Friday, July 31, 2009
Im into bloggin mood now.
I feel like changing my blogskin.
I just update the links,
edit my profile,
and finally change the songs.
Im into oldies now,
especially carpenters, beatles.
My daddy loves them.
I used to tell him oldies where got nice,
the new songs are nicer.
Now that i really listen,
realised that oldies are really much way better.
Anyway,
yeap, school is still boring for me.
O level less than 90 days,
I haven lifted my books to study.
I really wanna score well,
but i just cant bring myself to study.
I used to really love studying,
but i dunno wad happen to me.
Hope the PSLE miracle will happen again.
Sigh.
I NEED MOTIVATION!
:)))
Weather is finally cooling now.
As in really FINALLY,
the weather has been pretty bad for the past 6 months.
Sigh.
I shall start by picking up bio and history first,
hope i can find my momentum from there.
Also, hope i can blog more often too.
:)))
AMELIA RIANE GOH
MY ESCAPE..
-7:32 pm-
MY ESCAPE..
-7:32 pm-
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Hello!
I've finally got a com after 2 years!
I can blog more often now,
Thank God.
I can feel the fire in me ignited again,
Feel God telling me
"Wake up, u've been sleeping for so long"
''Time to wake up and start to serve'
As the song Walau Seribu, sung in the cg,
Past victories and growth came to my mind,
Saw how i used to fight for my people,
fight for my leader,
how i used to overcome obstacle,
how i used to keep my trials down and jump over it.
-The front liner that has fallen.
Seen people that had come and left,
Ppl that is disappointed by *,
yet still loving God wholeheartedly.
Compassion stir in my heart yet again,
the ppl that i had brought in,
seeing them leave one by one,
it's heart-breaking, very..
Convicted by my own foolishness,
and of my own pride. Yet i know,
God sees everything too, all that is in my heart.
I know it's gonna be difficult,
but I promised my Father in Heaven,
I will run, as long as He says : GO
Ultimately, after every trial,
there will always be this conclusion,
"God never fails u, but ppl do"
God is always here, just a question of
Am i willing to recognise him?
After so many things that i had gone through,
thinking back, tears still well up in my eyes.
Never had i gone through a day without thinking about it;
Without feeling sad and lonely.
Even though almost 1 year had past.
I once blame God, why did it happen?
But no matter wad happens,
I will stand by You, my every faithful Lord Jesus.
AMELIA RIANE GOH
MY ESCAPE..
-4:40 pm-
MY ESCAPE..
-4:40 pm-
Monday, July 06, 2009
My once in a blue moon blog post again.
Im very disappointed.
I thought x is a place of refuge.
But it is not now, it was.
Heard some comments that i should not hear.
At that moment, old impulse came,
feel like saying
"Please examine yourself before you comment on others"
"If u are the same, den shut up."
But i noe i cant,
it will cause division among ppl.
Im so sick of gossips and tales spinner,
here's a verse.
Proverbs 26:20-23
20 Without wood a fire goes out;
without gossip a quarrel dies down.
21 As charcoal to embers and as wood to fire,
so is a quarrelsome man for kindling strife.
22 The words of a gossip are like choice morsels;
they go down to a man's inmost parts.
23 Like a coating of glaze over earthenware
are fervent lips with an evil heart.
So sick of ppl telling me wad to do,
Hypocrites that feign concern.
It tells me to be wise and not deceived by ppl.
Proverbs 16:28
28 A perverse man stirs up dissension,
and a gossip separates close friends.
Trust takes a year to build,
but it takes a minute to collapse.
Well, that's all i can say.
Im not deaf, nor am i a pushover,
nor am i stupid.
P.S Dont forget the hand that fed you.
AMELIA RIANE GOH
MY ESCAPE..
-10:39 pm-
MY ESCAPE..
-10:39 pm-
