Suffocating...

I believe that I have some sort of phobia toward maths.. I went to the tutorial today, but I am completely lost until the end of the tutorial.. I cant even catch anything from it. Perhaps is my understanding capability too poor not my prof speaks too fast ba.. I am dead.

Then I went to sst to collect my yusheng. Surprisingly even fanny also can read my mind.. Is it that obvious?.. I am kinda hold back ady... Anyway, my chance is nearly zero ady since there is new rival arises.. Haiz.. Just let it be ba.. Perhaps slowly I will not feel so sad anymore..

Suddenly she popped out this, " idk la. if you feel that you talk to me because you're lonely then dun lo." shocked me to death... What had gone wrong sia... She get the wrong idea of my words... I panic. I think I was blank n dunno what to respond.. N I know she angry ady... I digging my own grave.. Haiz... Game over liao me...