Wednesday, October 04, 2006

waiting for ...?

Where has my life gone? I don’t seem to exist before September, at least not on here. I distinctly remember writing some rubbish. Maybe there are Blog police who come and wipe out anything not up to standard? Or maybe they are Life police because I have lost lives before.
I once had a profession and a career.
Then (suddenly) I was a mother without a clue.
Then I managed to misplace a husband.
Then he was replaced by a boyman and someone else’s children (even less of a clue).

I have a different job but it doesn't feel like a real job although I have taken (to my own surprise) qualifications in it. why?
I'm not unhappy at all, it's just all this seems to have happened without my complete say so. I’m not one to make plans but I do feel at my great age I should know what’s going on. Nothing ever feels completely and substantially existent. . .

mad eh? and I've only just realise!

ps
this is a plaster (bandaid) Pammy

6 comments:

Carmenzta said...

Ziggi,
Boy, do I ever understand you! I have posted once or twice about the complete lack of control in my life. I have a feeling that this must be the case for everybody seeing as how the world is in a constant state of flux, but some people live in denial and love to talk at length about how much in control they are. It's rubbish, they are not in control.
Maybe I should do another post about that subject?

Cherrypie said...

You go with the flow, Ziggi. So much less tiring than battling against it all the time.

If you fancy being in control of at least one day in your life, call me. The password is 'Shopping'.

I've tagged you, btw. Hope you don't mind.

wifpt - A married woman who spends too much time at work

Frontier Editor said...

Perhaps your life has become an episode of "The Prisoner."

Beware of the large weather balloon following you . . . .

comza: what you get when you cross punctuation with Mario Lanza

Zig said...

C - you always make me feel better! I feel like I'm here by default, it's nice to know other people feel the same - I would love to read a post of yours on the subject.
CP - I hate to admit it but I don't know what tagging is!
Ahhh - I've just looked and seen!
I would love to go shopping but I live in the wilds of Wiltshire! I have been to Manchester once but only to Old Trafford, (another new life experience)so where is the best shopping between thee and me then?
FE - I am person not a number. Actually I can't remember that series, am I old enough? :)

Frontier Editor said...

Ah, I think you just did remember it ;^J>

Mise said...

Although I've made the decision myself, it has just hit me that at the end of November, I'll be jobless for the first time in my life ...'bout time I got organised!