Sunday, August 26, 2007
im HOME.!
wow. i watch 881 twice already.

watch with dad today.
finally reached home.
my mum's revamping our house.

take my hats off to her.
after exams.
its really BORING.

so its survey time again.

Three names that people call you:
01. mella
02. mellala
03. melissa


Three most important dates in your
life:
01. 20th may
02. 18th oct
03. 11th dec

Three things you've done in the last
33 minutes:
01. watch a video
02. laugh.
03. breathe.

Three of your favourite bands:
01. Planetshakes
02. Hillsongs
03. Delirious

Three ways to be happy:
01. Have God
02. Have chocolate.
03. Be positive.

Three of your favourite songs at present:
01. Yi ren Yi ban
02. I will sing Your praise
03. Hosanna

Three things you like in the opposite sex:
01. Dimples
02. Smell
03. Eyes


Three persons you miss from your past:
01. Paternal grandad
02. Maternal Grandad
03. My older brother



Three gifts you would like to receive:
01. secret
02. still a secret
03. always a secret

i don't really like to say these kinda things cos i would rather buy it myself.

Three of your favourite hobbies:
01. Talk
02. Laugh
03. Sing

Three places you want to go for holiday:
01. Thailand
02. America
03. Paris

Three favourite cartoon/anime characters:
01. Spongebob
02. Patrick
03. Avatar

Three of your closest friends:
01. Evon
02. Mummy
03. Melody

Three malls you usually go to:
01. Jurong Point
02. Lot 1
03. Westmall

Three of your favourite fastfood:
01. Subway
02. Long John
03. Mcdonalds

Three Schools you've attended:
01. Xingnan Primary
02. Jurongville Sec
03. Singapore Poly

Three favourite drinks:
01. Tea with carnation milk + ICE
02. Peach Tea
03. Milk Tea

Three things found in your bag:
01. Wallet
02. Bible
03. Candy

Three Favourite Colours:
01. Green
02. Orange
03. White

Three events you're looking forward to:
01. IC.
02. Spending my holidays worthwhile
03. Taiwan trip.!




Replying tags.
SHUPIG: meet. meet. meet.! =p
melody: its over finally.! thanks for standing by me. =D
kellyn: its ok. catch you soon.
wayne: hey. its ok if the person wanna rush away from you cos you deserve someone better dude.! take care yea.? and catch up soon.!
kayC: you dont purposely ar.! later i bring you go bang wall. and dont call me chio bu lahhs.!
JEnn: yea. its over.! =D
az: no. you think too much.
zhixian: haas. i consider first. i scared later you all disturb me. BAHA.

heartfeltwords; 5:14 PM

Friday, August 24, 2007
1. What do you want for your birthday?
baha. something practical.

2. Who will be your next kiss?
i can't forsee.

3. When was the last time you went to
the mall?
just now.

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
do you wear socks at home.?

5. How did you spend your summer?
haas. my summer is all year round. so its school, holidays, repeat.

6. Have you been to the movies in the
last 5 days?
yes. 881.!*

7. What was the last thing you had drink?
its drank. ice tea with carnation milk.

8. What are you wearing right now?
tees and shorts.

9. What was your last purchase?
duck rice.

10.What was the last food you ate?
duck rice.

11. Who would be the person you would call if you were up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep?
i will pray.

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
BAHA. yes.

13. Do you have a pet?
MELODY. please give me ray.

14. What made you laugh in the last 5 days?
wow. alot of things.

15. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
somewhere where i wanna be.

16. What is the last thing you purchased online?
green cardigan.

17. One thing you hate about yourself?
i get a little too cranky.

18. What's your favourite soup?
water cress. [XI YANG CAI]

19. Do you miss anyone?
yepp.

20. What are your plans for the day?
plans for the night. zzz.

21. Last person you msg'd?
leonard LOO.

22. Ever went to camp?
haas. countless.

23. Are you a good student in school?
good. I NEVER PON CLASS. but i like to laugh at teachers. =D

24. What do you know about the (your) future?
i will have a good husband, a good job, a good family,a good life. cos i have God.

25. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
no.

26. Where is your best friend right now?
evon ar, should be slping.
melody ar, should be wide awake.
qi jun ar, should be somewhere.

27. Who do you hate?
no hatred.

28. Any favourite colour?
orange, green, brown.

29. Anything memorable happened to you in the last 5 days?
hees. oh. tons.

30. Do you have a someone that you love?
yea man. not someone.

31. Do you own a blog, myspace or live journal?
this is a blog.

32. Is there anything you wish to get from your special one?
appear in front of me at the right time.

33. What song are you listening to right now?
my dad's singing.

34. Any special reasons why you are listening to the song?
because he's my dad.

35. What time is it?
2324. nice timing.





oki. when you get bored.
thats what you do.!

woohoo.
exams are over.
its time to shake butts.
evon and i gonna shake our butts.
ALL DAY, ALL NIGHT.

tmr there's church.
whoopee.! =D


good night everyone.
reply tags tmr. =D

heartfeltwords; 11:09 PM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007
my name is sunshine.
big girls don't cry.

WOOHOO.
1 more paper to go.
and everyone's mugging for it.
while here i am, slacking.
train of thoughts passing through my brain.
one after another.
this train driver is really busy.
never cease to drive these thoughts through.

so funny.
today was the paper i was so FEARFUL
then daniel kept saying,
you must be AI ZAI.
yea man.
AI ZAI.!



concealed words with their concealed feelings.
how do you express words that you know would sound nasty.
and yet it doesn't hurt anyone.?
by being tactful.?
in other words, you're beating around the bush.
so would you prefer someone to be tactful
or do you prefer someone slap the cold, hard truth on your face.

but sometimes the truth isn't cold and hard.
its really warm and fuzzy.
or maybe it isn't the truth after all.



everything is said out straight from the heart.
tell me what do you do when it all falls apart.
gotta pick myself up where do i start.

heartfeltwords; 8:07 PM

Sunday, August 19, 2007
do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.


if birds flying south is a sign of change
at least you can predict this every year.
love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
i can’t get it to speak
maybe finding all the things it took to save us
i could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
look in your eyes to see something about me
i’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

how can i love you.

i'm done studying plant science.
but i gotta go through it once again.
how to clinch that A.
ok. i've got high expectations for myself.
but i've got to excel.!
that's what im called to do.

oh by the way, my obituary would say this.










oh yea. getting miss by TMNT.
although i think i would rather put
here lies mella, who've gone to see her beloved Heavenly father.!
kudos.

heartfeltwords; 8:23 PM

Saturday, August 18, 2007
BAHA.
oki. ignore the weird title.
it all started because of my dad.
well. he was really cheery kinda thing in the morning.
denn suddenly the rain came.
and my dad became grumpy.
he began picky at the slightest things.
you this this this, you that that that.
what a sudden mood change.
i really think he's got the male version of menopause.
BAHA.
and during this kind of circumstances, i AVOID him.
so i never get picked on. =D

well. MOLGEN is down.
still have plant science, osrm and appmic.
plant science. tsk. here i come.

reply tags
libin: exams lahhs. next time then relink.
mmm: huh.? who are you.?
DAPHNE: yea. alright. =D
Azhar: heyhey. zzz. you can say that to me in class.
wayne: yea. after exams dude.!
eD: lol. you asking me to go away or the exams to go away.?
><>><>>&l: who are you.? thanks for the compliment.
melody: I MISS YA. see you in 2 hours. btw, exams can't be enjoyed. =D
kellyn: miss you too. =D

heartfeltwords; 12:19 PM

Monday, August 13, 2007
one last entry before i crash with the books again.
was printing all the past year papers.
i've never felt this way before.
last year was really slack for me.
this year seems different.
the ultimate paper that i fear is OSRM.

its kinda sucky feeling this way.
i still have 11 days till this mental torture ends.

not only that, i still have to cope with something else.
now how great can that be.?
doesn't look appealing to me at all.

i hate mixed emotions.
guess i won't reply tags for now.
tata.

i looked through all our old photos.
and i ponder,
how carefree were those days that we had.

heartfeltwords; 11:30 AM

Saturday, August 11, 2007


















I see the King of glory

Coming down the clouds with fire

The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes

I see His love and mercy
Washing over all our sin

The people sing
The people sing


Hosanna, hosanna

Hosanna in the highest


I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith

I see a new revival
Staring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
We're on our knees



Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen

Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours

Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause

As I walk from nothing into eternity


heartfeltwords; 11:32 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007


















something's missing today.

heartfeltwords; 11:41 PM

AMOI
mellala
i really LOVE chocolates.
dee bee tee oh one. [SP]
18th Octy 1989
semi-eccentric

❤❤❤
God
my guardian angel; babylove
family
tulips
myself
jay chou
singing
la teh
being EXTREMELY loud

BESTOW
Mahattan Portage bag
Nintendo DS
Birkies
clickIES
SP
  • alex .
  • alan .
  • angela.
  • amos.
  • audrey .
  • azhar.
  • charlotte
  • cinddyy`.
  • elaine .
  • edmund .
  • huat jin.
  • jacob.
  • jennifer.
  • jiawen.
  • jing en.
  • jinglan.
  • kelly.
  • kellyn.
  • lawrence.
  • linus.
  • mark.
  • mervyn .
  • pei`qi .
  • sharlene.
  • shuzhen .
  • siewling.
  • surya .
  • stan .
  • wan`wei.
  • wayne.
  • wei`chong.
  • yu`ting =] .
  • yunzhen .
  • zul.

    JVSians
  • andrea.
  • alvin.
  • bee`ping.
  • cat =].
  • cheryl.
  • cheryl`lee.
  • chin`wei
  • dapphhs .
  • jadyn`.
  • jasmine`ho.
  • karen`.
  • peiting .
  • phileo.
  • reuben.
  • sherlene`.
  • shuPIG.




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