emo.elmo.

all of a sudden, i realised that someone who you treat as a very good friend doesnt even treat you as one. HAHA. what a joke. i was super looking forward to meeting up with my dearest friend when he/she said that date was my day. yet again, i got another disappointment. guess you dont wanna meet me as much as i wanna meet you. felt so stupid & foolish. im not that important a friend afterall. sigh...

i dont understand why you wanna tell me stuff & you dont message or call me to tell me about it. cos i dont go online that often anymore. & i used to call you to check if you're alright & is coping well with school. but i realised you never did anything of that sort. im so 一厢情愿. maybe im the only one treating you as my super close friend, you never did treat me as one.

so ironic. :(