Monday, December 25, 2006
happy birthday.
my beautiful saviour.
my love one.
my King of Kings.
my Lord of Lords.
my pillar of strength.
my tower of refuge.
my Glorious one.
my light of the world.
my one and only.
my Jesus.

heartfeltwords; 5:16 PM

Sunday, December 24, 2006
merry christmas everyone.

i remember how i used to celebate christmas.
it was never something special
christmas was mundane. in the past.
but now i know the true meaning of christmas.
i rejoice.
Christmas was the day my Saviour was born for me.
He came to pay the price for what we had done.
Now I jump with joy for I am free.
God has given me the greatest gift.
How about you?
Have you open up your greatest gift? =]



John 8:36
So if the Son sets you free, you are truly free.


are you free today? or are still in bondage?

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heartfeltwords; 10:37 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006
back from YI camp.
recharged with PASSION, STREGTH. COURAGE.
and the list goes on.
thank God for giving me this camp.
thank God for allowing us to win the top 3.
thank God for giving us the best cheer.
thank God for the best dynamic.
thank God for everything single thing He has done in my life.
be it major or minor. Jesus is great!

wanna thank tribe Abraham for being so cooperative!
God loves you guys! continue to strive for Him.
wanna thank our tribe leaders.
Brother Liang Zhi and Sister Vivian.
You people rock God's kingdom.
wanna thank all the team leaders
Mei Yee, Wei Hao, Derrick, You Beng, Yu Ting and Ken.
GREAT TIME WORKING WITH YOU ALL! =]
wanna thank my group.
dorcas, stephanie, cheong seng, gideon, leonard, victoria,
siew sia, joanna, si heng, zara, qi jun, yan ting and charmaine.
im proud of you all for being so understanding and encouraging throughout
the whole camp.
remember this camp in your heart always.
how you have encountered God.
lastly, to everyone.
keep the faith that you have!

the enemy has been defeated.
death couldn't hold you down.
we're gonna raise our voice in victory.
we're gonna shout His praises out.

shout unto God with a voice of triumph.
shout unto God with a voice of praise.
shout unto God with a voice of triumph.
we raise Your name up.






anyway, just to share a story.
There was this room.
In this room, there was a shelf.
The shelf was filled with lots and lots of files.
Every file had a heading.
There were many many different headings.
Inside every file, there were cards.
The first file that caught my eye was "Boys that I have liked".
I open it and I realised that I recgonise every single name inside that book.
I quickly shut it and placed it back on the shelf.
Then I realise what is the room all about.
It was a catalog system of my life.
Every single detail was written in the book.
Be it big or small. It was all written.
I began to randomly pick files and explore its contents.
Some of it brought joy yet some brought shame and regret that
I did not want anyone to see it.
The headings ranged from mundane to outright weird
"Books I have read"
"Lies I have told"
"Comfort I have given"
"Jokes I laughed at"

Some headings that i was ashamed of
"Things I have done in anger"
"Things I have muttered under my breath at my parents"

and the headings go on and on.
some of the files i wish had more cards..
while others i wished it had fewer.

There was a file that wrote "lustful thoughts"
i looked at the cards and shuddered at its detailed contents and
i felt sick that these moments were recorded.
Every single card was signed by myself.
Every card was recorded by y own hand writing.
It was my deeds.


Then a thought dominated my mind.
No one must ever see these cards.!
No one must ever find this room!
I must destroy the contents.
I became desperate trying to pull out the cards.
to tear out its contents only to realised,
it was no use.

I was defeated and utterly helpless.
Then I saw the file "People I have shared the gospel with"
It looked so new, almost unused.
I could count the cards so easily that
it seems as if it was the thinnest file on the shelf.

I began to weep.
I cried out of shame, out of pain, out of regret.
I wanted to lock up the room and throw the key away.


As I wiped away my tears, I saw Him.
No, please. not Him. not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus.
I watched helplessly as He opened every file and read the cards.
I couldn't bear to see His response.
I saw the sorrow deeper than my own on His face.
He read every single card that could be found.

Finally, He turned and looked at me from across the room.
I covered my face and began to cry again.
He walked over and placed His arm around me.
He could have said so many things.
But He did not say a word.
He just cried with me.

Then He got up and walked back to the shelf.
Starting from one end of the room.
He took out a file.
One by one, He began to sign His name over mine on every single card.

No! I shouted to Him.
His name shouldn't be on these cards.
These were the shameful deeds that I have done.
Yet His name was so rich, so dark, so alive on every card.
The name of Jesus covered mine.
It was written with His blood.
He closed the last file and placed His hand over my shoulder.
"It is finish" and He led me out of the room.
There was no lock to this room.
There were still cards to be written.

The truth is that
God chose to die on the cross for you and I.
He could have easily said
"no, i'm not gonna do it. let them perish on their own".

but He did not.
OUT OF LOVE.
HE SPREAD HIS ARMS ON THE CROSS.
OUT OF LOVE.
HE CHOSE TO DIE FOR US.
OUT OF LOVE.
HE GAVE HIS LIFE.
SO THAT WE WILL RECONCILE WITH HIM.
OUT OF LOVE.
HE PAID THE RANSOM.
OUT OF LOVE.
HE IS ASKING US.
WILL YOU ACCEPT ME INTO YOUR LIFE?

The question is yours to answer today.
Will you accept Him as Your personal Lord and Saviour?
or will you reject Him and the love He has given.


John 3:16
"For God so love the world, He gave His begotten Son that whoever believes in Him shall never die but have eternal life"

God is waiting to set us free.
The issue here is
Do you want to be set free?

Christmas is coming.
Let this decision be the greatest christmas present you will receive.

story taken from
"I Kissed Dating Goodbye"

heartfeltwords; 10:10 PM

Saturday, December 16, 2006















heartfeltwords; 11:36 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006
IM BACK HUMANS.!
well. im sorry. i really can't update about thai now.
but please do tune in between friday to sunday.
im sure it will be up by then. with PICTURES.
the reason is because.
I HAVE
a test on tuesday, wednesday and practical exam on thrusday.
yes. i would appreciate your understanding.

and i came here to only blog about this.
i was feeling very discourage by
staring at the massive pile of work stacking on my table.
and then i remembered this
God's comfort is with me

so now, ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOL AND ITS CAMP TIME.
and then CHRISTMAS.
man. i love christmas.
but now, its back to reality.
books, books and books. here i come.!



Jesus Christ has set me free. And indeed I am free. =]
sahn sehn pra chow.!

heartfeltwords; 10:28 PM

AMOI
mellala
i really LOVE chocolates.
dee bee tee oh one. [SP]
18th Octy 1989
semi-eccentric

❤❤❤
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my guardian angel; babylove
family
tulips
myself
jay chou
singing
la teh
being EXTREMELY loud

BESTOW
Mahattan Portage bag
Nintendo DS
Birkies
clickIES
SP
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  • alan .
  • angela.
  • amos.
  • audrey .
  • azhar.
  • charlotte
  • cinddyy`.
  • elaine .
  • edmund .
  • huat jin.
  • jacob.
  • jennifer.
  • jiawen.
  • jing en.
  • jinglan.
  • kelly.
  • kellyn.
  • lawrence.
  • linus.
  • mark.
  • mervyn .
  • pei`qi .
  • sharlene.
  • shuzhen .
  • siewling.
  • surya .
  • stan .
  • wan`wei.
  • wayne.
  • wei`chong.
  • yu`ting =] .
  • yunzhen .
  • zul.

    JVSians
  • andrea.
  • alvin.
  • bee`ping.
  • cat =].
  • cheryl.
  • cheryl`lee.
  • chin`wei
  • dapphhs .
  • jadyn`.
  • jasmine`ho.
  • karen`.
  • peiting .
  • phileo.
  • reuben.
  • sherlene`.
  • shuPIG.




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