Tuesday, December 19, 2006

hmm..i been so unlucky!! lost 3 items in juz this month alone. yes, i jux lost my hp pouch. wtH. the most frustrating is that i dun even noe where i actually lost it. well...my hp pouch got alot of things inside la..got money, EZlink card, n some other stuffs. so practically dun ask me to travel much now. no card no going out.

yes, i didnt go for choir again. hmm..but i oso not performing so really dun understand y i still need go there. to me, the time i can use to slp. pig. i was prepare to choir on the tue night so after work i went home to take my stuffs b4 i went kbox wif them. so after spending my whole night from 1 to 6 am in kbox, i found out my thing are lost. luckily, that time got xiao xin acc me. she was like half consoling me half lecturing me.haha. but she's tired too so make her go home. den, me alone along the road of orchard..n it's was raining heavily.. i walk all the way to mrt station n sobbing all the way.super moody la. so i decided not to go choir le. seems like a lame excuse but juz totally moodless.

i will go tml. i think.

i just want to be ME. 6:21 AM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

i do closing today for foc. haha. i'm so nice right..? yea. i juz love working coz i will forget all my problems n trouble.

worst come to worst i will have to continue working until..erm..i dunno when..coz of some family matters. i scare i cant cope wif the studies n with choir too. but i cant bcoz of choir n quit my job coz i think i will need the job badly...tell me what to do..??

so moody..esp during choir today. i will try to cheer up abit.=)

life is getting bumpy for me.


LEAD me out

when will my life becomes smoother..

i just want to be ME. 11:11 AM

Monday, December 11, 2006

for 2 consecutive days, i had been doing closing. tat is terrible coz i need to sweep the floor with a sweeper n mop the floor with a mop. sound simple? well..i dun do much housework at home lo. even when i do, there's a vaccum cleaner and magic mop for me. arghh..i dun like closing. hahaha. it's seem like i've no choice coz i will b doing closing later n for tml too. sian. for now, i can feel my bones breaking. my neck hurt. mum told me not to work le. but sometimes it's pretty fun to work there. when will i stop working? i haben consider this prob yet. haiz.


my dad went hospital in the morning. ????

i just want to be ME. 12:04 AM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

oh my god. wu jun very handsome la. hahahahaha..a nice show which every1 shld watch. =)

i just want to be ME. 11:47 AM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

hehe, going to slp le..

i just want to be ME. 8:45 AM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

went to eat at cartel. enjoy my time there at least my mind is being occupied..

den off to andrea hse to celebrate her bdae. so tired tat i almost fall aslp when watching superstar. anyway, my workmates asked me if i wanna go MOS but i think think think. in the end decide for the time being i dun wish to go. at least for now..but the near future i cant assure.

sian. cant slp again. this has last for a few days le. arghh..






i hate myself.


i dunno what's happening to me during this hols. really dunno. i'm really sry if i ever coz much problems for u. i promise everything would be fine when the sch starts again. but at the mean time, can u juz ignore me.

well, u r already ignoring me, arent u? mayb i'm juz too sensitive but i feel it and i feel terrible. it's hard for me. i noe i'm in no position to tell u what to do or hold any feeling for u. but let me tell u something, i dunno y u keep appearing in my mind or even when i'm talking. the only time u vanished is the time when i work. so, i am really trying hard. at least believe me once. i will not b lazy over this.

working is the only happy time i haf. i'm not telling u all this for wad. i dun even noe if u noe i'm toking abt u or did u ever read my blog. i juz have a plain purpose in mind and that is to regain our friendship.

i really hate myself.


i miss our friendship. will i b able to save it?

i just want to be ME. 8:32 AM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

went to sch early morning to have choir den it was cancel. sian lo. den went to eat breakfast with mic n sj. something happen. they use my hp dunno do wad lo. make me look like crazy person there. hahaha


HAIZ>.<


juz now do abit compre den i feel very slpy le> liddat how to finish my hw??!!

i just want to be ME. 11:15 PM