Mood: ...
Music: Tree by BoA
This song never fails to sadden me.
ok. what makes life complicated?
The freedom we have
The choices we make
The sacrifices we pay
Make life so complicated (Everywhere Nowhere by Ayumi)
Or maybe, it's just us. The desire, the want, the need.
We were born with a simple mind, an innocent heart. We cry for food and love, we laugh when we're really happy.
But now, that innocence of ours is hidden deep deep inside our hearts, perhaps never will be remembered.
Why? Why cant we retain that innocence of ours anymore?
We no longer cry just because we're sad. We no longer smile genuinely. We laugh when others are hurt, we cry to gain sympathy.
Our characters are slowly being eroded.
A person once told me that being childish sometimes is harmless. He would rather be called 'childish' than 'mature'.
You have plenty of time to be mature.
All of us, once we step out of our room/house, we become a completely different person. People on the streets, we're all in a Masquerade.
We smile when we don't mean it. We laugh when we're not happy at all. We are friendly to everyone but deep down we're cursing them.
Life is tiring.
To be constantly putting on a show.
But the saddest of all, is that everything/everyone is judged by the appearance. Which kinda hasten the erosion of our characters.
What defines pretty or ugly?
To me, NO ONE is ugly.
Even if you're the prettiest girl in school, the most handsome guy in class, 50 years later, all the beauty would have disappeared. At that time, all that's left will be our characters.
Let me ask u a question.
If u were to choose between trust and suspicion, which one will u choose?
I would choose 'trust'.
But of course, trust and hurt are always together.
I really shouldn't trust a person too easily. Because I'll get hurt again and again.
The person u trust the most will be the one to hurt you the most.
People who never hesitate to help, trust, care, give will always be labelled as 'idiot' in this dark and dirty society.
And these people will always be taken advantage of.
So tell me, what's the world becoming to?
Thanks for reading such a boring and meaningless entry. Well, i tink stuff like this is making everyone bored. I'll restrain from writing such things in future. haha. really sorry.
Random thing:
Attended Cultural Potpourri last night with Serene, Yuntian, Bernice. choir was good. really good. (Mr Lai: they sang Jericho and Our Gift for You. :) )
Watched 'Happy Feet' with Yeeyan, Joyce and Serene. (I wanted to catch 'Final Call' so badly! but it's not shown anymore. grrrr.)
Song of the Day:
Everywhere Nowhere by Ayumi Hamasaki (gosh. I've never mentioned this song b4, have I? LOL. it's in 'Rainbow' album)
It has one of the best lyrics. Awesome. :)
everywhere nowhere
The freedom we have
The choices we make
The sacrifice we pay
Make life so complicated
Our eyes to judge
Our hands to hang on
Our feet to step forward
To whom do we entrust them?
The flooding products
The confused informations
Which on earth is the truth
And which is the fake?
Yes, we are free
But are too free
We can go everywhere
And can go nowhere
Today passing by
Tomorrow we don't yet see
The past we are holding
With whom do we share them?
The more convenient the products become
The more inconvenient our hearts become
I wonder if some day
Man may be symbolized, too
Yes, we are free
But are too free
We can go everywhere
And can go nowhere
Love is not an illusion
Dreams will surely come true
There will be a ray of hope
Yes, if we believe so
Though the sky is a little far
Let's go to see the end of the rainbow
And to find the sceneries
No one has ever seen
Yes, we are free
But are too free
We could go everywhere
And could go nowhere
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
7 years of bad luck!~*
Mood: wistful
Music: SHOCK ME by NewS
I got a bad feeling.
A really really bad feeling.
Why? It started this morning....
6am
I was sleeping soundly in my bedroom, dreaming of this strange dream of being on a bus and meeting strange people. Then...
PIIIIAAAANNNGGGG!!!
I instantly sat up. I was shocked. (right now, SHOCK ME doesnt seem like a suitable song to listen to.)
I hurriedly made my way to the source of the noise, praying no one was hurt or anything.
Then I saw my mum and dad crowding near the bathroom.
(my sister is sleeping. STILL. -__-)
Then I saw it.
I gasped.
The bathroom mirror is in a million pieces.
Mum: It dropped from the hook, I guess.
Hook?!
I never knew it was hung like that.
Anyway, I had the urge to stop my dad from sweeping the pieces.
7 years of bad luck!
But then again, no one dropped it or anything, it just fell. So I guess no one would be cursed.
Tabun.
Mum: Go back and sleep.
Sleep? It reminded me of something.
Yes. My sister's still sleeping. -__- How can she sleep in such a noisy and chaotic environment? She's a pig.
Then I went back to sleep.
But I just can't shake away that uneasy feeling.
I bet I'm gonna be even more unlucky than I was yesterday.
sigh. Must I go through all that again?
Mirror-san, rest in peace.
Btw, everyone, can u see the heading (or whatever it is)of my blog? Is it all squares and boxes? Huiming called last night and told me the cruel truth.
I spent NEARLY 30 MINUTES TYPING THAT JAPANESE LINE.
It is 君に届くようにと、こうして歌いつずけているよ.
Still boxes?
NO WAY!!!
Alright. Fine. The ROMAJI --->kimi ni todoku you ni tokoushite utaitsudzukete iru yo
English translation ---> I keep on singing so that my voice may reach you
Shit. I shall post the romaji as the heading then.
Nooooooo.
Ayu news:
GUESS WHAT. The first secret of her 'SECRET' album is REVEALED.
THE SO CALLED 'PAINTING' ON HER SHOULDER IS ACTUALLY A REAL TATTOO!!!!
Not a painting like what the news reported. But it's said that not the entire thing that's a tattoo. It's probably just the 'A'.
And earlier on, I came across a picture of ayu and tomoya having similar tattoos. I just brushed the news aside. But right now, placing the pictures side by side......
The 'A' in the tabloid news is the same one on ayu's shoulder right now.
I guess tomoya really has the complement to the wing of the unicorn on ayu's shoulder.
WOW. I hope they get married soon.
Random song:
Replace by Ayumi Hamasaki
We dreamed fantasies
In our infancies
They are now unfolding surreally before our eyes
Random fact:
When u see one cockroach at home, congrats. There're definitely a 100 more.
Music: SHOCK ME by NewS
I got a bad feeling.
A really really bad feeling.
Why? It started this morning....
6am
I was sleeping soundly in my bedroom, dreaming of this strange dream of being on a bus and meeting strange people. Then...
PIIIIAAAANNNGGGG!!!
I instantly sat up. I was shocked. (right now, SHOCK ME doesnt seem like a suitable song to listen to.)
I hurriedly made my way to the source of the noise, praying no one was hurt or anything.
Then I saw my mum and dad crowding near the bathroom.
(my sister is sleeping. STILL. -__-)
Then I saw it.
I gasped.
The bathroom mirror is in a million pieces.
Mum: It dropped from the hook, I guess.
Hook?!
I never knew it was hung like that.
Anyway, I had the urge to stop my dad from sweeping the pieces.
7 years of bad luck!
But then again, no one dropped it or anything, it just fell. So I guess no one would be cursed.
Tabun.
Mum: Go back and sleep.
Sleep? It reminded me of something.
Yes. My sister's still sleeping. -__- How can she sleep in such a noisy and chaotic environment? She's a pig.
Then I went back to sleep.
But I just can't shake away that uneasy feeling.
I bet I'm gonna be even more unlucky than I was yesterday.
sigh. Must I go through all that again?
Mirror-san, rest in peace.
Btw, everyone, can u see the heading (or whatever it is)of my blog? Is it all squares and boxes? Huiming called last night and told me the cruel truth.
I spent NEARLY 30 MINUTES TYPING THAT JAPANESE LINE.
It is 君に届くようにと、こうして歌いつずけているよ.
Still boxes?
NO WAY!!!
Alright. Fine. The ROMAJI --->kimi ni todoku you ni tokoushite utaitsudzukete iru yo
English translation ---> I keep on singing so that my voice may reach you
Shit. I shall post the romaji as the heading then.
Nooooooo.
Ayu news:
GUESS WHAT. The first secret of her 'SECRET' album is REVEALED.
THE SO CALLED 'PAINTING' ON HER SHOULDER IS ACTUALLY A REAL TATTOO!!!!
Not a painting like what the news reported. But it's said that not the entire thing that's a tattoo. It's probably just the 'A'.
And earlier on, I came across a picture of ayu and tomoya having similar tattoos. I just brushed the news aside. But right now, placing the pictures side by side......
The 'A' in the tabloid news is the same one on ayu's shoulder right now.
I guess tomoya really has the complement to the wing of the unicorn on ayu's shoulder.
WOW. I hope they get married soon.
Random song:
Replace by Ayumi Hamasaki
We dreamed fantasies
In our infancies
They are now unfolding surreally before our eyes
Random fact:
When u see one cockroach at home, congrats. There're definitely a 100 more.
Monday, November 27, 2006
Good songs don't need lyrics~*
Mood: NEMUI...
Music: nothing. (the tv channel 51)
I'm pissed off.
Why am I so so so @#$!~!#@!%#(^$%@# ly UNLUCKY today?
Must have stepped on dogshit this morning. haha. OH WELL.
Ask me ask me. What made me feel that I've stepped on dogshit today?
1. Guess how many times was I drenched in the rain today?
Once? WRONG.
One and a half times? WRONG.
2 times? WRONG.
It's A BLOODY 3 TIMES.
I used to love the rain, but today it was just @#$@%$#.
2. Guess how long i waited for the bus?
5 mins? Nope.
8 mins? Nope.
10 mins? Nope.
14.8789554 mins? Wrong.
it's a blood-boiling 25 mins.
3. Guess how long was I trapped in Heeren?
1 hour? that's good what.
1.5 hour? nah.
2? 3? NO.
It's a frustrating 4+++ hours. (due to the rain)
4. Guess which AYU MTV I missed just now?
M? Evolution? Fly High? Nope. (although I would jump already)
Blue bird? Beautiful Fighters? HEAVEN? Ladies Night? NO.
It's the BLOODY 'JEWEL' THAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR 7895.78825 YEARS.
It's so ATARASHII dude. I love that PV.
SO WHY. WHY AM I SO DARN UNLUCKY today?
Let me take a deep breath...
...
SIGH.
But it was TANOSHI (sp?). :) Actually, I kinda enjoyed running in the rain. haha.
Anyway, from today onwards I'm gonna write the following down in every blog entry.
1. the ACCURATE time
2. Song of the Day.
3. A random fact.
I realized that my blog is getting really JIMMI. haha.
Alright. Now for the serious thing. I suddenly had the urge to talk about the day Ayu caught my eye.
(for the perfect atmosphere, please listen to Walking Proud at this instant. I'm bullshitting.)
Alright. Why ayu?
6 years ago, I couldn't stand this squeaky and sharp voice. My sis was listening to her 'LOVEppears' album and I just couldn't stand it. The first thing that came to my mind was
Kimochiwarui. (sickening)
I was very into English songs at that time. Jpop just seemed... foreign and almost strange to me. I had the same mindset as many of the un-Jpop people --- 'Why listen to songs you don't understand?'
And the hatred (not really) of ayu just continued until the day I heard the song. It's one of the most beautiful songs I've heard. Even now, this song still leaves a deep impression in me. It's 'LOVE~Destiny'. I was truly moved by the song.
Jas: Who sang it?
Jess: Oh. it's ur most hated Ayumi.
Jas: oh. THAT ayu?
Jess: yeah. It's recorded in her 'A-best' album.
I searched for the lyrics, really desperate to find out what did she actually sing. Then, I was even more impressed by her writings.
Just having met you, just having loved you,
just having shared our thoughts... from now until forever...
I should think of you as proof that I live without taking my eyes off of truth and reality.
Just having met you, just having loved you,
even if I can never see you again, La La La La... I won't forget you.
To me, her lyrics are honest to herself. She never intended to hide anything from anyone.
Then, I searched for her profile and I scanned through her photos. I was impressed not only by her extraordinary beauty but her amazing sense of fashion.
She was never revealing. She was never going that 'cute' style. She was just... different.
The next song which truly and deeply amazed me was 'Fly High'.
Then, at the end of Primary 6, her song 'Who...' moved me to tears. I never knew she had this song recorded, probably because I never paid attention to any other song other than her singles. When I first heard it, I was curious about what she was singing about.
When I read the lyrics, the tears just flowed.
It's not that it's complicating or chim or anything. But the direct opposite. It was simple. A simple, honest piece. It makes you think. It made ME think. It made me cry.
When I read about her past, her horrendous past, the respect for her just grew. She's different from any pop star or singer or actress. Her strength really gained my respect.
The way she views life, the way she perceives life, the way she embraces life just touched me. She never intended to hide. She discloses her deepest emotions. When she wanted to run away, when she felt controlled, when she felt lost... Everything.
But in the end of the song, there'll be a little hope hidden beneath it.
Everything is just... crystal clear.
I'm definitely not demanding everyone to like Ayu the way I do. I definitely don't think this meaningless entry will make ppl like Ayu. But I just want to share the reason I like her. Most importantly, I'm not saying Ayu is the best singer in the world or whatever.
Everyone around me knows I love Ayu. But no one ever knew why.
Why do I like a person I can hardly communicate with? Why do I like a song I don't understand?
Because good songs NEVER need lyrics to let you know what they're about.
You hear it in the singer's voice. The sadness, the pain, the joy, the everything.
close ur eyes. can u see a picture the singer's trying to paint?
I can when I listen to ayu. :)
Random fact: I have this wall in my bedroom which is completely covered with math formulae. LOL. I suck too much at math.
Song of the day: LOVE~Destiny by Ayumi Hamsaski
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsJMzG4W6yQ
Even cliches and meaningless words, if they're said between us, have meaning.
Time and Date: 27 Nov 2006 8.34pm
Thanks for reading another of my long and uninteresting entry. :)
Music: nothing. (the tv channel 51)
I'm pissed off.
Why am I so so so @#$!~!#@!%#(^$%@# ly UNLUCKY today?
Must have stepped on dogshit this morning. haha. OH WELL.
Ask me ask me. What made me feel that I've stepped on dogshit today?
1. Guess how many times was I drenched in the rain today?
Once? WRONG.
One and a half times? WRONG.
2 times? WRONG.
It's A BLOODY 3 TIMES.
I used to love the rain, but today it was just @#$@%$#.
2. Guess how long i waited for the bus?
5 mins? Nope.
8 mins? Nope.
10 mins? Nope.
14.8789554 mins? Wrong.
it's a blood-boiling 25 mins.
3. Guess how long was I trapped in Heeren?
1 hour? that's good what.
1.5 hour? nah.
2? 3? NO.
It's a frustrating 4+++ hours. (due to the rain)
4. Guess which AYU MTV I missed just now?
M? Evolution? Fly High? Nope. (although I would jump already)
Blue bird? Beautiful Fighters? HEAVEN? Ladies Night? NO.
It's the BLOODY 'JEWEL' THAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR 7895.78825 YEARS.
It's so ATARASHII dude. I love that PV.
SO WHY. WHY AM I SO DARN UNLUCKY today?
Let me take a deep breath...
...
SIGH.
But it was TANOSHI (sp?). :) Actually, I kinda enjoyed running in the rain. haha.
Anyway, from today onwards I'm gonna write the following down in every blog entry.
1. the ACCURATE time
2. Song of the Day.
3. A random fact.
I realized that my blog is getting really JIMMI. haha.
Alright. Now for the serious thing. I suddenly had the urge to talk about the day Ayu caught my eye.
(for the perfect atmosphere, please listen to Walking Proud at this instant. I'm bullshitting.)
Alright. Why ayu?
6 years ago, I couldn't stand this squeaky and sharp voice. My sis was listening to her 'LOVEppears' album and I just couldn't stand it. The first thing that came to my mind was
Kimochiwarui. (sickening)
I was very into English songs at that time. Jpop just seemed... foreign and almost strange to me. I had the same mindset as many of the un-Jpop people --- 'Why listen to songs you don't understand?'
And the hatred (not really) of ayu just continued until the day I heard the song. It's one of the most beautiful songs I've heard. Even now, this song still leaves a deep impression in me. It's 'LOVE~Destiny'. I was truly moved by the song.
Jas: Who sang it?
Jess: Oh. it's ur most hated Ayumi.
Jas: oh. THAT ayu?
Jess: yeah. It's recorded in her 'A-best' album.
I searched for the lyrics, really desperate to find out what did she actually sing. Then, I was even more impressed by her writings.
Just having met you, just having loved you,
just having shared our thoughts... from now until forever...
I should think of you as proof that I live without taking my eyes off of truth and reality.
Just having met you, just having loved you,
even if I can never see you again, La La La La... I won't forget you.
To me, her lyrics are honest to herself. She never intended to hide anything from anyone.
Then, I searched for her profile and I scanned through her photos. I was impressed not only by her extraordinary beauty but her amazing sense of fashion.
She was never revealing. She was never going that 'cute' style. She was just... different.
The next song which truly and deeply amazed me was 'Fly High'.
Then, at the end of Primary 6, her song 'Who...' moved me to tears. I never knew she had this song recorded, probably because I never paid attention to any other song other than her singles. When I first heard it, I was curious about what she was singing about.
When I read the lyrics, the tears just flowed.
It's not that it's complicating or chim or anything. But the direct opposite. It was simple. A simple, honest piece. It makes you think. It made ME think. It made me cry.
When I read about her past, her horrendous past, the respect for her just grew. She's different from any pop star or singer or actress. Her strength really gained my respect.
The way she views life, the way she perceives life, the way she embraces life just touched me. She never intended to hide. She discloses her deepest emotions. When she wanted to run away, when she felt controlled, when she felt lost... Everything.
But in the end of the song, there'll be a little hope hidden beneath it.
Everything is just... crystal clear.
I'm definitely not demanding everyone to like Ayu the way I do. I definitely don't think this meaningless entry will make ppl like Ayu. But I just want to share the reason I like her. Most importantly, I'm not saying Ayu is the best singer in the world or whatever.
Everyone around me knows I love Ayu. But no one ever knew why.
Why do I like a person I can hardly communicate with? Why do I like a song I don't understand?
Because good songs NEVER need lyrics to let you know what they're about.
You hear it in the singer's voice. The sadness, the pain, the joy, the everything.
close ur eyes. can u see a picture the singer's trying to paint?
I can when I listen to ayu. :)
Random fact: I have this wall in my bedroom which is completely covered with math formulae. LOL. I suck too much at math.
Song of the day: LOVE~Destiny by Ayumi Hamsaski
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsJMzG4W6yQ
Even cliches and meaningless words, if they're said between us, have meaning.
Time and Date: 27 Nov 2006 8.34pm
Thanks for reading another of my long and uninteresting entry. :)
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Friday, November 24, 2006
Graduation Nite~*
Mood: Surprisingly energetic
Music: TEPPEN by NewS
haha. Ask me why 'surprisingly' energetic? Cos I only slept for... 2 plus hours? haha.
I shall give a detailed account of the entire GRADUATION NITE.
Preparation (alright. let's start from when I met yeeyan and serene at bb station):
We took 852 to joyce's house. And guess what? I'm the only one carrying many bags of things. -__-"" I don't get it! How can they squeeze everything into a plastic bag?!
ok. then anw, we reached there at around 4 plus plus plus. We wanted to call for Mercedes cab but in the end we decided on a comfort cab.
It would be arriving at 5.30 sharp. So we had approximately less than an hour to prepare. And I have yet to change into my dress.
We first changed into our dresses. Then we wore contacts. (I was struggling with them. I mean, when was the last time i wore them?!) Then the makeup part was disastrous. Lipgloss thrown everywhere, foundation all over the place and I screwed my eyes up with XXL mascara and spent 30 mins rubbing my eyes with the makeup remover. It was chaotic.
Then we realized that we had a bloody 2 mins to get ready. And everything was still undone. Finally, after rushing around to try and get things done, it was already 5.35 and the last part is the perfume. I used Burberry perfume and since they couldn't smell it, i sprayed a little too much.
Alright. I sprayed TOO much.
and even NOW, I can smell it.
Then we wore our heels and hurried to the cab.
At Pine's country club (the night):
When the car stopped at the car porch(?) I was horrified to realize that our class guys were all standing there and staring at us. GOODNESS. I was more embarrassed when nicholas opened the door. I wanted to hide in the boot of the car.
All I could hear was 'Moli! moli!' Boy was I EMBARRASSED.
Then we hid at a corner and waited for peirong and zuhui to come. After many years of waiting, we realized that they were already sitted. -___-"""
Yeeyan, Serene, Joyce, Pei Rong, Zuhui, Jiayi, Kathy, Valencia, Beeling and I shared a table. :)
So we went in, collected the door gift, and sat at our seats.
Anyway after that we took a couple of photos den the prom started. They started showing class videos of 4o1 and 4o2. At the same time, we were eating already. The cold dish was good. Especially the jellyfish and octopus. :)
Then there was a lucky draw sorta thing. And the table chosen would get 10 GV tickets. At that time, we were all busy eating the second dish.
Man: Alright, now let's choose the next table number!
People: *cheers*
Man: 2...
Us: ....*stopped eating halfway*
Man: 22!
Me: *nearly choked on my food*
they NEARLY managed to sabo me to go and take the tickets. But in the the saviour (zuhui) went instead. haha. thanks ah! :D
After that, we just kept taking photos, chatting, eathing and watching class vids.
When it was our class's video to be shown, we all went to the front and sat there.
waiting for 4o7 video to finish.
wait wait wait.
den it finished.
wait wait wait.
Man: I got an important question to ask you.
Us: *excited* huh?
Man: err... what's the codec?
Us: -___-""
So due the unfortunate technical error, 4o9 vid was played instead. We were totally, completely embarrassed since we already walked to the front. SIGH.
After that, we continued eating, chatting and playing with lightsticks.
Then, suddenly, our video could work.
We walked to the front once more, desperately hoping nthg would go wrong.
...
Well, nothing went wrong just that I was completely embarrassed when I saw the ugly pictures of me. (yes. including the one of me holding the bouquet of roses)
Nevertheless, i loved the video and of cos, the song! It's Tarzan's 'You'll be in my heart".
Anyway, I was cracking up whenever the class guys teased Shon Fan about Weina. And miraculously, at the end, we did a cheer for 4o8.
YES. KISEKI NE?
how is it possible for the level's most Un-united class to get together to cheer? haha. maybe things were never that gloomy. Anyway, that's the very last time we can cheer for our class. So, it made me pretty happy. :) Distinctly, I could hear every one of our voices blend into one united voice. It was a pretty sound.
After that, it was the dessert, which was OISHI!! serious! it's probably my favourite dish of the night. :) It was mango, sago and ice cream mixture. absolutely lovely.
Anyway, we left right after that. There was some mass dance or smthg but we decided to leave.
After the night:
We took Joyce's dad's car and stopped by Beauty World. Once the four of us stepped into Mac, 148654678655578 pair of eyes were staring right at us. (well, we were wearing formal clothes rmb?)
Gulp.
I was embarrassed.
Anyway, after serene and yeeyan bought nuggets, we took a picture nxt to a christmas tree. the very YASASHI security guard took it for us. :)
After that, we stopped by the gas station and bought junk food. :)
After we reached Joyce's house, we were horrified by the mess we had left behind. Things were thrown all over the place. Anyway, we waited for our turns to wash our faces. I couldn't wait to take out my contacts. They were giving me double visions. @_@
Anyway, we changed into jeans/pants/shorts and T-shirts and settled down and stuffed our faces with junk food. haha. And joyce played music frm her mp3 player. Then I fored them into a game of UNO.
It was... hilarious.
We were like a bunch of drunkards. Esp serene and yeeyan. They seemed to have lost their minds. (wait a sec. do they have one?!) haha. anw yeeyan was dying to dance and serene was dying to sing. Meanwhile Joyce and I were the only 2 sober people left.
Yeeyan was exceptionally unlucky. (although i lost both rounds)
haha.
Then we went downstairs for a short walk. It was already 2 plus. It just reminds me of the previous class gathering. yeap. the one when we burnt the dustbin. lol.
Then we returned back and watched AYUMI DOME TOUR 2001. They were super bored. haha. I was the only one very interested in it. It's expected, isn't it?!
Well, we started taking photos. They turned out really porn. (NO! dun get the wrong idea. we were just lying down. FULLY CLOTHED!)
And guess what. we watched '40days, 40 nights.' M18 show. It was so boring. I dun understand why guys like porn. Anyway, after tt Joyce fell asleep. and the rest of us were getting tired alr. Then we watched labixiaoxing. and soon, yy and i went back in to sleep. It was a frightening experience. Esp when we started talking about hands reaching from the bottom of the bed to grab us and that the bed could talk. LOL.
On the bed...
Jas: I keep thinking a hand will reach out from the gap and pull me down.... *moves further frm gap*
Yy: ya... from both sides rite...?
Both:.......
Bed: eee....eee.eee...eee...
Blossom soft toy: ring ring ring.....
.....
Voice: What are you 2 doing?
*yy and jas looked up and saw a black figure. we both screamed*
I mean, we didn't even know who that figure was! And we were just talking about frightening encouters! It turned out to be just serene. she really freaked us out!
Anyway, after that, the 3 of us were squeezing into a bed. LOL. I was completely flattened against the wall. haha. And I had no time to worry about the gap and hands etc.
And miraculously, I fell asleep. The next moment I woke up was when I felt a hand pull the covers from me. It was already 7 plus. we fell asleep at around 4 plus. haha. Then I brushed my teeth and ate hotcakes. The 3 of us were completely braindead.
Oh yes. Where's Joyce? Still sleeping. haha.
Then a horrible thing happened. We couldn't open Joyce's room door. It was locked inside out.
Since I was the last person to close the door, something must have happened when I closed the door. I was pretty remorseful then. But due to my braindead-ness, I didn't really react. My heart was pounding fiercely against my chest and I was panicking. (just like what the normal me will react) but I was surprisingly calm. Serene and I asked joyce for the keys (we thought we might not be able to find the keys)and finally, the door was open. Then we changed and packed our things.
We left at approx 9 plus, i guess.
Gosh. I think this entry is long. haha. Sumimasen. Thanks for reading such a long entry. This entry was written in 2 days. haha. Anyway, the other parts will be updated later on at night. haha.
Btw, Zoumei has already left singapore. :( I'm really gonna miss her... But glad that I managed to pass her the farewell presernt. :) Btw, her brother is really adorable. :) He was talking on and on about seeing me and even reached out to hit me on my arm. He just kept laughing. haha. anw he's 4 tis yr. :)
Anyway, zoumei, please please take care of yourself over there. :) 3 months is a very long time... I still u can adapt there with no problem. Best wishes and good luck over there! (I hope u can stay after 3 months... :))
This morning I realized that I have the song 'You'll be in my heart". haha. Waihou burnt it for me 2 yrs ago. haha. It's a really beautiful song.
So I was listening to it and reading the lyrics at the same time. Then I recalled our class. the lyrics really fit our class... I was getting really emotional then... Please listen to the song. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iU2w6UafG1M"> You'll be in my heart
It's a very good song. :)
Artist: Disney Song: You'll be in my heart Album: Tarzan
I gotcha ya, i'll right here unless
Come stop your crying,
It'll be all right
Just take my hand
Hold it tight now
I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here don't you cry
For one so small
You seem so strong now
My arms will hold you
Keep you safe and warmness
Bond between us
Can't be broken
Said wanna be here
Don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
You'll be in my heart yeahhh
From this day on
Now and forever more, for more
Why can't they understand
The way we feel
They just don't trust
What they can't explain
I don't see the different
But deep inside us
We're not that different at all
You'll be in my heart
Said you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more... you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
you'll be right here in my heart always
Always! always, always(3)
Don't listen to them'
Cause what do they know (what do they know)
We need each other
have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know, will show them together
When destiny calls you
You must be strong (you gotta be strong)
I may not be with you
But you got to hold on
They'll see in timeI know
We'll show them together!
'Cause you'll be in my heart (Believe me)
You'll be in my heart (I'll be there)
From this day onNow and forever more
You'll be in my heart (you'll be here in my heart)
No matter what they say (I'll be with you)
You'll be here in my heart (I'll be there)
Always
Always!
I'll be with you!
I'll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there always
Music: TEPPEN by NewS
haha. Ask me why 'surprisingly' energetic? Cos I only slept for... 2 plus hours? haha.
I shall give a detailed account of the entire GRADUATION NITE.
Preparation (alright. let's start from when I met yeeyan and serene at bb station):
We took 852 to joyce's house. And guess what? I'm the only one carrying many bags of things. -__-"" I don't get it! How can they squeeze everything into a plastic bag?!
ok. then anw, we reached there at around 4 plus plus plus. We wanted to call for Mercedes cab but in the end we decided on a comfort cab.
It would be arriving at 5.30 sharp. So we had approximately less than an hour to prepare. And I have yet to change into my dress.
We first changed into our dresses. Then we wore contacts. (I was struggling with them. I mean, when was the last time i wore them?!) Then the makeup part was disastrous. Lipgloss thrown everywhere, foundation all over the place and I screwed my eyes up with XXL mascara and spent 30 mins rubbing my eyes with the makeup remover. It was chaotic.
Then we realized that we had a bloody 2 mins to get ready. And everything was still undone. Finally, after rushing around to try and get things done, it was already 5.35 and the last part is the perfume. I used Burberry perfume and since they couldn't smell it, i sprayed a little too much.
Alright. I sprayed TOO much.
and even NOW, I can smell it.
Then we wore our heels and hurried to the cab.
At Pine's country club (the night):
When the car stopped at the car porch(?) I was horrified to realize that our class guys were all standing there and staring at us. GOODNESS. I was more embarrassed when nicholas opened the door. I wanted to hide in the boot of the car.
All I could hear was 'Moli! moli!' Boy was I EMBARRASSED.
Then we hid at a corner and waited for peirong and zuhui to come. After many years of waiting, we realized that they were already sitted. -___-"""
Yeeyan, Serene, Joyce, Pei Rong, Zuhui, Jiayi, Kathy, Valencia, Beeling and I shared a table. :)
So we went in, collected the door gift, and sat at our seats.
Anyway after that we took a couple of photos den the prom started. They started showing class videos of 4o1 and 4o2. At the same time, we were eating already. The cold dish was good. Especially the jellyfish and octopus. :)
Then there was a lucky draw sorta thing. And the table chosen would get 10 GV tickets. At that time, we were all busy eating the second dish.
Man: Alright, now let's choose the next table number!
People: *cheers*
Man: 2...
Us: ....*stopped eating halfway*
Man: 22!
Me: *nearly choked on my food*
they NEARLY managed to sabo me to go and take the tickets. But in the the saviour (zuhui) went instead. haha. thanks ah! :D
After that, we just kept taking photos, chatting, eathing and watching class vids.
When it was our class's video to be shown, we all went to the front and sat there.
waiting for 4o7 video to finish.
wait wait wait.
den it finished.
wait wait wait.
Man: I got an important question to ask you.
Us: *excited* huh?
Man: err... what's the codec?
Us: -___-""
So due the unfortunate technical error, 4o9 vid was played instead. We were totally, completely embarrassed since we already walked to the front. SIGH.
After that, we continued eating, chatting and playing with lightsticks.
Then, suddenly, our video could work.
We walked to the front once more, desperately hoping nthg would go wrong.
...
Well, nothing went wrong just that I was completely embarrassed when I saw the ugly pictures of me. (yes. including the one of me holding the bouquet of roses)
Nevertheless, i loved the video and of cos, the song! It's Tarzan's 'You'll be in my heart".
Anyway, I was cracking up whenever the class guys teased Shon Fan about Weina. And miraculously, at the end, we did a cheer for 4o8.
YES. KISEKI NE?
how is it possible for the level's most Un-united class to get together to cheer? haha. maybe things were never that gloomy. Anyway, that's the very last time we can cheer for our class. So, it made me pretty happy. :) Distinctly, I could hear every one of our voices blend into one united voice. It was a pretty sound.
After that, it was the dessert, which was OISHI!! serious! it's probably my favourite dish of the night. :) It was mango, sago and ice cream mixture. absolutely lovely.
Anyway, we left right after that. There was some mass dance or smthg but we decided to leave.
After the night:
We took Joyce's dad's car and stopped by Beauty World. Once the four of us stepped into Mac, 148654678655578 pair of eyes were staring right at us. (well, we were wearing formal clothes rmb?)
Gulp.
I was embarrassed.
Anyway, after serene and yeeyan bought nuggets, we took a picture nxt to a christmas tree. the very YASASHI security guard took it for us. :)
After that, we stopped by the gas station and bought junk food. :)
After we reached Joyce's house, we were horrified by the mess we had left behind. Things were thrown all over the place. Anyway, we waited for our turns to wash our faces. I couldn't wait to take out my contacts. They were giving me double visions. @_@
Anyway, we changed into jeans/pants/shorts and T-shirts and settled down and stuffed our faces with junk food. haha. And joyce played music frm her mp3 player. Then I fored them into a game of UNO.
It was... hilarious.
We were like a bunch of drunkards. Esp serene and yeeyan. They seemed to have lost their minds. (wait a sec. do they have one?!) haha. anw yeeyan was dying to dance and serene was dying to sing. Meanwhile Joyce and I were the only 2 sober people left.
Yeeyan was exceptionally unlucky. (although i lost both rounds)
haha.
Then we went downstairs for a short walk. It was already 2 plus. It just reminds me of the previous class gathering. yeap. the one when we burnt the dustbin. lol.
Then we returned back and watched AYUMI DOME TOUR 2001. They were super bored. haha. I was the only one very interested in it. It's expected, isn't it?!
Well, we started taking photos. They turned out really porn. (NO! dun get the wrong idea. we were just lying down. FULLY CLOTHED!)
And guess what. we watched '40days, 40 nights.' M18 show. It was so boring. I dun understand why guys like porn. Anyway, after tt Joyce fell asleep. and the rest of us were getting tired alr. Then we watched labixiaoxing. and soon, yy and i went back in to sleep. It was a frightening experience. Esp when we started talking about hands reaching from the bottom of the bed to grab us and that the bed could talk. LOL.
On the bed...
Jas: I keep thinking a hand will reach out from the gap and pull me down.... *moves further frm gap*
Yy: ya... from both sides rite...?
Both:.......
Bed: eee....eee.eee...eee...
Blossom soft toy: ring ring ring.....
.....
Voice: What are you 2 doing?
*yy and jas looked up and saw a black figure. we both screamed*
I mean, we didn't even know who that figure was! And we were just talking about frightening encouters! It turned out to be just serene. she really freaked us out!
Anyway, after that, the 3 of us were squeezing into a bed. LOL. I was completely flattened against the wall. haha. And I had no time to worry about the gap and hands etc.
And miraculously, I fell asleep. The next moment I woke up was when I felt a hand pull the covers from me. It was already 7 plus. we fell asleep at around 4 plus. haha. Then I brushed my teeth and ate hotcakes. The 3 of us were completely braindead.
Oh yes. Where's Joyce? Still sleeping. haha.
Then a horrible thing happened. We couldn't open Joyce's room door. It was locked inside out.
Since I was the last person to close the door, something must have happened when I closed the door. I was pretty remorseful then. But due to my braindead-ness, I didn't really react. My heart was pounding fiercely against my chest and I was panicking. (just like what the normal me will react) but I was surprisingly calm. Serene and I asked joyce for the keys (we thought we might not be able to find the keys)and finally, the door was open. Then we changed and packed our things.
We left at approx 9 plus, i guess.
Gosh. I think this entry is long. haha. Sumimasen. Thanks for reading such a long entry. This entry was written in 2 days. haha. Anyway, the other parts will be updated later on at night. haha.
Btw, Zoumei has already left singapore. :( I'm really gonna miss her... But glad that I managed to pass her the farewell presernt. :) Btw, her brother is really adorable. :) He was talking on and on about seeing me and even reached out to hit me on my arm. He just kept laughing. haha. anw he's 4 tis yr. :)
Anyway, zoumei, please please take care of yourself over there. :) 3 months is a very long time... I still u can adapt there with no problem. Best wishes and good luck over there! (I hope u can stay after 3 months... :))
This morning I realized that I have the song 'You'll be in my heart". haha. Waihou burnt it for me 2 yrs ago. haha. It's a really beautiful song.
So I was listening to it and reading the lyrics at the same time. Then I recalled our class. the lyrics really fit our class... I was getting really emotional then... Please listen to the song. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iU2w6UafG1M"> You'll be in my heart
It's a very good song. :)
Artist: Disney Song: You'll be in my heart Album: Tarzan
I gotcha ya, i'll right here unless
Come stop your crying,
It'll be all right
Just take my hand
Hold it tight now
I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here don't you cry
For one so small
You seem so strong now
My arms will hold you
Keep you safe and warmness
Bond between us
Can't be broken
Said wanna be here
Don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
You'll be in my heart yeahhh
From this day on
Now and forever more, for more
Why can't they understand
The way we feel
They just don't trust
What they can't explain
I don't see the different
But deep inside us
We're not that different at all
You'll be in my heart
Said you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more... you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
you'll be right here in my heart always
Always! always, always(3)
Don't listen to them'
Cause what do they know (what do they know)
We need each other
have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know, will show them together
When destiny calls you
You must be strong (you gotta be strong)
I may not be with you
But you got to hold on
They'll see in timeI know
We'll show them together!
'Cause you'll be in my heart (Believe me)
You'll be in my heart (I'll be there)
From this day onNow and forever more
You'll be in my heart (you'll be here in my heart)
No matter what they say (I'll be with you)
You'll be here in my heart (I'll be there)
Always
Always!
I'll be with you!
I'll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there always
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Updates!~*
Mood: Still not too bad. haha.
Music: Fairyland by Ayumi Hamasaki
First thing, I've watched Ayu's 'JEWEL' PV. My gosh. It's gorgeous! The background's gorgeous! The song is amazing! Ayu looks fantastic! And all the diamonds and stuff are kira kira! haha.
So overall, it's a SUPERB PV.
Ayu never really cease to amaze me. Her songs, her lyrics, her wacky ideas for PVs. :) This is definitely one of the best ballads I've heard. :)
I'll post some screenshots later. And phew. her forum's finally working. I thought it had banned me since i didnt go there for like... 1month plus plus plus? haha. Anyway, please do look out for her new album 'SECRET'. It's gonna be great. :)
Next, GRADUATION NITE 2006.
Serene, Joyce, Yeeyan and I have been going island wide (sort of) to search for dresses, necklaces etc etc. And in the end, I believe mine's the most formal among us.
(music changed to Beautiful Day by Ayu)
I know I'll be talked about behind my back on that night, regardless of guys or girls. They'll probably comment about everything about me. But I've decided to ignore. I don't have to give a damn to what they say since that night will be the last night they'll ever see me and last time they can talk about me. So well, as long as I enjoy the night, I really dun want to bother about the things they say. :)
AS LONG AS THEY LEAVE MY FRIENDS ALONE.
Heard that, people?
haha. I hope i sounded harsh. cos I'll get really really pissed if i hear just one thing they say about my friends.
I'm worried that someone else will be wearing the same thing as me. haha. That's the most embarrassing thing that can happen that night.
Another thing, what's my dress like? It reminds me of Ayumi's '05-06 concert BOLD and DELICIOUS dress. except hers was white dress with black belt (I GUESS) and mine's black with white belt. If i wear a very large hat, it'll be very similar.
And I'm genuinely worried. That... well... it's too... ok nevermind.
Will be staying over at Joyce's house after that. haha.
*~HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GWEN!!!!~*
Good luck in life and all the best in everything u do!!! Dun worry, no matter how broke I am at the moment, I promise a very very nice present. haha. :D
ok. another thing.
MISO SOUP (by Tegoshi Yuya and Masuda Takahisa)
Just another same old day
Picking up the same old food
The dinner from the shops
I got used to eating alone
Just by myself
But something makes me feel kind of tired
Another package arrived with a note
Asking me if everything's alright with me
Whenever I call you ask me if I am
coming home for that New Year holiday
Miso Soup I feel loving
Tender care it's always nice and hot.
I'm always a kid I'll never be matured enough
Never ask for anything you gave me all the love you have
All the love you gave me mom
Makes me want to see you again
Feel a little cold today
Nothing much better to do than just watch TV at home
I got used to being alone
Just by myself
But something makes me feel the loneliness
Still I see you in my, in my mind
With your hand on that door with that smile at someone
I always wonder if you are who you find
Maybe this is the year, the year that I should go home
Miso Soup I still remember
It's in my heart where things are going down
So I never get lost
You will always hold my hand
Never ask for anything you were always there for me
Makes me come back to your smile
I always be here for you
When you get tired of the light
Cause life in the city is not everything
Come back home anytime
Miso soup I feel loving
Tender care it's always nice and hot
I'm always a kid I'll never be matured enough
Never ask for anything
You gave me all the love you have
All the love you gave me mom
Makes me want to see you again
hahaha. Serene'll love me. anyway, the paragraph bolded is my favourite. I find it exceptionally touching. dun ask why. haha.
Oh yeah. speaking of that, I was watching Dome Tour 2001 of Ayu a few days back. I was watching SEASONS performance which she wore that puffy pink dress and footages of war/sufferings/fighting was displayed behind her. I was reading the lyrics at the same time.
Kyou ga totemo...
den I found myself crying.
The lyrics just hit me like a wave. I could relate so well to it, I was really really touched. And I just cried like that. It might seem weird, but when
someone says the things that you want to hear most, your tears will just flow uncontrollably.
SEASONS by Ayumi Hamasaki
This year, another season has passed.
Memories have become faded.
The border between my vague dream and
reality has become blurred.
Even so, the dream I once told you of
had not a single lie in it.
La La-i
Today was happy,
and tomorrow will surely be happy as well.
"These days will continue forever,"
or so I thought at the time.
Throughout the endless days I felt
as if something was missing.
I blamed it on these unnatural times,
and just gave up.
La La-i
Today was very sad,
and even if I cry tomorrow,
someday the time will come that I can laugh
and remember the time we had together.
How much time must pass by,
in this finite existence of ours?
We'll live in the present,
and what will we find?
Music: Fairyland by Ayumi Hamasaki
First thing, I've watched Ayu's 'JEWEL' PV. My gosh. It's gorgeous! The background's gorgeous! The song is amazing! Ayu looks fantastic! And all the diamonds and stuff are kira kira! haha.
So overall, it's a SUPERB PV.
Ayu never really cease to amaze me. Her songs, her lyrics, her wacky ideas for PVs. :) This is definitely one of the best ballads I've heard. :)
I'll post some screenshots later. And phew. her forum's finally working. I thought it had banned me since i didnt go there for like... 1month plus plus plus? haha. Anyway, please do look out for her new album 'SECRET'. It's gonna be great. :)
Next, GRADUATION NITE 2006.
Serene, Joyce, Yeeyan and I have been going island wide (sort of) to search for dresses, necklaces etc etc. And in the end, I believe mine's the most formal among us.
(music changed to Beautiful Day by Ayu)
I know I'll be talked about behind my back on that night, regardless of guys or girls. They'll probably comment about everything about me. But I've decided to ignore. I don't have to give a damn to what they say since that night will be the last night they'll ever see me and last time they can talk about me. So well, as long as I enjoy the night, I really dun want to bother about the things they say. :)
AS LONG AS THEY LEAVE MY FRIENDS ALONE.
Heard that, people?
haha. I hope i sounded harsh. cos I'll get really really pissed if i hear just one thing they say about my friends.
I'm worried that someone else will be wearing the same thing as me. haha. That's the most embarrassing thing that can happen that night.
Another thing, what's my dress like? It reminds me of Ayumi's '05-06 concert BOLD and DELICIOUS dress. except hers was white dress with black belt (I GUESS) and mine's black with white belt. If i wear a very large hat, it'll be very similar.
And I'm genuinely worried. That... well... it's too... ok nevermind.
Will be staying over at Joyce's house after that. haha.
*~HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GWEN!!!!~*
Good luck in life and all the best in everything u do!!! Dun worry, no matter how broke I am at the moment, I promise a very very nice present. haha. :D
ok. another thing.
MISO SOUP (by Tegoshi Yuya and Masuda Takahisa)
Just another same old day
Picking up the same old food
The dinner from the shops
I got used to eating alone
Just by myself
But something makes me feel kind of tired
Another package arrived with a note
Asking me if everything's alright with me
Whenever I call you ask me if I am
coming home for that New Year holiday
Miso Soup I feel loving
Tender care it's always nice and hot.
I'm always a kid I'll never be matured enough
Never ask for anything you gave me all the love you have
All the love you gave me mom
Makes me want to see you again
Feel a little cold today
Nothing much better to do than just watch TV at home
I got used to being alone
Just by myself
But something makes me feel the loneliness
Still I see you in my, in my mind
With your hand on that door with that smile at someone
I always wonder if you are who you find
Maybe this is the year, the year that I should go home
Miso Soup I still remember
It's in my heart where things are going down
So I never get lost
You will always hold my hand
Never ask for anything you were always there for me
Makes me come back to your smile
I always be here for you
When you get tired of the light
Cause life in the city is not everything
Come back home anytime
Miso soup I feel loving
Tender care it's always nice and hot
I'm always a kid I'll never be matured enough
Never ask for anything
You gave me all the love you have
All the love you gave me mom
Makes me want to see you again
hahaha. Serene'll love me. anyway, the paragraph bolded is my favourite. I find it exceptionally touching. dun ask why. haha.
Oh yeah. speaking of that, I was watching Dome Tour 2001 of Ayu a few days back. I was watching SEASONS performance which she wore that puffy pink dress and footages of war/sufferings/fighting was displayed behind her. I was reading the lyrics at the same time.
Kyou ga totemo...
den I found myself crying.
The lyrics just hit me like a wave. I could relate so well to it, I was really really touched. And I just cried like that. It might seem weird, but when
someone says the things that you want to hear most, your tears will just flow uncontrollably.
SEASONS by Ayumi Hamasaki
This year, another season has passed.
Memories have become faded.
The border between my vague dream and
reality has become blurred.
Even so, the dream I once told you of
had not a single lie in it.
La La-i
Today was happy,
and tomorrow will surely be happy as well.
"These days will continue forever,"
or so I thought at the time.
Throughout the endless days I felt
as if something was missing.
I blamed it on these unnatural times,
and just gave up.
La La-i
Today was very sad,
and even if I cry tomorrow,
someday the time will come that I can laugh
and remember the time we had together.
How much time must pass by,
in this finite existence of ours?
We'll live in the present,
and what will we find?
Saturday, November 18, 2006
typo errors!!~*
Mood: really happy
Current music: Beautiful Fighters by Ayumi Hamasaki
The topic of this entry is..... MY FAMOUS TYPO ERRORS.
Goodness. I make ridiculous typo errors. haha. they're so ridiculous, it's hard not to laugh.
I even spelt my own name wrongly before. Instead of 'JASMINE', it became' GASMINE'.
It's that bad. haha.
And of cos, there're worse ones.
Once, i typed this ridiculous sentence on yahoo messenger.
"Are you sue about it?"
Then there was
"This is nuta!"
and
"A crazy perso"
and my most famous
"gagagaga"
and
"jajaja"
and "kakakaka" (sounds like kah-jun. but tt's not the point)
and I just typed this sentence
"goodness. this dound chom."
...
do u even get what I was trying to typw? hahah.
Alright. If I write it out this way, i guess u'll understand.
Jasmine: Math is chom, can u teach me?
Teacher: Sue.
SEE? when can I correct this fault?!
Date: 18November2006
Time: 11.09
Current music: Beautiful Fighters by Ayumi Hamasaki
The topic of this entry is..... MY FAMOUS TYPO ERRORS.
Goodness. I make ridiculous typo errors. haha. they're so ridiculous, it's hard not to laugh.
I even spelt my own name wrongly before. Instead of 'JASMINE', it became' GASMINE'.
It's that bad. haha.
And of cos, there're worse ones.
Once, i typed this ridiculous sentence on yahoo messenger.
"Are you sue about it?"
Then there was
"This is nuta!"
and
"A crazy perso"
and my most famous
"gagagaga"
and
"jajaja"
and "kakakaka" (sounds like kah-jun. but tt's not the point)
and I just typed this sentence
"goodness. this dound chom."
...
do u even get what I was trying to typw? hahah.
Alright. If I write it out this way, i guess u'll understand.
Jasmine: Math is chom, can u teach me?
Teacher: Sue.
SEE? when can I correct this fault?!
Date: 18November2006
Time: 11.09
piano~*
Mood: still pretty ok
Music: First Snow by BoA
hey. Has anyone realized that Christmas's coming really really soon?
Maybe that's why I'm listening to such a christmassy song. haha.
Ok. Anyway, that's not the point. The point is--- WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR CHRISTMAS?!
Had a party last year and the year before. So what about this year?
Since I'm like super duper free, i should really plan something awesome and more large scale. haha. I shall discuss it with my sister one day.
Another thing, I realized that I can't complain about piano lessons if I really enjoy it. But the fact is that I don't enjoy everything about it. Just a few parts. I really like talking to my piano teacher (tt's part of the lesson rite?) and playing pieces that I really enjoy. Like right now, I'm learning this Hungarian Dance song for my performance at the end of the year. I used to hate it. Because it's strange. It's a Grade 8 exam piece a couple of years back. and it just sounded strange. But right now, i realized I love it a lot. :)
I totally can't stand scales and czerny. They drive me up the wall.
And I can't play in front of an audience. This sucks. I freak out really badly, i forget where am I, I panick, den i screw up everything. This kinda made my teacher more determined to make me play for an audience to listen. oh well.
But overall, i really enjoy playing piano. People might think I'm nuts, but I really do, provided I play the pieces I like :)
(music changed to BoA's Winter Love)
So right now, I'm off to practise my piano. From today onwards, I'm a PRIVATE student. yup. no more sch hols, enrichment week etc etc. and best of all, my results wont be posted for the whole world to see! haha.
The bad thing is, ive yet to figure out how to go to my tcher's house. shit.
Music: First Snow by BoA
hey. Has anyone realized that Christmas's coming really really soon?
Maybe that's why I'm listening to such a christmassy song. haha.
Ok. Anyway, that's not the point. The point is--- WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR CHRISTMAS?!
Had a party last year and the year before. So what about this year?
Since I'm like super duper free, i should really plan something awesome and more large scale. haha. I shall discuss it with my sister one day.
Another thing, I realized that I can't complain about piano lessons if I really enjoy it. But the fact is that I don't enjoy everything about it. Just a few parts. I really like talking to my piano teacher (tt's part of the lesson rite?) and playing pieces that I really enjoy. Like right now, I'm learning this Hungarian Dance song for my performance at the end of the year. I used to hate it. Because it's strange. It's a Grade 8 exam piece a couple of years back. and it just sounded strange. But right now, i realized I love it a lot. :)
I totally can't stand scales and czerny. They drive me up the wall.
And I can't play in front of an audience. This sucks. I freak out really badly, i forget where am I, I panick, den i screw up everything. This kinda made my teacher more determined to make me play for an audience to listen. oh well.
But overall, i really enjoy playing piano. People might think I'm nuts, but I really do, provided I play the pieces I like :)
(music changed to BoA's Winter Love)
So right now, I'm off to practise my piano. From today onwards, I'm a PRIVATE student. yup. no more sch hols, enrichment week etc etc. and best of all, my results wont be posted for the whole world to see! haha.
The bad thing is, ive yet to figure out how to go to my tcher's house. shit.
Friday, November 17, 2006
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