Saturday, August 11, 2012

10.08

this is an important date... every year i will remember this date, but i dun think u noe i do... this is the day that i first work with u and fall in love to you...

anyway, this is all past... nobody want to remember it anyway...

today we went to korean BBQ place to have MP team gathering. then v going to give birthday surprise to my artist. then i think i did a stupid idiot thing... coz her sista is sitting at another table, so i ask her does she want to sit tat table with her, but then i didn't realize my programmer wanted to sit with her, so she is like hesitate to take the seat, so i just sit down and problem solve. then after the meal, we discuss where to go but it was too late, so v decide to go home. then the whole bunch took east direction and i live west side, so i stay for west train. then my artist stay back, coz she going to outram to change to purple line.. then my programmer stay also.. then i was like... stunt for 3 seconds.. then i say a idiot sentence... "where u two want to go? dating?" i was kinda regret to say tat... omg.... then is like awkward to the max.... i didn't realised sia.... then... end of story...

i did feel 可惜.. long story... haiz... but this is my choice, cant blame anyone.. so i think he really deserved this lovely lady.

recently was rotting at home.. everyday sleep ard 3 or 4 and wake up ard 1pm. coz i cant leave sg until i got my student pass, so i cant go anywhere for vacation... so ya.. stuck at here.. watch anime and shopping at cold storage.. ya..

oh ya.. blood test. positive for thalassemia. so need to eat folic acid everyday, but i already did this since last year. so not much difference to me. just that the doc also cant explain why i dizzy and headache so frequent. he say is not related to thalassemia. so my mum said should be stress. but is this a little bit overboard? may b studying at nus gave me so much stress.

finally.. finance.. yeah..  money money and money... hate this much.. the loan havent come in, bursaries havent come in, living expenses havent come in. nice.. bills havent settle, rent havent settle, living expenses dunno how... nice nice nice~~~ what a wonderful life~~