Sunday, June 3, 2012

Today

It aches to even look at pictures today.  I am not sure why today seems more difficult, but I think that is just how it works.  Some days are more difficult than others.  I have not been able shake the way things played out on May 6th.  I have been thinking of the phone call Nikki had to make, how I reacted, how my husband just took over (called his parents to come up, called a friend to give me a blessing, called the bishop in our ward), how I cried, how hard I prayed for Quincy and Kassidy, how I couldn't sleep, I couldn't make decisions, I couldn't pack, how I just wanted to see my Mom, etc.


With that said I had the oppurtunity to bare my testimony today and realize how much I have grown, how much my family has worked together, how strong my love is for each of my family members, how much my parents taught us, how amazing my husband has been, how much I love my children, how I know the Savior has His arms wrapped around all of us, what a miracle it is to have Kassidy with us and how supportive everyone is around us. 
Love you all! 
 I miss you Mom & Dad & Quincy.
Thank you to all for your prayers!!

4 comments:

Spackman's said...

You amaze me! We love you and your family. Thank you for your example and your sweet testimony

The Staheli's said...

So sweet Tracie. They are all amazing people. Thinking of you guys and can't wait to see you soon. Hope you are prepared for the trip. Love ya lots!!

Aimee said...

You're a strong woman! Thoughts and prayers continue to go out to you and your entire family. We love you!

Kari said...

Tracie I continue to think about you on a daily basis. Love and support is all I can give, but I'm glad you feel loving arms around you.