HOORAAY!!!!!
I am an invited author for class blog.
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Haha. PAISEH LA.
Anyway, I just read an mail from SM that titled
I care. And, gosh, I can't describe how touched I was. I mean, that was the FIRST mail that didn't come across me as, CHEH,
another care type message which everyone spreads like whattt. It touches me like, hey, this really speaks everything more deeply. Or rather, erm, more specific? As in, this time, it really hits me. Yupp. Thanks SM. Haha.
I wanted to forward! Someday alright! I will! Cus I am really touched by it.
Ya. Should I copy here? yupp.
Read Slowly...
Have you ever wondered
which hurts the most?Saying
something and wishing you hadn't?,
no, guess notorSaying
nothing and
wishing you had? yes,
yes definitelyI guess the
most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to
tell someone you love them. If you do, they might
break your heart...if you don't,
you might break theirs.
and she broke mine! and I broke someHave u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so
afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?I guess there is 1 friend... lolToo many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not
care as much, or even at all.damn truefor the rest I am lazy to edit according to the fonts and colour in the email le..PSHave you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
ya! so should I tell? I am not hiding from you people you know. it's just a truth that I never dare to tell. and not telling you guys is likelying la, but I fear that I might lost you ppl. damn sad la! but LYNN knows.and so is 2more. and I am glad they are still here. =) or maybe, it's no longer impt. hm. yupp.Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could
have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
THANK GOODNESS I ALWAYS TELL LYNN AND PPL I LOVE THEM SO YUPP. go ahead bah! LOL!!! JK!!! don't you dare k, you know what will happen to me.*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
*People live, but people die.
I want to tell you thatyou are a friend.If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)you would be in my heart.Would I be in yours?If you care about me as much as I care about you you will send this back
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends
WELL. YES. How many times had I confess my love on this blog? Haha.. and even msg where myGB SSGTs are so shocked. LOLBut I haven tell my class how much I love them, cus we are still new. but yupp. I love eveeryone of them. so you know, lets us treasure one another and be neighbour of one another and love one another alright? cus everyone means alot. even if you are damn irritating. you make a part for being that. =) hahaHui Ling is so crappie here. Nights sweethearts!loads of loves!
Ain't this cute?
I woke up at 5 plus ok. Haha. I smsed WS and told her to delay until 0739 because I really couldn’t wake myself up. Then I got up at 6am. Sleep. SM CALLED AT 0622! Haha. I hurried myself la!
Then I ran towards the BP LRT and received a call for SM who was happily looking at how I ran.
She was in BP mac already. LOL.
WS smsed us and gave us the permission to smack her later.
Hence, when we saw her running towards Mc, I had the think ECONS book ready in position.
BUT, I didn’t hit her.
Aren’t I nice? Haha
Anyway, SM kept souring her of her lateness.
Blah blah. And I told them about me looking anorexic. LOL
Well, you know why is it so funny? That’s because in KSS, I was recognized as somebody who is good at eating. Oh haha, as in I eat a lot I guess. LOL. Even Man’s MAMA also knows. All MAN’s fault!
That’s why! Haha.
We chat so much la and WS got SM to plan the outing. SM came up with so many excuses trying to run away from the work, which wasn’t much anyway. Haha. She kept taking pictures using my phone!!! Haha.
WS's stuff, as messy as ever 
er. SM, why my hand look so big?
graphs
my phone taking picture of itself. SM's phone was the mirror
I have no idea what's with seasons. BUT, apple tea. NICE!
SM told us she and her TP friends would be SPCA volunteers someday. WS was like you very good lor, ask others then don’t bother about us la . Haha. SM reasoned that because her friends’ birthdays fall in September too so they could wait. Then I was like sorry lor. I apologise for us lor. AND the next instant I had 2 packets of butter and eraser shot to me. LOL!
QIan Bian meh/? I was sincere k! Haha. =P
Anyway I forgot to bring my adapter, (ok whatever the spelling) so WS couldn’t finish her work on my laptop. Don’t cry. Sorry that I don’t even know what adaptor is but now I know. Wide grins* LOL
And I don’t remember what I had told WS that made her aiming me with her metal ruler. Violent people I hang out with. Tsk tsk.
LOL!
We went on to NTUC and get my snacks.
SM got her lunch and I gladly helped her to finish her fries. LOL.
I took 2, 3, 4 before I left. She asked if I wanted to take 1 more to eat on the way home. WHY
NOT? Haha. And I suggested that she should ask for the long ones. LOL.
Anyway, so next time we meet... Haha. 6 am again???
This dog looked super cute k! But no matter from which point, SM just couldn't catch the face!
Oh ya! Shida so irritating la! She kept replying at the wrong time. Each time I was about to resume playing the game in SM’s phone she would reply. TSK!
And oh ya, is it I reminded WS about her deep relationship with her lovely woodlands? HEHS.
And oh ya! We were wondering who might had seen her teacher in SA before. And I said DADDY well, the 2 of them reacted so fast la! SM quickly coughed and took her bottle while WS immediately looked down at her papers when they were initially happily chatting. RAA RAA.
Oh ya don’t guilty, it’s nothing. I will update you with stuffs de. Haha
And MAN, no matter what happens I am always there! You know! Because you are so lazy to call, you can message me again to call you. Roll my eyes* Haha. Eh, cheer up. I know I am still DA BESTIE EVER! LOL.
Oh ya, the ex dish
LLC's birthday. Sports day
distractions
Distracted.
Distracted all the way. I am going to fail my chem mock spa. The instruction was to dissolve Iron (ll) Ammonium blah blah in HCL but I dissolve in dilute water. Funny right. lols
Whatever.
I scolded my classmate.
Powerful?
I feel bad you know.
It's not only him that had been doing that but he was the only one who got scolded by me. I apologised because I only scolded him.
Ya. so now you know la. If you do something that is not right, you will get it from me la.
I don't know what to say man. Because you guys may take it as a joke but how much does it hurts the person do you know? Maybe ya, this guy won't give a damn about it but it's only right for you to keep a right value ain't it?
Ok, so I will be the upright goodie girl in my class. Fine man. As long as I don't hurt people, I will do it.
I spent $9 for the animals charity thing.
What else?
Oh ya!
VOTE FOR ERIC CHAN ok?! He really put it a lot of effort. I am touched by his sincerity. Yupp.
Er.. Oh and shall blog about WS's visit to my house and yesterday outing on sat... I think.
And I really hate it when you are rude.
And I danced before chinese lesson! FINALLY! All the folkdances in KSS! eh, not all. Haha. No music la! sad man! And MI dance. Haha. and evil, haha, YQtook video. Eh, not bad leh. My skills are still as good as ever. obviously can't be compared to dance ppl la huh.
And MAY-EE whined in the video. SUPER FUNNY LA!
And you hear the conver b/w Su and Rach.
lols. dunno what's with Rhon. Must be memerised by my dance. LOL!!!
Yes. was distracted on the bus. was trying to listen to your conver but was really distracted. but I heard more than what I confessed. haha. Shall ask you someday.
kk.
Before that, haha, shida, I am getting more and more.... er..no. I am loving my girls more and more! really! Haha.
sometimes, I feel like I am blogging good things for good opinions but, hey, Hui Ling never lies, unless, you are my mum. YUPP. Hehs. Unless you are a, (well if I never had quiet time on that topic, I would have used, some words), not a good guy. Ya huh. Haha. MAN! CONTROL! ARH. never never spill out those words!
k.
GB seniors! Do you remember the song
through it all?
I will sing to you Lord,A hymm of loveFor your faithfulness to meI am carried in everlasting armsYou never let me fallThrough it allYou know... How long has I not heard that song?
Like, the last time I heard that song, she was still there.
When I go church with her, when we have GB meeting in sec 1, we sang that pretty often don't we? So... the liquid that was 70% in my body almost flowed out totally. Gosh.
Thank God you guys weren't there. If I can any familiar faces I would have let go these...
the most painful thing you can do with tears, is to swallow them back when they are on the verge of pouringdon't betray me, tears. don't. Thursday, April 24, 2008
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muddled head.
Man... I have eaten up all Ls from eLmo...
Haha. Crap.
Rugby team was up for competition yesterday! I didn't want to go ACSI alone and I was reluctant to check the street directory so I chose to go SAJC first. It was sooo cold in the morning! Despite wearing black shirt, it was fleezing cold on the bus! argg.
I reached SAJC at 7am. DONA LA! He told me I must not be late cus the bus will leave at 0730 so I made sure I was early. Too early.
Rach and Dona met me at SASS at 7.25. LOL.
We went to the tracks where the SC people were conducting their camp. They were gathering at the stand then ordered to gather at the tracks. Suddenly all were charging towards the 3 of us, as in the tracks la. So scary! Haha.
Oh, really thanks Mr Ho for the permission of taking bus with the team. =)
The bus looked so filled. How am I supposed to describe to you? It was dark and the guys are huge you know and their team stuff were at the walking way. Yupp. There were 3 empty seats, separated and Rach sat beside a bag! Haha. The owner took it away afterwards. Thanks ar.
Dona was right at the front while Rach and I were at the 3dr row. Haha, and we were afraid they might change on the bus.
I am overwhelmed by the friendiness of rugby team. Haha. We didn't chat or anything but it was just a gut feeling that they are very nice people. haha. They didn't mind us taking the bus with them or anything. Haha.
Did I expect them to? Haha. Perhaps. but they were smiling and polite so ya, I was so pleased with it. LOL. That's Hui Ling. Haha.
Rach shared her music with me. Gosh, real nice christian songs. Really. haha.
ACSI(B). The pool was really grand. Or rather, it's the stand overlook the pools is grand. Haha! blah
buildings are the hostels
the pool. can't see the cool stand from here.
2 things funny come out from this. 1)His camera looked as though a small bomb can pop out of it, so if he caught us taking this picture can die. 2)My phone camera is so small compared to his. He can just turn give me a smirk look and that's it man, I lose. =( Haha.
The 3 of us walked around to find food. The canteen was closed.. Blah. Dona asked a tennis boy who was training and the coach stared at him... And... We went back to the seats without food.
There was a caucasian family who just came with Mac. Oh gosh. They left, come back with snacks. And again, the father and the girl went off and ome back with more snacks. We were really hungry you know..
blah. blah blah.
Anyway then we saw this framed document with Mr. Goh's name on it. I exclamined that was my BF. Haha. Sorry about that but ya, he is my idol. Haha. You know like how sab and hist class girls like Dr V. Ya? Haha. I am thankful that he serves the people really well. Yupp.
What else? Oh ya, there was this sheer enclosed area where Rach thought graduation night can be held there. Haha. And we haven't visited the whole school....
SAJC lost but I am still happy for them. Really don't know why. To be mean enough, the other team was really strong while ours was weak in comparision but they tried their best. They worked for it but luck wasn't with them. Or rather, their potentials are not well streched I say. Ok ok. Yupp. I jsut want to tell them, I am proud to have them as my SA family! =)
but they really looked tired in the morning.. I was wondering why.. Hmmm.
Anyway, SC came to support. It was them who got SA to cheer. Haha. I was dying to cheer you know..
one parent kept shouting ACS which sound like SA. And a SAINT shouted SA back. Haha. Well..
I don't like ACSI. Haha. =X
One pulled SA player's shirt. Another pulled the hand. Another knocked on. Rogby is that violet but hold on... the game was stopped but the AC guy was pulling SA player's shirt when SA guy was down. He pulled him until he stood up and wait, no he only let go after SA guy stood up for 5 or more secs. Pull pull pull. He held on SA shirt for more than a minute when the game was not going on. raa raa.
Oh ya, and Rach finished her rollar coasters amid the match. haha.
After leaving Rach alone to go for her workshop, Dona and I went to PS. My jie mei man! Haha!
I spend most of the time at TIMES while he at the music shop. Haha. See, dona? I have to make sure in school you do your work and stuff so must turn my head each time our teachers asked us to confess if our work wasn't done you see...
and haha, I still can't recognised the step up 2 songs!
Oh ya, then he told me about this shop where you find materials to make things, cards, notes etc for your loved ones. Gosh I love that shop man... Haha. That shop is filled with so much love! Just look at the little details and bits in the shop and you know, whoever go to the extent of getting things in this shop and hand-made things out of it for you... Orh... LYNN, you can try that shop. Haha. Eh, wait, I remember you can't make things de, forget it. Haha!
Oh well, sHAron, that isn't the first time. She can sms me with last line as you know... some stuffs that really made me shivers or bang my head to the wall or simply picturing myself strangling her while she still have the blissful look on her face. Yupp. She loves to suan me and make me feel... tabohleh tanhan. Don't you MAN? She loves it. raa raa.
rollrollrollrollrollroll my eyes* Hahahaha.
Oh ya, guess that's all. And yupp. I TALKED. haha.
Ohshida.. Haha. The girls? They are marvellous! Really, I know they will fall in love with me sooner NO later. Haha! LOL!!! They are spontanous and really funny too you know! Haha. Give me names pull me, kajiao my bag and stuffs.. spoiling my hearing. er... what else? and singing along... and really nice la! haha.
like how to describe girls? I can't describe things that are so deep within.
Like you, you are just so.. you know? you know what I feel about you la! Hah! the utter gundoo! haha!
Anyway, I proclaim myself as not a girl but a boy! Yea, named tom, tomboy! Haha. And there are still 6 girls! I exchange with Dona ok? Haha!
Oh ya, I pointed middle finger at teddy bear. I never done that to anyone before you know! And ya, it was very vulgar. PS. I really feel bad about it but ya, just don't point at me first alright. It makes me feel like I am a bitch. Really. And that affects me a lot. If you know me well... ya you will know I can't stand certain stuffs. I guess it took them at sec3 to realise. Haha, so ya.
Maths test tml! How exciting! Haha. and relay on wed. I kinda feel nervous now you know. I am worried that my legs can't carry me that day like... might get wobbly! ARH!
Nah nah. Beautiful scent shall linger around me. Feel good.
Haha!
Oh look!
Sunday, April 20, 2008
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class guys
I see people going to post their 200-post soon despite the fact that they started later than me. Tho I deleted several posts...
OK. I have to come online now, or rather, sorry Jeremy I appear offline because at night I need to study. Yupp.
Or should I go get my specs later? Maybe I should... Yupp. PINK SPECS SM!!! Haha. No worries, it's stripped dull pink. And it's really dull. =)
I had an udden urge to talk about my classmates. Welfare rep's understanding of my classmates, not deep within la huh. Eh, no, I shall talk about the guys cus girls, I never manage to descibe them... why ar? Haha.
Anson, white. Haha. Ok, he's my primary school's secondary school's friends. And he live very near to me. =)
Dona. ALRIGHT! THAT GAY! LOL! JKJK! yea man! Haha. I find him really fun. He rocks! Haha.
Eric Chan. My scandal mate. He's pretty quiet in class, a scholar and he is really kind type. And he make sure he doesn fail himself. I feel la, can't be certain.
TEDDY BEAR!!! Super fun! Haha!! He looks so cute when he sleeps! And when Raymond slapped him, he woke up... it doesn't hurt it seems. That slap is a natural alarm clock. LOL. TEDDY BEAR ROCKS!
IR. He sucks. That's understatement. LOL. No la, he is a american type of boy. The way he behaves is different from Singapore's way of living. I kinda admire him for that. For being so himself.
who cares? that type of people. Yupp.
Ian Tang. ELMO without L born on the same day as CheeHow. Haha. He's is nice just need to encourage him to be more nice. Encourage, not the word la. Haha. GO ian! Haha.
Jeffrey. and Jeremy. I don't know what's wrong with the way my brain works. My brain just link both of them together. Perhaps it's because, they live in Jurong, and comes to school leave school almost often together, and both names start with J and looked like cousins. Yupp. Jeff is quiet but I know he is really nice. Jeremy, haha, can crap with him wan la! But he's really serious when comes to work, even the personality test said so.
Shucks I am lazy to carry on.
Let's see who I can talk about... Johnathen Wan. Initially I don't understand the reason for him emphasizing on being JON1. Then jon cham becomes jon2. It was later then I realised his surname is wan. Haha. And GOSH! Haha.
Oh, when I talk about him, link link to Raymond and Lim Biao.
Raymond, haha, JIAJIE's SEC CLASSMATE! WOOTS! He's so passionate about canoeing and he works hard and achieve the results. And a H20pig. Lim Biao, haha. I called him Kun Wei and was wondering so hard why he didn't answer me! blush* real sweet and Mr. Nice guy, canoeing team too.
These canoeing people are currently the group of people whom has the best team spirit in SA, in my view of course and they are seems pretty bonded and I wish them all the best for upcoming canoeing comp.
Who else? Kun Wei? Waa.. He can be qian bian de. haha.
Joshua, oh crap! He accuses me for being leisbian!!! Can you believe it? LOL! And yes I love the girl I hug, cannot ar? She rocks man!! haha!
Kelvin, haha, another kind man.
Wei Siang. He gives me the impression of a very responsible person, and he might be my colleague in the same department in the future! Haah!
Xin Quan, still very quiet leh. Haha...
Oh shit. I forgot. SJI Jon Cham. I tell you huh. HE. eeediot! LOLs! He accounts for his actions, a very prominent behaviour of his. Really.
Oh and Li Ming! He is the source of flu in our class. Haha..
so childish. Doing this is like so silly la Haha, but it justs reminds me how marvellous my class is. Really. And the girls... we just rocks la huh?! haha!
And I forgot about LIP CHIAU. He's is the first guy I chat with I guess. On the tagboard. Ya! And we were chatting about his passion, fishing! And he really loves fishing a lot. Well, you can call him a fishing addict, simple adores taking lives on the hook. LOL! JK LLC!
Good luck for Tennis Match Su! Good luck for Bowling Match Ian!Good luck for Canoeing Competition Raymond!And to all, loves!
wait wait. before that. I pinched Teddy Bear and he wanted to complain to his MAMA! Did I really kicked Dona before? i don't remember! Serious! What else? Don't remember le. Oh yes rach, you can call me mama... What other nicknames can I mind when Su gives me such a
OLD one, AH MA.
haha...
Keep it up. Oh ya, and thanks for the follow-up! really! =)
Thursday, April 17, 2008
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Thank you MAN!
Thank you MAN!haha. tho you get the wrong idea. lols. Nonetheless, that comes after the main course.PS.life without you do sucks alright, but you know, I die die also won't admit de what. Haha. =pI went for SFC's oreintation today!! Well. If I were to say I feel totally comfortable, I am definitely lying. Ha. It seems that I am so new to the CCA because I am indeed a very new member and I do not have friends outside SFC there so yupp, felt lonely but He is always with me... and I was constantly reminded of what WS once smsed me... Stay lonely just like her. TSK. Haha. Whatever la. haha.Still, the more time I spend with SFC, the more I feel satisfied. Reason? The games was simple but fun! Don't underestimate the power of flour. Haha. Yupp and water. And apparently, I got injured from the fall. My thighs hurt a lot each step I took while climbing up the stairs. I hope tomorrow's relay training is not on. Bad huh.Thank you MAN. I mean yes, I am silly and weak and vulnerable to these stuff, not that I never know; I just don't want to face it. I am now forced to face it first thing in the morning so yupp, face it and change. Haha. Aren't you glad that I am going to listen to you? oh gosh.I think all of us went through so much stuffs, we grow together. That's why we can't find similar people in new schools.And I wonder how is Xin Di. I die die also don't want to chat with her man... Haha. Don't ask me why. And I am lazy =DAnyway... love love 08S05. I think somebody's vulgarity can be put to good use when I am really FKing angry with someone but I don't want to say. And I think he is more than willing to help. Yupp. In the LRT these freaking students kept saying F and complaining about their parents. SO UNAPPRECITIVE. Man, I even find IR's use of vulgarity more acceptable. oops, spill out the name. Haha, he won't mind de la. Haha.mamamia!shida shida shida. you! toot! LOL! see la, can't kajiao you in school have to come here and do stupid shit. LOL!YOu sickening toad! You gundoo gorsong! You toot! you dumb dumb I smart smart.Now, how long has I not been using these phrases?WHy should I try to be cultivated, civilised when some students here so not la? haha. crap again.Anyway, everyday is a happy day because I know, LYNN, SOK and everyone out there loves me so much. Haha!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
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back to sane
I am going to be a netizen real soon. AM I? Haha.Man, I don't want that. Ok. Sorry LYNN I was crapping just now. I am fine now. Really:)haha. Perhaps, perhaps perhaps.Readin Rach's blog, haha, I am a great welfare rep! WOOTS! Haha! LOL!. I am so crap. Haha. I mean ya.. do you know hearing such praises or a simple thanks or a simple greet or a smile in the morning brightens my day totally?Guys don't know that.Haha.I am really sorry. It seems that I have been hiding things all the long. Towards my classmates as in the girls ya. Or maybe I am feeling guilty. Haha. It's really hard to find someone here and pour out just like that. It's so different from how I first met friends in KSS where we just "hey you AR HA! YOU!" you know.. I am fnding it tough to open up. Yupp. And I am afraid of so much stuffs because hat I do maybe accepted by people in KSS might not be in SAJC! Somehow I find myself too poor, too rough too vuglar to really blend into this enviroment. And, too slack for a girl. Yupp. Slack? I did my TYS you know. Haha, tho less than 15 qns... Ya, but really slack. And, I am so Hui Ling la!Man, I am acting like those news reports where teenagers confines(what word is this), forget it, like keep themselves in the world of the internet letting their frustrations and emotions out here. GOSH! LOL. SFC having orientation tml. Have fun Hui Ling!LOL. I am missing current for the fight with Ming Dao.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
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elmo without L
GOSH GOSH GOSH!!
I was on the verge on crying until I saw a picture and post on Josh's blog which reversed my emotions 180 degrees and I LOL.
He is still so joshua! haha!
And somehow, very not joshua too! haha! whatever la.
And I realise how retarted KSS ppl are. And that is why we are so lovable!!! Haha!
RETARDS. Haha...
And fish is forever hilarious. both filled with jokes and great sense of maturity.
And well YES cat, I do miss MS as a friend k. haha..
Oh YA LYNN! there is a very innocent song..
how do I live without you~ suits girls and cat. MIAOW! Haha!
Majesty(here I am)-deliriousHere I amhumbled by Your majestyCovered by Your grace so free.Here I amknowing I'm a sinful manCovered by the blood of the Lamb.Now I've foundthe greatest love of all is mineSince You laid down Your lifethe greatest sacrifice.Majesty, Majesty.Your grace has found me just as I amEmpty-handed but alive in Your hands.Here I amhumbled by the love that You giveForgiven so that I can forgive.So here I standknowing that I am Your desireSanctified by glory and fire.And now I've foundthe greatest love of all is mineSince You laid down Your lifethe greatest sacrifice.Majesty, Majesty.Your grace has found me just as I am,Empty-handed but alive in your hands.Singing Majesty, Majesty.Forever I am changed by Your loveIn the presence of Your Majesty. Majesty.We're singing Majesty, Majesty.Your grace has found me just as I amAnd I'm nothing but alive in Your hands.We're singing Majesty, Majesty.Forever I am changed by Your love,In the beauty of Your Majesty.Majesty.=) well..I remember telling RX that the choice is hers. It's all about choice, whether she wants it or not. And things will goes on no matter what and yupp, she chose it. I finally understood so many stuffs yesterday or rather from the LIVE concert when I was very distrated, indeed. Yupp. And I believed that everything, all the things in my life that links together is all parts of the journey for me to see Him.
Ha, I am surprised by myself for doing this man.. Come on! Haha. I mean people may think this comes out from me is natural thing but hey, I went through turmoils ya?
And it's all about faith. :)
In my view, I can't tell you everything I experience and expect you to so call get it but you, have to take the step to experience it yourself. Then decide. The first step is not hard afterall, really. Even f your first step is trying to prove He is not there.
In my curren state of mind, I confirm He will show you He is there. Haha.
Well, and I strongly believe RX is waiting for me. =)
Yupp Yupp and I am filled with peace. Believe it.
Haha.
Oh ya, I said I wanted to cry that thing right.. well..
because I CHANGED! Didn't I?
And so are my friends out there huh..
but LOVE simply don't change. they just reinforce.. wait correct word?
OH SM AND SHIDA WHEN ARE YOU GUYS OPENING A VET?
haha!
nights!
and I know no matter how I am like. you are happy that I am happy. HEHS. =DSunday, April 13, 2008
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updates
update! Haha.Some more pictures from SM. Haha.
look at that ice cream sher wanted to give me. HUGE.
lol. sher's face
a penguin which sher likes. haha
they wanted to get me this la! That time we went to ARIES and they saw this and wanted to give me as Bday present but didn't get. Tsk. Haha. oh ya, only the F-O-O-D hor..9April
Miss Ho's birthday! Haha.
The class sang birthday song as Dona and Rach came in with the cake. haha. We sang 2 versions loudly. Miss Ho was so PS. Haha.
We kept persuading her to eat the cake which had a surprise inside and she kept rejecting. She suspected that we put bomb or something inside to scare her. Walau Haha. She asked, "Did you all put anything inside?" The class answered, "NO~" Haha, then she concluded that since all of us answered so unitedly, there must be something inside. Tsk. Haha.
Suddenly she received a call and went out. Dona grabbed the hance to put pooh on the OHP thing and Pooh's face was so close up la!
The first person to be surprised should be her but when she came back with a big bouquet of roses and dunno-what, all of us were dumbfounded, erm, not really, in fact the whole class was like woh~. Haha. The focus was on our reaction instead. lols. But the pooh still grabbed Miss Ho's heart. Haha! She was so wrapped by the presence of the pooh! Haha, she first hold it like a baby then used it to teach us lesson. DOTS. Haha.
She was worried that our loudness would disturb other classes, the more she worries, the more we sang. LOL.
When she finally picked the cherry, she saw the ring! haha! We took several pictures of her eating in class. Hehs=)
arrival of the cake
poor attempt of hiding
baby pooh so cute!! eeyore must be cuter
Yupp. OH! I forgot! Su Anne made this card and I wrote my lovely CHINESE words in a heart shape right in the centre of the card. Haha!
Oh ya and I helped her to bring her cake into the office. Her place is so filled with teddys and pictures! AIYO! Haha..
She wanted to send me out and I thought she was offering to send me out so I felt honoured. It turned out that without the card you can't leave the room either. dots. I told her it's was alright I didn't mind staying in the air-con room forever and she gave me a smack on my back. ouch.. TSK. Haha.
Before phy lesson started, she stepped into our class and we sang again. lols.
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Next, oh ya! LIVE CONCERT. eh, before that, PE and econs.
Econs, our class randomly sang the birthday song. -.- And they had been carrying the trademark, repeating
sorry over and over again. That irrtates me man! lol. forget it.
Oh ya, somebody pissed me off totally. Haha, but he's still a ood classmate la huh.
PE! We tried the 5 stations. Standing board jump is the toughest for me la. My class girls put a mat and 17o mark to intrigue my human instinct to jump further than that. I did! I touched 200+ and so was my butt which hit the matt so hard that it hurts until now!!!!
The PE lesson ended with me "un-sweaty". Su
WAnne, Rach and I played basketball. Mr Ong joined us. He paired up with me, his unfortune. Haha. Su told him I was Ah ma and he kept calling me Ah ma! SU!!! HOW DARE YOU?! Haha. I kept repeating my mistake, the double-bounce thing and Mr Ong wanted to kill me. Ha. PS. BBall not my thing. Give me a racquet and a shuttle things will be different. Haha. The score was 21-4. Lose. 1 goal comes from me. Haha=)
And I had cramp in my right calf, WHEN, I was in charge of warm-up that day. Haha!
Rach and I bath in the school toilet. I love it. If only there's a CCA where we can have camp often in school...
BLah Blah. The queue for the LIVE concert was.... argg.. Haha. Whatever la. Oh and Rach was so high seeing her pri sch friend lol.
And we managed to occupy the seats right in the centre of CC!!!
Blah blah....
I WAS SO HAPPY THAT PJ-KSS came!!!! Haha!
The concert was nice, really, in fact I love it! but I can't deny I was distracted. That LYNN la! Haha, she can't stop irritating me. lols. and know what? I told her about friends in SA so she knows who is Jeremy whom I told her I always tell him stuff. She went to him and..
"
She told me she pour her stuff to you. Is that true?"
"
ya, a bit la"
"
Did she talk to you about me? Did she tell you I was gorgeous?"
@$&(%^(#&%^
LOL!!!!!!! Can you imagine that? THIS BIG LYNN CHEWY CHEW CHEW?! Hahah!!!
I wanted to faint man! Haha!
And I know, God was there and touching all of us. And yupp I learnt that... I am marking ticks under the sections
Yes, I am a christian...=)
WOOTS!
The concert was nice.. I like the slow dance... kinda remind me of the dansical. Hm. Yupp. Oh and I only like the slow songs. PS. the
now I found, the greatest love of all is mine... And Glenn Lim came into SAJC for a talk during assembly. The way he behaves now... you just simply can't believe he was once a hard-core rebellious and a drug addict. He is now so charismatic, his words are impactful. Really. Thank God for saving him.
after live concert we were crazy la! Haha. Not me exactly I am still sane, saint. Haha!
You know, Jared, cat puss in boots and the V thing. Haha.
They beat him but they said OUCH~
Then they sang songs which all went wrong if you get what the words refer to.
WALAU EH! We laughing all the way back to CCK la!!!
what sweeter.. what whatever!!!!!!!! haha!
OH AND CRYSTAL THAT FUNNY TOOT. know hwat she did?
At toa payoh we were wondering how long it takes us back to CCK. There is a board which tells you the station and how long it takes you from the place you are to another right... Crystal went there and started counting. You know beside each name there is this 2 mins, 5 mins. For instance CCK-37 minutes. She tried to add all the timings and she apologised for being bad at summing, I mean adding up in maths! LOL. LYNN was like... Hello? why are you adding? LOL! If we really add them up it take up more than 3 hours to reach CCK can??? lol!
Haha.
Anyway... I just now went to pass the boots to the girls. XXX said she grew fatter. LOL.
I have no idea what the flag day is about at CCK... these people hoding cans were standing there staring at people. HELLO? Do you expect people to go to you? You should be asking! CIP is doing not being there and waiting people to ask for you! Gosh you guys piss me off man! And to think you people are gaining CIP hours for STANDING. argg. How pitiful are those waiting for the cans to be filled up...
AGGG!!!!!!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
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My very special day
WOOTS!
I am unmistakably, unfortunately 17 now!
I had great great fun this year. Haha.
I got my present right in the morning from the H20pig. Haha. Hence I conclude that water didn’t get into his brain when he went for canoeing. LOL.
Next in school, Rachel gave me big big smiles. Haha. Kit wished me and gave me a Bday hug! I told Samantha that it was my birthday and her reaction was, “Why didn’t you tell me earlier???"
LOL. She is so cute and gave me a big hug. I also kinda force Charish to give me a hug. Haha! Ikept asking her if she wants it and gave her the look. You know... Haha so she gave me a hug! Haha!
I went back to canteen and there I saw Rhonda with the huge minitoons bag, unmistakably would be mine so I just ignore it. Haha.
That day SU wANNE kept asking me go toilet with her. Hmm. We went during that 1 hour break too. When we got to the canteen, our classmates were strangely sitting in neat rows, arranging their bags on the seats and the table was totally clearly. I was shocked. I went and stood in front of the table, putting down the one-pg summary thing and held on to my bag and stared at the guys. Then as welfare rep, I was frustrated that they just stay there and not getting their lunch so...
I: OI! GO GET YOUR LUNCH LA! STAY AND SIT HERE FOR WHAT?!
TEDDY BEAR: Put down your bag first.
I: No space la!
TEDDY BEAR: just put on the bags la!
I bang my bag on the table and teddy bear carried it to another side
TEDDY BEAR: sit down la!
I: No space. OI, go eat la! WHAT’s WITH YOU GUYS?!
Then I kept nagging until behind me and somewhere I heard happy birth...
RIGHT.
SO DUMB LA! I was so focused and forgot about my birthday celebration!!! Gosh!
Then Dona lighted my cake. I was so shy. Haha! Serious! I doubt they realised that but ya, I hid it well. I was so shy that I didn’t blow the flame off! I just barely bent and stood up again.
SHUCKS. I realised, I never made any birthday wish this year!!!!!!!!!!
Hm. Nvm.
DONA! lighting!! 
My cake
eric's and my cake
Su Anne passed to me another present as a class rep and the big MINITOONS bag. It was a pink cushion!! WOOTS! Haha.
me. eric. shucks. I looked so short.
And a pair of earrings. It’s very cute and I tried to wear it on the spot but I still couldn’t find my back hole! I meant the back of my ear. Rach and Rhonda tried to help me and they succeeded on my left ear but failed on my right ear. Haha.
And I never realised they have been planning secretly. Like WTH?! Haha. I just don’t think anything will happen but ya... Haha!
I also fed the girls my cake. SO SWEET~ GOSH!
I went back home with a genuine smile.
Then I opened the present. THANK YOU.
I waited and waited until I wanted to sleep. WS messaged me at 8 plus la! SHEESH. Around 10plus, I hear bomp bomp bomp, and YES, that is Miss Teo.
Haha! Then WS, SM and SHERMIN!!!! I WAS SO HAPPY LA! Haha!
I didn’t invite them in. Haha.
They came and Sher was carrying this big MINITOONS bag again. Haha. WS asked about my boots and I showed her and she was cursing me la. IRRITATING.
Then she passed me my EEYORE!!! HAHA! And she kept insulting it and complained that it looked so dumb compared to tigger. OI! STUPID WOMAN! WS took the MINITOONS bag and passed it to sher. Haha that was meant for her! Haha! They tricked her into buying think for me but actually it was for her!
Sher chose a HUGE ICE-CREAM for me and remarked it was more hua... In the end she got it. Haha!
It was not all. WS told me there were more and brought me to SHers bag. I was elated and thought Sher would gave me her bag. LOL!
What I got was IN her bag. WS took out kit kats, sweets, a can of Hog Dogs, Chipsmore, and most importantly, Pringles!! LOL!!!!!
I remember HIPPO said before that presents should be practical. Well, food is definitely practical. LOL! BUT WS didn’t gave me PIZZA AND MUSHROOM SOUP! CURRENT I AM SO SAD LA!!!! Hahaha!
I had a cream cake and sher had the cake which was similar to the one S05 got me. It was super creamy la! Haha but it tasted good. Thank you sher!
my cake. biggest strawberry is my house de. ask WS what she did.
That stupid woman dipped her finger into my cream cake and touched SHER and me!!!! Haha! I tried to do on SM but she was so strong la! WALAU and WS dirtied her bag while she forced that cream on my face. Serves her right. Haha.
sher with cream on her nose. Haha!
my hair...
The 3 of them suddenly charged to my room and messed it! Haha! No! In fact, SM went into my room for the fan. LOL
WS threw everything in my room onto my bed and asked me to sleep in insane positions! She threw my pillow to SM. And she kept complaining my pillow was hard. SM commented that because I was use to old traditions since I am old so I prefer to sleep on stone pillows etc. SO IRRITATING!
Haha!
Then sher saw this very small panda and threw on SM! The small panda hit my pillow and flew off!
LOL!!!!
Sher was tired and sat on my bed. Haha while WS was busying messing my bed.
SM tried on my tie, followed by sher. LOL. And WS. DOTS!
OH YA! WS took me phone and smsed drug addict. Drug addict didn’t know it was WS. Blah.
WS: Cause i’m not Hui Ling wahahaha!
DA: WS?
SM: Cause i’m not Hui Ling, nor WS. Wahahahahahahaha. Wahahahahahahaha.
DA: SM?
SHER: I’m not Hui Ling, ws or sm. Wahahahahahahaha. Wahahahahahahaha. Wahahahahahahaha.
And drug addict admit defeat and excused herself by saying she would sleep soon.
In the end she still smsed HUI LING at later time. LOL.
Seniors are really crazy people. Trust me; I am the only sane one. Haha.
Done. WS wanted to take picture. I suggested using my camera timer with the Tock, tock tock sound. Haha. Oh ya, WS’s phone shutter sound was the one that sounded like diarrhoea and I complained it sounds horrible. I FORGOT I WAS USING THAT TOO! So when the camera went, tock, tock, tock, tocktocktocktock, diarrhoea. I WAS EMBARASSED! Haha!
Before that, WS wanted to use my phone so I offered to adjusted my phone features but she was so proud and did not want me to help. In the end that picture took us so long la! Stupid woman. Haha!
look at WS, twist. e blue penguin near her, sian diao
I got them to clean up before they leave. And... See the result.
SM's arrangement on my table
WS's arragement
OH! And I was covered with insect repellent and creamy smell! All thanks to SM and WS. SO YUCK LA! Haha! They were enjoying every minute every second of torturing me! Argg. Haha.
It was really a great great day. Thank you!!!
Even Justin smsed me. Haha! I mean boy boy Justin. Haha
Today I met LYNN at CCK and we had lunch at KFC, again. I had been eating KFC for 3 days can? Last 2 days 1 piece with rice. Gosh. The oil intake...
Yupp. SHE, shopped while waiting for me, typical LYNN. Worst thing is she got me a short denim skirt! NOTE: WITH THE PRICE TAG AND RECEIPT. She deliberately did that so that I can have a better estimation on how much to spend on her birthday. Roll roll roll my eyes*
The price tag. SM, can u imagine if I wear this? GOSH!
She also got me this sock for my MP3. That time we saw it and she trigged a yellow idea about this sock and not she got me that! SO IRRTIATING LA!!!
And in the card she was boasting about my love for her. EW. Haha. Whatever MAN!
Peeps. THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAYS! =D
And that CH smsed me irritatingly. His messages only accelerate my route to death. LOL.
I am so well-loved. Haha! =)
Aren't you glad that I was born? Haha! And I smsed Sarah and Sze Sze during assembly. Haha.
Laopo, we are the poorest and sweetest couple. No need diamond ring le la huh. Haha.
MAN, HIPPO, SM, WS, SHER, SOK, SIDAH ETC ETC, you know what? I can't find anyone else like you guys! GOSH! YOU PEEPS ROCKS SO MUCH! REALLY! all of you had touched my heart like never before...
I am sure my JC life is different but will be great too! Ain't that right? DONA, you can do more stuff de... Haha. remember to call ice-cream ppl. Hmm, I wonder if you remember. Haha!
Oh I also requested for a class photo but Xin Quan was not in the photos..
Sunday, April 06, 2008
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LC 3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MDM ANGELINE!!!LOL! I just found out about that today when I was in GBHQ. I was so happy for her la! Dots. I told her I missed her and then walked off. Out of a sudden they sang birthday song and a chocolate cake appeared!!!
Haha. Ok, would you guys prefer good things or bad things first? Hmm. Ok. I will prefer chronological order.
Ok. erm birthday.. after I received the pictures la huh? Haha!
Alright today...
a bad day.
After the surprise I had last night WIDE GRINS*, I went to bath and then coat my new boots. I coat and coat until I slept by my smelly boots!! My dad woke me up at 6am and I was already on my bed. They must have carried me. Haha! When I woke up at 8.13am, I saw the torn packet of wet tissue (which will lead to dehydration of wet tissues) and my cleaned finger. Look at the way of things were done, must be my mum. I locked the door and coat my boots. I left my kiwi uncovered for hours!!! GOSH!
I had very very thin layer, made it harder for me to polish. I left my house at 1222, and reached there at 1337. I was late but not the latest. I was asked to take attendance etc.
LOL. The DIs missed each other de lor! Haha!
I got to teach girls without drill badges. I taught 5 girls. 2 of them had drill comp experience but still not sure about timings etc. They were good, I like their enthusiastic and learning attitude. 2
more girls who were more not good but they tried to absorb what I was constantly reminding them. Sometimes they get it, sometimes they don’t. The last girl with extremely attitude problem pissed me off initially but I was determined to soften her heart. She looked everywhere, doesn’t straighten her knees and gives me silly noises when I asked her to tuck on her shirt. Well, I tried my best to change her, not hard core that type but through talking. I told her she was good when she was. I touched her hand at the end of the drill and told her she need to change her attitude towards drill and JIA YOU. Sounds dumb to you?
I asked them about their schools. I gave them 1 2 minutes break because they were sweating and looked really tired.
I constantly reminded them. I always go individual by individual. I didn’t shout at them. I didn’t scold them. I made them laugh I don’t know how. I really didn’t say the stuff I usually say to my girls but they just like me. I don’t why. And so they weren’t very serious like how drills should be I think. They were learning but not with strict faces. They like to smile at me. I return a quick smile and said you are not supposed to smile. Remember that. Or rather, I think I was happy when they get it and smile, they smiled back. Well...
Nobody ever scolded me for making drill fun. I never use scolding in drills. I use constant reminders, repeating actions and stupid jokes. And my girls improved.
Is that wrong?
I have a strong feeling I am going to be slaughtered this time... after passing DI test.
Well. God bless me. Don’t want to cry.
Saturday, April 05, 2008
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BMTC!
