What you write when you're freakingly sian...~*

ayumi!!!!! hahaha. jus put for fun. =P

ahh! *light bulb lights up*
I finally noe y on earth is Milo so fat!
She eats every single minute! hahaha.
she's sooo cute, I feel lyk pinching her. haha.
I'm violent. lols.

Inuyasha rocks lor!
Everyone should watch cos it's sooo freakingly good!

Feeling pretty sian n moodless now and guess tml I'll feel lyk sleeping.
Sch's startin. urgh.
Wat's worse than sch startin?

My piano exam's on a weird date.
25th July.
haiz... I dun wish to think about piano.
It makes me pull my hair out.
AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh ya. Just now was feeling pretty empty. I mean...
Life's pretty meaningless, if u ask me.
It sucks big time.
You live to die.
haiz...

Sometimes I feel really sad for my mum.
I really really wish she can stop working so hard... serious.
It makes my heart ache...
She goes to work with illness, with her leg injured, her hand cut.
She works frm morning to night.
Reached home to wash clothes and cook if possible.
Now you noe why I never ever go against my mum and I never will...
She's the one I respect most...
That's y smtimes ppl find me very protective over my family members.
They dun understand how much I love them..
I dun tink I can survive without them...
you might tink I'm weird.. ha...
I'm a Cancerian. Cancers are homely ppl.
ya...

haiz.. makes me so sad now...
sorry serene cant go cut hair with you...

oh ya. officially announce me as dead. My phone bill's shooting up. So 4 the time being, wont be smsing. cos i'll kenna killed by dad. shit. heeheehee.

Milo~*

I finally got my Milo. Milo's my new guinea pig aka my birthday present. =) People might think I'm nuts or wat cos they would prefer branded wallet, bag, watch, new hp or new clothes to guinea pig. But I'm not. Serious. I was in the state of a very clear mind when I bought her. And yes, I did consider the pros n cons b4 I bought it. I was thinking, will I haf time for it, will I leave it alone after a few months? But I promised my previous pet I won't neglect my next pet. =) alrite, mayb it sounds lame to u but... ya.

Anyway, I bought it from Helen, a really nice and friendly breeder. =) Bought it yesterday with my sista, sista's bf n mum. haha. Thanks a lot to them. Was really happy. Went out with Karen b4 that. haha. went lot 1 and walked. The neos we took sucks lor. haha. so er xing. Me, I mean. lolx. Den met my mum and bought the bag. The plastic bag super nice. yellow colour very nice. hehehe. den we went for lunch. the food was pretty yucky. But the soup was nice. yum~

Den mum went NTUC and karen n I went petshop to buy timothy hay n pellets. The shopkeeper was frenly. =)

Den went home use com and taught Karen how to play 'Merikuri' on piano. lolx. was laughing very hard. Went 711 to buy hottis. haha. cos a pig's hungry. again. =P Sat on a bench and ate and toked and recorded voice.

Karen: Hello.
Jas: Hello.
Karen:Say smthg.
Jas: u say smthg.
Screams frm the children frm the playgrnd.
---end---

for this we luffed real hard cos the screams were really freaky. haha.

Karen: hello
Jas: hello. A murder is going on now.
Kar n Jas laughs.
JaS: but no one's screaming now.
Karen screams: yaaaa!
Started screamin lyk mad ppl. haha.
---end---

we laughed till stomachache. hahahahaha. esp the part karen screamed. hahahaha.

ok. anw, we went hm after tt and read my Pri 3 journal. I was really funny. 'I went to bought'. lol. my standard of english. ahhaha.

den karen went home. prepared to go out. bought gp n cage. a HUGE cage n more pellets. haha skip all these boring parts. but me n sista drove my sista's bf mad. haha. cos we toked shit and laughed and screamed when he was on the phone. he was givin us the look and we laughed louder. he practically jumped out of the car. lolx.

Sch's startin on Mon. sianzz....

Today was Family Day. Ok la. A lot of ppl visited the carrom section. woohoo~ yay. choir rocks again. =) den after tt played carrom with Mr Foo and ltr on after clearing up played with Mrs Lim. haha. was really fun cos Mrs Lim took away my turn once. haha. in the end zoumei n seenyee won n we all cheered. cos we were hungry. haha.

Me n zoumei n serene ate at Westmall. Had so much fun. kept laughin when eatin ice kachang. haha. offically announce serene is a PIG. she eats lyk theres no tml. hahahaha. =P

Anyway today's piano was disastrous...
I felt so so so bad. cos my tcher was saying I'm nt lyk my usual style n self. I was nt concentrating, I was not coordinating, I was not playing music. My left hand sucks and I'm gonna fail my piano exam. I felt sooo bad. I could cry. serious... I'm nt as energetic as b4, nt as pro as b4, nt as focused as b4, nt as fluent as b4, lost my control on my hands, lost control on the mood.. I suck! URGH!

haiz. anw, cut apple for Milo. I risked my life for her. lol. k la.gonna eat dinner le.

Choir ROD~!

Today was the long awaited ROD.
Well, felt pretty stressed all throughout and I guess probably everyone noes that. lol.
haiz...
I'm not experienced in such things and really...
I tink I made a fool of myself completely today.
It sucks. Embarrassing myself in front of so many ppl really sucks.
I was trying so hard... so hard to get HIGH.
nvm larh.. at least we all tried out bestest. =))
So damn proud of choir committee.
they rock soooo much, I tink i love them A LOT!!!

It was pretty short and all.. and we took off a lot of items ya.
the worst part was the tribal dance. lol. nvm larh..
but the mass dance was pretty fun.
I lyk being Tarzan. haha.
Tarzan rockss!!!! hahaha.

Thanks choir a whole lot for coming today. =)
U guys rock my world. heex.
Thanks sec 4s. U guys were sooo high! hehe.
Thanks Ms Chan n Ms Ong for coming and takin photos. haha.
Thanks Mr Lai for coming. He came pretty late when everything was over alr. lolx.
ahhh. he didn't see us dance! lol.
I never lao sai anymore lor, Mr Lai. lolx. I'm not so mean to put laxative in cake. haha. and ya, I can pose for spastic pics but i'm NOT spastic. haha.

Anyway, carrom's fun! hahaha.
Yuntian n Serene won 3 rounds and Zoumei n I won 0. ahhhh.
lolx. and all thanks to si aun n nicholas who helped serene n yuntian shoot in. zzz.
no larh. they were really great. lolx. me n zoumei nearly screamed to death. nearly went in.
nvm larh, zoumei, we can do it nxt time de. hehehe.

tml looking at guinea pig wif sista n sista's bf n mayb mum. =)
pretty excited.
mayb tml morning going wif karen to buy gp stuff frm her hse there cos cheaper. hee.
found a bag today. gonna change cos my bag turned blue. -___-

Dun really care about homework le.
I'm prepared for a F9 tis time rnd.

Sch startin le. *groans*...
oh ya. family day gonna be tis sat.
collected the shirt today. ok larh.. pretty big. hee.

oh well... for the choir stuff i'll try to get over it.
Cancers are pessimistic ppl...
so hope i can get over it soon..
u noe wat i mean.
I still think that yuntian's more...
haiz. i tink too much.
blame my pessimistic genes.

Maths proj + guinea pig~*

karen asked me to blog about my happiness. lol. cos my sista finally agreed to go with me to visit the guinea pig tml with her bf! wheee~! oh my gosh, u rock, sista, for the first time. =P

shall list the event in pt form today. =)
1. Met yeeyan and serene at MRT station.
2. yy bought pepsi twist. ser bought marshed potato. i didnt buy anything. =)
3. Waited for ks. he's late. A LOT. lol. so he called me and i told him to take bus to my house. I'll meet him there. So, yy, ser n me walked happily home. not really cos yy was complainin how warm it was. lol.
4. Watched music station and tok crap. =) That's our hobbies.
5. Criticized the ppl lyk mad. we were pretty harsh in our words. hahaha. we're evil.
6. Ks arrived! wow. lol. and we came up and started workin on maths proj.
7. We were lyk kept shouting at each other cos of some stupid things. hahaha. i laughed lyk mad.
8. ks called me 'maria' cos yy n ser were hungry. zzz.
9. he scared me a couple of times. by shoutin maria suddenly.
10.uploaded his frenster stuff.
11.ser n yy on the verge of starving.
12.left the house and walked to foodcourt.
13.ks went to mrt station to meet his frens.
14.ate and crapped. guess we're the genuine 'san ba' from class san ba. haha.
15.yy left cos she's meetin her mum.
16.serene stayed to play.
17.fun!!! haha. esp the panda thingy. was crazy.
18.we rock. =))
19.I'm hungry.
20.GP!!!!!

alrite. pretty fun day. haha. minus the stupid weather.

i'm shocked. didnt noe my digital scv can play games. gonna play ltr on. w00ts~!

officially announced tt i'm crazy over yahoo games!

yy n ser, thanks for accompanying me~! u guys very very nice. haha. san ba rocks! =D

karen, thanks to million!!! for findin me breeder, tellin me wat to do and so on. yay. u rock!!! =)

ks, alrite, i noe it's not in kalling river kz? i'm NOT stupid. hehe.

work work work!~*

yesterday was great fun. Although we had to complete the whole mid yr paper + history + elec geog, it was still fun. Maybe shouldn't write out what happened in case ppl misunderstand... Serene'll noe what I'm talking about. Lol. but wateva, it was fun and that's important. =)

Anyway, still gt elec geog, 1 qn of history and a couple of A maths qn and mid yr qns. I tink i'm in for a F9 this A maths test... and what's more, e maths covers the every single E maths chapter we learnt. myy goshh.

I dun have any fate with Maths. Zzzz. I have fate with F9 though. sianz...

Seriously, I tink I might flunk the upcoming O'levels chinese paper. I have not started doing any single revision and wat's more, that assignment she gave us I'm not planning to do. ahhhhh. somehow, I wish there's this student court or smthg where students can bring their case to court. This is so super unfair. With so many things to do, I'm expect to complete my assignments and projects... haiz. we're a pathetic bunch of ppl... urgh.

oh ya, I'm completely stupid when it comes to tt pc of chemistry homework. and maths. HAIZ...

ok. let's tok about smthg happier. I'm doing maths project ltr on. hmm.. is tt supposed to be happy? Well, at least after this I'll be free. Not really, I still have ROD, family dae stuff and chinese proj n musical... AHHHH. Can someone at least send me to asylum or smthg? I tink I'm going bonkers soon. in erm.. approx 120hrs? ahhh. maths again!

I'm officially announced to be the girl who's freaked about maths, chemistry, physics, chinese, english, history, geog... isn't tt all the subjs I take?

and the guinea pig stuff is drivin me up the damn wall. where's fajar rd? think i shld ask serene.. tt's arnd where she stays rite? alrite, so i'm planning to go with my sista n her bf but... my sista has to check her schedule and she can only confirm with me today but i'm going today! WTH?!

jus kill me. I wont mind. But i wont pay you either.

ahh. kyou! =) my absolute darling. lol. ok jkjk... 

ya. tt small fella there nxt to the ball with messy fur. wahaha. it's adorable! =)) 

yes! I can show u guys my future guinea pig. it's the one on the rite. Sweety, her name. =) 

hehe. tis stuff pretty cool. lol!!! okiez. there's mr lai with bernice, me, zoumei, serene n yuntian. =)) 

it works! was trying out and realized it works! ok.call me sua ku. =P anw, there's lynn, zoumei, serene, me, bernice n yuntian. yupzz. 

Sweety...~*

I'm officially announced crazy over Boa's 'Jewel Song'
It rocks. It's a MUST HEAR. =)
Anyway, later going to library to meet serene and we're gonna pia hw
Yes. no matter what happens, I'm gonna finish da freaking homework.

Yesterday was fun. I really enjoyed myself. =) In the morning Karen informed me her mother's sick so there was a change of plans and I ended up going to her house. Karen, you owe me twice. hahahaha. i dun care lor, december hols u're D-E-A-D DEAD. haha. U're gonna get pestered by me every single day. lalala.

Anyway, met serene, yuntian and zoumei at Lot 1 and went shopping for presents. =) haha. as oways, serene behaves lyk a pig. hahahaha. she gets hungry so often, I'm amazed. =P I'm risking my life to write that cos she's gonna kill me for tat. haha.

We kept laughing at yuntian and asking her to wear the retro specs. make her look lyk a dork! ahahaha.

anyway, I left after that to Karen's hse. so when I reached, played with zhuzhu. he's adorable when he makes noises but not squeaking. just soft noises. ahhh!!! he's irresistably cute! lyk karen herself. (oops.) LOL.

den I ate instant noodles and we drank 4 cans of water. lolx. den we used her com and we laughed and laughed and laughed when we tried to record merikuri. haha. and cos we turned on the echo it sounded pretty freaky. haha. alrite, alrite, we're nuts. =P den we cooked barley water for her mum. so proud of ourselves. =) and Karen cut apples for her. I helped ok, although I do haf phobia for knives when it comes to cutting apples. freaked the hell out of me. lol.

den we played the tennis game. pretty funny. haha. and we spent lyk 2 hours of the day laughing. haha. anw, one breeder replied. but still nt sure if i'm taking the gp for sure. it's a SHE. Sweety. haha. she's reallllly cute!!! not smooth haired lyk karen's but pretty messed up fur. u noe, those kind which seems pretty ex and rare? ya. she's very very adorable. =) $35. it's reasonable. =) 2+ mths old only...

well, my sista gt another deal. her bf's fren. 1 mth plus. hmmm... so mum still haven confirm with me yet. well, we'll see tonight ba. =)

to karen: thanks for helping me find tt breeder. took up a lot of ur time ya? lolx. thanks. =) and ask ur mum to take care of herself. lolx. hope the barley water tasted nice. hehehe.


guinea pig! haha.

Worried...~*

Misery Assignment 1 (mixed subjects)

Eng: Write a compo on a day when nothing goes right.
Ans: blablabla (exceeded word limit by 100000)

A Maths: 7 days times 1000 homework = x
Solve the equation and find x.

Ans: x = death

E maths: How many worries do u haf at the moment?
Ans: infinity

Geog: What is the cause of earthquake?
Ans: Jasmine's worries

History: What did Hitler say which shocked the world?
Ans: I have NOT done my maths project!

Chemistry: What do you get when u add HW and ROD and FD (family dae) together?
Ans: arsenic

Physics: What is the highest frequency a human ear can hear?
Ans: Jasmine's screams for help to finish hw.

H.Chinese: (not printable here) translation: use 'die' to make a sentence.
Ans (not printable here) translation: I'm gonna die from all this shit worries.

Examiner's comment:
Excellent work. you've potrayed a high level of understanding of your current crisis. So what the heck are u doing here? Get going and DO YOUR WORK!!!

haha. had fun doing this. took a lot of my brainpower.

but seriously... I think I'm going to be overstressed. haiz.

1. HOMEWORK.
2. Maths proj.
3. Family day (the CAROM BOARD. AHHHH.)
4. ROD (haven tell bernice n elaine the list yet.)
5. piano exam. (ha. gone case.)

anw, yesterday was great. ate jap food. =)

haiz. dun seem to make me much happier. *shrugs*

Simple...~*

still aren't over the craze of inuyasha + ayumi yet. lolls. Completed some assignments today, due to some inspirations by my dear sista. =) Well, I did not finish every single question though. practically left the whole page blank. But, at least I did something. I'm proud of myself. In another words, AMAZED.

rushing through this blog cuz my sista's coming home anytime. yepps. Went out with my mum today. had so much fun. Lot 1 was practically overflowing with people. There was this performance by power rangers and the whole place was filled with kids n their parents. hmm.. had difficulty walking. Had to take 10000 hr to get past the crowd. no kidding. it was like... there was an Ayumi concert or something. pretty freaky.

Bought sch shoes cuz mine had a hole. lol. wanted to buy a bag but... well I shall skip this hurting topic. thinking about it makes me sick. I totally detest ppl who look down on others. I mean, are they really so great? Have they even put themselves in others' shoes? They are a bunch of insensitive, obnoxious bunch of ppl. Try having someone looking down on you. what will you feel?

Shall not spend my energy talking about those ppl. well, that is purely what I feel about these kind of people. unfathomable bunch of ppl...

anyway, we ate KFC. and I'm starting to miss the old days when my whole family went out and eat together... Shan't think about it. It brings tears...

Anyway, there was no piano today cuz my teacher fell sick... ya. Well, take care, Ms Iris, although i'm pretty relieved there was no piano today. =P

Having theory lesson tml.. brought up quitting theory to my mum already. She said she'll talk to my teacher about it. I'm seriously, honestly, extremely sick and tired of theory. There's absolutely no point in going for theory.. esp since I'm not learning anything and I'm just wasting my time sitting there, trying hard to keep my eyelids open... It's a burden for my parents... I noe. that's precisely WHY i'm quitting theory. But, unfortunately, I'm not quitting piano. No matter how tired, how much I feel lyk giving it up, I've pretty much attached myself to piano. =) I cried many times b4 over piano. I'm not gonna let those tears go to waste.

Trying to come up with inspirations for my eng compo... hmm.. will think about it tonight. No shows tonight. Somehow today makes me think that today's Sunday. hmm..

Tml is Father's Day!!! =) Had a surprise present for dad. Feel like taking the present away from him cuz it's soooooo nice! and ex too.

Not quite sure where we're go tml night... anywhere is fine. I just wish my family can get together. Just once is enough. Really, I'll be happy...

Alright. I'm goin offline already. Worried about my sista comin back and pulling me out of her room. urgh. that lioness.

will be staying up to wait for my mum to come home. =)

Finished 2 novels. Pretty amazed at myself.

bye everyone~! take care~* sweeet dreams. ;)

Inuyasha~*

yesterday was great! hahaha.
had soooo much fun! =)
at first went to CCK to meet peiyu, linfang and bernice
cos zoumei went to Lavender and will meet us ltr
and yuntian went st away cos she's running super late.
so me, peiyu n linfang waited for bernice.
bernice's SUPER late. hahaha.
so we talked and waited for bernice.
den she came. it was alr 1015.
so bernice decided not to go. haha.
and we went to take LRT.
peiyu nvr took b4 and linfang took once.
and peiyu was lyk asking me 'where's the driver arh?'
hahaha.
and she said it's lyk a roller coaster ride.
hahaha.

den we got off at fajar and met serene and yuntian.
den we went up and tried to get high.
but we're very tired and lethargic.
den after that we...

*secret*

cos gt senior read one lor. haha. *shuts up*

anyway, after that peiyu n linfang left and we waited for zoumei.
and we played with serene's hamster.
It bit yt but not me.
wahahahaha. =P

den zoumei arrived and we went mac eat.
den laughed till stomachache when i told them the story of the snail.
hmmm... nvm la. i luffed oso. haha.
den yt caused her rabbit to die of heatstroke. LOL.

den we went up and watched phantom of the opera.
aww.. so nice larh.
we're obsessed. =)
den we made cake.
haha. very fun.
den i told them about battle royale.
nxt time can come my house watch.
hahahahaa. *I'M EVIL*

and we played hamsterball.
we went completely insane.
we screamed, laughed till stomachache and jus went crazy.
we're perverts.
hahaha.
laugh at hamster dying.
gosh.

den went home.
yt was fascinated by the LRT.
hahaha.
sua gu.

den reached home.
ate chicken rice.
planned to go eat crystal jade this sunday.
or jap grill
or kimchi
or buffet.
makes me so hungry now.

hahaha.

and u noe what.
seoul garden IS really korean style.
cos it's 'SEOUL'
haha.

last night watched inuyasha. watched tt episode b4...
hmm.. nvm la. got things to watch can le.
i tink sango's pretty.
but kagome's prettier. ya.
kikyo oso. haha.


for those hardcore inuyasha fans, dey'll noe in the 3rd part is ayumi's song 'Dearest' as the ending song. and this is a picture of the CD cover for 'Dearest'. she looks lyk an angel...


awww...


kagome. she's pretty. =)


grp photo. haha.
top: inuyasha's bro(evil) and inuyasha.
bottom frm left: Sango and her dog, miroku (the pervert), inuyasha, kagome and shippo. haha.


ayumi rocks! her single 'M' cover. =)

Take A Look...~*

hmmmm... take a look at this.

http://sg.geocities.com/ayuorigin/

hmmm...

Fly High~!~*

gonna change bckgrnd music again.
'Fly High' by ayumi.
OMG. it's my favourite ayumi song!!!
hahaha. i lurrve it very much!!
cos u listen to the song
u'll haf a sudden urge to jump and dance along with ayumi.
but the midi version is not as gd.
hmmm.. ok le la.
I lurrve the rapping part.
ayumi is COOL!


Fly High CD cover.

beautiful eh? the larger version.

ahhh.
I'm ayumi crazy!

Fly High! RoCKks~!

Fly high
Lyrics: Ayumi Hamasaki
Composer: DAI
Arranger: HAL


I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten so used to seeing.

Even if I come here again some time
I'll see the same sky in the same way
Maybe I thought too much
about whether or not you could call it beautiful.
After a little sleep let's hurry again tomorrow.

I'm afraid. The steps I can't take
pile up, and turn into a long, long
path untraveled; I'm too late.
During that time, I started thinking that
somehow maybe even this place isn't so bad.
I kept giving myself reasons.

In reality, since as long as I haven't understood even once,
I've been pretending to understand everything.

I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten used to seeing.

Somehow everything seems small, and
what I thought was a small lump was
the sky I look up at that has no end.
Maybe because it's too wide.
Maybe because I was next to you.

I wanted to understand it with my head, but
I envy looking back at
someone, somewhere that I missed.

I'll forever be demanding something that isn't there.
I've been thinking like that since I met you.

It's all in this hand for sure.
I mustn't leave my dreams here.
It's all in this hand for sure.
I don't need a predetermined future.

It's all in this hand for sure.
If it doesn't move, I can't move it, but
It's all in this hand for sure.
If I don't start it, it never will.

Outing!!!~*

Currently listening to 'No more words' by ayu.
hmm... a pretty sad song.
Just woke up not long ago.
Still feeling sleepy cos it just rained.
cold...

anyway, yesterday was super fun!
at first met karen at JP
den we went to the petshop and found the puppies there ultra cute.
and the cats and hamsters. haha.
den we crapped and walked around
and saw Jack Neo filming a movie there
with Chuang Rei (sp?)
the scene was repeated over 10 times.wuah.
den we left cos a pig's hungry. =P
went to eat LJS.
den we suddenly rmb the outing with rap
so funny. hahaha. den we kept laughing and choking. haha.
den after that we walked around the basement
and played with her hp.
took lots of pics.
wheee. we're nuts. =D

den after that decided to go her hse
cos i'm dying to see her guinea pig!!!
hahaha.
it's realllly small and cute!!!
half white half black.
his hands one black one white
hahaha.
no matter what we do, it hardly moved. LOL.
I carried it,
put it on the floor,
put it on my lap,
put it on karen's lap,
put it on a cloth,
put it in a basin
IT STILL DIDN'T MOVE.

it's super tamed lor.
den very very very cute. =D
hahaha.
den we went to record songs. haha.
recorded Who, Quincy, Breakaway, Merikuri.
we went nuts.
hahaha.
we screamed cos forgot to record one of the songs.
it was recorded inside.
we laughed lyk mad.
hahaha.

den we played Hamsterball. went so obsessed over it.
cos we kept falling off the edge
and killing the hamster.
LOL.
in the 2 players game, we knocked into each other
and fell over the edge.hahaha.
we're perverts.
when it falls, we laugh. haha.

den played the golf. haha.
It's sooo funny la.
every time when it's my turn,
the person will say 'ah. nevermind'
den sound so funny.
den karen oways kenna negative points de.
cos she went out of bounds.
it's always liddat.
haha.

den i went home.
and watched tv and ate.
and used com.
and slept.
haha.

end of story~*

and guess what.
my mum lyks guinea pigs now.
she asked me about karen's.
and she said if gt ppl take care of the gp,
we'll buy.

it was my wish to have a gp lor. last time.
*eyes widen*

Feeling so HIGH~~~!!!~*

WTH!!!
I was blogging halfway and the com went nuts and everything was gone. URGH. ao pissed... hmph.

Anyway, was saying today was great. although now pretty late and all but jus feel lyk blogging. hahaha. =)

Today was SOOO much fun la! U noe what, I, Jasmine, hereby declare I LURRVE choir committee very very very much!!! hahaha. =D I LURRVE CHOIR!!!! ahahaha. cos we we're super hyper and high today. we had sooo much fun!

But can't say much cos it's *secret*. ssshhhh. lol.

Anyway, was looking for songs. dug those old old songs frm the CD cupboard. ya.. den i found a whole list of songs possible to use. *secret*. haha. nxt meeting is on thurs. we shall RoCKk da HoUsE!!! LOL.

okiez. now listening to 'kuai le chong bai'.. hmm.. possible to use. very catchy song. haha. List of choices:
1.Spice up ur life!
2.The cup of life {go go go, ale ale ale! lol.}
3.Livin'La Vida Loca
4.Thank Abba for the music
5.So Young
6.Mambo no 5 (so nice lor. feel lyk dancing alr. woohoo~)
7.Genie in a bottle
8.Shake ur bon bon. (LOL.)
9.Ai Ni (.............................)
10.Honey (HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~~~~)
11.kuai le chong bai

Can I put ayumi's song on the list? please please please???
12.UNITE! (oh my! this gets u sooo enthu, u'll jus jump!!)
13.Fly High (Use this!! cos i noe all dance steps and it makes u HIGH!!!)
14.Trauma (i noe all dance steps! it makes u superrrrrrr high!!!)
15.Independent (starts off with 15 claps. see Jpop can make u HYPERRR!!!!)
16.Humming 7/4 (OMG. u HAVE TO USE THIS. cos THIS MAKES U JUMP EVEN IF U R SLEEPING!!!!)

I noe all dance steps for the top 6 chosen ayumi songs which will make u jump till mad. OMG!!! USE THEM!!!

alrite. sry. gt pretty carried away. haha.

tml going out. oh yes! no more rotting. =)

I tink i'm superr high lor. feel like jumping and singing! i'm officially labelled as 'crazy'!!! w00ts~~ Let's shake it!!!

Ayumi RocKs!!!~*

hmm.. is there an end for the number of entries?
cos if there is, I'm pretty sure my account will be full.
since these days I'm really really bored
and there's absolutely nthg to do,
I might as well blog.
This entry will be in perfect english.
just doing it for fun.
hahaha.

ok so here it goes.
today during piano lesson, I played my pieces rather well. At least, I did not make any silly mistake and agitating my piano teacher in the process. She taught me a few tactics in playing the exam pieces. Anyway, sightreading was bad. I made many mistakes in the rhythm. I will change for the better. =P

Upon reaching home, I plopped myself in front of the computer and started searching for Ayumi and Boa's pictures. I not in the mood to do homework, so using computer was my only other alternative. Not long after, my father returned home after a hetic day at work. He bought dinner for both of us.

I sat on the sofa and ate while watching the television intently. I was engrossed in the programme, which was showing ayumi's new PV 'My name's WOMEN' for the third time. When it showed for the first time, I nearly screamed at the top of my lungs. haha.

[gives up] nah. I can't use perfect english when I blog. cos it's very... not bloggish. haha. anyway, u noe tt ayumi's PV was really cool. it's all about girl power. woohoo. she was real hot inside. it's about ayumi going to this bar where there were many male dancers flirting with the women. and ayumi was dressed in specs and pretty nerdy type of hairstyle. she found one of the guys there very handsome but that guy ignored her cuz he didn't find her attractive. So feelin disappointed, ayumi left. Then a NEW ayumi returned with 2 girls dressed scantily as 'bodyguards'. and the music started playing and ayumi started singing. meanwhile, they pushed down the guys who tried to touch ayumi. and she went on stage to sing and dance with the guys. she was REALLY REALLY pretty and all. blond n black hair. den she took out a whip blar blar blar... ya.

den all the women there were inspired by ayumi and dey started looking down on the guys instead. and they rose up again the MALES. yay. den ayumi attempted to kiss the very handsome guy but instead, she pushed him down the stage and everyone cheered. ya so in the end, ayumi was leaving when the handsome guy went to take a last glimpse of ayumi. and he realized ayumi was the OLD ayumi. and ayumi just smiled the cool smile and swung the whip and left.

WOOOHOOO. cool rite?! SOOO COOL LA! hahaha.


quite close to what she was wearing and her hair bla bla.. nice!!!

few phrases frm My Name's WOMEN:
-We don't exist for the convinience of you.
-We're not dolls who only dress up.
-We're not dolls who only dream.
-Do remember that we're not such simple things.

YAY!!! FEMALES ROCK!!!!

top 10 AYUMI'S PV (MUST WATCH):
-My name's WOMEN
-Ourselves
-Inspire
-LOVE~Destiny
-Real Me
-Surreal
-Evolution
-Fly High
-Dearest
-Rainbow

My all time favourite-EVOLUTION!!!

hahaha.

I'm getting ayumi crazy again. =D

Powder snow...~*

people who are alert enough might realize
that I changed my background music. again.
hahaha.
this time I changed it to 'Powder snow'.
a very very sad and nice song
about ayumi wanting to escape to a place
where there's no more sorrow and wishes to
cry till she has no more tears left...
a MUST HEAR of ayumi hamasaki.
All my backgrnd music are 99% ayumi's. =)
I enjoy advertising for her
although I dun get a single cent. =P



Alrite, I just woke up not long ago.
Ate my breakfast of black currant+cranberry+aloe vera juice
with dumpling. haha.
feeling a little tired still... yawns.
Gonna prac prac prac piano later.
have to motivate myself. haha.

oh ya. homework.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
better start doing now
if not later can't finish.
den we shall call for celebration.

was reading a novel on a girl who cuts herself
and was sent to mental hospital
and she refused to talk.
she seeks comfort in cutting herself.
she was a Level one patient and made frens wif ppl in her group.
they had grp sessions and individual session.
there were 2 girls with anorexic.
one overweight level 3 girl.
2 drug addicts.
was reading halfway through.
pretty interesting book. =)

ok. jus blog to jie men.
feeling very sian.

I dun want to think about what's gonna happen after the hols.
It's gonna be nightmare...
O'level listenin compre, oral, written exam...
EOY exam... shit.
Sec 3 adventure camp.
Work and more work.
Tests and more tests.
Piano exam..
sigh.

Life's meaningless and miserable.

POWDER SNOW
Lyrics: Ayumi Hamasaki
Composer: Yasuhiko Hoshino
Arranger: Yasuhiko Hoshino


I want to be left alone.
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me.
That I'm wrong about that, that it's my fault,
is all my heart has. I don't need tomorrow.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.
Please help me.

I don't have even one regret.
I've always been living in the present
So that I don't leave even a single trace or footprint,
The candle melts down, this light is extinguished.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.
Please.

I spread my arms wide. I just want to gather the shining snow.
But why? It's so fleeting...

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away.

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Until the snow stops.

Ch0iR!!!~*

feeling very sleepy and cold rite now. bcos it IS cold now. dunno why, but my house is very very cold and guess I should start wearing sweater. I'm not sick, dun worry, cos my parents agree it's cold. *drinks hot milo* haha.

Anyway, today woke up pretty early to go for cheer workshop thingy. so I waited for zoumei at the platform for approximately 5mins, reading my new novel. Then I received a phone call from her, telling me she just woke up. woohoo~ she rockks. I mean it. hahaha. so she told me to meet yuntian and we shall wait for her in the sch canteen. okiez. so I met yuntian at clementi MRT station and we walked to sch together, crappin n luffing. haha. cos guess wat, yuntian has NEVER EVER walked to sch b4 in her entire sec sch life! WOW. lol.

When we reached, everyone reached already. except pauline, linfang n zoumei. haha. ya. so we went up to the hall and sat down and attended 2hr workshop on cheering. ok la. bernice was very enthu and we all screamed 'choir'. haha. zoumei reached nt long after. haha.

after the workshop we left ya. den we went for lunch and we decided to do *secret stuff* on ROD. haha. and we went hyper. ya. haha. den we went yuntian's mum's salon to cut hair. woohoo~ I think it's nice lor. much better than my previous one. w00ts~ Yuntian's mom rocks!! haha.

and serene cut her hair oso. looks pretty much lyk mine. lolx. it's nice lor. gifs a refreshing feeling. very nice. zoumei cut her fringe oso. nt much diff but she looks... she looks... 10 yrs younger. very nice and pretty! haha.

den after that we went upstairs to her house. wow. gifs me a very warm feeling somehow.. unexplainable. very very cozy.. mayb cos it reminds me of my old house and reminds me of those really fantastic memories I had? I was the most happy back there and everyone in my family really really rockk. everyone was very cheerful, united, happy. Very happy. harmonious.. ya. but when we moved here, things changed. totally... ya. hmmm...

and we played with make up. haha.
The result:
Me-tried on one super short denim skirt. Blue mascara, eye lashes very curly and long. Eye shadow one brown +purple, one brown +blue. lip gloss 2 layers. wax on my hair. eyebrow destroyed by zm n s. well done.

Serene- tried on lots of clothes. LOL.

zoumei-hair waxed. eyebrow omoz destroyed.

yuntian-mascara, lash long.

All of the above-sprayed Anna Sui perfume. wow. super ex perfume leh. *eyes wide*

was soo fun and after that we went home le. haha. zm n s went to eat mac n I left without eating. hehe.

Mon=Committee meetin
Tues=OUTING!!!!!
Wed-nil
thurs-nil
fri-nil.

now listenin to 'From a distance'. nice~

so take care everyone!

Love spread by Jasmine~*

heeheehee. =D

Powder snow...~*

people who are alert enough might realize
that I changed my background music. again.
hahaha.
this time I changed it to 'Powder snow'.
a very very sad and nice song
about ayumi wanting to escape to a place
where there's no more sorrow and wishes to
cry till she has no more tears left...
a MUST HEAR of ayumi hamasaki.
All my backgrnd music are 99% ayumi's. =)
I enjoy advertising for her
although I dun get a single cent. =P



Alrite, I just woke up not long ago.
Ate my breakfast of black currant+cranberry+aloe vera juice
with dumpling. haha.
feeling a little tired still... yawns.
Gonna prac prac prac piano later.
have to motivate myself. haha.

oh ya. homework.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
better start doing now
if not later can't finish.
den we shall call for celebration.

was reading a novel on a girl who cuts herself
and was sent to mental hospital
and she refused to talk.
she seeks comfort in cutting herself.
she was a Level one patient and made frens wif ppl in her group.
they had grp sessions and individual session.
there were 2 girls with anorexic.
one overweight level 3 girl.
2 drug addicts.
was reading halfway through.
pretty interesting book. =)

ok. jus blog to jie men.
feeling very sian.

I dun want to think about what's gonna happen after the hols.
It's gonna be nightmare...
O'level listenin compre, oral, written exam...
EOY exam... shit.
Sec 3 adventure camp.
Work and more work.
Tests and more tests.
Piano exam..
sigh.

Life's meaningless and miserable.

POWDER SNOW
Lyrics: Ayumi Hamasaki
Composer: Yasuhiko Hoshino
Arranger: Yasuhiko Hoshino


I want to be left alone.
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me.
That I'm wrong about that, that it's my fault,
is all my heart has. I don't need tomorrow.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.
Please help me.

I don't have even one regret.
I've always been living in the present
So that I don't leave even a single trace or footprint,
The candle melts down, this light is extinguished.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.
Please.

I spread my arms wide. I just want to gather the shining snow.
But why? It's so fleeting...

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away.

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Until the snow stops.

Causeway Point shopping spree!~*

yay. karen advertised for AYUMI. haha. ya. 'key' n 'everfree' r must hears. lol. i agree with karen. woohoo~ ayumi rocks.
but I tink 'Duty' is a must hear too. now listening. so cool~ hahaha.

okiez, yesterday went out with serene to causeway point to look at clothes. hahaha. yupz. and she was really *wolf-whistle* pretty la. she wore this pink sleeveless shirt and skirt. =) very nice. den we walked arnd the place to search for nice looking clothes, with my fingers crossed that we'll be able to find smthg nice. ya. haha. and we looked from store to store to store to store till we're very tired to look on anymore. Then, we went to eat. yay. my favourite part. lol.

I ordered ramen. haha. den serene ate carrot cake. hahaha. den while eating we crapped a lot. haha. den cos tt bowl of ramen too much i nearly choked to death by it. and i'm not joking. lol. and cun finish cos it was really TOO big. haha.

Den after that we walked arnd somemore den took neos. haha. the music super super loud. we chose the music frm the song selection. aiya, shld've chosen ayu-ro-mix. (cos it's sang by ayumi.=)) urgh. cos i didn see it. *sad* den it turned out extremelty RED and PURPLE and PINK. and dear serene misspelled the word 'frens' and it turned out as 'fres'. how nice. hahaha. and I destroyed her hair by puttin a hair band kinda thingy on her head. lol. i noe i'm evil. *cackles*

after that, we walked arnd somemore den ended up at the library. haha. we borrowed books den went to the children section. lol. so paiseh. haha. den after that sat on this very nice black chair den toked shit den sat there for quite long b4 we left and went back to basement of causeway pt. haha. den serene bought sushi. =) and she gave me one! sooo nice of her. lurrve ya, serene. haha.

den she wanted to eat pastamania and i stopped her cos nxt time can come and eat individually. haha. and we forgot all about it le. hehe.

den we went popular to buy CD and I was looking at ayumi's n boa's CDs. soo nice lor. lol. den we sang 'That's you go away' by MLTR as we walked. haha.

den we took mrt home den continue tokin crap. hahaha. a very very fun day. =D

to karen:
I'm famous in ur blog. haha. and another thing, I'll never look down on u de. lolx. I told you that since... pri sch? haha. and ya, take care of urself. glad to hear u getting ok. i wont wan my fantastic fren to be sick ya? =) ya. i wish to go back to kindergarten den we can both bully that sailormoon guy, still rmb? haha. and we can go and perform again in the eoy performance. and we can enter the blue /2 group again! lyk b4. haha. and write letters to each other. haha. so funny.

haha. cos rushing for time.
later going to sch for some cheer thingy.
and meetin zoumei n yuntian.
haha.
so gtg le.
take care everyone~*

Muacks!

Crapping [Part 2]~*

I've come back from lunch, dinner and after watching tv.
kenna chased away frm the tv once more
cos my sis wanna watch CSI
I wanna watch superstar.
cos helping mum record
but dunno wat happened to my VCR
cannot record.
I declare war on my VCR.

Played lots of times of minesweeper flags
and hexic and tic tac toe today.
lost a couple of times.
i dun lyk that stupid bomb in hexic.
it always kills me.
grrrr.

Finally talked to mr lai on msn.
thank God of timing. =))
we crapped a lot
and I finally realized my maths standard is extremely low.
that webby inspired me to do my homework.
thanks, mr lai, anyway. lol.

Wasted away another day.
I think if I go on lyk this,
my brain will rust and my IQ level will drop drastically.
*worried*
and I might bcome a pig.
better start gettin away from com n tv.
evil things. lol.

I realized Boa's super pretty.
so is nakashima mika.
and of couse, AYUMI HAMASAKI.
and they sing superbly well.
was looking at Boa's pictures just now.
My mouth dropped open.
My mind was in a whirl.
hmm... I tink I was a male in my past life.

I'm gettin obsessed with Jap stuff.
as usual.
tml going out with serene to look at stuff.
at least i ain't gonna rot
my life's boring...
a life with no aim and no meaning.
a meaningless life.
I think if there's no such thing such as TV or com or potato chips,
I'll spend the rest of my life in an asylum.

zzzzz.
Feel like sleeping.
If I can I'll try and master the skill of hypnotising.
so that I can hypnotise my sista to get out of the house
to let me watch superstar.

.
Boa. she's pretty la. makes me feel so sad...

.
Ayumi hamasaki. my favourite. =)

.
Nakashima Mika. she's cool.

yay. they rockk. =))

Crapping...~*

sianz.
feel like crapping.
cos jasmine's in a crappy mood.
yadayadayadayada.
lolz

haiz...
now feeling increasingly sian.
cos I dun feel like doing homework.
and I feel like watching ayumi's concert.
hahaha.
today my mum made sandwiches.
with egg, cucumber, fillet.
sooo nice.
lurrve u, mum. haha.

Crap crap crap.
hmmms...
my sista bought new comics
'Goth'. it's about a murderer.
ya. pretty grotesque la.
but my sista lyks these
kinda things.

sometimes I tink she's a vampire.
cos she hates light.
and she dresses in black most of the time.
she's into gothic style clothes.
she lyks blood.
lol. that's y she's gonna b a doc.
now studying medical tech.
she lyks dark music.
she lyks to watch concerts
in which the singers scratch themselves
till they bleed.
she like watching PVs
in which ppl die and eat eye balls.
hmmm...

But she's pretty.
she's smart.
she's nice when she's in good mood.
we chat about our secrets and all.
ya.
but when she's in bad mood,
she's lyk a vampire.

But I still lurrve her as much.
hahaha.
my relatives call her sexy
and i wont deny.
but she's my sista ma. haha so cant b jealous. =)

wow. crapped so much about her.
now hmm.. feel like crappin about myself.
I'm pretty dumb.
a self-confessed lamer.
superr lazy!! no one can beat me for my laziness.

I lurrve ayumi lots.
lots.lots.lots.lots.
I like eating,
slping, doing wateva comes to my mind.
I like singing cos choir rocks like mad.
I like to criticize my sista cos she criticizes me.
I haf weird habits like doing 'free-writing' when I'm sian.
Like cooking. and trying out new recipes. haha.
I like to question my actions.
I'm extremely extremely blur.

enough crapping.
going to eat lunch.
so ltr continue the blog.

i tink i'm crazy.
possssessssed.

Orchard~*

today was fun. haha.

At first went to sch with serene for Eng remedial... zzz. felt lyk sleeping cos pretty boring and all. we just went through a few worksheets about comprehension. ya. den after that me, serene, yeeyan, joyce n angela went to eat lunch at formosa. again. haha. den I ate zha jiang mian. delicious. lol. den yeeyan, joyce n angela ate tom yam and serene ate macaroni. very very nice. too bad tis time didn't eat guo tie. haha. obsessed with it.

We walked arnd and bought slurpee n angela bought vanilla cone den we went separate ways. cos me, yy, joyce n ser went orchard cos joyce needa change braces. den angela wan go JP. yupz. so we took MRT to orchard. den crapped loads there. ya. wont deny I was a little pissed and frustrated by certain things. I can't believe I was so frustrated I actually said smthg bad about AYUMI. omg. Must've crossed my wires somewhere. These days moodswing real serious. pardon me, guys.

den we walked arnd and went mac to drink water den went LJS eat. lol. we sound like a bunch of ppl who haven't been eating since 3. haha. and we walked around and toked n luffed lots. haha. my mood turned better then. lol. cos yeeyan n joyce were feeling rather tired so decided to go home early. haha.

After that we played 'linking' game. lyk when I say 'Ayumi' what's the nxt word u tink of? obviously the nxt word is 'gorgeous'. oh yes. =)) and it continued until me and serene went to lot 1.

we discussed about fashion stuff. haha. was pretty happy today. yups.

I think my hair sucks big time. Well, mayb shaving it bald IS gonna help me after all. lol.

Gawd. can u believe it? it's RAINING NOW. it was hot jus now. Hot enough to vapourize human beings. gosh.

Feel like eating ice-cream. hmm. my sista n me have tis weird habit of eating ice-cream in icy cold weathers. alrite, go ahead. call us weird. haha.

oh ya. looks lyk me n Mr Lai have no fate. at all. LOL. since I was about to go offline when he came online to talk to me. Thanks to my sista who threatened to drag the chair outside. *rolls eyes* oh yes, I lurrve u lots, sista.

today i'm in crappy mood. yes. I can go ahead and blog n blog n blog n blog till my sis comes home. I mean it. =))

so. here it goes.

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ok. bye.

New Background music

After a long battle of which midi to choose as bckgrnd music, finally decided on 'Wishing'. A simple and nice song in her debut album 'A Song for XX'. Rocks totally. Love that song very much. the lyrics is super touching oso.. =)

Wishing
Lyrics: Ayumi Hamasaki
Composer: Hideaki Kuwabara
Arranger: Akimitsu Honma


I've never tried to count how long it's been since we met
but I feel like spending more time with you.
In a day that will soon give in to nightfall, you always finally call
"Let's meet over there now," I am saved by those words.
Maybe it's because I've had a lot of experience with this kind of thing.
So much that it's mysterious, I can feel you near me.

I'm sorry for always relying on you, it's just that I can't do anything myself...
More than anyone else, I'm praying that the dream you drew in your heart comes true.
That you can be happy together with that person you love so much.

When the things I've been storing up for so long suddenly come flowing out,
you cried with me by my side, and we lauged.
Countless as the stars, again and again we meet and break up.
At that time I lost more than I gained, but it's different now.

I'm always relying on you but, this time I'll do it myself.
You're really not that strong, and I know I can't be alone.
I hope that you can laugh together with that person you love so much.


Nice yea?...sigh.

Ignore me... Life sucks.

alrite.top 5 good things that happened today.

1. I cooked my own lunch. yupz. u didnt hear wrongly. I cooked my own lunch of pasta, salmon, veg n egg. ain't I pro? lolx. say hi to this chef of the century. LOL.

2. No one's home and I can use the com till I die in my seat. yah. lol.

3. No one's home and I can watch TV till it explodes and I die of radiation.

4. No one to ask me to clean up my room. yay. tis rocks.

5. Dun haf to get chased out by my sister. cool.

Top 5 bad things that happened today:

1. I'm in a horrible horrible mood now. so I might screech at anyone who provokes me. lol.

2. I'm rotting at home. I feel lyk running around the house cos I'm sooo freaking bored!!!

3. The weather's superbly hot. Hot. HOT. I can just melt.

4. I, Jasmine, have NOT started on my freaking homework yet. And THAT is BAD.

5. Tml there's this Eng remedial, in which I'm gonna rot and grow cobwebs and die. Yes. I mean it. I hafta wake up at this freaking time of 8 o'clock to rush to this super irritating MRT and get the hell out of Clementi station to walk the shittingly long road to school. Yes. how wonderful. I just simply love it.

Alrite, I noe I'm vulgar. but I'm pisssed. super pissed. at everything.

Life's wonderful. *cackles*

3o8 BBQ!!!

Lol. cos my previous layout went bonkers so changed to this one. yupz. call me obsessed with anime. haha. but i jus lyk tis layout very very much la. haha. esp when u put ur mouse on the link, it'll turn black and there'll b hearts. sooo cool. =) ok. i'm nuts.

Yesterday was fun. I mean it. Superr fun. haha. cos yesterday had BBQ at Mrs Chiang's house. yups. at first I went for piano. hmmm... nthg to comment about piano. den took 941 to Bukit Batok and met up with Joyce n Yeeyan n Zuhui and they bought yubing's present. hahaz. den we chatted about my problems den took cab to Clementi station. den reached there and we saw our class ppl. lolx. a lot of ppl were there. den kaisheng was sittin on the ledge. hahaha. den saw kathy, cindy, angela, yubing den peihua and the guys. was realli surprised Huang Jian and boon kiat turned up. haha. ya den quite a few ppl went there early to help out den we walked together to Mrs Chiang's condo. lolx. den we wanted to hide to confuse the guys but didnt. lolx. den when we reached there we told each other to get away frm the pool cos later kenna pushed in. lolx. den the girls sat at a table and peihua was realli nice la. she brought lots of chips and marshmallow and drinks to us. wuah.. tink we realli duo pai. haha. den afterwards went to see them play dai di. lolx.. very funny. den cindy screamed and shocked me den i stepped on joyce's feet. LOL. soo sry. haha. den the guys went to play at playgrnd. haha.

I was kenna teased many times by the guys. as usual. den afterwards we walked arnd and went to clubhouse to watch the guys play table soccer. super funny lor. hahaha. dey like kick the ball into their own goal. very comical. haha. den afterwards we went to play at the pool there. walk arnd the water. lolx. den at furobath!!! furobath rox rox rox. but very hot. haha. den we came out and sat together to play bluff and blackjack and it was ready to eat. lolx.den siong aik was super nice and brought us chicken wings, satays and otah.. delicious la. den we drank the orangr+icecream soda. hahas. and we crapped a lot. den junliang gave us his satays. u rock man. haha. den we took salad. nice~ and we 'yam-senged' together and sang birthday song for yubing. haha. everyone had their own rhythm. haha. den we played with sparklers! yay. very beautiful. ya. den shon fan was like chasing us all arnd. scary la. den ivan was throwin sparklers. haha. nicholas oso scaring ppl. lols. den we went up to mrs chiang's hse to take fruits. yupz. den walked past a 'jasmine'. haha.

oh ya. mr tan, ms lim and ms koh oso turned up. haha. den we went to watch them play billards. wuah. jason super pro lor. haha. jason played with mr tan. both very pro. =) den we went to play at furobath. wuah.. very hot but we tahaned. but we screamed a few times. very very HOT. but it's good for health. haha. cindy's leg turned red la. lolz. den afterwards we went out to eat 2nd serving den sat together to say ghost stories. everyone went to this dark dark alley in the condo. very dark. den everyone sat in a circle. den nicholas started saying his lame ghost story which no one was freaked out.but ivan's pretty scary. the NCC one.. about the door one open one closed and the window pane with paint and field with words. and pull-ups. LOL. Blood...xie...beware. LOL.

den the second story was pingpong ball one.. ok la. jus tt cos u'll keep thinking of the 'pong pong pong' thing.. the main pt of the story, make u rmb. haha. den mrs chiang said the Bishan one. oooh.. very freaky. den eng ngee, kah jun dey all had lots of comments. haha. den kaisheng and zuhui left early cos gt things on. yupz. den after that we cleared and walked together home. one big bunch of us. haha. they were like throwing bomb thingy which explodes and gt sodium n water everywhere. everyone was like running away and screaming. hahaha. den took mrt. weixiang, junliang, kahjun n jason took cab. den on the train kept saying ghost story. lols. den went home lo. haha.

A very nice day. haha. but too bad no one gt pushed in. haha. if not eng ngee sure pushed in de. haha.

3o8 rocks!

*~Happy Belated Birthday Yubing!!!~*

Tired...

Later gonna practise piano le. Very worried about my piano exam. tink gonna flunk it la.. ya. erm.. and later going for piano lesson. shit. gonna record my playing again. urgh. mental torture.

Gonna go for BBQ le. at mrs chiang's house. yupz. gonna last till pretty late ba.. hmmm.. yupz. hope it'll b fun. hehe.

I was just thinking... what am I supposed to do about it? I'm really at a lost of words and dunno wat to do... I dun wanna say or do anything la... I'm tired of all these. why must ppl get hurt bcos of such things?

Am I supposed to let go or hold on to it? ...urgh.

And I'm still uncertain who that person is. that idiotic person.

Urgh. Think I'm going nuts.

Oh ya, btw, the layout's changed cos the previous went bonkers. ya. den the music I chose is 'yue guang' by Cyndi. jus feel it fits the layout. hmmm...reflection... ya. wonder when will the reflection show who I am inside...

Away...

todae had choir. lols. den me and zoumei were superr late. haha. cos waited for cab at cck there for approximately 45 mins. sooo pissed off. was really anxious and worried there won't be cab. haiz. but zoumei was lyk very relaxed and was eating mashed potato. haha. lyk we belong to 2 diff worlds. haha. den sang hotaru koi. long time nvr sang it le. hahas. den we had committee meeting to discuss about rod n family dae n *secret* stuff. hahas.

Haven start on homework lor.. haiz.. no mood to do homework la. so sian. zzz. tml there's class gathering at mrs chiang's hse. BBQ. den dunno whether i'll b going cos gt piano till 5 tml.. ya.. den will b pretty rushed den will b carrying a big bag of books lor. ya... but tink lots of gurls not going ba.. hmmm.. many gt things on. but guys seem very enthu about it. haha. so funny. cos usually is girls enthu den guys nt enthu de. now opposite. yay. 3o8 rocks. =) oh ya. today gt physics remedial den was crapping with valencia throughout cos very tired and hot lor. haha. after tt went home with yubing, angela, valencia n cindy. haha. den crapped with yubing on the train. haha.

I've got this really huge secret in my heart.. ya. but i dunno if I should tell it to anyone... it might be a mistake to say out.. but.. soon everyone will noe oso.. unless.. well, ppl around are not alert ba.. hmmm...

dunno why the more i wish to get away from all these the more I'm involved in these...It's not bad. but not good oso... ya. well, guess i've had enough le ba. these few days so many things happening.

can I lock myself up and nvr to go out again? ...haiz...

Hmm...

hmmm.. guess u guys realized i dislyk linking other ppl rite? lolx.. call me lazy ba. dun lyk linkin ppl cos find it very ma fan.. sorry guys. ya..

today had chinese remedial. it's so sian... ya. was having headaches during rememdial. haiz.. den today went sch earlier to meet yeeyan n joyce to eat lunch. haha. i wasnt hungry so ate vanille cone. haha. den chatted den zoumei scared me frm behind. grr.. haha. she and yan mei were at jec oso. dey gt bio stuff later. haha. den we took bus to sch. nearly late den dey said it's changed to 1. sianzz... so we sat at canteen and crapped. den zuhui, weina n cindy came with the lianhe zaopao to show us our poems bein published.. so paiseh.. oops. den finally we went to 3/1 classroom and sat outside to wait. our class gurls sat together. haha. den we lyk crapped den the guys sat together oso. den we went in and the torturous 3 hrs of rememdial begun... haiz. soooo sianzz. den i was like playin wif serene. drawin pics. haha. very funny. den after tt sent serene off den went ginza eat at famosa. haha. went with yubing, joyce, yeeyan, angela n zuhui. haha.

we went and me n angela ordered the ban mian den yy n joyce ordered tom yam den zuhui ordered mian xia. yubing on diet. haha. den it tasted like mee hoon kuay. haha. very nice. =) den after eatin we crapped loads den i realli wanted guo tie so we bought a plate. angela, zuhui yy n me share that plate. hmm.. delicious! den cos angela's guo tie gt scotchtape so tt plate given to us free. hahaha. thanks angela! haha. oh ya, b4 tt i accompanied zuhui to repair specs den we looked for kaisheng's specs haha. =P den after that we paid den went 711 to buy slurpee den walked back sch. haha. super full. den went home.

hmmm... tml serene going cameron highland. i was like sssstupid cos i tot cameron highlands in US since gt a director with a surname of 'cameron'. LOL. i'm a self-confessed idiota. hahaha. =P gurl, haf fun yea? hahaha.

YY jus came back frm Thailand. yay. didnt miss u tis hols oso. hehehe. dun kill me, cockroach.

Last 2 rememdials... tml no remedial.. yea.

Betrayal.. I hate it. it sux, k? I dunno who to trust anymore... i shldn't haf trusted u in the first place... but things happened, didnt dey? and wat... y must u do these things? we didnt offend u, did we? backstabber... scram. get out of my life. I dun like all these. and I DUN NEED ALL THESE.

hmmm... pretty frustrated over some things yea? dun feel lyk tokin to anyone right now.. i need myself. yeah... gettin increasingly irritated and sick of these things... but.. well, is there anything i can do? I feel lyk jus going somewhere else where i can lyk be free of these troubles n stuff. ya.. a place with eternal happiness... is there such a place? i dunno if i can continue liddat or notz... if i can take it. it's like... eternal sadness ya? hmmm.. nvm. haiz... look, i'm crazy k? haiz...

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HAHAHAHAHAHA. am i liddat? LOL.

Remedial n HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE!!!

haiz.. these few days gt lyk tons of remedial lo.. sianz.. hols lyk no hols liddat... =(

Mon there was chem remedial n elec geog remedial. chem was like super sianz. came to sch with serene and took cab frm je to sch. tt stupid driver dunno where's our sch la. *rolls eyes* and we had to direct him. in the end, we're almost late. haiz.. den after chem me, serene, joyce, jiayi, zuhui n angela went ginza to eat. at first wanted to eat at famosa den cos a lot of ppl so we went to eat mac lo.. ya. was very funny cos we crapped lyk mad. hahaha. den zuhui was like so farnie cos she was sayin black eyed peas's new song was 'lompang my heart'. hahaha. actually is we heard wrongly. it's supposed to be 'dun phunk with my heart'. lolx.. and bcos of tis we luffed until very long den i lyk knocked my head against a straw. erm.. haha. den angela oso very funny lor... she can nvr get full de lor.. hahaha. ulu places are funny.. angela's logic. lollollollol.

den we came back for elec geog rememdial. met with valencia den came up to ava rm. cos the class b4 us was still havin lessons so we sat outside waited till omoz 330.. zzz. den we chatted and crapped there lo.. den finally, FINALLY, we went in and we sat together in a corner, nxt to 3/2 ppl. yupz. den had 15 mins of lessons ba.. den 3/2 ppl spotted me den started callin me bla bla bla.. as usual. den after that we went home lo.

Today had leadership workshop. was superr tired den met zoumei at mrt station den went together cos serene's parent's fetching her tere. soo gd. =( den zoumei was late. again. haha. den we took the very crowded train den after alightin, zoumei went to buy bubble tea. haha. den we walked to sch lo. omoz late leh. haha. den zoumei realized her workshop was the sec slot.. no one informed her. lol... den i waited for serene cos gt traffic jam den waited for her. see? I'm nice k? lol. den waited for serene with sharine den when ser came we went up to MRL. sat with zuhui n serene n sharine and doris. hehe. was pretty boring overall.. yea. except the ghost story he told us.. haha. he's great at tellin stories. very very very good. haha. scared a lot of ppl. lol.

den after that, went downstairs den saw zoumei den went over to chat. den yuntian n cherrylene n jiayi joined us den we were lyk kept teasing zoumei. hahaha. den gt history so we went hist remedial. was very tired so nearly dozed off. haha. after history serene went with her parents den i walked with jiayi n junliang and boon kiat to bus stop den me, jl n jy took 96. den crapped on the way. den me n jiayi went mac to eat cos super hungry den crapped somemore lo. haha. cos junliang wasn't hungry cos he jus ate chicken rice. LOL. den after tt took mrt home cos jiayi took shuttle bus home. haha. den reached home and played forrest gump again. sounds soooooo nice. =D den got obsessed with it le. finally touched piano on my own accord. haha.

btw, stupid nicholas la. bluffed me lyk mad. urgh. u brainless substance.
tml still gt chinese rememdial. HAIZ.
long time nvr go msn le. hmmm... all thnks to my dear sista.
feeling very restless nowadays... haven start on hw. lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaz.. her birthday today. yuppie. yay. *celebrates* hehehehe.

all the best! Best wishes!

Serene rox. (today onli) lol.