Wednesday, August 30, 2006
goodness. gracious. me.thank God.
i no longer feel pain.
however im still deaf on the left side.!
HAAS.
so i can actually hear my insides on the left.
while my right ear hears the surroundings.
it's like a dual sound kinda system.
anyway, there's prayer meeting later.
looking forward to it.!
i think God has blessed me abundantly.
last time it used to be my dad finding faults with me.
picking minor flaws about me and making it major.
but thank God, my dad dint yell at me yesterday. at all.
he was in one of his usual grumpy moods.
and he started ranting at my bro.
well. and he dint rant at me.
which is great.
but i dint like the idea that he rant at my brother though.
i even sat down and talk to him.
asking him to stop ranting.
BAHA. which is like WHOA.
thank God.
i've learnt that
in all circumstances, thank Him.
God works for the good of those who love Him.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
oh just shut up.shut up you con man.
you stupid bapok.
nevermind. you continue your ri ri ra ra.
i'll just shut my ears.
anyway, my hearing is starting to get softer.
wahh. nothing to say anymore right.
that is really great.
silence seems to be the key.
ohhh. i see.
you're starting to have some thoughts about me.?
well. im sorry. your thoughts are WRONG.
whatever you say. GO ON.
whatever you feel, GO ON.
im just gonna sit here and
STARE BLANKLY.
so does this make you happy.?
im glad it does.
cos you know whyyy.?
i dont like nicompooops.
yes, N-I-C-O-M-P-O-O-P-S.
get the idea.?
great. goodbye.
sigh. im having slight mumps.
doctor say i had overheatiness.
think it's because
i dint really had enough sleep over my exam period.
so it has worsen.
but im not swollen.
thank God.
let the whole earth praise Him.
If you can use me for anything won't you use me
Take me and break me and mould me and make me
You died for me
SO I'M LIVING FOR YOU.
my redeemer. =]
yea. im back.
just bought a new pair of pumps on sunday.
went shopping with my aunt and uncle.
GRINS. good bonding time.
we talked bout everything under the sun.
today, gotta stay home.
cos im still sick.
and im partially deaf.!
YES. haas. i dont know whyy.
so please keep me in your prayers.
man. wanna recover soon.
i wanna go out.! =]
maybe i'll meet my classmates later.
see what daddy says. =]
take care ppl.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
picture of the day` =]
its not everyday that you see
melissa on a toilet bowl.
baha. anyway.
im heading out liao.
gonna play badminton.
so be thankful you get to see this.
BAHA. i was at ikea.
will load more pics soon. =]
YAY.! today is saturday.
it's a wondeful dayy.! =]
Friday, August 25, 2006
call me when you're sober.alright. about yesterday.
GOODNESS.
i was so PISSED yesterday.
i just cannot stand ----- WOMEN.
i was on the mrt.
den this two LADIES from -----
boarded the train and they were like 20+ years old.
and they talked so loudly as if the train was their home.
den later one of them who was wearing SLEEVELESS.
RAISE HER ARMS AND HOLD THE HAND RAIL.
that was when i wanted to puke.
cos im afraid of armpit hair you see.
especially females.
SO I SAW HER BUSH.
AND SHE CAN CONTINUE PLAYING WITH THE HANDRAIL.
then after i change train.
there was another 2 ----- WOMEN.
as usual they were YELLING at the top of their voices.
so i was super irritated.
den i was like wondering
"God, are you testing my tolerance.?"
cos i was about to flare up.
then the next moment,
the ----- women sitting beside me
LOOK AT ME AND SAID
"wo yao ci dao le[im goonna be late]"
so i was like ??????????
what has it got to do with me.?
after she alighted, 1 of the 2 ----- woman
came and squeeze her child and her beside me.
so she kept pushing me.
and i had to shift to my left and i had to apologise
when it was the ----- women on the right shoving her butt into the seat.
WAHH. i was super pissed.
i wanted to stand up and yell at the ----- woman.
you want to seat open your mouth lahhs.
CAN STOP SQUEEZING NOT.?
then i control. HAAS.
surprisingly, I DID.!
it was so unlike me.!
yea~
alright. about singapore idol.
i was a little stunned when nurul maideen went out.
ya. cos all of us were expecting someone else.
btu then again, i think that person's fans should just let him go.
they dont realise that the more they vote for him.
the more they cause him to feel guilty.
whyy.? because everytime he stays,
someone else would have to go.
heading out soon.
of to ikea with diana.!
but im meeting alex and chow chin first.
=] gonna reply your ROARS.
and im still sick. no more fever though.
THANK GOD.
my ROARS to your ROARS.
azhar: im starting too miss all the fun fun times we had in sch. haas. tuesday is coming.!!! =]
shuPIG: my darling.! 6th sep yea.? well. SI ar.? speechless. BAHA.
wayne: haas. i still remember lehhs. im going crazy liao.! see you really soon.!
gu po: faster, i wanna meet you.! =] WHEN CAN I MEET MY GREAT GU PO.? lol
vivi: yea. pushing. pushing.! =]
sumei: wahh. im shocked. seriously. thanks for tagging. i just finished my exams. you take care too. keep in touch. =]
karen: ya lahhs. BAHA. you forgot what you told me.? yea. exams over liao. =]
DAP: miss you too. 6th SEP. here we come.
gideon: haas. i dont believe you said remember our rope. that sounds so hilarious. YES. i'll remember the rope. and thanks. will pray for you too.!
Thursday, August 24, 2006
goodness.im rotting at home cos im sick.
but im going out in the noon.
so now all i can do is to fly off and pack my room.
WHEEEE. *flys. lol
i can't wait for all the exciting activities coming up.!
oki. i'll be packing my room.
in a mess since exams. BAHA.
i no longer SHED tears.
i SHED lysozymes.
just a short post.
well. thank God.
exams are over.
but im having fever.
so please pray for me.
well. my dates are filled.
haas. mel's always wanted.
BAHA. ><
goodness. look at the time.
what have i been doing.?
i wonder too.
oh ya, pray for my results too.
thanks.
lovelove.
HOLIDAYS.
HERE I COME.
*zooms.
oh. im gonna keep quiet and stare.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
everyone is starting to take everthing for granted.goodness.
now i can't wait for His kingdom to come.
how come they could just feel their mouth with cursing and swearing.?
when on weekends they praise God and filled their mouths with edifiying words.
I WONDER.
yes, it's inevitable that YOU are not perfect.
but aren't YOU suppose to be little Jesus-es.?
no no no. i'm not saying overtime.
but YOU can change your mind
YOU know what's called renewal.?
AND STOP FILLING YOUR MOUTH WITH FILTHY WORDS.
every circumstances YOU face, be it good or bad.
IT'S A F-F-S-S-F-F-S
ohhh. what a joy it brings. RIGHT.
YOU've been given grace, yet YOU still chose to be a slave to wickedness.
when will they learn.? WHEN.?
hmm. just general comments.
LALALA.
anyway, math paper tmr.
GOODNESS. 14 chapters.
im gonna run and bang the wall.
yea. KEEP ME IN PRAYER.
thanks. =]
chocks away.
Monday, August 21, 2006
can i eat your shirt.?sigh. what a random remark.
ask what's wrong with me.
let me tell you this.
im starting to be afraid for my exams.
yet i don't want to
because i know if i do my best, God will do the rest.
but then again the question is did i do my best.?
that's the question i keep pondering about.
how do i justify my own best.?
i have absolutely no idea.
anyway, my mum brewed tons of tonics this few days.
bird's nest followed by ginseng, and lots of weird stuff
that is suppose to make you not feel sleepy.
yepp. anyway, i was here to update blog.
but the moment i went online, MSN WAS DING A LING.
seems as if my maths paper is one month away.
I WISH.
hmm. im going to go on grumbling.
but i guess i shan't.
till wed is over.
I'LL ROCK THE HOUSE.!
baha. oki. im crazy.
chocks away.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
i'm living for YOU.well. back again.
couldn't really sleep last night.
so im looking like a big big big panda now.
and gladly, today is saturday.
and im little anxious.
but we reap what we sow.
we'll see the results today.
Galatians 6:7-9
Do not be deceived, God cannot be mocked.
A man reaps what he sows. The one who sows to please his sinful nature
from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the spirit, from the spirit
will reap eternal life.
hmm. are we sowing to please the spirit.?
that's a question we need to ask ourselves.
now is the time. no more ponder.
Friday, August 18, 2006
yay. i finish my anatomy paper.i think can do well lahhs.
im using adeline's laptop[miss GB]
to update now. HAAS.
think im rather disrupting her from her work.
SORRY.
well. anyways, sister vivian is right in front of me.
PUSH. PUSH.
sound as if im giving birth but ya.
i think really gotta push.
but honestly speaking, sometime its not that you dint push.
its just that they ignore the push.
ACT DUMB. ya. i think thats what it is called.
well. pray. pray. pray.
jia you.!
tmr i'll be waiting for the breakthrough.
somehow, i look forward, to the day.
MEL =]
Thursday, August 17, 2006
i must hang on.someone please sponsor me a rope.
alright. i know im getting a little corny here.
but it happens when you just at least 10 chapters of anatomy.
AND TMR, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TYPE OF SICK QUESTIONS WILL COME OUT.
i can't wait for this to be over.
it's a little mental torture as there's way way way too many things to memorise.
hmm. i hope i can do well.
now i can draw the heart, the male repro, the female repro, the capillaries, veins and ateries.
what else.?
well. there different types of tissues.
the bone, cartilage, blood, loose connective, dense connective, reticular connective tissue.
WHOA. i remembered.!
what else.?
hmm. enzymes.
salivary amylase, pancratic amylase, dextrinase, glucoamylase, maltase, sucrase, lactase for carbohydrates.
pepsinogens, dipeptidase, tripeptidase, carboxypeptidase for proteins.
bile to emulsify fats before pancratic liapase acts on it.
oki. enough. i think everyone must be like ??????
LOL. sorry. enjoy the knowledge.
6 more days to go.!
sometimes, i just wish, you would talk to me like we did before.
MEL. =]
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
She's lost inside.
that was what happened to me in the past.
thank God. im saved.
anyway, the decision is out.
im going to go for the december trip.
and i'll miss sch for one week.
pray that i'll be able to catch up.
anatomy test this friday. JIA YOU.!
reply rants.
cheryl: whyyy.? hmm. how are they really like.?
cindyys: haas. better not let hhh hear that. LOL. ><>.
zx: i think i should say that to you man. HAPPY MUGGING.
Pei Ting: sweets.? YIKES. haas.
yling: shhh. dont tell everyone. HAHAS. so embarassing.
debra: OH HO. tagged liao lahhs. =P
vivi: yes. put on the full armour of God. chiong ar.!
wayne: mine is on friday. sighh. i hope it wouldn't be another killer. goodness. pray for me.!
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
today today, it's all or nothingall the way
my praise goes out to YOU.
yea, all the praise go out to YOU.
today today, i live for one thing
to bring YOU praise
in everything i do.
yea all the praise goes out to YOU.
well. in a dilemma right now.
cos she said this and she said that.
i dont know who to listen to.
but i know i cannot neglect my studies.
but i cannot ask my family to come back earlier for my sake either.
what should i do.?
sigh. whyy did i put everone in such a difficult position.?
God, please tell me what should i do.
just pray that everything will flow smoothly.
anatomy this friday.
tsk. what a delight.!
chocks away.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
let me tell you this.we're declaring WAR.
but you know what,
WE WILL WIN THIS WAR HANDS DOWN.
this is a spiritual warfare.
YOU CAN'T SEE IT.
but it's there.
Ephesians 6:12-13
For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore, take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
that puny coward is unhappy with what we are doing.
but all he can do is just roar at us.
all of us need to be FIRMLY rooted in God's word now.
because, all of us are a CONNECTED BODY.
if one part of the body suffers, the whole body suffers.
therefore, we cannot cause the body to suffer.
start to PUSH. and keep on PUSHING.
my final say is, this war is declared, and will end the way God wants it to end.
Amen.
Monday, August 07, 2006
welll. post some pics b4 i go and study.
MY FAVOURITE BREAD.!
hhh couldn't eat. he was SICK.
sick ppl gets bored easily.
the ALL GIRLS. on musical night
love ones.
SINGAPORE IDOL.!
thanks shuPIG. hugs.
haas. i like the remark.
thats all. MUG. =]
hmmm. monday. ><
gosh. YAWNS.
well. PEOPLE.
it's mug time.
so i wont blog[hopefully].
take care.
tag somemore.!
Sunday, August 06, 2006
static.? maybe not.haas. WHOA.
yesterday, alot of things happened.
my uncle actually gave me a thrashing at my grandmother's place.
i thank GOD i dint RANT at him.
if it was the past me, i guess i would.
but i dint. cos i kow it doesn't relfect God's glory at all.
i just kept quiet, i wept.
but i knew no matter what i had to stand firm.
after dinner, i went to talk to my aunt.
i told her, i love this family.
but at the same time, i cannot neglect God.
so we have fixed the situation.
and the best of all is
IM FREE ON ALL SATURDAYS.
but i will still fixed tme to meet up with my grandmother and uncle.
so im not neglecting God, nor family.
thank Him for giving me a way out.
you just need to stand firm.
be faithful.
by faith, with God all things are possible.
well. later gonna catch up some family time.
replying my RANTS.
wayne: bless you too.! =]
leo: tag.? THAT'S IT.? nothing else to say??? BAHA.
GUPO: you jia you too.! I MISS LATTE WITH YOU.! holidays.? MINE.? =P
'DAP: i dont mind being yours. =] more than willing. BAHA. just reserve me can liao. HAAS.
4lvin: you are not 4 vin. you are alvin. LOL. hehs. eh. you jia you too. DBT PEOPLE= SMART.
cindyys: thanks. it was a little mundane. nevertheless, i was HIGH. lol
WW: mummy.! you jia you too.! LOVE YA.!
Pei Ting: thanks. will catch up with you. =P thanks for linking me.! i like your english name.!
mos mos: HAI DAI AR HAI DAI.! you're waiting.? I CAN'T WAIT MAN. lol. ><
i never had someone who knows me like YOU do.
Friday, August 04, 2006
i cant wait to be like YOU.i am back to blog.
in a dilemma now.
everything just clash. clash. clash.
my uncle is angry with me.
my mum is praying for me.
but you know what.?
im still going to shine God's glory.!
no doubts.
before You found me, i was lost.
and for me You paid the cost.
all Your blood You shed on the cross.
how could i pay back what You've lost.?
all my life, it'll be Yours.
honouring You for this cause.
i ponder. i wonder. i CONQUER.
so UPSET.
its like so miserable.
i wanna go mission trip.
den my mum came and tell me that
if God really want you to go,
everything will be smooth sailing.
JUST BECAUSE MY DAD IS TRAVELLING TO GENTING ON THE SAME DAYS.!
MEANS ITS NOT SMOOTH SAILING.?
ITS LIKE IM SO PISSED.
how can she say that.?
SHE'S LIKE SUPPOSE TO SUPPORT ME.
AND THEN SHE DOES THIS TO ME.
MAN. IM JUST SO DISAPPOINTED.
nvm. all i can do is pray.
and ask God to direct my path.
this week was a rather busy week.
finally finish 3 quizzes.
well. THANK GOD I CAN HAVE FAMILY TIME. =]
really treasure it.
im going out for dinner.
will reply taggs soon. =]
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
alright. back from prayer meeting.wahhh. what Pastor Daniel said open up my emotions.
it's like what i find amiss, yet i can't put a finger to it.
it's all back to basics.
i may be lonely but never will i be empty. =]
anyway, thank God for everything.!
today biophysics quiz was over.
WHAT A RELIEF.! phew.
haas. no more quizzes.
but in another 2 more weeks its exam period.
its ok. its alright.
melissa melissa fight fight fight.!
WELL. self encouragement. =]
tmr gotta hand in bsbm report, which is completed.
and CRS comment on books/articles.
YEA.! 10.30 got conference.
well. ciaos people.
i wanna share the same heartbeat with YOU.!
