Saturday, October 14, 2006
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Friday, October 06, 2006
ONE MORE PAPER LEFT. YAYYY! i seriously feel so so so so happy now and yep its back to the com and wasting time BUT without feeling guilty when im playing/watching youtube/ whatever. actually i did watch and stuff through the exams, and slept early like at 10 or slightly later everyday. so sometimes i really wonder what will happen next week when the papers come back :X
speaking of which, i totally flunked physics mcq. HAHA. difficult questions = wrong. tricky/notsotricky questions = CARELESS. i lost like 5 marks from being careless. how horrible can i get lah?!?! ergh, i just hope i can get what i wish to get. :x
now its back to everything i want to do after my exams. got to clear my room. im going to repack it and everything! i need to go shopping for school stuff. it might seem a little early but actually its not, we dont have thaaat much time left. :) and before that, we've to go shopping for grad nite. hahaha and like settle what im going to do with everything, like all the youknowwhat stuff which are going to make me sound so bimbotic so im not going to mention them :)
all the open houses are here! haha. time passes so fast. it seems not too long ago that i was going to the secondary school open houses, and now, its time to move on to junior colleges, hmmmm. lalallala
off to playing ~
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
YAY. bio's over. :) haha although i made A LOT of stupid mistakes, im still glad is over. BUT, i still made a lot of stupid mistakes lah. >( ahwell!!!!
and maths i couldnt factorise the thing, well now i know. aaaah. how silly. 4 marks ! lets hope i get the anyhow doned bonus question correct. and hope i dont make silly careless mistakes. ><
physics tmr, then PLAY. haha and maths will somehow be done. yay
john tucker must die! :D
7 done, 3 more to go. ONLY THREE MORE :)
Monday, October 02, 2006
chem's over! i feel so much more relieved now, even though its only one out of the three science settled. AND i made a lot of silly mistakes. SIGH. i hate it when its like, i KNOW it and yet i dont get it right because i write some stupid thing which is..wrong! yeah. its really annoying. >< i do hope i can scrape an A for chem or smth. :x
now mum's down with a blister and some blood clot thing in her eye? okay, her's is really serious, get well soon! haha. ): and thanks everyone who has expressed some sort of concern over my eye over the past few days. :) its better now, and my brothers are all getting better. so i hope it goes away completely REALLY soon, so i can go out on friday. :)
oh yeah and thanks cheryl yesterday for the nice pillow with lots of smiley faces ! whenever i see it ill smile, yay :D
maths tmr! the double weightage subject. meaning, its VERY important. aaaah maths. its so unpredictable i really hope the paper's okay.
4 down, 6 more to go. 6 more sounds so little, it makes me feel happy :) aaand then its playtime.
the exams have started ! anyhow, its 2 down and 8 more to go. :) that isnt that bad isnt it.
hmm english paper was... i dont know how to put it. but anyway hope it'll be alright. :D
but its not very nice sitting for exams with a swollen eye which kinda hurts, a headache that never seems to go away and a fever. hmmm, and my right eye's starting to irritate me now. argh!! i hate eye infection stuffies. ):
back to chem :D
Friday, September 29, 2006
so, its the weekend and the exams are here. :D
JIAYOUU EVERYONE ! WE CAN DO IT ! <3>anyway, i still dont feel that ready. ): but i supposed i will really give my best. :D but then, u see im not sooo into studying, since im still typing here. still doing a lot of things im not supposed to do. but ahwell, life isnt all about exams ;p
and after exams ! time to go out and partyy. :) i guess i dont stay back that much with the rest of the class, but thats cos i live really far away and its like super inconvenient and stuff. ><>
it seems i dont even know what i want myself, and thats pretty dangerous isnt it? because when i got back my results, i thought to myself; okay, its alright, it isnt that bad. but somehow deep inside it wasnt like that, and i only found that out more than 12 hours later, when i could no longer control myself. Sometimes i do things that i cant even explain why im doing so myself, and now i realised, its all because of whats hidden inside. emotions i myself am not even aware of. i dont know what i want, and i dont know what my true expectations of myself are. all i could say was; i dont know, i dont know, i dont know.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
it seems like the only thing i can think of on my mind right now is .. whats coming up after eoys! (: it seems so near, yet so far. and thats the unfortunate problem of what comes before that. THE eoys. its our one last chance in this school to perform, i suppose ! so uh lets all study hard and get all As ! or something. if thats possible (:
& im hungry, again! i shall eat chocolate oreos! haha (cheryl doesnt like oreos ;p)
today we bought rubber bands to make zero point ropes! and its really funny cos we bought so much, and we seemed silly esp when ms lee asked what we were doing! oops. heh, i submitted my ydsp form! so well, we'll leave it in God's hands shall we. :)
i shall find my cute pink little ball and see if we can repeat what we did at sec1, though it sounds really silly chasing the ball all over the classroom, falling down and crashing repeatedly. and im not sure if we'll do it again, anyhow, i hope i find it :)
it seems you'll never know what went through my mind at that moment
Friday, September 15, 2006
this shall be a happy post ! and i shall push all the negative thoughts swarming in my mind right now.
its finally the weekends! yay, but only two more weekends to go before the horror begins. ):
still compiling all the certificates and stuff, which are all over the place. should i go for the ydsp? ysdp? lol programme?
i went crazy last night, as in in the hyper way and drove my parents nuts. :D i was talking nonstop and walking around the house trying to break down more glucose and doing funny thing. hehehe somehow my parents do give me quite a sense of security and at least i can trust them completely. yay :) family is important.