Happiness comes from within

Busy

Not as busy as WS and some peeps I know. Nonetheless, I feel that I am busy.

I, PASS, MY DRILL INSTRUCTOR TEST!!!!!!!!!!!

That's it.
Need to find games and think.

HUI LING
overwhemled with happiness, and crankyness and, stomache from the dinner(ram ram's treat.)

THANKS MRS RAM!!!!

Thursday, January 31, 2008

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LYNN is getting on my nerves.

LOL.

I read her blog and...

wonder if I can find another friend who can accompany me to the washroom daily.

LOL.

Stupid huh? She caused me too.

And I was influenced by her for the lateness.

Arggg.

That is terrible.
Then I will miss Sok's presence at all times. Then I will miss Hippo. I will miss Jeanie's Pamo's smell. I will miss calling Wan Zhen Laopo every morning. I will miss SM's presence and breakfast. LOL. I will miss Belle's craziness. I will miss Saba. Haha. I will miss WS that evil bully. HAHA. I will miss her QNS-why is your hair so messy, my ANS- got wind. LOL.I will miss sher this crazy woman. I will miss Sidah's hugs and smacks, with Sarah and Faza who is like, SUPER fun. Haha. I will miss Alvin. LOL. That mad guy. OH YA, what is his result? I will seriously miss his bickering with Mrs Ram. Haha. And of course, history pro after Cat, or vice versa. I will miss that place where 1B'04 first hangout together. I will miss that particular wall and the small wall where Nette and I stupidly ran to it and bang ourselves. LOL. I will miss Miss Lee's smell, and her being my kaixin guo.(according to WS) Haha. I miss the times where our classmates took out socks during rainy days. LOL. I miss sweeping the classsrooms. SIGHS.

Stupid LYNN. Why must you remind me of all these?

Then..
Sheesh,
I will miss this thing where our a-hem are sequently one after the other. LOL. Pardon me. I will miss meeting Sok every morning. ARh.

I hate this.

LOL.

OH! Big thanks to Jeanie's Mama who helped me to register for PAE. LOL.

OH! And one more thing, I heard that SSGTs did some crazy thing when I am not there huh?

LOL.

LOADS OF LOVES BABES.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

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DI test.

I WANNA SCREAM!!!!
ARH!!!!!!!!!

Hold on, is ARH scream or shout?

Whatever

ARH!!!!!!!!!

Do you know how horrible it was to sleep at 0040 and wake up at 0447 to rush to wear my full u? Do you know how terrible it feels to have to re-arrange the badges in the morning? Do you know how anxious and forward looking I was on the way to HQ? AND THEN...

DO YOU KNOW I WAS CRESTFALLEN WHEN I WAS DISQUALIFIED FROM THE DI TEST???

I rushed to the HQ, had a chat with Miss Nah (My PBB officer). Some girls were there already with low ranks. Haha. OOPS. I overheard them discussing about timings, steps which made me very confident of myself. Then a guy with familiar face appeared asking for consent forms and the girls there went to him. Miss Nah told me that her company also did not have forms so I should not worry too much. Alright

The girls were instructed to move to the second floor, lecture room. There were some Mdms there in white u. Gosh. Then one of them asked those without forms to go to her. I did. She asked me to go and find Man Run(roon?loon?) which I did. Oh, I realised, he was the young man in charge of the pipe games in PBB camp. I told him that captain did not tell me anything about forms so he decided to give her a call. He called, and the next thing he said, “She must has shut her phone.” Wow.

I was back to the room and as more girls arrived, Mdm repeated to look for her if blah. I went to my seat, stone. I decided to just mark my attendance.

Great Then MR came into the room asking for consent forms and he was ordered those without forms were to take their belongings along with them. I went up to him without doing so. He gave me the very sentence which I did not wish to hear. “Your captain still doesn’t pick up the phone. You have to take your belongings.” I went in and back out. “You are under 18 and without parents’ consent we can’t let you stay here.”

Miss Nah also negotiated with him for her company (5ppl). He apologised and said it was difficult for him too. Then he apologised to me and asked me something like “you have to leave ya?” I stupidly answered, “Can I say no?” “I am sorry that you have to go. Seriously, my heart dropped into the core of the Earth.

I left hurriedly, no, as calmly as I can. I was on the verge of crying. I called my 5 beloveds and none picked up my call. Man, then Sher picked up and I told her I need console. LOL. Then WS called and tears pooled in my eyes. Sheesh. I quickly went into the toilet at Kovan and changed to casual clothes, leaving the place with big regret? No, not regret. BIG BIG SADNESS. Whatever. I was so doleful and dumbfounded.

In the train, I listened to the MP3, re-read some pages of a novel and I almost cried out! What? Just because, I am under 18, without consent form, I am out of the test? I was so frustrated that I vent my anger on strangers. Haha. Nah, someone kept looking at me or my boots in my hands. I thought “continue to stare and I doge your eyes out.” LOL.

Sighs. BUT, God loves me! Haha. At Tiong Bahru, MR called and informed me that I was allowed to return for test! This guy told me had he had to answer to many people so now he would help me and guessed what he asked. “Are you happy?” Duh. I was over the moon! Also, the only problem was that captain did not pick up the call. Raa. Then I stay put at that station for 5 minutes and received the good news again! I hopped on the next train to Kovan; praying hard that since God allow me back, let me give my best and calm me down.

Haha. When I reached Kovan, I ran up the stairs and fell down. LOL. Nobody cares anyway so I quickly rushed up and changed. My uniform was crumpled and my boots albeit shines it was cracking. Oh gosh.

I gave MR a call as asked. He could hear me panting and urged me to slow down. LOL. I did. Then he asked me if I had my breakfast! I was shocked and replied no. He made me more stunned by asking me to go to the nearby bakery and grab some food. I was bemused la. He also thought I had not changed and offered to wait for me at that gate and bring me to the toilet. LOL. (Do I look like a lost sheep in HQ?) When I got back, he began explaining the problems etc. It’s okay. Really.

He was nice today, compared to his attitude last year at PBB camp.

I had to call my parents, since I did not have their permission in black and white. While calling my parents, he told me Mdm Angeline would call my parents later. I LOOKED AT HIM CHEERFULLY INSTANTLY. He was surprised. Haha. PS. I LOVE MDM ANGIE. Haha. Yea, for an instance. I looked at the Mdms talking about drills, SIGHS.

Big surprises all the way. I was “passed over” to Mdm Jasmine who was my DI test for stage 2 and my drill camp DI. Moreover, the first round for me is STAGE2 test! Haha. It was tough. It was difficult. The girls there all bang loudly, which means, they don’t do a perfect 90 and down nicely. I was the solely one without a solid bang. I knew. Plus, their timings were fast. Gosh. We did sizing once only then long commands. And I did 2 mistakes. =( the command was akan bergerak kekiri pusang, kekiri pusang, I turned and it was wrong. I don’t get it.

Alright there were 2 blue u DI, 2 white u Di. After the doing, we were separated into 2 groups to do command. I was the first one called by Mdm Jasmine! WOOTS! (Actually it was because I was left marker in her group) Know what? I think my command was good. =)
The theory was a bit off too. I shall tell you all some days. I trembled a lot today.

Sighs. It was so tempting. I took the NE 4 times; I was so tempted to go VIVO. LOL. I brought 30 bucks telling myself that after this stress; I need to spend money, like these cash will take away the emo-ness in me. In the end, I only brought choc milk and snacks.

PS Jeanie! Haha. I asked her to buy Milo for me and at the end I didn’t get to drink. LOL.

Sorry for all the troubles and phone calls!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

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I watched the grad DVD. I hate it. No, to be frank, I cried. (02.36, you will understand why I cried) Anyway, then 4D picture appeared. (05.28) Walau. That is the best photo of all! HAHA!!! Oh ya! Do you know that the school actually took pictures of us during our examinations? Walau. Eh. Moreover, at 04.45, Yan Chong’s face was focused and zoomed in when he put his hand on his face showing how stressed he was. LOL. Yan Chong, the scholar. Hahaha. OH!!! ONE MORE THING! DO YOU KNOW HOW HILARIOUS IT WAS? LOL. Okay, when our school announced the top scholars, they would show the achievements of that person in CCA too. All of us know that Yan Chong is CCA-less, and yet, they put BB under his achievement! ALL OF US Couldn’t STOP LAUGHING LA! BB leh?! How long has it been since he quit that? LOL. Oh ya, the teachers also wished us all the best and I find Miss Yeo so cute. Haha. Why wasn’t Mrs Ram in?

Sighs. Oh ya, so today I got my result, obviously. I got 10. I was so shocked. English. The devil that I cannot escape from was crushed by me! Hahaha! I failed my English during my upper sec days, and my prelims and I managed a B3!!! OH MY GOODNESS! I was so overwhelmed by this la! Walau. I was so dumbfounded. Extremely. When I took my result, the first thing that I looked at was maths. Guess what? For both maths, I only got A2s. I was about to scream at the top of my lungs when Mrs Ram announced “You got A1 for both humans!” OH MY GOODNESS! I WAS SO ASTIONISHED! A1 FOR HISTORY AND SS/GEO!!! WHAT THE!!!! BUT MY MATHS... Oh... gosh. Then, as usual, Miss Leong came to me and bicker with Mrs Ram, complaining that I put too much effort in humans and lost focus on my forte. LOL. They bickered all the way until I left. LOL. Hilarious leh. Therefore, I conclude, it will be a win-win situation for students to have both Miss Leong and Mrs Ram as mentors. LOL. I had no idea how to react for not having A1s in maths. Maths. Maths. Tears are coming out. Ouch. Alright.

Oh, and I can be Mrs Ram’s best friend. LOL. I dreamt of myself getting 14 and B4 for history. That was nothing. I even saw Mrs Ram crying in my dream! Haha. Today she is so happy for
me!!! Haha!!! WOOTS!

I am so euphoric. Miss Tang told me she was proud of me. Haha. I hug her many times. I still can’t believe it. Cambridge actually accepted my poor script. I will like to kiss the marker. LOL. I own this to Miss Lee, really, and Miss Tang and especially Mr Cheng for my foundation. BIG THANKS TO THEM!

I am sorry to be insensitive just now. Sorry, now I calm down. I know Man had put in a lot of effort for English and B is definitely not acceptable to her. It was very, disappointing. I know. Look at her notebook and range of vocabulary. It was not fair to her. Same applies to Sab. Sab leh. I wonder if she could cope with that. Sighs.

Maths. Ouch.

I am more than contented to get a 10, although to me it is not a good score. Nevertheless, got to move on.

I don’t know what to tell those who did not achieve what they want. If I am them, I will break down and you know me... I just wished, they will recover and move on. The thing to do now is not to look back, regret, but take your stuff, move on, do better. Most importantly, if you did your best, then you did. If you didn’t, you ought to reflect. (Wait, is that looking back?)

I was holding back my emotions just now. Did you realise? Sok- AC, SM-A, LYNN-JJ (?), WS-P. Me? This time, we are really moving in our own ways, different routes. It’s like, we have been walking hand in hand on the pathway, and then at this crossroad, we take back and put our hands to our sides and take a step forward, on different road. It is painful. Very. I will hold somebody else’s hands and so will LYNN and peeps. I hate that. Alright, I accept it. Argh~
Try not to read this. LOL.
Xiang, we are growing up, we are stepping into JC/poly life. We are leaving this secondary school life, which automatically becomes memories. I miss you a lot. I wonder what it will be like if you are here, graduating with us, leaving the school with us... At least, I will not feel like a part of me is gone, everything will be so full like my bag pack has everything it supposed to have. Sighs. ARH!!! I am sadded. (LYNN’s singlish)

Alright. I am going to die!!! Haha. I am going to be 17, JC, University, work then die. LOL. Life is so typical. Haha.

LYNN, I love you.
Sok, I love you.
KEW DIDI, I love you.
NETTE, I love you.
IFFAH, DAPH, I love you 2.
SHAN, I love you.
JEANIE, WAN ZHEN, KAI LING, I love you3.
Oh, I am taking it that SM I am going with you. LOL.
SIDAH!!! SARAH!!! FAZA!!! SAB!!! I LOVE YOU LOADS!
OH CAT! I didn’t realise you read my blog. Sheesh. Haha. Thanks for being Jared. LOL.
Oh GOD! YOU SURPRISED ME.

And, my bet is on.
OH!! I forgot. Haha.

I was supposed to meet LYNN and XD at CCK control station at 1245. Right after I finished 1 big bowl of noodles, at 1215 I rushed to tie my hair. Then, Lynn called my handphone and I ‘gup’ it. LOL. Then I called her and she rushed me. I was having stomache la. I ran back to my room and Sok called my HP telling me she was at CCK already. Walau. I quickly tied my hair and ran up to take the train which was arriving in 1 minute. Walau. I didn’t get the chance to erm, you know. Haha.

In the school, the uncle who sells drinks gave Sok and I jelly!!! Haha.
SM, DEE, LYNN and I went to pizza hut for ‘lunner’. Haha. I could not finish my plate leh but I was drooling over LYNN’s Hawallian pizza. Haha. I didn’t realise she noticed and she passed me her last piece! Haha!!! I was so elated. Heh heh. Haha! LYNN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! BUT I LOVE PIZZA MORE. LOL. JK.

Hahaha.

Shit. It hurts!

Oh, to all sec4s, do your best!!! MAYMAY AR, YOU BETTER STOP THAT THINKING AR. CRY FOR THE GOOD THING NOT BAD THING HOR! GOONDOO! Haha! Oh ya, and Si Min and Chrismin and twins and JY. JIA YOU!!

Haha. I am melting with love and tears, joys... whatever..

Thursday, January 24, 2008

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PIKA~!

LOL.

It was heartbreaking. How could she leave just like that? She just reasoned that I wasn't rightfully hers anyway. ...

Haha. I will miss Miss Ching. I love her econs lessons! Sighs. Haha. She, together with Miss Boh(maths) told us that other teachers would take our class for other lessons. I was so sian diao la. Both of this teachers are good, their notes are clear, their lessons are clear. Then now they break the news that they are leaving us. Alamak.

My class was not sad actually. Haha. We took pictures with the 2 teachers, different times but same classroom. How nice! Haha.

I will definitely miss my econs lessons, esp when the next teacher supposedly is a middle-aged man. Arh. Sian.

GP lesson as usual, is a period for us to slack more. Haha. I have no idea how my GP teacher feels but I understand, it must be hard to teach lessons in that stituation where everyone were dozing off and... but, frankly, GP lessons are really dry.

Daph was like taking pictures with her phone, then used my phone. And Iffah's phone was out too. Haha. (We are not allowed to use phone during lessons.) GP teacher saw and he came over and asked if he could take a look of my phone. My heart skipped a beat. Haha.

He: What is that? Can I see? Is it a phone?

we were stunned and worried la. haha

D: Arh. No, it's a toy.
LOL.

Haha. Anyway, we still passed him my phone and he liked my phone! Haha. He praised that it was beautiful and the screen was big. HAHA. He looked at the table and realised we were using Sony Ericsson phones. With that, he thought Sony E must be good. To show us what he meant, he took out his phone and there, NOKIA. Haha. The one which Sarah and Mr Shasi used. Walau, his phone was in such a tip-top condition at the first look with no flaws, so scatches; black, shiney, reflective. He turned the phone and we saw this side of the phone with scotch tape! Oh my! Haha. He explained that the insert broke without him dropping the phone etc. What a shock. LOL. And he complained that the screen got dusty and he had no idea what to do. I was like... erm...

He is a nice teacher anyway. haha.

I don't know whose idea was it but out of a sudden Iffah and Daph wanted to sign on file. Haha. So funny la. We signed already then Jonathan Choo Choo train was beside us ma.. so we asked him to draw a train on our file and sign. AND HE DID! SO NICE! Haha.

LOL.

OH YA!!! I MUST NOT FORGET!

Gabriel is the funniest guy in my class. haha. Animated. LOL.
He is very good at slangs and lol, we recored his voice and I am Ssoooo tempted to put that as my ringtone. LOL. What is jackass ar? Haha. Cus it seems that when he act as that, his slang is super hilarious. LOL.

IffahDaphMINE!!

Mine's sliver one. Cool huh? LOL.

Final Product!!!

SSGT rank My dearest Sidah, You may have tt earlier than me, nevertheless, yours must be covered with tons of dusts and ours are brand new!!! Orh~ Don't jealous. Tsk Tsk. =PP

Haha. 3 in 1.

Oh. Why is my title pika??? Haha. Cus, Jonathan is Pika~CHOO! SO CUTE!!! LOL.

I prayed that the ship will not sink in its voyage before it reach the destination- forever.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

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spiritually tired

Sighs.

I brought a 'empty' me to GB, yesterday. I was supposed to teach the juniors drills as practice for DI test and I wore slippers. ha.

rank
HURRAY!!! WS, SM, JEANIE AND I RECEIVED OUR SSGTs RANKS!!! FINALLY!!! Haha. 4 stips. Do you how long have we waited for that? Do you know how tempting it is to sew our, LCoporal, Coporal and SGTs strips together? (that adds up to 6 strips. Out of range, LOL) As usual, at the start, Captain tried to agitate WS by feigning that she forgot who else was taking the rank. (WS was the last on the list) LOL. WS kept pleading and made lots of noise la! Haha. then she was given the permission to march out to the front. Haha. Then, after me, Captain stood in front of WS. That girl instantly shot up her hands for GB handshake plus the rank. Haha. Captain gave this smile to irrtate her and did not put the rank on WS's hand but instead, she tried to dropped it on her hand so she took time to aim etc, making WS super anxious. Haha! In a nutshell, we are OFFFICALLY SSGT!!! YEA!!! Haha.
OH! The 4 of us took pictures of the rank against the green table and made it as wallpaper. SO cool huh? Haha.

drills
We went to 3rd level outside Band room, a surprise. XXX and drug addict was in charge. I was stunned by the way they do drills. They looked at though they don't know what is the next step which they had done. They need to be prompted. Alright. I see. Blah, we moved to the parade square. Well...
The contingent was then separated into 2 groups, led by SM+WS, me and Jeanie. Their drills standard has improved, but the smartness is still not there. smartness. How do you teach that? OH! I am glad that I no longer need to tell them "Don't drag your boots!" Nonetheless, that is only 1.
Need more practice. MORE.
Smartness. Need more strength. Maintain poisture and all times. Eyes always look to the front, unless, DI ordered to look at her. Smartness... How do you teach that???
*I must apologise for my attitude today plus my inept leadership skills.

Sighs, didn't manage to go LYNN's house. Haah. And, when she might come to my house, I was at a very sleepy state. Hmmm. Bad timing all these while. Sighs.

The title is an understatement. I am spiritually, emotionally exhausted. I have seen friends converting to religion by a snap of fingers, some took some time to receive their .... And me? I have been pondering for 3 years and I am back, no, I have went further than start. This drives me crazy. I think too much, what a vexing problem can that be...

Sunday, January 20, 2008

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kss, neeann

YEA! Haha.
I am still tired. LOL.
I wore the pinafore again! It was so fun! I love wearing that!

OH! Back to yesterday’s post, on Jeanie A-hem the water. Haha. She just imitated merlion’s actions. LOL.

Econs is so fun!!! My econs teacher, a female who is young, beautiful and elegant gave me good remarks on my worksheet. Hehs. Anyway, today she gave instructions to get us into group for a quiz on the topic we learnt. My group, named WonderFool, got 11 point! Haha! Cheers! Haha. I am so proud of my group members. =D

WS and I went back to KSS, of course, I had changed back to KSS uniform. Miss Yeo and Mr Lim told us that we were still like sec4s. Haha.

Oh! No wonder the above was total boredom. Haha. I finally remembered what interesting thing happened today. A male classmate of mine, who was from a guys’ school did not appear when our class were at IRP place. All of a sudden, he came in wearing the same pinafore as me! GOSH! All of us were stunned by him la! Haha. Everyone laughed instantly at the look at him! OH MY... He looked so... cute?

HAHA! Our form teacher was there, angered and demanded for an answer. She reprimanded us that it was no laughing matter; nonetheless, no one could hold back their laughter and ignored her frowns. LOL. We kept laughing and laughing la! Iffah was calling him my sister. In my mind I was like, “Ya hor, same pinafore, same surname, sighs, my gay sister.” LOL. He did not mind us laughing though. Haha! It was so hilarious looking at his back. He carried a bag pack, and with a very boyish hair and the way he walked, ++, the pinafore was above his knees!! Oh MY... Haha.

WS told me she was going to meet Hui Qi at NeeAnn. I sincerely was excited can? Haha. Hui Qi leh... How long have I not met her? Haha. When I see her, I placed my arms on her shoulder and told her I miss her. Know what she said? She said I was like acting. Walau. Haha. Maybe it looks like la, as I was emotionally tired. Ya. Anyway, it was great! Chen Shuang was there too and we met Sheryl.

WS was crazy la. Haha. We started off to visit business department. (Alright, do you call that department?)(It’s block.) Shit. Wait. No, we went to the atrium first! Haha. I was greeted with fragrant Pop-corns and candy floss smells. Oh... Haha. A guy with a rather huge pink candy floss walked past me and I was tempted to stalk him. LOL.

When we realised donuts were given along with goodie bags, WS immediately offered to bring us there. Haha. We followed her to the business department and took our goodie bags, donuts and drinks. I was so embarrassed to see my neighbour there! Haha! I could not recognise her la! Haha. It had been a year since I saw her although she lived right there, beside me! Furthermore, I was used to her wearing pinafore and a boyish haircut and today, her hair was longer than mine! ARH!!! OH MY! Haha!

Oh, I have not reached the craziness part. Haha. Hui Qi was recounting her working experience to me when WS asked her something. We kinda ignored her. Haha. We continued the conversation and when we turned to look at her, she was so lang bei can? Haha. Her hand was full of things which we just received! (Despite having a big enough goodie bag) Haha.

WS took over my traits la! She ate the donut while I did not! Haha! Then don’t know which of us asked her to finish and take a new 1. Haha. She quickens and then, when we were very near to the donut place, we hurried her to finish the donut faster! Haha! She nodded in agreement and her mouth was so full! Haha! HQ and I kept making her laugh la! I asked her to clear any evidence like crumps on her mouth etc. LOL. She really wanted another donut leh!

In the end, we did not go back. When we walked out of the place, her mouth was still full and was struggling to swallow. A guide walked towards us and asked us where we wanted to go etc. WS wanted to answer but she could not! Haha! Then she was so desperate for water so the drink they gave came in handy. Haha. WS drank ¾ of the drink with 3 go! Haha. Then I said if she want, she can finish and go take a new drink. Haha! She almost spilled out la! Haha!

The booths were rather boring. Seriously. To the extent that, we took the lift and went to visit the classrooms! Haha! We went to the 3rd floor first, and a guy came in. My gosh, his shorts or what was out of his pants la! Haha. I was right behind him so he could not see my face at all. I WAS TRYING SO HARD NOT TO OPEN MY MOUTH! LOL. CUS if I did, I would laugh like mad woman. Hah! The blue thing was tucking out of his pants la! Haha. Sheryl pressed all the buttons on the lift so that we could go see every level and explore.

Anyway, WS, HQ and I went to explore. Haha. Most of the classrooms were vacant, but some were still having lessons. Then I was come up with this, “Wei Shan, if anyone ask, we shall say we are looking for your bro, alright.” Haha! Crazy la! Haha! HQ said we could use the excuse that we were searching for washrooms. Haha. When we were leaving one of the levels, one of the lessons just ended and the students walked behind us. WS was so nice to them! She actually opened the door and hold for them! Haha. How kind... LOL.

We explored 3 levels of classrooms and one part of the staircase when we did not take the lift. LOL.

the girls

class

Friday, January 18, 2008

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Out with classmates, girls!

It was nice. Really, fine and nice.
All of us went to JP!!! WOOTS!

OH!
Sorry Jeanie, I have to talk about it. =D Cheers.
Haha.
I wore CHIJ st nics pinafore today. Oh my! It was so so so fun! I LOVE IT!

Oh, and Tai Yi saw.
Shit

Haha. Anyway, I greeted Jeanie after school when she was drinking water. Guess what? She a-hem the water when she realise I was wearing pinafore!

LOL.

Anyway, we wandered in JP for god-knows what and why. Haha. We went to Toy R Us and had fun there! Haha. Foam-made knife, teddys etc.. It was crazy. Haha. Pauline was so elated to see her boyfriend, the spiderman. LOL.

That Daphne was making me running round and round in that place.

We went to Kiddy Palace too. Haha!

OH! Iffah bought 60cents for herself, me and Daphne! haha! It's flip phone somemore! IN the phone is a sweet, resembles lollipop.. Haha. Can use in school. LOL.

Daphne, Iffah and I took several attempts to take proper pic on the train which brought us peals of laughters. None of the pic was well-done.

Haha.

Tml got phy test.

Hai.

Bored.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

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Good Day!

I am beginning to love my classmates, as in girls. Haha. We even decided to bring bread and jams for break! Haha. Save money!

My maths teacher has taken 2 days off so a male relive teacher replaced her for today. He barely spoke 3 sentences and I praised him as a good teacher. Haha. I am so bias because, today this teacher made me pick up my pace and I solved the maths questions fast enough, satisfying pace. Then I realise there was actually someone in class who was faster than me by one part, (ii). I wanted to box him lor. LOL. I didn't mean to be competitive la. haha. I just find it fun on him. His sleeping record, longest was 48hours leh! Better still, he sleeps in class too! However, don't under estismate him, he is hardworking type de.. Tsk. Has I picked all these thoughts from Sok? Haha.

Chinese lesson was on a heavy track today. (heavy track? wth am I saying? ) We started on the text on praise for bees. I have absolute what is chim about this to make this text an A level txbk story. Nonetheless, I was serious in lesson despite the fact that Pauline was playing with my correction tape and my arm. She was so fascinated by my tape. LOL. She is so cute la. Back to the lesson. Then, I replied questions which my chi teacher asked and she asked me if I was a higher chi student. erm... That is second time.

Am I so chii-na?
LOL.

Haha.
Today is full of fun!!! =D

Monday, January 14, 2008

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random

I got to say thanks to WS for helping me out with comp stuff because it allows me to do loads of things now. Haha.

I went blog-hopping just now and read about friends' lifes.
I really miss them a lot. Mei Qiao. I miss her craziness and laughter and her vocals. Haha. She is still the same. Then I read Eng Band1 students' blog and I can picked up some phrases from them! Good one. I shall do that more often. I didn't realise, Evelyn can be funny. Really. Haha.

I was online for hours, from 10plus to 2am?WTH. I never did that before. It's a strain to my eye and I waste a lot of energy, electricity, don't I? Haha. I was about to go offline when Sidah appeared. It was hilarious. She just popped up and got scoldings from me for being online when I was about to sleep. She received loads of scoldings. If the phrase, beating is doting and scolding is loving is true, wow, Sidah must be so well-loved yesterday, no, this very early morning. Tsk Tsk. How nice I was to her? LOL. She was so well pampered by me... Tsk Tsk. HAHA!

Everyone seems to be using their time efficently, shopping, working, studying. Is there anyone out there like me whom, stone? LOL.

NVM. Let me go back to orisinal. THANKS SM FOR THAT GAME!

HAHA!

AND OH!!! JULITTA's BRO IS SOOOO CUTE!!!!
=D

Sunday, January 13, 2008

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back to kss

ARH!
That is overwhelming. Haha. Later I explain the reason.

Yesterday I was elate. Shermin asked the GB SSGTs to meet for lunch. WS, Jeanie and I got to Lot 1 first. I was famished so I got a waffle first. Hehs. After which we walked to control station to meet SM, Sok and Shermin. Sadly, Sok was not there. She decided to return to KSS first. I was about to frown then I looked at SM. What the... I miss her leh. I can’t believe that. Haha! I had been seeing her during work and now I actually miss her! Oh dear.

Allow me to be sensational today. Wait, I mean expressive and frank.

I always like to treat SM as though I don’t care about her but Haha, alright, I don’t deny, not seeing her is a tough thing. I love and miss her a lot.

Sighs. I hate this like how I hate to tell XD I do miss her. This is so annoying! Arh.

They treat me! Haha. 2 years ago, WS, SM and Sher treat me pizza as birthday with a small choc cake! That melted my heart. However, last year we missed that so SM treat me pizza at her house. Then yesterday I got another one!!! Haha.

We got back to school and I saw my Laopo Wan Zhen!!! Haha. She asked me to find her at second floor. Well, I was not obedient. Sok saw me and she gave me such tight hug as though I was a very cute teddy. =D I was surprised but I love that. =) Then both our juniors asked for our help to catch dried leaves which they would threw from the area outside Band room (also music room). It was not bad cos’ I caught 4 times! Good skills. Haha. Anyway, when I got to Laopo, she pretended to be frustrated. Haha. I rubbed her cheeks. I cannot act normal when Laopo is there. I love her a lot but the way I treat her is very different from how I treat friends. Very different.

I only got high when I saw LLL! LOL. Then Sok was like me when she saw Miss Tan. There was Mr.Shasi too. Miss Lee gave me a hug. Oh my. Haha. I never tell her or show her I like her, in fact I like to lock emotions inside when I see her, just in case my tongue runs away with me. I just don’t want her to know about me. Tsk. What’s with me? Maybe I just don’t want another Mr. Cheng. ???

Talking to Mrs Ram was the best. Haha. I miss her and history lesson. I admit I love Miss Fazlin and used to feel more towards Miss Fazlin. Nonetheless, things change. You get it.
Are the above thoughts childish? Well, I simply can’t stop myself from getting emotional and all kiddish when coming to teachers.

Blah.

Mr Kat was as humorous as ever. He is the only male teacher who really showed how much he missed us. Wow. He is cute and funny. If only he is chemistry teacher in the JC I will go, I will take Chemistry as H2 subject.

After sending Sok home with despair, I went to help with cooking. I suspect the secondary ones had taken drugs. LOL. JK. I should say they were very enthusiastic and high during the bombing game. They were very alert and sure who they bomb next. I heard them playing it for 3minutes before one of them really lost. Trust me, their voices were loud and in unison even after a long day.

We used mess tins which come in pairs, one bog one small. The big cover is usually to cover the small one to cut the time for heating the water. The reason, simply convection current. 2 students asked why we covered. They were from upper sec some more.
Before we left, I gave the twins hugs. I realised my friends, and juniors had triggered the motherly instincts/hormones etc in me. They are like my children just that not very close because I don’t contact them. I shall put in more effort. Should I? They just need to know I am there when needed.

Blah.

One thing I really can’t get it. Why doesn’t the school allow graduates from KSS to stay later than 6pm? We just graduated last year and they treat us as though we will bomb the school. Note that I have peace like a river. I doubt anyone in KSS can be so vengeful until they decide to bomb the school after 4 years in it. Moreover, there is nothing to be angry with KSS. I love the school.

I had more fun today. I had appointment with LYNN for lunch too!

As usual, I can be late when meet Sher at her station, in addition, Sher will always be later. Haha! We met and had breakfast with Jeanie in Limbang. It had been ages ever since the last time I had Mac, furthermore, at Limbang.

It was boring. I met Sok and the first thing she did was taking my bag away, threatening to bring home. LOL. What’s with her? Haha.

We walked around and saw big red plastic bags filled with books. Those were books gathered after the clearance of lockers. Guess what? We found treasures! Haha. We saw dictionaries, books which are very new, but are useless to us. Then we saw this series of books. Oh my. They were like guilds to different things, business, medicine, grammar, spelling, quotations, computing thesaurus and a dictionary. Whoever owned that in the past is really... tsk. S’he don’t treasure them, we shall! Sok took dictionary and medicine, Jeanie took business, I took the others excluding spelling. =D

Looking at the books they left in lockers... I can conclude that, either kids nowadays are too rich or these people had no interest in studies at all.

Oh, then we had UGs showcase. The first 12 girls who came to GB played sherrads with us! WS gave me the word devotion. Man... Of course, people guess it. Blah.

Miss Leong left the laptop with us after the showcase. Haha! The mischievous couple, as in pair, Jeanie and WS began to play pinball. Haha! Jeanie put her name as WS and WS put her name as Jeanie. Jeanie was a better player and scored over million points, while WS, on the other hand, never hit half a million. LOL.

I am silly. I realised my new pen had a small bulb at the cover. WS who was bored took it and shone on Sher and, one of them said “You are under arrest!” How bored can we be? Then the 2 of them kept taking turns to use my pen and played the game “You are under arrest, you can say anything you wish to but whatever you say will be blah.” Sighs. Going 17...

LOL. WS and Sher were given the task to take pictures for amazing race. At GB station, the kids had to play Hui lai bah! and find hidden cards. Yupp. WS and Sher were so excited hiding the cards. When one of the kids was looking at this painting when the card was right behind it, the 2 crazy women took my pen and kept beeping. LOL.

Whatever. Haha.

Oh! Before that Sok had to go and I send her out again. Haha. We were holding hands la. Haha! We are straight hor! Haha. I asked myself what this action made me felt. I don’t know. It’s normal. Haha. It reminded me Xiu Han and I used to do that in sec1. The sweet old times... OH! There is only 1 person I cannot treat her like this, WS. Imagine we holding hands... oh my goodness, don’t make me vomit.

Oh no. 1309 words le. I still have loads to say. I promise to cut with my utmost effort. Haha. I
will fail.

Alright at 2plus (LYNN was in a bus from Tampanies, my lunch!), drills section, finally we were asked to help! Jeanie went home by then. WS, Sher and I went down and taught drills. I went off soon.

I met LYNN at 3plus. Haha! Then Sher told me she put her stuff in my bag! LOL. I had to meet her at 4plus. Goondoo. Haha. LYNN and I went to KFC for lunch. She wanted me to treat her pizza hut! Man, I was feeling faint. Suddenly I remembered it was weekend and there was no student meal! Thank God! LYNN gave up and I treat her KFC. Haha.

We went to shop lunch. Barely 5 minutes had passed and we brought our clothes. LOL. I accompanied her to buy present for her friend. However, when we were looking at the necklaces, she was looking if any suits her too. Haha. She very... you know. Haha.

She, another one. She invited me to her house again but if I did went, we would reach her house at 6pm. Know what she said? She said “Aiya, 6pm nia...” Walau eh. Haha. 6pm leh! What time can I leave to be home before night? LOL. She was persuading me and I was tempted. Man! I WAS! Indeed, it has been a long time since we chat, as in at her house. Haha.

A pang of emotions hit me and I can’t differentiate what is what. I am in MI now, even though it is not a famous school, students there don’t ace but the education they give is acceptable and the people there I met are nice! Joelle, Daphene, Pauline, Iffah, Fatin, Shafiqah, Cheri and Amanda, my classmates... I like them! It’s a nice fresh start which I wanted all along since sec4. I don’t need my closest friends to be there, most probably because I have WS and Jeanie there who means a lot to me too. I don’t feel lonely. Then, I sensed, felt how much people missed me. They made me feel like crying and telling myself I can’t separate from them, I can’t do it. Is that true? I don’t know. What LYNN and SOK had done is enveloping me! Maybe it’s there, just that I push those away unknowingly. The fact that, I really, miss Sok and LYNN a lot and I am not with them these days! Damn it. Why do I melt so easily? My specific heat capacity must be really low. LOL. On the other hand, I am very confident of our friendships and our hearts are so linked, I don’t feel anything. That seems heartless. What’s with me now?

Saturday, January 12, 2008

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orientation

I got into MI for the PAE period. The orientation was fun actually but exhausting at the same time. The first day of orientation was focused on the school environment. Compared to JCs like ACJC, this school is definitely not glamorous enough. Still, the school is big; it has 2 storeys library, a little auditorium and a stadium of its own! The 2nd day of orientation was so exciting. I shall talk about the mystery game which started at 7.30pm. Oh before that, I should introduce the clans. The PAE students were grouped into 8 clans, namely, Addams’ Family, Weasleys’ Family, Jetsons, Barneys, Simpsons, Robinsons, Flintstones, and Neutrons. I was in Addams! Haha.

All the clans gathered at the stadium where lights were dim. The emcees reported that there was a murder happened in our school and we were supposed to find the characters involved to find clues to the murderer. The rules were that one, we must not poke the characters, two, we must not stand too close to the characters because they might hurt you and lastly, do not make the characters laugh. LOL. There were 5 blocks in the school. During the game, all 4th and 5th level lights were off. The classrooms, gym, library, sick bays did not have the lights switch on either. It was spooky and scary walking in the school. Addams’ first station was at a small garden. Before we noticed the character, we were greeted by the swish sound made by someone sweeping the floor. My hair was standing up. Then we saw the gardener. He continued his sweeping rhythm despite 100+ people was walking towards and yakking about him. We were allowed to ask only 3 questions. 5Addams went closer to the character and asked him questions. His first answer was not clear but enough to hear his voice was deep. After the Q&A, ADDAMS squeezed together to hear what the conversation was like. All out of a sudden, the gardener roared and held his broom horizontally, aimed at us and tried to hit us! Girls screamed and shrieked, running for their lives. Some guys ran away too. Haha! One of our leaders yelled at us to come back which we did. Meanwhile, the insane gardener swept his floor like nothing happen again. What the. We tried to calm down and pay attention. Once again, the gardener repeated his craziness and everyone ran! Who wants to continue to stay there after 2 attacks? The leader desperately shouted to get us back on the grass. Neh ar. Haha. That gardener already scared the hell out of us.

Oh, he was not the murderer.

Our next station was the sick bay. This time, Atiqah was one of the people who went to ask questions. She and the other 4 people went into the dark room. Others were out in the lights, anxious about what this character would do. Surprisingly, they came out safely, no screaming, no nothing. Atiqah told me that the character’s back was facing them, letting down her long straight hair and gave evil answers. E.

Oh, and I forgot. As we were walking and waiting, you could hear screaming everywhere from different clans and characters. How horrifying.

Blah. We should talk about the funny parts.

Wei Shan was in Weasleys. Her clan had funnier experience. Her first station was at an open area at the 3rd floor. The character there was... the dead! The victim! Ta-dah! Haha. She recounted that the victim was sitting on this chair, resting her head on the table. The victim also let down her hair, different case because her hair looked like the characters in cartoon who just stepped out of a room where explosion happened! Haha. She did not flinch or stir when Weasleys was there and tried to talk to her. Guess what WS did? She poked the victim! Haha! Some guys began to tap her (did they? I forgot) and OI her. Then, similarly, she suddenly looked up, reached out her arm and strangled 1 of the guys! Serves that guy rights to bully the dead and ignore the rules. Haha. However, that guy must be so frightened. Walau.
I did not to 2B chalet for some family problems and abandon LYNN to stay overnight as the only girl. Sorry Lynn. Really. I wonder if I can make up coming with another chalet at Dec.

Guess not.

My GB captain is sending me to the DI test which I dread about currently. I am not prepared. Definitely not. How long had it been since I last command or do drills? It had been 6months after I passed the stage3 drill test. I wonder if I can get through this. I cannot command as loudly as Shirley or SM can. Dorothy and Shirley are not going so I am solo this time. Solo. What the. I am scared and yet anticipating for this test. If I fail, then good, I can go with SM next year

I wish. Really.

I miss Sok. It’s also very weird not to see LYNN, XD, Shida and etc in school. It feels weird not to see the familiar faces and OH! The first person that came into my mind now is Mr Sia! Haha. Then there is Miss Lee, Miss LimLL, and Mr Cheng etc. I even miss Mr Shasi. Believe that.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

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