Thursday, October 26, 2006
ENOUGH ALREADY.oki. nowadays, more and more stuff are stacking up on my nerves.
no.1 , YOUR ATTITUDE.
no.2, HIS ATTITUDE.
oh yes. im gonna complain about Mr 1.
heyy. doesnt mean i treat you nicely means you
climb on top of my head ok.
regardless of that, you still need to answer politely.
not rara at us as if we're your servants.
yes, im serving you.
but not in the sense of serving you like a DOORMAT.
so you jolly well stop treating me like a doormat.
you yourself were the one who caused this to happen.
what's the point of blaming us.?
if you know this shouldn't be done, den whyy do it.?
i had enough. soon you're gonna hit my MAX and
i'll say good luck to you.
Mr 2, enough of your procrastination.
time for you to shhh.
or else, i will just tell you straight in your face.
the truth is I CANNOT TELL YOU ANYTHING
BECAUSE YOU DONT TRUST ME.!
get it.? very good.
man. another good/bad day.
but i had fun with SHU, siang and johnnny though.
death note 2. here we come.! =]
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
happy birthday to myself.my goodness. left 20 minutes
today, there were quite alot of shocks.
first was when i went for prayer meeting.
leonard, chantal, alex, alyssa and si heng all never answer my phone.!
den alex tell me, his results not good, he going ice-skating
not going for prayer meeting.
den next chantal say she going with alex,
den its like..?
i was super worried lahhs.
then i call alyssa, call si heng, call leonard.
all never answer.
one by one all switch off their phones.
and only i the stupid dumb
i sit there and cry until like dumb dumb.
den suddenly,
everybody sing
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
its like .???????????????
but i kept crying lahhs
couldn't stop. haas.
cos too worried.
overwhelmed.
lalala. thanks for the surprise.
sister vivian's idea.
BAHA.
then now, i just found out something
but i dont know if its true.
sigh. poopy pie again.
but nvm. happy birthday to MYSELF.
i still have datasheets. =[
hmm. ideas presentation tmr. pray for me.
hits
dr yuen's good attitude
birthday presents
misses
dr yuen's bad attitude
prac datasheets. =[
replying rants
elaine: thats great.!
reuben: yes i suppose you are the jurongville guy.?
peiting: so much sch stuff. gonna suffocate under it. can't wait to break away. =p
wayne: not particularly pissed. more like disappointment dude.
alvin: linked. =]
wen cong: oki. will link.
myuk: ok. will link
SHUPIG: OH YES.! i am looking forward. =p
tiffany: thanks. =]
auD: yes. i know that. thanks. =]
koksiang: stupid siang pants. see you on monday.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
yes, RWP again.man.
I NEED TO SLEEP.
alright.
just finish doing some kind of close passage thingy.
reminds me of my secondary sch close passage.
just that the text was tougher. YUCKS.
YUEN just makes my blood boil.
she's the only misery this sem.
anyway, since i got nothing much to do.
i shall post this.
1.Your age...
still sixteen. going 17 TOMORROW. =]
2. I am listening to..
Christine's instructions and my classmate's voice
3. Maybe I should...
go and take a nap NOW.
4. I love..
God. Classmates. Acts 3. School. Family. to talk about God. Chocolates
5.My bestfriend(s)..
God. Sister Vivian. Mum. SHU. Johnnny.
6. I don't understand...
why ppl just dont want to receive the good news
7. I lost...
a couple of friends in the past
8. People say you...
are loud, sings nice, a little spastic and gets really RARA.
10. Love is..
something that is everlasting. its JOY.
11. Somewhere, someone is....
sniffing flowers
12. I will always...
love everyone in my life
13. Forever seems...
like a stupid word for couples who misuse it
14. I never want to...
slap myself
15. My mobile phone.....
is new. N72. =]
16. When I wake up in the morning...
i'm rather cranky and listless.
17. I get annoyed when...
people try to tell me dumb stuff.
18. Parties are..
not my cup of tea
19. My pets are...
invisible
20. Kisses are the best when....
it's with someone you love
21. Today I...
really wanna slp
22. Tomorrow I will..
smile more
23. I really want..
to have a great days for the rest of my life.
walk with me to the end of the road.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
me. and sani's fingers.!
baha. im back. chacha.
sch's in and i'm out.
i'm dead tired.and before i can breathe,
i'm yet on another warfare.
but i like this thrilling and challenging lifestyle though.
it makes me feel great that i arise to every new day
fighting a war.
not literally holding swords and shields.
but still, it's wonderful.
i remeber how i use to
make a din when i was requested to do things for the Lord.
i would say why should i.?
it's my way wad.
I WANNA DO IT MY WAY.
but now, i feel that doing my way is
never never never as good as doing God's way.
many a times, i refused to heed and obey.
ended up, i had to face the consequences.
now i know that i do things His way,
i dont have to worry about the consequences at all.
cos without doubts it is good.
i love Jesus.
and He is the best.
no one else can take His place.
I WILL WIN THE WAR.
WE WILL WIN THE WAR.
ACTS 3 WILL WIN THE WAR.
YOUTH IMPACT WILL WIN THIS WAR.!
=]
Sunday, October 08, 2006
light of the world.you step down into darkness.
haas. now i just gave a toilet roll.
i hope they will stop pooping on me.
yea. yesterday's service was great.
which after that we went to eat.
im so happy.
although there were some points,
certain stuff happen,
where i start to wonder..
why am i not close to you anymore.?
but well, i guess it doesn't really matter.
bcos, what matters is,
we need to ensure that we're close to God right.
i know you have your reasons.
it's alright.
anyway, i wanna praise SOMEONE for his encouragement card.
better not post his name.
but his encouragement card was to encourage me.
HAAS. IT'S HILAIROUS.
laugh my heads off.
anyway, tmr got audrey yuen's lesson.
ciaos.
replying RANTS.
mos mos: hai dai.! see you. and wednesday. =]
cinddys: orange.? haas. mine RWP teacher looks strict but she's really nice and funny. much much better than CRS. anyway, im alright le. thanks for your concern.
shuPIG: i miss you too. my goodness. please wait for me to have holidays my dear girl.
ZX: lol. power or no power, i shan't be overwhelmed. =p
lenie: oki. i'll link you. =]
yenteng: welcome. stay cheerful.! I'LL CALL YOU SOON.! haas.
rachel: oki. i'll link you.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
i just sat down and kept quiet.
i just sat down and pondered.
i just sat down and wept.
i just sat down.
hey all. im back again.
finally, its saturday.
at 1 am in the morning.
too many things flying around in my mind.
i reap what i sow.
but this is not what i sow.
then whyy am i reaping it now.?
and its not great rewards.
instead, i got troubled.
but whyy should i be.
i just wanted to say,
all i long for was for all of you
to tell me about yourself.
then again, it's easier said than done.
the care i show,
you dont appreciate.
the softness i show,
you retaliate.
now i just sat there and shut up.
i could have stood up,
and yelled at you all i want.
but i didn't.
you did something wrong.
yet you didn't tell me.
actually, i always knew something was wrong.
but i just kept quiet.
and now, you climb on my head and poop all you like.
you climb on my head and shit all you want.
and then again, i just sat there and let you poop.
am i in the wrong.?
i dont seem to be able to cope.
everything seems to worsen.
is it really like that.?
or am i trying to deceive myself.?
what's going on.?
Friday, October 06, 2006
my goodness. i just saw somthing.and im like how.? whyy.? how.?
i dont know what to do.
abit lost.
yes, i do wanna leave it into God's hands.
but if we dont do anything now,
the situation will get worse.
i remembered asking her
and she say she didn't have.
so its like then where are all the words coming out from.?
HOW.?
so many issues in this world.
yet not all i can settle.
silence may be the best answer.
once in awhile.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
baha. now in RWP class.what's RWP.
RWP means Report Writing and Presentation.
the teacher name is Christine.
and we can't call her teacher.
she's so funny.
and her english command is great.
she's hilarious too.
at first i thought she was going to be strict.
however, she prove me wrong.!
now i'm thinking RWP is so much better than CRS.
WHEE. yea.
after she has finish teaching what she need today,
she actually allowed us to view the videos on her blog.
well. im starting to cope slightly better.
but nevertheless, still tired.
alright. CIAOS.
made a promise.
have you brushed your teeth today.?
Sunday, October 01, 2006
the skies turn dark.and then..
hey hey. im back.
wahh. IC finally finish le.
but honestly speaking,
a pretty large portiono f time i wasn't around.
cos i wanna go church and i had to leave early.
so kinda like miss out quite abit.
but nevertheless, it was a great experience.
especially the nightwalk with Wang Quan.
my goodness. he's so funny.
people scare him, he go scare ppl back.
den i was laughing.
and his curiousity level is super high.
he's crazy. HAAS.
and my group name was actually Pong Kiang.
i shan't elaborate whyy though. =]
i wanna finish up my tutorials.
lovelove. <3<3
