study study study

have to start studying for exam... also must catch up with my lecturers.. up to date i havent been listening to maths webcast.. am currently doing another essay for my GEM course.. okay got a little distracted so went about cleaning the house instead..yeap again me and nata.. anyway yeah as i was saying gotta do lots of studying.. shall minimise going out on weekends.. shall be a homebird and try to keep up with the rest who's gotten good marks... dun feel good abt myself if i cant get grades like those who are always with me.. hix hix.. so please be a good friend and refrain from asking me out.. hehehe.. i promise i will go out with u guys after my exams.. =p It's really hard when i decided not to go out, everybody will just suddenly want to go and play.. the power of temptation really.. like tonite it's rather hard to reject the offer.. ended up having to have my tuition cancelled just to finish up my essay! =( just when i make the decision all sorts of temptations starts coming up! haiz.

Oh anyway i may not be able to go Aust this year =(! hix hix.. my both elder sis wants me to go back. The one in bandung insisted that i must go back so it's impossible if i just go back for 2 weeks.. cos defintely i will be spending a week in Bandung.. and dad will surely kill me if i were to go back for just a week! gosh just the thot having to postpone my aust trip is really killing me.