-gLo0mY w0rLd-

 

I tried too hard

to be noticed.
I tried to be someone 
I was not.

waiting and waiting.
I watch time slowly tick away
as another day dawns.
I watch the world scurry around.

I wanted to be someone.
I wanted life and
I wanted love.

I wanted a lot of things
that were out of reach
as I sink in slowly
under the weight of expectations.

I tried to be what they
wanted me to be.
I tried to be what I was
not meant to be.

I tried too hard.
I pushed too far
and I went too far

with a forced smile,
and  a fake laughter
to cover my tracks.
I escape into the shadows,
and try to fight this one out.

 I'm living in the gloomy world.

Hey,

You only see what I choose to show,
But there is a lot that you don't know.
I regret a lot because I knew
Just how wrong they were to do.
It was really stupid and now I suffer
From all the things I used to cover.
I let it out 'cause I thought it was right,
But all it gave me was a lot of fright.
Some people know and others don't 

But all the other people always won't.

Labelz: noticed!