who told you to stop?

It appears what seem to be good is not good after all. Why? This is because you have done a lot of listening. Listening can be an illusion or false so to speak. Listening has many dimensions. The summing up of what you see, hear, feel, and thinking for that matter can cause the mind to listen. But picking and identifying the right line of actions and decisions are quite a task. Hanya kepada Allah di pohon Kebenaran. Allahuakbar.