Dear God,

Thank You for placing Mervyn in my life. Thank You for being the awesome Daddy You are by letting us cross paths with one another. You led us to know more of our inner-self and also to know our relationship with God, where we are at. I am thankful because God in this journey, I know You have always been watching us.

I will be meeting him later, Daddy God, I pray that Your presence be strongly felt in our midst. I pray that God we will speak the words only if they come from You. I pray that we will be practicing love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, faithfulness and self-control.  Let Your love flow through our hearts because You also said out of our hearts we speak, Let us speak God's love to each other.

Not only that, I also pray that we can motivate and encourage each other well. We will be able to see things beyond ourselves. We will be caring for one another in the manner you want us to.

Daddy God, above all else, Your plans are important. I pray that we will seek Your word, seek Your direction and move in that direction. Please please bless Mervyn loads, give him the vision You have for him so that he can expand it even further. Give him extra love, so that he can extend it to many of Your people. Make his effort multi-fold his harvest I pray. Lord, help him find comfort, satisfaction and a very strong bond with You.

If it's in Your will, help us to find a way back to each other.

I am thankful You are always here with us and I know that with You; all things will end good.

Thank You Daddy God,

In Jesus' name,
Amen!

Dear M, 

Daddy God, heal our hearts and make it clean, take the pain away and refresh our spirits. I pray that M will be a new man today for his heart sits well with You, for Your love embraces him and Your strength is what He can reply on. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.

Crying so hard and decides I really must not marry the wrong person for the pain was never before

I only have half an hour left...

But I must because today was another checkpoint. I witnessed my colleague's growth, the glow in her. I am truly happy for her. I can't deny at some point I was skeptical about her witnessing a villain's growth as well but almost immediately, you got to thank God this is happening. What's not right with people becoming better? Aren't we supposed to celebrate with joy as well? I only hope, this lasts and please, trust that God is watching her.

And Jie questioned me about his personality. HEH. I WAS RIGHT. HAHAHA after reading through the 8 and thinking real hard who he is, I got it right. The only one so far so he said. ^^ Of course la Jie, all the ups and downs I went through with you, how can I not know you, YOU.

I was thinking how much I thank God for people He placed around me. Even Niang Niang, when I barely know her for a year or two? It's truly amazing.

But it came to my attention, today may be another checkpoint. For I felt peaceful, I felt acknowledged, assured rather and how can you discount God when He really moves in your life?

You give and take away

A lot of worship songs came to mind. Every season comes a song that follows and carries me through.

The beauty of holiness brings worship anew, my greatest love is You

I thank God I get to share with Yvonne. I thank God I have a life ahead to create so many beautiful memories and what more walk and impact every life there is. How awesome it is.

Daddy God, be with me, I pray.

HOW I MISS DRILLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Omg when I hit 30, or before, and I have hit my pay targets pretty well PLEASE PLEASE SEND ME TO DO DRILLS AGAIN. I miss it soooooooooooo much!!!!

hahaha love drills to death.


LOVE.

On the side note, it was a good national day meeting with Shu Yuan and all. It wasn't bad really, we really enjoyed the catch up, maybe can do this as yearly affair hahaha.

But thank God for some friendship that last.

This Sat should be visiting RX. My heart is tired of friendship with Dona. I miss him a lot but when I made the decision to keep the old friendship in my heart and move on, I supposed life would be easier for him. Less issues from me = happier Dona right?

I wish to write my last heartfelt story or a card to him but I worry so that it will make him breathless. That I will be suffocating him, if it is so that by letting go the friendship as in freeing the rein is a good things for him, I guess I will do it bah. Whether he will care enough to tighten it.. it's his choice bah right?

Or maybe, things arent as bad as I think

"OMG!!!!! I FINALLY CLEAR QC!!!!!! I TOTALL Y CANT BELIEVE IT BUT. CAN YOU IMAGINE??? I actually claered QC??? This is the MOST amazingly thing that can happen to me this year!! All the tears all the sweats and all the forcing myself to run for it. OMG and tears just really sprang out of my eyes when I saw the thing in my system. THAT bar crossing that 90 Mark. That's the most amazing feeling in this world omg.

When I sat there and saw it, I just cried, I just cry. My tears came out and my colleagues were congratulating me. I just hugged Yvonne and cry. Dam drama la I know but how who knows the shit out of this and how much this can mean to me and Jeffrey. Which!!! Hahaha I went to his room and said "boss I cleared QC" and then I started crying again LOL. But boss was so so so happy and he came over to like the arm shoulder thing ahaha. He said he was really happy as well and that you know this didn't come easy and it's a good thing I hit it that it can mean so much for me and my family!! Indeed.. indeed. One of the most amazing thing in my life.

But now right, it's only mid dec.. I can try for QCE. HAHA Yvonne thinking of it. Shall we? Last 16 days Cheong shit hahah.

OMG whatever just left me go high first woohoo!!!!!!! Hahahahaha. "