random~*

Right now, I'm in school with Ruzi and Wenshi.

AND IT'S ONLY 7.46AM. -_________-"""

AND we have nothing to do.


Ruzi should be happy she has such good friends who are willing to accompany her. =X


And THAT MR LIM.

It's a miracle he can survive. Wenshi and I really wanted to kill him and stuff our umbrellas into his face. SERIOUSLY.


Btw, tml's OP exam.

I bet I can't sleep tonight....... :(


Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.

=)~*

^^~*~*~* Weeeek! *~*~*~^^

♪ ♪ ☆Since tomorrow, it'll be Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday again
Look at Wednesday, and Thursday they'll turn into Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
Let's go for our everyday dreams.
Let's go again!
Since tomorrow, it'll be Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday again
Look at Wednesday, and Thursday they'll turn into Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
Let's keep living enjoying ourselves
Let's continue♪ ♪ ☆

When Monday begins, everyday
I pine for the distant weekend
When it becomes Tuesday and Wednesday,
I get a smiling face, Am I having cramps?
I realize that Thursday is fair and important
I haven't decided on tomorrow's night plans
so I'll think about it on Friday
I'll go and break the wall of freedom
I survive everyday with a cloudy mind
while we continue
if this walking heart gives up
we'll go at ease on our defeat

♪ ♪ ☆ (repeat x1)

It can't be helped now,
I still have a lot of things to do, and this feeling is defeated
In one day I get 4 hours of sleep
Everyday this physical strength is pour it into
becoming an adult, what does it mean?
The exterior still looks nice, but I'm older than 35 years already
What kind of face we will have?
Are we going to become good-looking adults?
I survive everyday with a cloudy mind
while we continue
slowly and nicely I won't give up
someday it'll be necessary for a drop of water to pierce a rock.

♪ ♪ ☆ (repeat x1)

Everyday is a repetition
There is not a place to go. This feeling
goes over and over, It turns to be dizzy
Everyday is like swimming
when I get discourage, I laugh laugh
Let's go again!

♪ ♪ ☆ (repeat x3)

LOVE IT!!!



I couldn't help it. --------------------->
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


Ruzi, pls pls don't kill me
(but at least i didn't upload that horrifying PIG pic rite? HAHA)

I'm back!~*

Mood: Wistful
Music: HEAVEN by Ayumi


Fate is character plus timing plus a large dose of luck, good or bad.

-Alicia's Gift by Jessica Duchen.


It's been really long since I last got addicted to a certain author. and this time round, I'm COMPLETELY addicted to JESSICA DUCHEN's novels.

Damn. They're all REALLY REALLY touching and thought-provoking. =) Do read her books. Highly recommended. ;)


OH YES I know it's been ages since I last blogged.

MY COMPUTER BLOODY CRASHED FOR A WEEK.

But that doesn't really matter now that I'm back, rite? =)

WELL, my life's pretty much been the same. PWPWPWPWPWPWPWPW and MORE PW.


1. You might wonder why I put Sawajiri Erika's picture up there.

Well, I was listening to my blog's music (the music used in One Litre of Tears, the same music used in our PW video.) and I decided to watch 1LOT again. Then I was wondering how can a person differ so much from her character in the show... if you get what I mean.

Then I happened to watch a 120 mins interview with her, which pretty much tells me all I want to know. Sigh.

She cried so bitterly in the interview. Well, in the first place, she shouldn't have been putting on the diva attitude wherever she goes. =/

Nevermind. I still think she's HOT, even with her *&(&*#$%#Nevermind. I still think she's HOT, even with her *&(&*#$%#$&*% attitude. =)
amp;*% attitude. =)


2. Met up with SERENE after OP rehearsal. =)

I never knew shopping can be so tiring and frustrating, especially when you can't seem to find anything decent to buy. haha. But I'm still really happy to meet up with her. Talked a lot a lot about LOTS OF random stuff. =)

Sometimes, you never know you miss someone so much until you see that person again.


Met up with Yeeyan, Joyce and Serene last Saturday.
It's good to see you girls again. =)

Sometimes you wish everyone will remain as they are.

Isn't that what everyone yearns to have?
Have something that will never change.


3. I can't remember the number of times Ruzi, Wenshi and I went home/drop by Lot 1/ate lunch together/fought over PW/shout/yell/laugh at one another.

It's crazy. With these girls around, there's never a moment of peace. (Unless one of us falls asleep. and the person (10/10 times) is probably Ruzi)

PW really makes you transform into a totally different person. haha. For me la. I think I've never gotten so agitated at a person in my entire life. PW has made me REALLY short-tempered. Damn.

But thank goodness there's Joyce around, who always makes us SANE again. sometimes la. HAHAHA. And Eugene! who makes PW meetings really amusing and light-hearted.

"...pass on his spirit of generosity and determination to everyone!"

hahaha. I love how we always do things too guo huo until they crack everyone up. :D

GO GROUP 3!!!!!!!













JONAS SALK'S THE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *breaks into a C,E,G chord with an overtone. LOL!*


Most importantly,

GO 22/07!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want everyone to receive their PW results with a smile next year! ;)
3 MORE DAYS TO GO!!!!!!!
Sir Alec, Fleming, Salk, Carson, Braille!


4. Happy birthday to...

1. VENETTA (super belated)
2. CHEN XI (super belated)
3. SIEW BOON (belated)
4. CHERYL (belated)
5. KAH YING (TODAY!!!)

:D:D


5. Yeeyan and Serene will be going to JAPAN
Joyce will be going to EASTERN EUROPE
Pei Yun will be going to TAIWAN (her hometown)

And poor poor me will be staying in Spore rotting away.
darn it.

Anyone here wants to go Pulau Ubin? lol. Maybe we can have it as a class gathering?
KIDDING.


6. Anyone realized that Christmas is drawing closer?

Time to plan something to do during Christmas. :)


7. I hope to enjoy this holidays to the fullest before the battle with the upcoming A LEVEL begins.

Promos result are ok. But I'm getting really worried for my MATH. AS ALWAYS, my weakest is ALWAYS MATH. sigh. I need a MATH tutor (looks at Clarrisa). FAST. :(



8. I dont understand why I cant seem to view any entries in my class blog.
Being the creator of the blog, I feel completely -_____-""".


9. I've been banned by my sister from using Internet Explorer. -___-
(she distrusts me too much, ever since the com crashed)
So right now, I'm using Mozilla Firefox.
It's pretty cool, actually. haha.


10. Everyone, do listen to NEWS's WEEEEK! (2nd song in my playlist)

It's awesome awesome awesome. :D




NEWS! ----->





11. Oh yes, btw, has anyone read the book 'Catcher in the Rye' before?

I'm LOOKING ALL OVER for this book!

Do tell me if you find them in the library, ok? Thanks! ^_^


12. I've taken an interest in baking. =)

Must've been an overdose of cooking programmes from Discovery Channel Travel and Living. haha.

And Ruzi's into baking too. Next time, we shall bake something really impressive, like a 3-tier cake, ok?

just kidding.

It'll be a miracle to just bake A COOKIE.



alright. thanks for reading all my crap. ^_^


Take care everyone, and good luck to everyone taking PW/ O's/ A's!!! :D

Karen* here helping Jasmine to pass this message:

Jasmine's computer crashed since Friday,
thus won't be updating till next next week.

i can't believe this...~*

I can't believe this.

I can't believe I'm so soft-hearted.
I can't believe I can forgive so easily when I was genuinely unhappy this afternoon.

I can't believe I'm so straightforward towards him.

I can't believe a 'sorry' from him can make me push aside all the unhappiness that occurred today.


AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I can't believe HOW BLOODY SOFT-HEARTED I AM!!!!!!!!!!!



To 22/07,

Please cheer up, everyone.
It makes me upset to see nearly everyone being so unhappy this eventful afternoon.
All the tears, anger, resentment...
how wrongly-accused we felt today....

Sigh.


Everything will be alright in the end.
They always do.




To you:

when the world tips over, you have to balance yourself.

Feeling angry is natural. But making people angry at you because you're angry doesn't help.

寂しい。。。～＊

Mood: :(
Music: 追 by 張國榮

Call me nuts.
But I'm really listening to the above song at the moment.
I stumbled across this song.
And the melody got stuck in my mind for really long.

(i tink all of are you shocked when you first enter my blog to listen to such an ancient song, rite? but i can't help it. I'm in the mood for this song.)

This song never fails to make me feel really really sad. It has the strange ability to creep deep into my heart and dig out everything, and I mean everything, hidden in my heart for so long...


I remember listening to the song when I was a little kid.


And I could relate to this song in every way.

It has been so long... since I last felt this way.






FIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry. I'm really overwhelmed with emotions for Fia, the pink haired girl in the picture.
I really loved her.
why must you die, Fia???? T_T
I manipulated the game in every possible way to make the main character end up with Fia and she HAS to die. Sigh. But at least, they confessed to each other and it was a really really touching ending.

Wenshi, it's a really depressing game to play. lol... anyway, i read up on it and the happy ending when Fia was revived using the angel's feather is only available in 天使恋曲...
it's really sad. Anyway, i'm gonna try to make the guy end up with SAARIA　next. HEH.

FIA.................................

Sigh. this evening's filled with nothing but sadness.


I was returning home from school when I looked up into the sky.

It's raining again...



Oh what about my promos?
At least I can promote...

But some results sucked. sigh.




I'm trying to shake off this uneasy feeling within me.
But I can't seem to be able to do it.
I really don't understand why I havent even smiled once this entire evening + night




寂しい。。。本当に。。。寂しい。。。
悲しい。。。本当に。。。悲しい。。。

last entry before depression!~*

Sandcastle builing @ ECP!

with 22/07----------------------->

picture credit to Cheryl :) !

Talking to myself:

Tml is the day.

I feel sick. Really sick.

I don't dare to look at my results.

I'm afraid I won't have the courage to face the awful truth...

This is a pointless entry, really.

I hoped to write something happier before I receive all the bad news tml... but seems like I am too nervous to even write about happy things... T_T

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope to retain a little sanity after tml. T_T

updates!~*

Talking to myself:
These days, my thoughts are quite messed up.




1. Anyway, this book 'Rite of Spring' is ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC.

It made me think so much, I think I'm going a little nuts.

I went cycling this morning. YES.
I. Really. Went. Cycling. This. Morning.

It was really sudden. haha. but I loved it. Especially when I cycled along the longkang. HAHA. The breeze. The cool air. I was really enjoying the serenity of the morning. =)


2. Anyway, I'm really proud of myself.
I FINALLY FINISHED THE CLASS BLOG! *throws confetti*

http://twentytwo07.blogspot.com/

I killed 896865465465789 braincells to come up with the title of the blog. haha.
In the end, I decided to use Mrs Wendy Ng's favourite line as the title.
Something which 22/07 will be able to relate to. ;)

So what do you think of the design? I rate it 1/10. I'm really NO GOOD at designing blogskins. T_T.

If you put the class blog side by side with TRJ (which is designed by 天才 (tensai)Karen), it looks like crap. -___-

I'm planning to ask KAREN to help me out after her exams. KAAAAREN!!! you heard that. ;)



3. Anyway, I realized I might just have to let my FACEBOOK account rot.
I got superpoked 87954654156 times, became a slayer 78965465 times, became a zombie, a vampire, got smacked by cows/sheep, asked to take 45465586 tests.....

I was so tired of them I closed the window.


4. Yesterday was Farewell Assembly, OP lecture and AJ Openhouse.

Farewell Assembly was great. :)
I loved the videos made by the tutors.

Next year, it's our turn...

Times really flies...


Anyway, I was feeling really upset yesterday when we all speculated that the certain someone will be leaving AJ.
... I hope it's not true.


5. I'm currently playing the game 'ANGELIC SERENADE'. ever heard of it?


Aren't the graphics gorgeous? --->

THANK YOU WENSHI for lending me such an awesome game. ^_^ I really like the characters in the game.

And guess what, they speak JAPANESE in the game. haha.




A rough idea on what the game's about. ;)


6. My sister's in BEIJING NOW.

haha. she just msged me about how it's only 11 degrees over there.

She'll only be back next saturday.

SO, I've gotta make GOOD use of the computer for this one week.
YEAH. PWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWPW!!! @_@


7. Anyway, regarding the stupid commotion over my speakers not working...

Yesterday... (my sister just came home)

Jas: Hey. The speakers still no sound!!!!!! *tugs the wires/switches them on and off/pulls out the plug of the speakers/hit the speakers against the desk* maybe we should restart the com.
Jess: (calmly moves over and double click on 'master volume' and to my utmost horror, somehow, 'wave balance' was muted.)


What?! I feel SO SCAMMED. >:(


8. My cousin has a SHOPPING BLOG.
http://alittletime-with-me.blogspot.com

Go visit it! It has got some really gorgeous clothes. ;)

Oh and the accessories are all handmade by her. haha.


9. I was just informed that I'll be performing at a PIANO CONCERT next year. in a RENTED CONCERT HALL.


DAMN.

My friends will know how much I absolutely detest these kinds of things.

It's just a platform for me to embarrass myself. Thats all.

:(


10. Should I change my blog to livejournal?

...

...

...

...

urgh. it feels so wrong to close this blog.




Alright. ありがとう for reading this pointless entry. ^_^



Serene, I absolutely CANNOT stand Tesshi's BLONDE HAIR. T^T ask him to dye it black leh. haha.

look at him with brown hair. So かっこい (kakkoi) lor --->















and now,

友達~*

Ykraoki~* Thank you for dropping by! ^_^ Really appreciate your positive comments. haha. I'm glad you enjoyed reading my blog. take care!

Junxiu~* DAYDREAMING of POST-EXAM activities, can? haha. CC? Cheng Cheng arh? What exactly are you guys up to?! *suspicious* Anyway, I FINISHED THE BLOG ALREADY. so you guys can chill about it. haha. But I got a bad feeling... I think you guys are gonna post all the disgusting pictures there. SHIT.

Ayumi~* AYU! haha. I think we both share the same passion for her, right? haha. anyway, thanks for dropping by! I will keep writing. you too. keep READING! :D

Serene~* you LOVE to flood me. haha. I miss you too! PW is really shortening my life. I mean it. lol. I'm also confused with FACEBOOK. that's why I HARDLY ever go there. haha. unless I'm really bored. They make me stressed. lol. CHOIR SONGS?! which ones???? haha cool! I need to find TIME when I'm free of PW. -____- LEAH is FINE la. haha.
Anyway, when are you guys getting back your results??? Ours is next tues. So you might not see me anymore. T^T

Cindy~* YOU TOO! JIAYOU JIAYOU! and of course, let's jiayou for piano and stop pissing Ms Iris off already. XD

Joyce~* PW really makes everyone frustrated. >:( KE AI JI KE AI JI KE AI JI KE AI JI!!! <3>

Kannex~* hahaha yup. You guys are back to revive this blog! =) Anyway, reply my mail when you're free, ok? ^_^ Anyway, awfully sorry to send you my PW by mistake! >.<>

Karen~* You know I'll be cheering you on! YOU CAN DO IT KAREN!!! The EL spirit! haha. Alright. occasionally i'll send you a few funny msges, ok? ;) HANG IN THERE and you'll see the light soon. Praises? yup... sometimes it can be constructive, sometimes not.

Christina~* it's really confusing. FACEBOOK. makes me go all @_@ haha. anyway, i'm really so jialat till you need to search for self esteem related stuff for me... T^T Alright thanks for the help, babe, they mean a lot to me. Some of them make tons of sense. :)

Ruzi~* FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT all we know is FIGHT. wo men huo zhe hai you shen me yi yi?!?!?!?!?! hahaha. we should really stop it or else one day one of us is going to die from high blood pressure. haha. anyway, I agree with you totally about him being the one wasting resources, if you get what i mean. He's too weak. He doesn't have the JONAS SALK SPIRIT WITHIN HIM! UNLIKE US, WHO ARE BURNING WITH HIS SPIRIT. hahahahahahahaha.
I lost my mind. haha.

Mou~* I PROMISE!!!!!!!!!!!! lets have coffee someday at Coffee Bean, k? =)

Jun~* add water to sand. there. i taught you all there is to sandcastle builing. =)

Tiffany~* what exams? you mean you had exams for SO LONG? you miss my "TEAR-JERKING ESSAYS"? maybe I should write a 5-page long essay for you next time, "darling". >:)

updates~*

Talking to myself:

The more I am praised, the more I smile with agony.

Because praises are always accompanied with pain of being responsible for what you're praised at.

If you get what I mean.

Sometimes, you don't want to be burdened by those praises.

You cry when you experience what you want to experience.

You cry when you hear what your heart wants to hear.

You cry when you listen to your heart.

What's so shameful about crying?

My life:

1. I just wasted 7985645216876545600000 hours of my life doing nothing but repairing my computer's speakers.

And worse still, they're still not working.

(*)(#$%#(*!!!

I didn't know climbing up and down to pull the plug/tug the wire/turn on and off the speakers can make you perspire so much. -____-

2. Yesterday was Sandcastle Building.

LOL. All I remember was how my feet were burning on the SUPER WARM sand.

Seriously. All of us were jumping, burying our feet under the sand.

I bet it can probably boil an egg. =____=

And of course, Ruzi and I just HAVE to fight.

Over everything, no matter how trivial they are. XD

This time round, it was over building a bloody wall.

And Clarrisa also came to court her own death.

Jas: Stop! STop! STOp! STOP!!!

Ruzi: WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!

Jas: YOU'RE SPOILING IT ALREADY LA!!!!!!!!!!!

Ruzi: WHERE GOT?!?!?!?!?!?!

Jas: NI HUO ZHE GEN BEN SHI LANG FEI SHI JIAN!!!

Ruzi: NI HUO ZHI GEN BEN SHI LANG FEI ZI YUAN!!!

Clarrisa: *starts doing something to the wall*

Ruzi&Jas: OIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, I was told by Cheryl and Venetta to calm down. haha.

I realized I can die from laughter/high blood pressure whenever I get near Ruzi. hahaha.

These days we really can't stop fighting. =____=

the stress from PW is really getting to me. haha.

ANYWAY, after the session, we took group photo and class photo.

Then 2207 went to Marine Parade for dinner. ^_^

Stupid Chengcheng just wanted to BOND.

So he sat with Wenshi, Ruzi, Clarrisa and me. (Peiyun left home first)

He's really crappy. haha.

And Junxiu just kept taking photos.

And reminding me to create the class blog fast.

ok. Don't blame me if the layout's awful ok? XD

Anyway, we then left to walk around.

And that's when Ruzi, Wenshi and I went insane, crapping all the way.

Diamond powder, birdnest, 60-digit amount of money in our bank account etc etc. XD *winks*

Clarrisa couldn't stand us. hahaha.

Oh yes oh yes.

Cheryl and Rachel: Remember our promise to Kbox? haha. *winks*

Then we took the train with Kah Ying, Siew Boon, Siew Ping, Wenyu and Eugene.

Crapped all the way home.

They just love to talk about PROMOS AND RETAIN/PROMOTION.

X_X

I feel really dead, man.

I can see myself being called to the principal's office.

Ms Leong: I have bad news for you........................................................

Jas: Wait. Let me write my will first.

SIGHHHHHHHHHH.

Oh and by the time I reached home, I was BLOODY TIRED.

But I still had to prepare for today's OP. (I was really really nervous, I tell you. @_@)

3. Today's OP.

I was dying of nervousness since the moment I wake up.

I was panicking in the train, while I walked to school, when I sat with Cheryl Tang at Ohana, when I said the pledge, when I walked upstairs to 1133....

When it was my turn, I seriously thought I was going to faint.

I was rooted the ground and was reading so fast, I didn't have time to think about what I was going to say next.

I really want to kiss my cue cards.

Without which, I'm gonna start stammering, staring at the slides and then blanking out completely.

Q&A freaked me out completely.

I was about to tear my script into pieces.

Weihong and Kakei were laughing at the state of my script.

Talking about PW,

there's only less than a month away from the final presentation.

SIGH.

NVM. SALK'S THE MAN!!!!!

oh btw, eugene suggested at the last slide, we all stand up and shout out Salk's quote (the one I said for conclusion). And then we break into a soprano note. XD

Anyway, as mentioned in the previous entry, I'm really glad that our group's getting more united. And I can feel really really relaxed with Eugene now. Which means, I'm not afraid to smack him (I smacked him today for quite no. of times) and threaten to kill him if he doesn't turn up for meetings. I'm sure Ruzi and Wenshi feel this way too. ^_^ (Joyce already know Eugene so well. *winks*) And he's also starting to talk to us more, saying really funny things. haha. I'm really really glad that PW has its good points too... :)

Wenshi (our beloved leader) starting the presentation! (picture credit to Mr Lim. Anw, there's also a video for it and I was laughing my head off) ---->

4. I figured out the piano chords for '新不了情'. =)

5. TOMORROW'S AJ OPEN HOUSE.

Do come, people. ^_^ and visit the Interact Booth. haha.

And there's Farewell Assembly. Eugene will be performing, 22/07!! lol.

6. TWO days to my sister's departure.

I really dunno whether to miss her or feel happy that she's gone.

Alright. I shall be nice and miss her.

7. These days, I'm trying to enjoy myself as much as possible before next tuesday, when exam scripts will be returned back to us.

I feel really hopeless.

And the very first paper we're gonna get back is GP.

So it's gonna be really depressing early in the morning. Then MATH. @_@ double impact.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can you feel my anxiety?!

8. I'm seriously considering writing a book on horoscope in future. XD

I already have orders for my yet-to-be-written book. hahahaha.

9. I'm gonna miss the family buffet this coming Saturday cos of piano.

Well, I already missed one piano lesson last week already.

So, I'm not gonna see Yiliang and Weilong. And my sister would be in China.

sigh.

10. Horoscope says that tml something DISASTROUS is gonna happen to ALL horoscopes.

Let's see. haha.

Ok. I'm lazy. I'll reply the tags next time! HEHEHE.

Anyway, those msges never fail to brighten up my blog/life.

Thank you for those msges. :)

Keep them coming!

Take good care of yourselves. :)

An elegant tale unfolds when two one-winged angels meet...