the book is quite nice. but the ending just turn me off.... dunno should i go watch this movie o not.... seem not convincing enough for me to watch.... anyway, this is the first time i finish a english novel in my life. excluded the compulsory to read novel in secondary school which is only less than 50 pages. reading is quite exciting actually~
but when i close the book, i find a bit lost.... coz i concentrate reading to it so much that i forgot it had became one of my routine..... or i should say, it had became some kind of company to me.... may b i took it as something else? may b as a company from her..... i think my mind is not clear now after chionging for 3hour of reading...
well... 思念是一种病....
i find it so hard for me to stay here when i know i can c her anytime in klg.... sound like a magnet which attracts me to go back.... but i m stuck here for at least 1 more week. i wish i could go back, but i cant.... although i noe it is impossible between us, i just couldnt understand...
today went through some sort of an "interview training" with samuel, the freshman. i m really worried about myself now.. at first i m quite confident to go, but now.... my hope just vanish.... I dunno y he is so imba la.... may b good english foundation really boost you in confidence??? if i am the interviewer, i will choose samuel definitely for the position. u can see the glowing of his spirit when he answer the question. but i dunno is he really that good as he said... anyway, it is not the right time to admire my opponent. but i m really sad about it.
something just make my mind stuck, i took 4 hours to rearrange my cmsk points to sound more organize.... is just suddently became so tough for me... m i relaxing too much or wat? just dun like that kind of feeling... make me so helpless and weak.... i really hate it...
