minyi is so stupid. so dumb.

because of my stupidity, i have caused so much unwanted trouble to my groupmate & myself.
i shouldn't be so careless. i shouldn't be so dumb to believe in a stranger. now, im really in deep shit. URGH. screw that asshole for pragrising me. i hope that asshole gets the rightful punishment tml. & things can be solved tml. i seriously want this issue to rest. im tired. & fuck you, you asshole! & SORRY TO MY GROUPMATES. SORRY FOR ALL THE TROUBLE I CAUSED DUE TO MY STUPIDITY. I PROMISE THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN! PROMISE!

where are you when i needed you so much, darling?

timeout please.

EDITED! 11.13pm.
attempted to do my first own blog banner & my new blog skin. YAY!
mission accomplished! ;D

OH YES! PEOPLE PLEASE TAG ME LERH! MY TAGBOARD IS SO DEAD!

ohmygawd. tons & tons of work is piling up. & im suffocating under this huge pile. i seriously need to call for timeout from school. im in a serious need for a break. but im so not looking forward to the 2 weeks break. cos i'll have to complete the FOI project, KSCC project, HR Project No.2. OHMYGAWD. i've never been under such huge stress before man. my pimples are all popping out all over my face. my complexion is so chui! & i hate looking into the mirror now. URGH.

& someone still have to come by and pissed me off badly today. my aim for today was to complete for Comm skills PTN, HR Reflection Journal, HR Mindmap, PFP tutorial & study for the monday's test. but! some idiot spolit my day badly. URGH. what an asshole. cheating people into sharing things with them. YUCKS! i totally despise them man. & after quarreling with that asshole for a few hours, im now left with no mood to do anything. really darn F-ed up can! i seriously felt like killing that asshole when i found out that it (read: you dont need to know if its a he or she) lied & cheated me into sharing whatever things which was not intended to be shared with it. YUCKS! hate liars! hate hate HATE! now, it made me have totally no mood to get anything done. WAH FUCK! confronted it & it still thinks it is not wrong after i repeated myself for like 3 times? like HELLO! i dont have much patience okay. & my patience have always been low since school started. but you just had to blew me up. & i attempted to reason things with you, but your pea brain dont seems to understand. & it still have the cheek to ask for help from me. how thick skinned can it be? i think its bullet proof already. woah. im feeling so so so mad now. okay. the end. i dont wanna continue about this assholic issue. it is just going to piss me off more only.

-taking a very very very deep breathe- *BREATH!*

okay. enough of that irritating infuriating asshole. here's my week.

thursday was KSCC as usual. went out early that morning but i still ended up taking a cab & burn my own pocket badly! CAUSE! the stupid 969 took 129479283658642 years to come. & 2 came together. both opened the back door for passengers to alight & zoomed off. WOAH! was super mad okay! from wont be late to almost late, have to take cab. seeing my 20 bucks fly makes my heart ache. :( furthermore, im getting poorer. my bank account have been depleting faster than the F1 cars lo! ohmygawd. i need more income. but i dont have time to work now. URGH. i feel so upset can. RAWWWRRRRRR!

thursday night was the scary one. marianne suddenly said that friday's HR class is cancelled & changed to consultation. & we dont even know our timing of the consultation. WOAH! scare the shit out of me can! but fortunately, we asked the right person, & stopped scarying ourselves.

so friday was consultation of HR. our tutor is a weird guy. he doesnt like to see whatever we have done from our laptops. he always insist that we print them out or else, he wont see them. talking about saving the earth eh? IT IS SO NOT ENVIRONMENTALLY FRIENDLY AT ALL! imagine the amount of poor trees which died bcos of him? definitely tons of them! & we were late for the consultation cos we went to print the things out, & so chun chun, the printer decided to go crazy & not print our stuff, so after waiting for sometime, we printed our stuff but was late. & he still got the cheek to say cause we're late that's why he is rushing us during the consultation. WA LAO! he is a lecturer lerh. so not professional can! i used to think he is just biased against my group. but i heard my other classmates commenting that he is bad too. which means he is mean to everyone in my class lo. cos the comments are from DHL students. OHMYGAWD! can you imagine how bad that is? i seriously dont want my results to suffer okay! i've never been this diligent in my work since poly started. & if he is going to make us down cos he dont like us. im going to bring this up to the course manager!

okay. i think i ranted about too much today. but yes. im kinda done with ranting. RELIEVE RIGHT? haha.

here's something happier. met up with my dearest clique for dinner in the evening at kenny rogers. photos are secretly taken by sophie. but i dont have them yet. will post them up if they're nice. HAHAHA.

okay. im pretty hot tempered lately, cos im very stress. im sorry if i did offend anyone unintentionally. IM SORRY! :D stress has really taken a toll on me, with all the pimples & poor anger management. IM SORRY!

UPCOMING EVENTS! which i totally dont look forward to.
this week:-
1) PFP Test on Monday
2) HR Problem 1 Report Submission on Wednesday
3) HR Mindmap Presentation on Friday
4) Comm Skills 2 Business Document Submission on Friday

the following week:-
1) MID-SEMS! im having paper on the last two day larh! URGH.

okay. i wanna go watch some teevee & destress a bit now. HAHAHA. bye bye.

oh yes. btw, i love gossipgirl. :D hahah.
okay. i know its super random.

LASTLY, TO DARLING.
im missing you so badly now. hope everything is well at work!
loveyou. missyou. yearntoseeyou! JIA YOU! :D

welcome back wanjun! ;D

HELLOOOOO! :D im blogging now alright. & im trying to recall what i did for the past week.

okay. lets see. i've been busy with school, with projects, with friends, family, & of cos, darling boy. :D & im starting to get on track with work. HAHAHA. time is enough now. for the time being. ;D

anyways, went out with darling boy on friday to vivo for marche! YUMMY! one craving down! HAHAHA. love spending time with darling, love darling to the max max max! :D

& & & WANJUN IS BACK! :D WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE, GIRL! :D went to fetch her with qinghui & sophie on saturday! waited till we almost died in the airport. her flight was delayed for about an hour. both me & qinghui were about to go nuts, sitting & staring at the screen. began doing stupid things. & after the long wait, she finally appeared! HAHAHA. so happy to see her can. i almost cried when i saw her. was fighting back my tears can! MISS HER A LOT LO!

after seeing her & catching up a little, we parted our ways & i headed to darling's place. initial plan was to gym & swim. but i was having a bad headache. went to his place, had dinner & went home.

& im completing my driving soon! 3 more lessons to go & i'll be able to book my practical test date! YAY YAY YAY! but anyway, had my compulsory auto lesson yesterday, & auto car is SUPER easy to drive can! JUST ACCELERATE OR BRAKE! no need to bother about the stupid clutch. just release the brake & the car gets moving. my left foot suddenly feel so free lo. LOL. but im still going to take a manual license. HAHAHA. okay. i know im kinda contridicting. but this is me. HEHE.

okay. i think that's about it for now. i've got report & peer teaching notes to do. & i've to be in school by 8.30 for KSCC tml. URGH. i still dread it after 5 weeks. hahaha. just wanna get it done & over soon ASAP! ;D

alrights people. gdnight. :D

emo.elmo.

all of a sudden, i realised that someone who you treat as a very good friend doesnt even treat you as one. HAHA. what a joke. i was super looking forward to meeting up with my dearest friend when he/she said that date was my day. yet again, i got another disappointment. guess you dont wanna meet me as much as i wanna meet you. felt so stupid & foolish. im not that important a friend afterall. sigh...

i dont understand why you wanna tell me stuff & you dont message or call me to tell me about it. cos i dont go online that often anymore. & i used to call you to check if you're alright & is coping well with school. but i realised you never did anything of that sort. im so 一厢情愿. maybe im the only one treating you as my super close friend, you never did treat me as one.

so ironic. :(

how i wish time can stop.

FREEZE MAN! how i wish there's really something called a time machine man. i'll be invincible man! i can just stop or fast-forward the time as and when i like! LOVE IT! but HAHA! i can just dream on larh. URGH.

i need time time TIME! :( i dont seemed to have enough time to do things i wanna do. i need to have study time, family time, darling's time, friends' time & of cos my own time. but after school have started, i dont seemed to have enough time to fit everything in nicely. :( URGH. im so angry with myself. my poor time management is taking a toil on me. URGH. i need to stop whining & get some work done. RAWR! RAWR! RAWR! okay. i should stop whining.

here's some proper blogging. :) nowadays, my life is just school & going out with darling. (: went to gym & swim with darling on thursday. den friday was CCN day. had school & wasted time sitting in the room, waiting for my tutor to go to each group for consultation. WASTE TIME SIA! but anyway, im happy because i dont have anymore 9am lessons for the time being till around the end of the sem! HAHAHAH. SO HAPPY CAN! & anyway, met darling after school. he bought rose for me! :D:D:D & we went to eat my long awaited sakae buffet! & that night, went st james, boilers with joy & cheryl. WOOHOO! havent been clubbing for more than half a year. im so craving for one man. HAHAHA. im so glad that darling dint mind! BUT ANYWAY! i was a good girl alright! ;D

alrights. i hope i dint miss anything out. HAHA. ;D alrights. i've got work to do. bye bye!

im starting to dread school.

hello. time check now is 3am in the morning. was trying to do my HR peer teaching notes. & im super hungry now. SHYT! :(

anyways, its like the 4th week of school & im starting to dread school. it isnt so much a breeze like last sem. having a mind filled with question-marks during FOI. getting frustrated doing HR PBL. URGH! totally mad-ness! & to add on to my sorrows, mid-sem test is in about 3 weeks' times. im so not looking forward to school everyday. URGH. at least, we have started on our HR PBL. as for finance, i know nuts about what we are actually supposed to do for both projects. :( ultra sadness can! & i've got 2 projects & 2 PBL to do this sem. both projects are finance subjects & im starting to lose myself during lecture & tutorial. I DONT UNDERSTAND! :(

ohmygawd. i feel so stressed now can! :( RAWR! stress has taken a toll on me. im even more impatient lately. (i know im already quite impatient.) & poor darling has to bear with my nonsense all over again. sorry, darling. i'll try my best to control, yea? promise! :D minyi dislike school now. minyi doesnt like her timetable. 'cos lessons end super late most of the days & by the time, i get home, im too tired to get any work done. i'll only have the weekends to do it, which is definitely not enough. URGH. this sucks. sucks. sucks!

every week, the same things happen. i'll have settled the plans for the week when something suddenly pops up & foil my plan. i super hate it when my plans are foiled! seriously hate it. but some of my tutors just love to make last minute changes to schedules! ULTRA IRRITATING! 25 person have to accomodate to just 1 of them. YES! they are the lecturer, but that doesnt give them the right to keep changing others' schedule can! its not as if we're not paying them right! URGH. & i super dislike people forcing their way on me. different people has different ways of doing things, & that is the way we work. we're making progress alright! URGH! stop bossing us around! STOP! you're just the facilitator, we're not obliged to doing things your way! RAWR!

the thought of the piling amount of work makes me feel so tired. one fine day, i may just die under that huge pile of work. (or maybe i should let myself die under the pile of work, at least, i dont feel so stressed!) :( i feel so helpless now. :( & i dont like this feeling. URGH! :(
MINYI IS SO SO SO SOOOOOO NOT HAPPY! :(

YAY! lappie recovered!

okay. its the same old problem again. a faulty motherboard & RAM! got it changed & VIOLA! my laptop is working again! HEHE. :D so h-a-p-p-y can!

anyways, here are some photos taken last friday. :D

alrights. its KSCC again tml. a deadly 8.30am day! :( so ironic. my timetable is clean for thursday, yet i've to be in school by 8.30am because im SO LUCKY to be having my KSCC attachment this sem. :( bye now.

blog blog blog.

okay. i know i havent been blogging. & i kinda lost track on what happened. here's just some bits & pieces.

watched 2 movies last week, "Tropic Thunder" & "The Coffin". tropic thunder was kinda lame but not funny, GROSS infact. give it a 2.5 out of 5. as for the coffin, im someone who waste money watching horror movies. im covering my eyes with darling's hands most of the time. :P but darling & all says that it is not a good horror show. give it a 2.5 out of 5. ;)

went to clarke quay for some nightlife with darling last friday. it was halloween, btw. (: quite a number of pubs were having halloween theme party. had a fun time seeing people all dressed up in costumes like the simpsons, mario. havent been there for super long. hahaha. & so went there for waraku in the evening, followed by walking around clarke quay & ice-cream at haagen daz. ;D bought perfume for myself & cologne for darling. ;D ESCADA MOON SPARKLE! so nice & sweet. anyways, i totally enjoyed myself to the fullest that day. I LOVE YOU, DARLING! ;D

& i did tutorials okay! hahaha. spent my saturday doing tutorials at home. ;D felt so accomplished. LOL. & i seriously hope i can continue & do every tutorial larh. HEES! :D

oh yes. school was a killer today. had lessons from 10-6 with only short breaks (not even an hour long) in between. :( i almost died can. & worst is all of them are finance tutorials. almost wipe out all my brain cells lo. was freaking restless after 4 hours of lesson. could not concentrate & listen anymore at around 3 plus. i seriously hope they dont put all the makeup tutorials together again. i'll really die! :( & i have a weird tutor for finance. she can really self-entertain herself during class. she even started skipping her way around the classroom when she was teaching. LOL. & almost everyone agreed that she can be an actress. LOL.

& on a very sad note, my laptop died. :( so that pretty explains me missing-in-action from the cyberworld. it have been hanging & giving blue screen since last thursday night. i almost died can. was trying to do my comm skillls & it just keep hanging. almost wanted to throw it downstairs can. was darn frustrated lo! :( but, called acer already. & they are coming to my laptop's rescue this wednesday. i hope they can solve it & not bring it back to the factory. i'll miss my lappie. HEHE. ;D

alrights. i somehow revived this dead blog of mine for now. GDNIGHT! ;D