I've been sick for quite a few days.. weeks actually. Was not really concious when i on fever. It's kinda hard to concentrate with dizzy brain..
Today is the first day of tutorial week. I almost faint by the workload. Luckily i wake up earlier today and did my homework, else really screwed up in tutorial...
Then after lab, rush to funan to sent my lappy to hospital... it has been lying on my desk lifeless for 4 days. Tried everything i can just couldn't revive it... T-T mac de service is really very very expensive... next time i must not waste this kind of 冤枉钱. Next time i wan to be intern at mac service centre. Then i can save up all these money liao...
Last still this stupid fever.. nw finally drop liao.. hopefully i dun need to eat so many panadol for next few days. Really bad for my liver actually...
我究竟是用怎样的心情来说那段话？。。到现在我的心都像被揪着，松不开。。早就预料到你会如此对我，就不该再有奢求你会再见我一面。。我已经没有退路。无法像以前那样奋不顾身，现在的我，真的没办法。过去让它过去。。。不是我错过你，是你先放弃我的。就算我会一直等。十年，二十年，也不会有改变。你依然会放弃。换个身份吧。我不想拖累着你一辈子。能遇见你，我已经很幸运。有幸跟你作知己我已别无所求。。我相信，我们这种不说话的默契可以持续一辈子。我真的很爱你。所以我现在必须放下你。你自由了。
