Really thank God!
I have been receiving many things
for the past few weeks.

This week,
Spiritually, the fire in me starts to spark off again,
reinstated and starting to serve.
building up many relationship that grew distant,
trying to make more friends and stuff.

Feeling more normal nowadays.
Getting back the lost momentum.

Faith and perseverence is really needed.
Got to learn to tear down my mask of pride.
There are just some relationships that are hard to reconcile.
Accumulated dislikes, bad encounters and impressions.
Man, it's just soo difficult.

But really wanna thank my mom,
she blessed me with a new handphone and sim card,
she said it's the last x'mas gift from my dad.
And offered to pay my bill for the first month,
because first payment is for 2 months.
and sponsored my braces next year
because my dad promised me earlier on.
I really loved my parents lots man!
I really feel that i got the best parents on earth.
They are super nice and super friendly!

After i moved to punggol.
Had curfew till 1opm.
I was really having a GREAT BIG problem with it,
i couldn reach home on time.
Everywhere i go, have to leave at 8.30
because punggol is very new, very inaccessible.
Not much amenities there too.

Thank God,
My sister say she's gonna extend it to 11pm,
from next week onwards.
Now i can finally attend cg and enjoy fellowship,
moreover multiplication is near.

This week was really blessed.
Sorted out many of my thoughts.
It was good la.
Everything truly happens for a reason.
God is good all the time(:

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I finally can go online!
Im still lazy to update blog.
Im now staying at Punggol,
Really feel like marionette.
I really wished that
I could rent a place outside on my own.
Tampines, Bedok area,
So much better and accessible.
Soo much more freedom,
Sooo much more joy,
Many many more...

Too many things had happened,
and all at the same time.
A great sacrifice in return for many blessings.
Nonetheless, I still love God.
I believe everything happened for a reason.
Learn many many things too.
Time to wake up and start anew!


I realised through many events that
though I have a lot of friends.
But bosom friends,
Can be count with just 1 hand.
Most of the time i feel so lonely!
even when friends are around me,
i still feel soo lonely, so alone.
Maybe it's just me that is too inapproachable?
or just me that thinks too much.


Feel so slacken nowadays,
In many many areas.
it's time to charged up again.
Seems to be on vacation for too long,


The feeling is so funny,
Waiting for things to clear up,
Waiting for permission and stuff.

Man, I feel soo funny nowadays,
So limited and so helpless!
Sooo not me, arggh!

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