Tuesday, November 27, 2007
cos i can't help.i dont know how to put it across.
yes, i am curious.
but i am afraid i'll regret when i know.
to know or not to know.
to ask or not to ask.
to say or not to say.
will it spoil the way it is like now between us.?
can i forget about the questions i wanna ask.?
can i wash this memory away.?
yes, you're right.
i think its you.
you ask me why.
i'll tell you, it's inituition.
some things are meant to be.
Friday, November 23, 2007
;let go of the resthey all.
im going to BATAM tmr.
but im not excited.
cos i have a test on monday.
i really wonder how i am going to study.
GOD. bless me with wisdom.
man. missing church again. =[
im so tired, finally finish report.
but one more to go.
i have 2 more things to say.
i may sound abit like aunty naggy today.
but take it in or not, up to you.
firstly, i think this world is ironical.
God created us so beautiful.
but we just had to ruin it with our bare hands.
i dont deny i do get sick of humans.
those coming across too hard,
trying too hard to be your friend
that they look so drop dead fake.
yes. i met my fair share of ppl.
ppl whom you gave 2nd chances,
expecting them to change,
yet they get even worse by the moment.
even turning the tables against you.
i think most ppl know im very straightforward.
when i dont like you.
its on my face.
when i feel nothing for you.
its on my face.
i splatter my feelings on my face.
i dont deny i am not perfect.
but at least, i am not a hypocrite.
i know i need to treat others the way they treat me,
live and let live. yada.
but trust me, saying is one thing.
doing is another.
its hard. cos i can't pretend.
so when i dont like you, my face says
I DONT LIKE YOU.
take it. or leave it.
but dont push me or you'll get it.
oh wells. i forgot what i wanna say.
nice song.
shadows and regrets by yellowcard.
thanks to hubs for the recommenndation.
Monday, November 19, 2007
when the going gets tough.the tough gets going.
yes. i am going.
going off to somewhere nobody knows.
sick and tired of everything.
work just keeps on piling up.
im not gonna continue my report.
I SURRENDER.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
just as i thought everything was over.then i realised i have GEMS assignment and 2 freaking reports.
die. losing my head.
need to breathe, can't breathe.
hubs birthday in 26 days.
save save save.!
everything must go shop and save buy.!
MELLALA jia you.!
hehs. see melissa save money for the first time in her life.!
oh wells, i admit i am slightly spoiled.
SLIGHTLY.
tired. zzz.
nights everyone.
6months.
and I hate that I love you so
and I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
and I hate how much I love you boy
but I just can't let you go
and I hate that I love you so
Thursday, November 08, 2007
wow.its really been along while.
too much homework.
now i have a report to complete.
BIA experiment to compile.
i am so busy.
anyway, i may be selling my jay chou concert tickets.
but i wonder how much should i sell it for.
oh wells.
back to crashing report.
nothing much to update anyway.
other than that,
i am not gonna let you go.
regardless of what others say.
