root of problems? dann, I am so frank now!14. The most ideal person you want to be is?❤
ideal?15. For people who care and like you, say something to them.❤
I am pretty sure you can promote that to from ground state to excited state, like to love.(lol, seriously, Sok, I need a slap)(oh if you don't understand the ground/excited thing, it's in H2chemistry topics)can't say here, must be personalise! for sok, you have my all. =)16. Pass this Quiz to? millipedes
seriously, must be because of Rhonda la! I must have dreamt of millipedes because of her, what a great fright in the morning 4.38am! and suppose I worry too much for chinese... in my dream students greeted teacher good-安! 老师！http://donghaeng.net/english/main.htmI like the above website a lot. It's from RACH's link; about the Lord of course. And I am so glad it helps me to really picture God beside me. Take a look at the flashes when you have time. Take you a few mintues. I promise it's worth it. =)Labels: quizs
it's over, it's not over
Psalm 119:169-175169 May my cry come before you, O LORD; give me understanding according to your word.
170 May my supplication come before you; deliver me according to your promise.
171 May my lips overflow with praise, for you teach me your decrees.
172 May my tongue sing of your word, for all your commands are righteous.
173 May your hand be ready to help me, for I have chosen your precepts.
174 I long for your salvation, O LORD, and your law is my delight.
175 Let me live that I may praise you, and may your laws sustain me.
176 I have strayed like a lost sheep. Seek your servant, for I have not forgotten your commands.Romans 5:3-43 Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope.Econs coming up!
Labels: He talks to me
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
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shall not be a nightmare
Now I know why they always look for Mr Choo. He is a good one. I was very shocked when he asked me if I was facing any stress.
studies Do you have any exams coming up?Next weekOk, if it continues after your exam, then go after that or do you prefer (***)?It's ok. (dude, I want to get thru this asap!)And then he passes me the blue slip, what a bomb. ok it's at jurong, near the cpf building and at the ocbc bank, around there. -.- as tho if you can't pay up, it takes you 2 mins to go next door and grab money to pay. dots.
(ha, I doubt you understand what I am saying unless, you know what is that place)
then another man in my life began to be frank with me about the part of his life where I was not involved at all.
so many things to uncover only after this...
I miss you too Sok. And don't forget about my shirt and I shan't forget about your sleeping bag. lol.
genes. never expect that to really be a mirror of your older generations. how idenical, how scary.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
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oh mmm
I stared at WS in bewilderment when she informed me that she told the SQ that I would do sharing since Pastor wasn't around.
!!!
I was eager, YES, eager but !!!
actually parable of talents is at LukeHaha, I was trembling at heart asking God to guide me as I shared the parable of the sinful woman.
It was great that the message was send to the girls.
Value of heart VS actions
Good job! Woosh!
hahaha
can you believe it? nevermind if you don't understand. Thank God! WOOSH.
tattoo lyrics is well written, doesn't apply to me yet though. All thanks to LYNN, it was on her blog ages ago.
Drills was exhausting. I am sure the girls would agree with me. The terrible fact is that, I couldn't move on with what I wanted but they learnt a lot today in drills.
PBB, at the age of 18. I can still go if I want to I heard. Great, A levels next year and...
it's not about studies... I am passionate but passive. A leader is not supposed to be passive but I am.
my dream was DI and I got it. And the DI test was, urgh, giving me nerves and stress.. but the end result was sweet. lol
Did you do it knowingly or not? because if you didn't realise... I was, wondering why.Labels: GB, He talks to me
Saturday, September 13, 2008
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near
Blepharitis - very intersting term
then you will learn what is foreign body sensation.
lol.
3/5
good to learn more words,
or rather, Conjunctivitis also known as 'pinkeye'
more like it.
5/5
worship was great today
I am trading my sorrowsI am trading my shameI am trading my sicknessI am trading my painPraise the Lord! He knows what is best for me.I just realise, the titles of my posts make no sense unless...
Labels: He talks to me
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
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heart to heart with Lord
was talking to Rach about love with God during ME lessonfelt very lost and breathless when thought of being a light that is under the tableand then thought I am not worthy enough to lead MW anymorebut God made us so that we can love Him and worship Him, He doesn't look at our status, our sins but the fact that He created us and He love usPraise GodPraise Him that I find solace in Him these dayspainful it maybe but I will survive throughI miss Ru Xiang.random enoughIf I can't get through this year, I won't know how to get thorugh next year. breaks me up, what's AQ? I guess I had limited of that. tired God. tired of illness, tried to be like Job, trying very hardtired of life, ok which character to follow?tired of sinning, but remember how David repented.Father Lord, I am losing it all. I miss Sok today. oh lynn, welcome dearest. =) BUT, do give me my pink one soon. lol. pls...wonderful tonightcatch the raindrops can you? before the beautiful rain bid goodbye and the music composed by the raindrops by the window fades awayso emo. all I have for You Lord, I shall not waste, let me be accoutable to You.Anyway, Jie, the song is okay lah, as long as I listened patiently after the 'I'haMiss Hon is good ain't she? God I can't stop thinking of the worse situations in the future events.kk, shall hand to You.yin liao lor.
Monday, September 08, 2008
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hot torch
Went out with SOK yesterday. WOOTS.SA. Haha. I was telling her my school says no slippers, no shorts, no FBTs and must wear aydayada.She went through a lot of troubles to change here and there and turns out that, there were girls wearing FBTs yadayda.-.- PS SOK.Next time I should go AC. See how it's like. hint hint SOK! hahahaI brought food for us... Sok tried first and her faced looked screwed up, ok, lol, as in terrible and she asked for water. Then I tried... ginger taste. EU!It's a crispy bread-look biscuit that usually has a lot of sugar on it, never did I expect it to taste like ginger! gosh.Disgusting.Oh, well and Sok agrees with LYNN, the guy in the song is a jerk. Sok replayed the songs for * times because it's emotional.dots.but I guess, depends on the context during their relationship isn't it? if you take it that the girl has devoted so much to the guy and the song goes like this, surely you will call him a jerk.so... haha, both of you... stand on that and I stand on the other sideFBFF is acting up again. haha.we tried RJ chem paper and the first question hit us that our capability is so not there. ouch.And I played with Sok's pencilcase like how I did to JJ's. JJ=jiejie but reminds me of jiajiesighsHa, actually, MAN, I went with Sok to kino yesterday because her sister wanted to get comics. And then...I return home feeling sick. sorry chew. 37.7-.-She felt stronger than last night but her temperature went higher.I will take a day off if she's not gonna feel better. I promise to take good care of her.I pormise to pay extra attention on her health.That her... is none other than..the owner of this blogCan't blame me if I can't finish my 14 hours this week JJ! T.TMaybe it's time for me to write a will like both of u.LOL.Fishie's will was seriously funny.Labels: school, us
Sunday, September 07, 2008
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not very random
Don’t know where to startSomething ain’t going rightFeel it in my soul cause I’ve tried, oh baby Tried to keep you satisfied Please don’t cry I just think we both need time I just feel that we are in the same room But living two worlds apart And its causing too much painShe said baby can you please just stay It ain’t too late to work this thing out I said girl this ain’t easy for me At least the truth is coming outShe said why can’t we make up like the last time I’m just afraid to hear you say go I said baby I’m sorry I think its time we let goBaby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause I think its time we let go See these teardrops falling from your eyes That don’t change my mind, oh baby Please don’t make things more difficult than they gotta be I can’t take no more this is killing me Every time I look at you I see more reason of me to leave you And its causing me too much pain She said baby can you please just stayIt ain’t too late to work this thing out I said girl this ain’t easy for me At least the truth is coming out She said why can’t we make up like the last time I’m just afraid to hear you say go I said baby I’m sorry I think its time we let go Baby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause I think its time we let go Baby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause I think its time we let go Baby can you please just stay It ain’t too late to work this thing out I said girl this ain’t easy for me At least the truth is coming out She said why can’t we make up like the last time I’m just afraid to hear you say go I said baby I’m sorry but I think its time we let go Baby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause I think its time we let go Baby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause I think its time we let goby NLT ~he said, she saidLYNN remarked that this guy is a *toot*. And I stood up for the guy! Nonetheless, I will never want myself to be in that girl's state. What if, it's because the guy has gave in so much etc... then.
Whatever it is, doesn't fit in what God wants.
I finally sat down and start a proper journal that include God and... I am certainly not a good child of His. Just look at this, blogging at 1.08am?
But God's love is life transforming.
Anyway... I got LYNN a present, like real soon? damn it. haha
to SM etc... I REMEMBER MS'S BIRTHDAY!!! AND LYNN don't and so are his classmates! haha!
(ok, sorry abt that chew, lol)=X MY GOSH.
that's, really... funny.
and, BEI BEI has fat tighs. =D hahaha. =P the thought of it is funny. I will mis bei bei. =) that dog
which brings me to this afternoon incident where LYNN could have come out with string of vulgarities or just CS on the spot. Thank God I was there. HAHA! =X
ok. I shall be nice and stop souring LYNN in this post, on accord of her... what? haha.
fri-LYNN, sat-SOK, sun-LYNN
What's so special about her that I have to see her so many times?
HIPPO! I mistook you as Zebra today! haha, forgot zebra is Ah Tay. And I was like...
when did hippo become thin? lol!
God wanted me to blog about something else actually, about witnessing...
no one else can touch my heart like You do~ there is none like YouLabels: He talks to me, us
Saturday, September 06, 2008
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retarding
I did the most retarded thing.
click on his name and chat. AFTER SO LONG. then, I don't dare to talk to him. DANN!
no worries, not HKK. is a friend from MI. if it's HKK I am very sure he will leave without a word, that daddy. lol
I forget why I am here for... about me meeting lYNN tml? sok and I had a few calls?
one sure thing, I deleted 800 messages in my phone & 200 over pictures. Great acheivement.
Let's talk about when I didn't want to delete. It should be around the time when, I realise, I only have 2 msg kept and one picture around, of great significance.
Sok: Mine is super long lah! (her exam period)
Me: How long?
Sok: Very long!
Me: THAT IS NOT ANSWERING MY QNS!
lol ss, after a min
Sok: until 7 october
God wants me to stop, knowing it will harm me, but I am only willing to stop only after I have tried it fully. Now I am hanging like how a spider hangs on its web. The winds blow and blow, making me all dizzy and confused. I can climb up back to my web, or, I will just drop dead on the ground after using up all I have. And, climb all the way back. so...
my analogy isn't that good after all. sheesh* time to sign out from messenger. didi and shida is online. ALAMAK! forget to ask shida sth!
Friday, September 05, 2008
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tired
kiki loves my shoebag.maybe I should not put the picture on the kiwi, abit disgusting la hahe weaved dreams for you? he bring lottery numbers for my parents...damn himI am amazed by how much Rach can eat when she has my baby! HAHA!!! JOKING! Maybe I should stop thinking about that lol.I miss marching. can't believe I marched at SASS. HA! though it's for a very short while..belle is leaving for China tonight. met WS and Jojo and Jeremy, as in Jojo's bf. (haha, sm!!!)and WS got a new LG phone, limited edition, PINK. very nice of her so I usde 1/4 of her batt and she nagged non-stop. bleah. who asked her to get pinkdisciple, a lot to learn.when you see things through my eyes, you will understand.Wednesday, September 03, 2008
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