long nothingsapparently my obvious disinterest in church activities now is finally gaining my parents' attention. they've come up with questions like "why arent you going to salt anymore?" and "what happened btwn you and the rest?". and my reply, "no lah, nothing happen" and i went to sleep.
yesterday, was the unfortunate ptm. i've got nagged all the way from LT5 to my supposed classroom and the torture din cease there. it went on for about another 45mins and i had to like fight the urge to give that icouldntcareless face in case my parents decided to up a notch on their voice level. anyway, the important part is my results right, i'm in the bottom 5 of the class and the bottom 150 of the whole cohort. whoopeedoo! you should have seen the disappointment in my parents' faces. the teachers, well, they couldnt care less. my gp teacher is one pain the the butt. she needs a slap i tell you. one day, i'm gonna make her toothless.
before that, we had this soccer match against vjc. 0-0. hahha. i din play though but i had lotsa fun. i'm starting to look forward to more matches. the next is against sajc. we're up against the "pros". gawd! dada, tame ur boys down for us please. x)
i feel so lethargic now. must be the damn weather with its sidekicks, the mosquitoes. they should all like evaporate or sth.
mel has this lovely couch at home. like omg, one day i must steal it!
and to you (a random somebody who suddenly came into my mind), do something bout ur language and shut the hell up. we, are getting pissed.
brand newits time you stop giving up on yourself. life isnt decided by ur environment and the circumstances you've landed yourself into before. it is ur own life gawdammit. you cant just sit there like a pig and waste it anyway. looking at other alternatives means chickening out stupid! running away solves zilch problems. its not even advisable for starters. dun talk about respecting what others think about you when you give urself no respect at all.
your disappointing the people who care about you. seeing a sea of gloomy and dead faces surfacing ur memories doesnt serve any intelligent purpose. why bother continueing in that path when it leads to a dead end? it may be hard to change ur route now, given the restricted time and the fact that you are beginning to let go of everything. still, it cant just happen like that. its just not fair and meant to be. where's the fighting spirit and the will to win and strive to be best? for now, being better den you were before seems arabic given the current situations.
dun let anything stand btwn youself and your aim of diverting ur way back into the better path. you didnt let anything affect you before, why start now? dun be an idiot lah kat.
surely, i deserve a kick in the head please.
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misfit - the com is currently having its own form of a tantrum. it operates nicely and shutdowns ever so suddenly whenever it wants. and me, being the kind user can do absolutely nothing about it. despite all the upgrade my dad gave it, it just doesnt seem satisfied and craves for more more more. sucha ingrate. i've gotta occupy my hands 24/7 to prevent doing damage.
tmr is srjcian day and srjc is having a mini celebration of somesort. its so fun i tell you. we get to wear ugly coloured tee designed by the sch and our own form of bottoms except shorts, hotpants and miniskirts. and den we'll have only two periods of lessons followed by a game of amazing race or sth liddat? HOW COOL IS THAT. man, can we like skip 20thjuly on the sch calender?
after that ohsofun event, the soccergirls will be getting pumped up for the match against nyjc. hello ubi.
i think its time i go crack my brains already. trying to colour coordinate my tee's colour and any other nice bottom is harder den doing 20phys questions in 1 min. try it. x)
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