why i love anime songs

having trouble sleeping early in camp again, i wanted to try and explain why i have such an attachment to anime songs even though i don't listen to it much, don't really go full out on anime, or singers, or seiyuu. but really i have a huge liking for anime songs, and u can actually consider it my hobby haha. the following could be extremely irrelevant so don't read if ur not interested.

so ya for those of u who know my music list, literally all of it is anime songs haha. im not saying i don't appreciate other genres, i like korean songs for catchiness, chinese for songs with good meanings, also love songs with nice bands. but anime songs are all i need to listen to, at least for now. the reason why i like it is quite different from why others like music, i think.

so firstly, i really like jap as a language. it allows u flexibility in conveying the same message, as well as create ambiguity sometimes, which can make convos interesting. plus knowing english and chinese is a huge advantage in learning it, and i can improve or maintain just by watching anime. my aim is to be able to watch anime raw, and be able to appreciate normal jap shows, but that's abit too high lvl haha.

for me, a song takes time to register itself to my memory and liking, and it's usually a combination of reasons. it could be related to why i started the anime, whether i heard the voice before, which episode it came out on, what kind of feels i get before the episode melds into the song haha. op's (opening song) and ed's (ending song) have different reasons why i like them.

don't get me wrong, i don't have that much attachment to every song. some i will really end up forgetting or stop listening to. in fact, i don't listen to anime songs often, not the way people usually do. but they usually come as random thoughts, or i hum/whistle them regularly whenever im in a relaxed mood (travelling, etc).

there's certain things i really like, one is the band/instruments. i love songs with nice percussion as it allows me to lose myself in it. emotion is also very important for the same reason, though too corny i don't like. i also like originality in song, doesn't repeat too expectedly, lyrics too generic, or just seems too overheard. and the voice also matters la of course, but i don't really mind who sings if i have many other reasons to like the song.

but those that really strike a chord with me can really encompass the meaning of the anime, or have very likeable lyrics, comfortable for me to sing, very feelgood or have a very nice tune and instrumentals. for some weird reason, they are not usually the well known singers, and i do not always like their other songs. i do like the more famous songs, but sometimes i can get sick of listening to them.

ok enough explanation le, more than i thought a casual post will have, becoming to rant-like and hard to understand. my very nice song list: (im sure many ppl will question haha)

those i want to try in an anime band:

kimi no shiranai monogatari (bakemonogatari) - amazing but tricky lyrics, my voice not suited, piano skills required not easy

links (railgun) - but no one else might like this song that much haha

this game (no game no life) - probably the one i want to do the most, freaking outstanding everywhere, anime-related song too

songs i like cos i heard them recently:

log horizon op and ed - just different, a bit electronic and related to the anime haha
oration (no game no life) - nice feels, voice feels so shiro-like
equalizer/black bullet (fripside) - i just like her voice haha
most saki songs (esp op of s1 and s2) - cos mahjong, happy mood songs too

feelgood or unique songs:
working (someone else) - duh :P. the ed is catchy also
q&a recital (tonari no kaibutsu-kun) - love the wackiness, just like the anime haha
real world (jinrui) - nice lyrics actually, fun song too
aoi haru (seitokai) - damn catchy, but wtf impossibly fast
dead end (mirai nikki) - omg its english
rpg (c) - can't even remember full anime title, but so nice :D
abnormalize (psycho pass) - no guy i know can sing this
ichiban no takaramono (angel beats) - too pretty a song, great simple lyrics
my soul, your beats (angel beats, lia ver) - great emotion, describes the anime perfectly
ambivalent world (bakemonogatari) - feelgood, and i just don't get bored of it
yasashisa no riyuu (hyouka) - too attached, first anime song did in hostel heheh
railgun ed's - cos i was so pro-railgun once

songs i like even though i din't watch the anime o.o :
the bravery (supercell) - the band's too amazing, too bad i'll nvr be able to perform it, difficult lyrics and instrumentals.
no pain no game (ktboom or something) - dat voice and power
nevereverland (nano) - not even an anime, i can't believe its vocaloid

too much rant-mode le. if u want form band or disagree strongly with me, pls pm haha. that's all for now bye ~~

what anime to watch

Tonight i felt random and decided to make this post...

Recently I've been spamming and clearing a lot of anime i always wanted to watch, and i kinda found out the kind of anime that i really like, the ones that i find very worth watching. So I'm going to make a list of anime that i think are damn freaking good, but of course it's subjected to those that i already watched before, and my personal opinion. It's irrelevant to most ppl anyway :0.

Anyway, it's true that it is hard to drop anime cos ur still curious to know what the story is about, so ya i end up marathoning some animes i wanted to quit. Quite stupid i know >.<. And after that u don't feel so good cos u wasted quite a bit of time. So of cos must watch all the nice one's first ma.

So my definition of nice is two types. One is the hardcore story type that are mindblowing or simply awesome. That'll be like psycho pass, steins gate, madoka and shingeki, which are all top anime so ppl probably have already watched them. This kind are not as common but they are usually always good, except some are really long and boring, like naruto, which is nice but i don't have enough time to watch all of it and it just isn't really worth the time. But really u feel damn impressed watching this type of anime. Its like reading a really good book except better.

Code geass is also pretty damn good, but it's longer than usual and alot of ppl die. Happens. Mononoke and bakemonogatari are also damn good storywise, but they are somewhat queer so not everyone may like them.

Then there's the second type which is much more common, the slice of life funny kind. Kind of subjective per person, but i think that there are some really nice ones then everyone would like. Its even nicer if there's some really nice story behind it. Usually takes like two episodes or more before it starts getting really nice, so don't be too quick to judge but yea u can't just watch mindblowing anime only cos this kind are pretty damn funny, and makes ur mood really good (at least for me). Can make u cry too haha.

Really nice ones are sakurasou, garupan (though the start is slow and might make many ppl drop it), yuruyuri (has no story but its damn retarded lol).

The rest im listing are a little subjective but i think they are damn good too. There's oreimo (season 1 was not bad season 2 was really damn epic), chuunibyou (quite good for 12 eps), servant x service (about civil servants and quite interesting). There's more that i felt are damn good but im not sure if i should recommend cos not everyone may like them.

There are many that i haven't watched cos i think it won't be worth my time, so i might have missed out one or two that might have been entertaining to me, but that isn't really significant i guess (since there's so many).

There's the third kind which i can't really group in either groups like chihayafuru. A lot of ppl i know love this show or at least feel its a good anime. Its darn good okay, and i can't pinpoint why. It just absorbs u in after u give it like 4 episodes to introduce u to it. Ok im somewhat obsessed with it, but ya the part about many ppl liking it is true lol.

So ya i think the best combo is to have a mix of the two kinds cos all mindblow does not work but same for all funny cos they might get repetitive after awhile and sometimes u need some hardcore plot to make u feel the excitement of watching good anime. And watch those that ppl recommend cos chances are they are better, unless its like jookee who watches everything and his idea of good is slightly twisted.

After im done with what i have now im thinking of watching shinsekai yori and railgun (1st cat), oregairu and clannad (2nd cat), since its better to watch all the good stuff first. I might run out more quickly, though new stuff will keep getting released. And there's always running man, which i still have a loooong way to go, ive been watching for so long and im still just halfway there, like ep 77/160+.

So i guess what im trying to say is since there are so many good things to watch out there, watch things u know are gonna be worth ur time since u'll probably not going to ever finish anyway. Yep that's all for now and i still need to wake up early tmr. Actually not really but i get to play more if i do haha. Kk bye ~~

math journal

yea, i know, bad title lol. anyway, sorry for the profanity, but I'M FINALLY OVER WITH THAT BITCH!! feel so free now yeaaaa. but walao-eh that math journal made me sleep 2 hrs yesterday and then forced me to stay in class like a mugger, all the way till 4pm. just damn relieved that its over haha.

anyway, math journal aside, today i finally see some glimmer of hope for napfa. been saying this for damn long now, but that cursed 2cm that's preventing me from getting D (222cm) was really ughhh.

anyway, when i was like demoralised that i kept landing on the 210-220 range many times today, mr fan suddenly placed his hat above the 180 cm mark like a bait, and asked me to reach for it while jumping. and the two times i jumped like that i cleared 222cm so easily haha. what's this sorcery :P.

but when mr fan left and i tried with someone's bottle, couldn't reach 222 anymore. sigh. idk, maybe its just mr fan's hat lol. but yea time to squat like a dog this week lol. cos really ah, that 2cm = 2months of extra NS. this is important lol. but at least i know i have hope now haha.

anyway, today is wong's birthday haha. probably he's receiving very special treatment right now haha. ok la he claimed that there was nothing today. but it's up to u to believe him :P.

tomorrow no school :D. e-learning though. but as long as no damned english stuff to do, it'll be all good haha. kk that's all for now ba. bye ^^

year 6

this is going to be a random post lol.

so yea, we're all year 6s now (can't believe i am). i thought that year 6 was the big year. where alot of things happened. im not sure what our seniors did, but they always seemed like they were having fun. and then there were lots of photos of the seniors doing things together.

but when it was our turn to be year 6, it feels so empty, like there's nothing to do. to the extent where ppl are really just waiting to go off at one. something feels pretty wrong about that. its like we're missing the kick to our last year of high school.

so i was wondering whether it was really like this for our seniors. it probably was. remembered hearing some of them say there were days where they din't even need to go to school. so did they feel this bored too?

maybe i have an inflated view of our seniors. but i felt that the batch before us were a bunch of admirable ppl. i know the gap between our levels is only one year. just one year. but it seems like such a vast difference. they seem so much more closer, like they truly knew each other for six years already. so yea, im somewhat envious of them. i wish our level was like that too.

maybe it just takes some time for us to feel the urgency to do something lol. maybe one month down the road, things will start getting really fun. and actually so many ppl are trying hard to do something, be it acads, personal projects, preparing for NS, etc. maybe its just me slacking around too much la >.<

and actually there's one bunch of ppl that seems like they are going to have an awesome time this year haha. its really fun doing things with them. not going to say who they are though. it could be u im talking about here hehe.

ok la no more random things to say liao. and no more chuunibyou to watch already >.<. ok bye~~

the happiness of envy

ambiguous ranting

sorry this post will be really ambiguous haha, cos i couldn't suppress saying something about what i did this afternoon.

so yea. i went there, not knowing what to do, then finally stumbled on what i was looking for. but it was embarrassing to walk in there just like that, though it was just me psychoing myself by saying that

i told myself that no one there knew me, so its fine. even still it was pretty nerve-racking haha. but it was something i really wanted to do, and something that happened before made me sure that i had to do it. because i was beaten to it first even though i already wanted to do it long time ago lol.

so i went in there, person talked to me, i left lol >.<. had to compose myself (and going hoomaigawd all the time lol). went to walk around, only to go back and tell myself that heck, im going to do just that. so i finally went and got the thing :D. yea it was pretty exhilarating lol.

but i kinda went abit overboard, so i'll have to tone it down abit. plus i couldn't hide what i did. thank thank goodness my parents weren't home yet. and yea now no one will find out heheh, because if they do, i really have no idea how im going to explain to them lol (or more like, i'll die of embarrassment >.<).

so yea, i need to tone the thing down abit, cos it's seriously overdone lol. and yea i overdid myself too haha. but i know i'll be really satisfied when im done (and hopefully something else too :D). i've already thought about an excuse for what to use the overdone things for, so yea :D

ok done with the ranting. if u know what im talking about, u're really scary.... ok bye~~

time to go back to normal. and hope.

turning 18

sorry din't post for so long. been slacking alot ever since school started haha.

first week of school was pretty ok la. felt really nice to be back :D, but then the lessons were really sleep-inducing lol. nah actually it was just valles' and ye xiajuan's lesson lol. the rest are pretty interesting, cos of the teachers.

so now there are only like two lessons per day, but maybe that's why its boring cos there's nothing to do during breaks (no more hostel! D:). but even still i reached home at around 6-7 everyday this week. the troubles of living in the east :/

anyway, mentoring sessions are getting interesting again. i guess dewey is back with his good mood. and we also did our class decor darn early haha. all the artistic ppl in my class lol. i never knew aluminium foil could be used for so many things. but when it was finally done, it looked really good haha. made up for the empty black piece of paper that we had last year lol.



on wednesday, went with jiamin, pin, daryl, chee seng fiona, and jookee to star vista to eat dinner at some ramen stall called musashi. not bad la, but quite overpriced lol. felt abit bad to get treated cos it was ex, plus i was given money to spend this week lol.

anyway, there was this offer where u could top up the noodles to five times more, and jookee's side spammed noodles, so they ended up buying more than me haha. after that all of them were like bloated, so we went to play loser drink one whole glass of water again /o\. after that we just walked around at art friend to get deco items for cca fair, as well as look for inspiration for running man in school lol.

went home and then got an awfully chocalate birthday cake yeaaa. i was already pretty tired, so i wasn't really expecting it. but yea i turned 18. without buying any alcohol or 4D tickets or trying to visit the pub. im still too young for all these things haha. maybe 6 years later heheh.

but yea i was really thankful for the presents i got haha. most were food though, which can't really be kept lol. and yea ppl were really nice to me this week! and the juniors that i station mastered made me a 'happy birthday dion :) with the rocks in the water feature haha. im lucky :D.

anyway, had our last cca fair this friday too. had to paint and cut alot of stuff beforehand. we ran out of paint repeatedly on wednesday, but miraculously being able to squeeze abit more and finish half the banner with one tube of paint lol. and cutting out the circles for the badges, photos, and flyers. when the booth was finally  put up, it looked really impressive haha.

all the hard work that went to this booth :)





but i guess there's a limit to how much u can influence the juniors. i mean those who want to play a certain sport or join uniform group u can't really influence them to change their mind. so yea wasted alot of time on that day advertising. should have went around more, cos there was so much stuff to see that i missed that i only knew of after photos were uploaded. haiz i regret missing out some stuff haha. no more chance liao :/

i kinda missed the finale comm dinner for AAR cos its my sister's birthday. yea we're just two days (and six years) apart. and my eldest sister is jan 29 lol. anyway, ate at sushi tei. my first time le haha. din't eat as much sushi as expected, but the food was good :D (of cos la so ex lol). bedok point is really a mall full of places to eat. so yea ate a lot of good food this week haha.

ok la ranted so much. still need to watch one ep of chuunibyou heheh. bye~~

confused, but ready to go on

slice of life

been watching so many slice of life animes recently haha. yea haven't blogged in awhile. its quite late now, but suddenly i feel like ranting about anime. ya being random.

so yea, im not dead yet lol. has been two days already. not really on my own haha. yesterday i had my second sis to help me, and today my eldest sis happen to have sore throat and was at home, so i kinda actually did nothing lol. heh i guess im lucky.

today, my eldest sis and my mum were making dinner at like 6:30, since i napped all the way from 4 lol. was quite chaotic, my mum cooks differently from my aunt, plus my eldest sis was quite lol, but of cos better than me la. kept 'arguing' lol, like how big the fire was, or how i cut my mushrooms haha. but fun la, even though i din't really do anything. so everyone kinda ate dinner together.

anyway, dunno what's been with my addiction to slice of life animes, but i've been watching like nichijou, little busters, and ore no imouto. oh and i super like ore no imouto. maybe im just making a big deal about it lol, but i think its damn good la lol. its like, the epic scenes just pop out of nowhere, and then the story is not bad too. its darn entertaining haha. im like trying to cut myself to one episode a day, so that it'll last longer, cos like after every episode i get high. the songs are nice too.

also every episode has a different ed la, just like inuboku lol. i wonder how they put so much effort into making this haha.

i guess im really an op freak lol. i don't know why i like them so much haha. i think its the lyrics too. maybe its cos i just get excited whenever i see the jap words that i just recently learned haha. i must be weird to think the code geass ops are fine. ok yea i din't like them at first, but after awhile i was fine with them. they kinda suit it even they sound bad lol.

ok la i cut down alot on what i wanted to say (luckily). shall just put this for my own self-satisfaction lolol.

been learning jap again, ever since jap class at the cc has been cancelled. permanently. nvr knew my phone could read pdfs. haha its really damn useful sia. im starting to think android is really useful after all, cos its OS can run alot of things. so yay now i can put tae kim's grammar guide on my phone without having to use 3G :D.

its an awesome and enlightening feeling when u finally reach a section that explains something that u have been wondering about for some time. but sometimes i also fall asleep reading it lolol. and i keep forgetting after awhile. but im pretty glad i suddenly got the motivation to continue again.

anyway, managed to organise the mini-christmas outing on monday :D. phew. i tot it won't happen, cos i always had trouble getting myself to invite ppl >.<. but ok ten people in total :D. i still don't really know what to do though other than baking + gift exchange. i only got inspired cos of the meatball thing we did at boon chong's house haha, but i don't even know what to make haha.

my mum suggested cake, since my sis' friends made them last time, but that sounds kinda too pro lol. aiyo i dunno la haha, i'll just take in any suggestions and look at alot of recipes, since this is my first time >.<. anyway, since i make a huge mess all the time, whether preparing food or eating, so my sisters had me make sure that i'll have to clean up whatever mess i make lolz. but yea, looking forward to it :D

ok la its late now. gotta sleep haha. bye~~

its abit too hard not to blab about things u want to say even though not everyone would be interested to hear them >.<

home alone

yo its been a while since i last posted. i din't feel like i did much, but i guess i did go out abit lol. going to send my maid off tonight.

so tomorrow, it'll finally start. aha i feel really unprepared but somewhat excited at the same time lol. there's a chance that tmr my mum will just bring me out to eat. but at the same time, i kinda want to stay at home. just to see if i can actually survive alone haha.

anyway, my second sis was just discussing with me what to do from now on lol, and looks like she'll be handling most of the things now haha. laundry, cleaning. which means she can't go out so much :0. but alright, i assured her that at the very least, i'll do my own laundry and clean my room lol. and my eldest sis, aiyo dunno whether she'll do anything haha.

ok la enough about that, hasn't started yet anyway. last sunday went to the chalet at costa sands for png's birthday party. me and pin spent damn long shopping for the present, cos we suck at this lol. even took mrt to tampines just to do it. ended up it was some fusball table, which erm, im not sure whether he'll like. so we were kinda late.

was abit awkward at first, cos there were quite a lot of family members actually, and only andreea and junwei were there. they bought a 5 kg dumbbell for him lol. that was quite smart actually. anyway, the food was not bad, and the cake was nice. we spent most of the time playing bridge though lol. and drinking random drinks. the soda water was yuck haha.

we left at about 9, so followed pin, cos he had to buy groceries and food for his dad. then went to his house to slack awhile before heading out to pass some stuff to jia min and see him off. its quite interesting lol, taking care of his own dad haha. at least his mum just came back today, to save him. and yep tomorrow's finally my turn to do all this things myself. -welp-

anyway, after that, we went to pass jia min his stuff, and ended up stalking him as he left haha. epic as always. saw his mum too, 'by coincidence'. yea it was fun :D. so now jookee and jiamin are both overseas... hope they're having fun. jookee's like spam tweeting even in japan lol. and ok la my turn will come soon :D. going to phillipines ~~ 

for ARP, our professor finally mentioned it la. since everything is not working anyway. its better like that, being honest. we'll just put it in our report to say that this doesn't work, and just list down everything we tried and what improvements could be made. at least we can stop pretending this works and stress out ourselves trying to make things up. its much more of a relief and an honest way out actually. 

anyway, since we don't really care for the competition, at least this way it'll be a little bit useful. its basically something like 'don't eat pufferfish or you'll die, cos we tried it'. so yea, huge relief. still need to go school tmr siannnn. one last effort, make a good prototype, finish the report. doesn't matter if nothing was really achieved. at least got learn quite abit of things and have our effort commended. phew.

but today was actually quite a fun day. drank coffee, ate ice-cream. followed boon chong's mum's car back to the bus station near his house, then taking 81 from there. much more comfortable than standing mrt, even though it was longer. talked alot of things, borderlands, orientation, learning jap. haha my day's keep getting burnt by all this travelling, but its quite fun actually. 

anyway, my maid is going already, and i still haven't really corrected my waking up time :/. always fall back asleep after hearing my 9 o'clock alarm, and end up waking up at 10... at least got slight improvement la, no later than 12 now lol. so challenge: wake up at 6:30 tomorrow. lol im challenging with my mum to see who wakes up first haha. if i lose i need to pay $10 lolol

ok la this post too long liao. shall post some other time. bye ~~

it feels really good to just take things easy and enjoy everyday :D

mirai gadget 1 :D

hoho. finally, its finished (after so darn long). nah its not a future gadget, its just our prototype lol. went to remake one (actually it was boon chong who did everything since i reached late), and by some coincidence, since boon chong left a gap in the case, we could slot in a make-shift hook. haha boon chong's a genius lol. good job.

so im testing it now. its like sitting on top of my comp now, and if it really works, i'll probably fall asleep before i finish this post... nah i'll probably won't. but im really tired now, cos i slept so late yesterday >.<. couldn't stop reading animenzz's blog haha.

after that we walked all the way to that shop close to dover mrt where we used to go to buy the stuff for the projectile launcher project, loooong time ago. there was also zhi-en, tze how, gabriel, and yos. just that the guy there kinda screwed up the metal bending (cos he's not a metal bender), but he said no guarantees anyway. after that we kinda split 2 large pizzas among the six of us, which was about $6. ex... but nice lol.

lol i wanted to post about something else today, but the green light is kinda giving me a headache lol. gonna rest a while. meanwhile, i stumbled on this:

anyway, i shall either post about it later or tmr. kk bye~~

break the ice again

jap classes

just watched finish episode 22. the anime could have ended here, cos it's really quite a sad but good ending. 23 and 24 is probably an alternate ending, actually not exactly alternate ba. i shall keep myself in suspense... for a while at least.

yesterday was my grandma's birthday, so went out to some restaurant to eat. haven't been so excited for quite a while, dunno why also. they talked about PSLE scores. my cousin got 257, which is like same as mine if i din't take higher chinese lol, but quite unfortunate cos no dsa, plus he dragon year born on the millenium year. ouch. probably super competitive la his year.

my cousin's voice is so much deeper than before now. all growing up liao haha. my sis feels that so fast then he PSLE over le. ikr, the feeling of being old haha.

my cousin's two year younger sister (which effectively is my cousin too) is starting to become really cheeky, and she ate with the black sauce at the side of her mouth, but somehow, everyone just smiles at her. haha its pretty... cute lol. its quite creepy though. so this was what all the adults thought when u were ten haha.

anyway, they served some sort of fruit-flavoured beer, like lychee flavoured or pineapple flavoured. it kinda tastes like chandy, just a little bit stronger. when i first wanted to try it, they were like so excited lol. and they poured so much for me sia. plus they kept saying 喝多一点, with that kind of expression. was quite funny haha.

but aha they probably din't know i drank some chandy in hostel. so i saw it was like 2.8%, aiya no kick la. so that's what i said, but my face was slightly red according to my mum, and i was like damn tired when the meal was over though. but wasn't enough to knock me out, plus the tiring effects kinda wore out after awhile. still, waa i can't hold my alchohol for nuts haha.

today, i kinda impromptu-ly registered for a japanese course. wow i never actually thought i would do it. also, i should have done it one day ago, cos it started today -.-. i did check yesterday, but my searching skills sucked lol. dunno how to use the PA community centre website properly.

ok la still haven't confirmed, cos when i called, the receptionist was like i need to talk with the teacher next week to see if i can take the course, cos its kinda a follow-up on previous courses, even though its intermediate japanese.

still, im pretty excited haha. it'll be great if i can reach N4 level by the end of this year :D. then i can start understanding all the song lyrics, and watch anime without lyrics? nah that's still pretty far away...

ok la nothing else to say liao. i know i use this blog to rant alot on things, because this is kinda like me talking to someone after a whole day of not talking to anyone. ok bye~~

there might not be anyone on the other side anymore, but would it continue?

just a bit lonely

being at home means i can do anything i want for the whole day. when im at home, i end up trying out and doing more stuff that i want to do, because i won't be embarrassed as there's no one to see what im doing. i feel like i have more time to do stuff i want. but then after a while, it gets really lonely cos there's no one to talk to.

i think im finally starting to miss hostel already. towards the end, the days seemed to pass so fast, cos we kept doing the same thing over and over again. sleep late, wake up late, eat lunch, do arp for the day, play borderlands, watch anime, go crash other clusters, play board games. it was boring after awhile. kinda. but it wasn't lonely, cos there's always laughter and talking somewhere.

i guess all this is cos i don't have any younger siblings to play with, and im too free, to always be staying at home like this.

yesterday's orientation briefing lasted way longer than expected. the plot is quite epic, though there was a huge loophole yesterday we took damn long, until galen finally solved it. still kinda weird, but yea if it goes well, its quite epic. i was abit overexcited yesterday, so even the juniors commented on how funny my face looked >.<

anyway, the juniors in our comm are rather fun to talk too. ended up digressing quite abit and talking to them about hostel life too. mainly was boon chong telling them all the stuff he did, like the time he hacked the bamboo with loo's knife :0. yep that was pretty long ago. the crazy stuff we used to do lol.

watching steins gate now. its really very good. some moments u can feel the terror the main character goes through, and some moments almost made me cry, which is quite easy, except i manage to hold it in everytime lol.

anyway, i wonder how its like for someone who doesn't watch anime to read a post about anime. they probably don't really understand what's with the obsession. i don't really know either. when someone asks me why my cluster is so jap-loving, can't really answer. just appeals to me somehow ba. i guess its hard to understand someone else's hobbies ba. like i don't know why ppl like F1, or watching soccer matches late in the night. everyone's different i guess.

been watching videos on youtube to entertain myself. and reading reviews and lyrics and stuff. it feels quite good to have somebody agree with an anime u like haha. but its not like i am bothered by negative comments anyway. im quite surprised to see that many ppl like jinrui lol. there's even a piano transcription on the OP, which i like alot, though its kinda weird lol. then again, many ppl make weird videos haha.

should try playing the piano, though i feel paiseh, dunno why. my family kinda knows i play the recorder already, cos even if i stuff a mat under the door and close all the windows, they can still hear >.<. wish i had a soundproof room at home, so i can play anything and shout and do whatever i want lol.

anyway, feel like trying this song on piano, cos there's something i really like about this song. of course not like that la, i not that pro >.<. gonna simplify it as much as i can ba. maybe its too much to try for though. haven't got down to playing piano yet cos of some weird awkwardness i feel. but at least this song is playable on a recorder too haha.

ok been ranting too much liao. i know i don't use my blog like normal ppl lol. kk bye~~

its been so long, but i still don't know anything much yet

cooking my own lunch

feels like a really long time since school ended. its only wednesday of the first week. maybe its cos im suddenly finishing so many anime, and i keep napping and stuff, like at really weird times. monday i napped from 8pm - 12pm, just to give u and idea lol. and usually i dream, so it feels like a legit proper sleep when actually its not. so it seems like a really long time since i have done other things.

i guess im feeling tired of doing the same thing for so long. and learning jap, sometimes i keep wanting to read more, but sometimes its like reading a chinese textbook. tskkk lol. can't wait for my jap to improve so that i can finally read my LisAni magazine...

also, i think im suffering from game withdrawal a little bit haha. haven't touched any game since sunday, which is pretty rare for me lol. so there's nothing to really get me excited, but i actually managed to refrain myself from playing heh. im quite surprised that im still playing the recorder haha, and it actually energizes me abit when im tired lol. maybe im just bored and want to do something different.

anyway, my mum wants me to cook my own lunch from now, cos next year, if my maid's contract isn't renewed, i have to do just that during the holidays. at least now i got guide la haha. been two days already. today was fried rice, and wow it was simple lol, but yet i felt some sense of achievement haha. yea i feel satisfied too easily lol.

ok la i din't exactly do everything, cos the ingredients were all prepared by my maid already, but all i had to do was add a little oil, whack the garlic to smash it, add it in together with some ikan bilis and wait till they were brown. crack an egg, add in frozen veg, put in some brown rice, then just keep stirring i guess. wow sounds easy. wait till i do it on my own >.<.

hey but not bad i have a little bit of interest in cooking haha. maybe by the end of this hols i can actually cook my own meals :D. why do i sound so impressed :0.

anyway, i finished inu x boku today. wow there's something about this anime that seems genuinely touching. gah i think its just ririchiyo haha. once the plot was revealed in the last two episodes, it was really simple but yet quite nice. plus some scenes were really beautiful. gah im being won over by the anime >.<. at least its not tsundere, which is overly cliche and common (but still works)

ririchiyo.











but ya when i said its odd, i really mean its odd lol. and some episodes had too much fanservice >.<, that kinda spoiled it a bit. but its nothing compared to oniiai or shinsekai yori, which i din't watch (yay).

went to rewatch hidan no aria too. i mean the parts where i skimmed through, and i realised its actually quite exciting le. gah, this just proves i end up liking every anime i watch. not exactly a bad thing, but like that i'll end up having to watch everything >.<. started on steins gate today though, and that one is a legit, good anime.

anyway, tmr finally need go sch liao, since got orientation meeting, and we might as well do our ARP so that don't need go back on friday. pin's still at the prom, and the stuff is still with him, plus he has a flight for malaysia at 8 am tmr :0. so wow. i guess i have a excuse to stay up late today lol.

my mum's wanting me to do something else so much lol. so now i have two free tickets to a movie, though i don't exactly know what to watch. and my dad just passed me a cd for skyfall. hmmm.... maybe he knows a thing or two about torrenting lol.

ok la this post has been really random. nothing much to say liao. bye~~

ppl cannot become closer without risking hurting each other first

another day at home

woke up really early today, at about 6:20 am. supposed to go for ARP, but suddenly, pin said i no need go liao cos his father no time to drop over to pick me. but it kind of feels good to wake up so early anyway.

its been ages since i ate breakfast together with my parents. my mum overheard me playing recorder and she was like 'why not go sign up for some music course, or go learn how speak jap over the holidays?'. i was like lol for the music, cos i'll probably just end up wasting money.

but then taking jap classes over the holidays seems to make sense. haven't thought about it before. there's only so much i could reach by myself, so i kinda went to check out the proficiency level vocabulary lists. thought i could try taking preparation for N3 courses, but then i realised im like way below that level.

the N4 list looks quite okay though. no, actually its quite hard... i know all the verbs cos i kinda drilled them in already, so the N4 verbs looks rather ordinary to me, but then my verbs and the other stuff are all probably still in the N5 level, so i'll need to properly study to actually pass this.

need to commit though, if i actually take a course, its at least 10 weeks from now. hmmm i dunno if i should. i think it'll help me hit N3 before SEP, which is really ideal, but.... im lazy. there, i said it. i guess if i really want to, i should, since next year is kinda free, right?

anyway, kinda spent most of today watching inu x boku lol. the first episode seemed pretty good, but then after that all the other characters turned out to be so screwed up lol. but for some reason its so ridiculous that its actually entertaining and somewhat interesting too.

think the plot is not bad though, its a girl who cannot control herself from saying harsh things even though she doesn't really mean it. then she gets paired up with a butler who like worships her and wants to do everything for her, and ya alot of stuff happens. it has alot of references to ayakashi, which are japanese demons. but gah its really screwed up lol. left with two episodes. seems like something big is gonna happen. ya i kinda learned not to judge an anime until i finished it lol.

also, finally watched spirited away. im so deprived lol. the first part seemed kinda familiar though, maybe i did watch part of it before. the characters are really weird, but its a pretty nice story.

k la so it kinda seems im enjoying myself here watching anime the whole day. i am, actually. but my life is pretty sad, its just me watching anime and blogging about it tskkk. kinda want to go out too. have always wanted to host a sleepover again, but i just can't bring myself to invite ppl tskkk. well at least i said it haha. i really don't mind anything in fact, just that i feel to paiseh to ask anyone. see how la.

ok la, maybe i should go watch some of the better animes first before i watch the queerer ones. ok bye~~

things always turn out unintended, but not necessarily for the worse

crashing too much

just crashed from 8 to now lol. and what's worse is i woke up at 12. damnnn lol, im sleeping too much. need to wake up at 6:50 am tmr for arp. damn early sia D:. i wonder if all the sleep i had stacks up though, so that i don't have to sleep so soon after i wake up. kinda bored, that's why im blogging lol.

anyway, i kind of updated all the previous posts liao. nah actually its just two posts. and actually, i think i've managed to quit borderlands lolol. cos my siren character got corrupted  when my laptop abruptly shut down. got pissed at first, but why not quit, since i finished all the quests lol. so yea i saved myself two more playthroughs of time :D

this holiday feels like its gonna be short though. suddenly feel like watching so many more anime. its all AFA's doing. i finished hidan no aria and kokoro connect today lol. sounds like a lot, but actually i only watched 5 eps today la. 

din't do hidan no aria enough credit actually. there were some really harem-ish like scenes though, but the last episode was damn goooood. plus aria kinda reminds me of taiga from toradora. their voice damn similar too, maybe the seiyuu is the same?

love the OP, plus i dunno whether the song's meaning is slightly easier to grasp, or my jap unconsciously improved, but wow im understanding it :D. starting to like the ED too. ok i dunno why im encouraging ppl to watch it haha, cos i had my doubts in the first 8 episodes. but ok there's a reason why alot of ppl like it so much i guess. overrated probably, but still quite good la.

the OP looks really good though lol

this kinda makes me feel like i'm missing out on alot, cos i end up liking all the anime i watch, and there's somuch out there i'll probably never touch. but still, i think kokoro connect is the truly really good one. i think its my favourite so far, cos... can't really explain. just really good in my opinion.

i think its cos the plot moved so much in just 13 episodes. and it's extremely relatable. they throw in alot of twists that the watcher doesn't want to happen (unless u don't really care), but at the end of the arc, everything is resolved. hope i din't spoiler haha, but yea its pretty amazing lol.

anyway, enough ranting bout anime lol. and nope im not becoming a May'n fag haha. just that i think her voice is really superb heh. but maybe im an anime OP/ED fag. that sounds kinda weird /o\. but i think im obsessed with OP's and ED's. and trying to play them on my recorder lolol. i still can't believe im not bored of it yet haha.

anyway, my mum's telling me there's so much more to do, other than sitting at home and playing games. ok im not exactly playing games anymore. but that's not really a good defense either, plus walao today i seriously sleep too much le :/. 

and quite a few ppl seems to be doing some stuff during their holidays. ok la at least im participating in orientation planning, though i don't really know what to do cos i ended up as liasing with resource. dunno whether i'll end up slacking too much or not, cos all i really know how to do is add on to ppl's ideas. anyway, hope to brush up my jap by this hols too. feels somewhat improved alr, but dunno whether by next year SEP can reach conversation level.

tmr going sch, but ah, damn sian sia, now need to travel so far just to do ARP. still dunno what to do abt tmr lol, dunno whether can serve any purpose, cos we still haven't finished making a prototype yet tskkkk. how to test on ppl in time lol.

feel like doing something else after that though. but pin has convo, so dunno how. maybe i'll just stay and watch, though i don't think it'll be a very good idea to see them almost ready to go though. don't want to think abt it yet.

i guess i feel like organising another bbq/hotplate at my house, like during y4 our outings that type. my mum even asks when i'll organise one lol, so i should. i think i kinda gave up with my class liao though. i guess they sian of me asking when they free liao, plus anyway we went out so much le. haven't had a particularly big outing yet though, its all been small ones. 

but anyway, maybe shall have like whole day kick ball play badminton, then after that go slack at someone's house, sleepover play mahjong and cards whole night kind-of-outing. used to do that for y4, abit too many times, but haha it works and is fun, so aiya, i really should try to make this work lol.

ok la nth to say liao. this post too random le. bye~~

im always waiting for someone else to take the first step even though im the one who wants it the most.

won over

spent the whole afternoon watching hidan no aria lol. it was at AFA, plus the OP was May'n's scarlet ballet, so i thought it would be good, but the first two episodes made me go 'what the heck am i watching?' haha. so i decided to skim through the episodes.

but ya, i failed lol. i managed to skim through the next few episodes, but ended watching major chunks of the video, and by the fifth episode, i ended up watching the whole thing >.<. ok la its not bad, but damn, can't believe i got won over so easily just by a love triangle kind of plot, and the cool fighting scenes.

aiya, this always happens to me lol. it happens to any anime i watch, or any book i read. i always end up unable to stop lol, cos some part of it just keeps me stuck to it haha. can't be a critic lol. lucky i don't watch dramas, since i can't drop anything i started, even if its not that good lol. hey but i thought jinrui was pretty good at the end haha.

even still, it felt kinda good to watch anime, rather than spending the 4-5 hours playing borderlands lol.

my mum kinda suggested going out later at 11 to watch skyfall, since she has two free tickets for a movie. and yea its been a pretty long time since i watched a movie. but i feel like passing up the offer, cos i think it'll be quite awkward to watch skyfall with my parents due to certain content, and i was thinking like why not let her watch it with my father lol. haha i dunno why im thinking like that tskk.

ok nothing much liao ba. hope i end up doing more things at home. i think i would haha, cos no one will judge me here, though i feel too paiseh to play my recorder lol. ok bye~~

im such a fool, but i knew i couldn't help myself doing it anyway lol

lazy

went to exercise this morning, and was quite surprised by all the activity by then. ppl swimming, running, jogging. i know it feels good after doing something in the morning, but for some reason i can't get myself to sleep properly. and i guess i just can't be bothered waking up early either. im lazy :/

so yea my parents had real trouble waking me up this morning, but somehow they managed to force me to go lol. anyway, i think its pretty amazing how so many people can wake up early and start getting things done in the morning. and gahhh, all this just makes me think how undisciplined i am. i think if my mum knows how undisciplined i am in hostel, i'll be screwed...

i really wonder how all the adults can manage their life without anyone telling them what to do. i mean once im there (which is very, very soon), i need to do everything by myself. like really handle everything. i wonder how do they always make themselves wake up early, do things on time, not forget things here and there, make themselves do things they must do, even though they don't like it, put time every week to exercise.

i guess this is what an ordered life does to u. i mean, there's like no long term break once ur working, so there's no way to just suddenly decide to sleep damn late and wake up damn late and use comp everyday. sometimes i just feel damn guilty about it. i feel like im disappointing others, though not exactly specific, kinda vague actually. i guess im more orderly during school time, but only just slightly. 

anyway, its gonna be real hard for me to change to that... im like the complete opposite. i don't know why i can turn out so different from my parents though. its like i mean i don't want to become this serious, practical person, but i know that right now, im being a huge bother to other ppl around me. ok i shan't describe and further guilt-trip myself. i guess u guys all know already :/. sighhhh

yesterday, my mum and my maid went to maid agency to extend her work permit that expires next year june. she's been her for a really long time already, ever since my second sister was born. however, since she's already 61, if she goes back this hols, chances are MOM would not allow her to come back anymore.

if we really can't renew it, then i guess the last few months before june, we'll just bring her around singapore and let her have fun ba. it has been so long already. i really wonder what it'll be like once she's gone :/

i'll be quite screwed i realised. gonna have to wake up in the morning myself (which is hard for me already), cos hostel doesn't exactly cultivate good sleeping habits lol. need to get everything prepared and make my own breakfast :/. travel i guess my parents can get me a school bus (lucky), but its still gonna be really hard. 

i guess i can learn, but chances are i'll get a lot of late coming offences. ok la at least that's better than waking up late in NS.

anyway, watched finished kokoro connect and yuruyuri. addicted to the songs haha. i really like kokoro connect. don't exactly know how to describe it though, but it really brought out the personalities of the characters. the theme is really good. i guess i shan't spoil though heheh.

and yuruyuri ending was pretty smart haha. i'll miss kyouko's voice quite badly. especially when she says 'akari-chan'. but ah well at least i have the op's and ed's to make up for that :D

which means im starting to watch stuff like jinrui wa suitai shimashita, which means mankind has declined. it is a super o.o anime, but for some reason i kinda like watching it haha. i dunno, i have weird tastes lol.

thinking of having a full day class outing. im kinda reluctant to post on the class wall now though. i got plans, but i don't dare to share it. maybe im imagining this, but somehow i feel like when ppl see me post stuff up there, they don't really care, or they're like siannn. low self-confidence i guess.

but i kinda feel like hosting ppl in my house again haha. this time the group is different, we could still play cards and have hotplate again :D. but we probably won't stay upstairs at mahjong all the way to midnight (remember?). 

damn the outings + sleepovers last time were really fun haha. play somewhere until tired liao, then all crash someone's house to slack off, play cards, play comp even (lol), eat food, eat snacks. but i feel kinda awkward suggesting it to my class, to like come to my house lol. ok i know this sounds really stupid lol. but when nobody says much, i get worried for no reason tskk. i mean i don't exactly reply enthusiastically to other ppl when they host outings. well, now i know..

gonna try doing other stuff now. try. well i kinda failed in trying to stop myself from doing anything for too long. so i decided i gonna do other stuff instead. but i find it kinda awkward to say it here, i dunno why. so yea. do other things. hope it works lol.

ok ranting in all directions haha. shall stop now. and yea damn even though i woke up early, i wasted like 4 hours on my phone. ahhh -whacks self-. ok bye~~

i hate to admit it to myself, but i know that even though i always seem afraid of seeking attention, deep down, im an attention seeker D:

exam week

yooo~~ im back... and don't worry, this post isn't going to be about exams.

yea the worst is over. especially inorg chem. that one's going to be a real challenge... but anyway, this week has been really fun. weird right, exam period, but yea it has. no im not talking about doing my exams well, but damn, the nights have been pretty epic.

so being bored one day, i decided to just take pin's phone and read through all his messages. and then i realised how epic his convos are with png and jiamin. especially jiamin's one, oh god its darn funny XD

so i was wondering how ppl actually make epic convos like these. and then i realise i always sound so curt when i sms ppl. like yes, no, ok. and then when ppl bullshit me, im like 'ok...' or 'lol', instead of replying with bullshit back to make epic convos.

i also went to read his messages to his mum, and ya im so darn jelly lol. why is his mum so nice? and then thus to 'help me improve my relationship with my mum, jiamin forcibly took my phone (again) and sent 'i love you!' to my mum. so at first i was like 'gg my life is over'. no i don't dislike my mum, but walao i just can't exactly pinpoint what i was so aggrieved about lol.

but wow, her reply was actually pretty interesting lol. and she called me afterwards and i 'cleared my name' ahahaha. i also cleared my name for everything else :D. nvr thought clearing my name would feel so good. but then i realised what jm did actually really did help lol. my mum was like talking about it haha. she even suggested i type the same thing back to u guys lolz.

and thus i realise my mum is actually pretty awesome, just that i wasn't talking to her enough. and that's cause i keep doing stupid stuff and getting myself scolded. so that's really my fault haha. but wow, that was interesting. but aha im learning how to text ppl :P (which equates to spamming la /o\). now im like getting about 20+ messages a day :D. never felt so loafed (loved) :P

jordan's getting really insane lol. he's doing stuff like putting pin's underwear and towel in the freezer (thankfully im no longer the target for that, except when i 'disrespect'). and when we tell bradley that, he was like "wh---". ya i think u get what i mean.

also, jordan did things like taping an umbrella to the table. im really impressed o.o

photographic evidence. but wow lol. pin's life is sadcos he is at the receiving end of all the stuff jm and png does to him :P

and our convos are getting epic-ier these days. stuff like helicopters, turning down the fan, boys loaf, truth revealed!, nohomo(jap accent) and 'ay, pin, ay'. and we all have some way of verbally attacking each other lol. like for pin, u can say burmese, or vietnamese :P.

and jiamin, my god. let's just say he is very eloquent :o. he even recorded down some of the convos we had. and i dunno where he gets the courage to say all the stuff he says, especially to pin, but damn. i pity pin lol, cos he keeps getting his 'softer areas' outraged. no we're not referring to anything particularly sick here, but oh god lol.

oh yea and we have sufficient prove that pin is homo. so basically we did something to his comp while he went to the toilet, then when he came back, we kept trying to insinuate something, like why is he so homo, or why should he worry getting touched by jiamin cos 'we know u like it'. but pin didn't get it lol. until like one hour later, when he saw his new desktop wallpaper, with five half-naked buff men looking at him. "truth revealed!"

yea jiamin got beaten up pretty badly XD. too epic lol.

other than that, i watched two evangelion movies (ya im too free >.<). and i din't do it enough justice, cos when jiamin asks me 'how was it' in that tone, for some reason i don't feel like replying :P. but i really think is truly super nice to watch. really. (don't kill me >.<)

so wow, despite being exam week, it was really fun lol. there's alot of nice things that are going to happen soon, but darn, hostel is ending already. no i want moarrrr days like these. but think about that next time ba. for now, just two more. and after that, yay :D. ok la nth else le, bye~~

u know its true when ur making other ppl like you even though ur still being urself

small things

i realised i haven't blogged about those small little events that happen everyday, just like i used to do so in year 4. it feels kind of empty actually that i haven't been mentioning these kind of things, even though they are quite insignificant. but when i look back to the history of my blog, i really haven't been mentioning much about hostel life to remember by.

anyway, wednesday was pretty eventful. actually nothing much happened la. just that since sem 2 was ending, everyone's starting to take class photos with teachers, since its the last lesson alr. so when i came down from bio, everyone was playing with their toy cars. ok some ppl were dismantling it :o. but anyway, it was still a pretty awesome gift before exams. too bad i din't get one.

oh yea and my wallet got put in the freezer. because i disrespected the 老大 by throwing my wallet at him, cos he needed coins for laundry. but what the heck, i tot they purposely didn't want to return my wallet when i couldn't find it in the morning. until jordan actually told me it was in the freezer and it was just a prank lol.

actually nothing happened to it even though it got put in the freezer overnight. the leather din't split, and the cards were intact, i think. i tested it by dropping my NRIC on the floor. then i realised that was pretty stupid, cos what if it really broke? then i have to call them up and say "oh i accidentally broke my card cos it got put in the freezer and i dropped it", and then get shot by the government. i should at least have tested with my other cards la, break also nvm de.

my phone keeps getting stolen too. i got like tortured back in the room cos of the o.o messages that were in my message history. ok i admit they are pretty o.o. and they kept teasing me over dinner also. u know what, i really shudn't be mentioning this here..

anyway, there was fire drill that night, after the fake one that happened at 12:30 last week i think. lol even got 'fireman team' in cluster 2B, but turns out its just a piece of paper stuck to the wall. was pretty sian compared to other fire drills actually, cos everyone was mugging chem, with their torchlights. ok fine yea im a slacker who din't bring my chem notes down with me.

fire drill used to be a fun thing. ok most ppl probably feel its retarded except for me lol. but last time it was fun probably cos everyone was like screaming (yea guys do that) and overreacting, like foo and shuen. and then we would start the 12A choir when we gathered downstairs lol. and when everyone gathered at the track, everyone start fooling around and talking funny stuff. it was so dead during wednesday, but can't help it, so close to exams liao.

we still walked up the stairs, and sung retarded songs to echo through the whole stairways haha. but wasn't as crazy as last time. jookee went to press the lift from 5th floor to 7th floor, probably pissing off alot of ppl. and we even took the lift at the 8th cos we got tired. oh god there's something called bad karma lol.

and then at night, suddenly foo came into our room with this really shocked face, and then he told us there were green worms all over his table. turns out there was a wasp nest, which he tried to take down, and then part of it came off and green worms dropped. and those green worms are paralysed worms where the wasps lay eggs in, and the larvae feed off from them. oh gawd disgusting...

foo took down the curtains, and threw it out of the room, which me and jookee happened to be standing at. damn that was darn scary haha. and then we unconsciously made so much noise that ms chua came out, and oh god, super awkward haha, cos it was like 12:30 in the morning v_v.

so yea ended up sleeping darn late that night, cos other than playing heli attack 3, we watched videos of some dude taking down a wasp nest with a vacuum cleaner. with a hell lot of grown wasps inside. luckily the nest, though it was pretty huge, din't have grown wasps in them. but it made everyone paranoid and check the curtains. and made jookee go 'what if' non-stop. and foo was pretty traumatized, so he slept in our room that day.

so that made a pretty crazy wednesday. gosh i really need to start sleeping earlier lolz. bye~~

i wished i had more time, but now sem 2 is almost over.

holidays ending already...

it wasn't too bad la. monday and thursday was really fun. and i fell in love with another anime :D. i also added a lot of new songs liao. can't believe its only been five days, cos i have listened to them so many times :o

anyway, shan't talk too much abt yesterday, except it was ARP presentation which although din't seem very good, after ms ng talked to us, i felt much more confident. and also at the end of the day, even though it din't go very well, i feel much more confident still. reached home at abt 7 plus. fell asleep really early, cos i was reading something really boring... so yea i feel kinda refreshed today heheh.

anyway, i read something really interesting. basically what it was trying to say was: don't let other ppl sway ur feelings about the anime u love, because everyone has different views about anime. not everyone can understand why you like it so much. also, don't try to force ur anime on other ppl. it'll just make u feel pissed or sad why other ppl can't appreciate what u like so much. let them acquire it if they want to.

^ so damnnned truee.

wasted so much correction tape today lolz. stupid drawings -.-. recently, i've become really overdetailed in doing certain things. this is all cos of someone's influence... /o\. anyway, its kind of a waste that those few things that i really spent time on don't turn out very good. as in sometimes, on certain things, i suddenly feel very (i can't use motivated, but a feeling similar to that, something like not minding how much work it takes) to just work on it.

however, these things that i do usually are not exactly pointless, but as in no matter how i work on it, it wouldn't be able to help much. i don't exactly feel upset about this, but i find it such a waste that i get so "motivated" to do these things, but not "motivated" to do things that would actually help. but gah, i shud be proud of these useless things i do anyway lolz :P.

ok la enough about this liao. bye~~

there's just always some really naive reason why i spend so much time doing these things

removed

i had to take down the previous post. orders from above :P. i din't see what was wrong but orders are orders /o\.

anyway, haiz, class outing got cancelled. unless 4 ppl still wanted to go out. im somewhat disappointed, cos i stuck all the way until 5 ppl were left, than cancelled it. but at least now i have time after the presentation tmr. and there's still quite alot of time after exams to go out right? so ok, at least i tried..

i don't know whether ppl who couldn't go were just saying things to make me feel better, or they genuinely wanted to go, and i also don't know whether ppl were paiseh to post anything on the class page, cos it seemed like i was talking to myself. even the sms-es too. but i don't feel angry or anything la. since i pushed stuff that i could do away to make time for it, so that's not too bad.

din't do anything today lol. i tried doing physics but blah, i tot it was hard. oh god... and i got distracted by anime, though i ended playing dm most of the time -.-. other than that i cut up a cardboard with a knife :P. cos it was too hard to cut it with a scissors. literally. it's for ARP la, and it turned out pretty crude, but oh well.

ok boring post lolz. gonna watch yuru yuri. omg i actually think the OP and ED are worth listening too, so i don't skip them lol. ok bye~~

well, there's always another time, right?