I'm suffocating.
Don't get why is everyone's so plastic.
And avoiding me. Am I that lousy?
Grah. I mean, even we aren't as close (as before), can you at least be less harsh on words?
I'M NOT A SOFTTOY. I'VE GOT FEELINGS OKAY.

Damnit.

Hi I'm back after a month life have been so fast paced just like my typing now that I can't even bother to put fullstops behind my sentences until now.
TGIS thank God it's Saturday when I can sleep all I want.
Recently many things happened and I'm too lazy to elaborate but I just pray God will pull me through all my hardships and difficulties.

Bye I'm off to do QT and then to sleep tired tired tired though I really hope I can spend more time surfing and chilling since I'm like so pack and bombarded (how do you spell that?) and life crumbling down and seeming like there's too much to handle. I think for now the only days I decently touch the computer for leisure is probably all the Saturdays except for today since I didn't use a more-or-less "full day" it's not considered a successful usage of the computer.

Bleh I better run or I'll end up tying to no end.
Goodbye and I'll probably update once per month now or something oh my goodness I am going to live such a lifeless life hahaha.

P.S. thank you mavis for being so supportive of my blog and financially too :D <3

Seeing friends taking so much effort in preparing another friend's birthday makes me wonder, why I never got treated as well before. Though so I still take every effort to best remember many many people's birthdays, because I want them to feel blissful and happy. Because I care about their feelings.

Now, who ever took the effort to bother about mine?

Featuring..
WB Movie World
Mummy, Me, Jia, Aunt Cynthia
Batwing Spaceshot.
Realised everyone's miserable expression except for mine? HAHA.
I wasn't acting spastic (though I look like it) I promise.
We were going to embrace a 60m challenge. :o. Scary eh? HAHA!

Roar my camera is problematic the computer can't read its existence!
LOL, more to come next time when I fix my camera <:

Labels: australia, pictures

haven't eaten solid food for 2 days. just ate tonight porridge (L)
but due to my senses not tasting food for too long I found it too salty and was salvaging for water ><

WELCOME H1N1 zzz. You're back again.
Crap and I'll be missing 1 whole week of school thanks to you.

I always thought H1N1 the first will make us immune to H1N1 but guess I'm proven wrong ohwell.

The peaches brought back from Australia are overripe and soft ewww but I'll accept it as an exception this time since I'm too weak to chew lol.

Labels: random, sick

Yes Mavis, I took pictures. But kinda not much of scenery (?) Haha.

I realised how people can be unappreciative when they don't even know what is going on, after being in the backstage of situations.
I admit, I'm a hypocrite too. Who can help it, anyway?

The situation is, because the big walk needed sponsors since the school is already so poor after getting so much new stuff.
My Mom, yes MOM. She sponsored the bags for the goodies. SPONSORED ON HER OWN ACCORD. WITH OUR MONEY.
Yet you all think it's the school being cheap and trying to save cost.
I didn't say this in front of all of you because I didn't want your to feel guilty. Or make the situation awkward.
I'm not trying to say your suck cause of this. I still love all of you. I just hope through this everyone including me learn about appreciating what we have.

Next time, don't complain anymore okay yile.

Labels: pun.

Decided to continue with the previous post some other time.
Now, just got something that I need to get off my mind.

I suffer from the worst phobias ever.
1. Phobia of phoning people up.
2. Phobia of watching shows with content of anyone turning blind.

Everytime I watch these shows, it makes me feel as if I'm gonna be like that as well. Gosh.
But only the part about going blind. Not the part about somebody saying that he'll love me no matter what.
Yeah, well at least God's there.

I don't understand why Mama is so unhappy about being here. I mean, she suggested to get herself here, NOT ME. I didn't opt for government, duh. And now she's venting her fustrations on us? HUH? Hello, I'm suppose to enjoy myself here. And I don't see anything wrong with the trip. She's making a big fuss outta everything, bleh. I'm now kinda stuck between the arguement? She doesn't seem happy about me.

Whatever, I DON'T LIVE FOR HER AND I'VE GOT A MIND OF MY OWNNNN. zzz!

Well actually I enjoy talking to Aunt Cynthia cause I think she really is a good listener and takes effort to remember everything good you've done to her, everything you rant to her and stuff? Really grateful and contented person. HOW I WISH MAMA COULD BE UNDERSTANDING LIKE HERRR!
Brings back memories about ahkong's death. AGAIN. Aiyoh. Her observation of people's mood and stuff is so good that you'll never escape any emotion from her eyes. And a good mediator too.
That's why, God blesses her. Brought her to Australia. Let her learn about His love for her.

Well actually God blessed her first. Nothing we do will make God love us more, right?
Ah anyway she leads a happy life now, attends church on Sundays, live under little worries, careful about the way she takes care of her shower of blessings.

God bless me too. I know I've been bad.

Labels: australia, God, grandparents story, phobias, piece of life, rant