Sunday, September 30, 2007 ♥

this October it's gonna be a very fun and busy month..!!
counting down...
my days of being 17....
10 more days..!! and i'll be officially 18~!
hehe...oh well...
let's see my plans for this Oct...^^

1st Oct: My sis goin to ROM~! hehe..gratz~!
2nd Oct: Sending my lappie for service..cos there's some probs with it..after that gonna go shoppin with dar..
3rd - 5th Oct: Chalet~!
6th - 7th Oct: Working~
8th Oct: 2 Month Anniversary with my dar
9th Oct: Officially 18!
10th - 12th Oct : Wanna spend time with dardar...
13 - 14th Oct: working~
15 Oct : Back to school...>.<

whoo~! bout half of the month gone....
haha..for the other half of the month still not planned yet...
hehe..that's all for now...
gonna head to bed right now....
hehe...wanna go lala land le...wanna see dar there..
gdnitex....sweet dreams~!
**snorez**

♥ My Fairytale 1:45 AM

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hmm..another working day...
also another day with valerie..hehe..
oh well....after she went off...
was super duper bored...
kinda boring day...
felt kinda sian the whole day..
until when I was bout to close the cart...
when I was counting the stocks..
someone gave me a hug from behind..
at that point of time was wondering who was it..
cos dar said he wouldn't be comin down..
and he'll head home after he had his dinner...
so..was a bit stunned...
then slowly turned around..
^^ it's dardar...hehe..
super happy when I saw him..
thanks for takin the effort to travel all the way down to fetch me..
cos at least there's somethin for me to look forward to finishing work..
hehe...love ya...

♥ My Fairytale 1:19 AM

Friday, September 28, 2007 ♥

today had to go back to sch for the NE activity..
oh well..had a great day with those guys from the MINDS school..
though they are not as fortunate as us..
these guys are reali friendly..
I was paired up with Jac to take care of Shi Min..
we brought her around the school..
hehe..went to the pool..

took some pics there..
that Shi Min..
she's kinda quiet..but very poilte and friendly..

that's Shi Min and Jac

and that's Shi Min and me..^^

this is a bookmark..
I guess made by those clients from MINDS
though it was simple..
it was quite nice...^^
I quite like the quote printed on it..

it says.."Being loved deeply by someone gives you Strength; Loving someone deeply gives you Courage"

i am alright..but somehow...the smile on my face isn't really from the
bottom of my heart anymore...cos feeling kinda useless that I cant do anything....
his no longer that him...I mean like somehow the smile he's having now isn't the same as the smile he previously had...felt that though he's smiling..but deep down there's still something bothering him..i know what is it..yet I couldn't do anything...this kinda sux...no matter how hard I tried..
I still cant really cheer him up...seeing him like that I felt lousy...lousy that I cant help him, cant really make him smile, cant do anything....being able to sense his thoughts and feelings wasn't something that I did it on purpose..but just that those thoughts and feeling would come to me naturally.. it was kinda heartbreaking when you said that I keep giving you that look with that ke lian face trying to make you tell me.. I really wasn't.. I wasn't trying to make you tell me what's on your mind..but it was just that I really dunno what I can do to make you feel better cos I know you're not feeling good...just really cant help it looking at you like that.. and I remembered that you said you hate that look and was kinda annoying.. I didn't mean it.. so I tried avoid lookin after that... I know you didn't want me to worry...but I even if I dun worry...I still wont have the mood to drag you with me shopping when I can feel that you're not right...but I guess I cant say anything ba...if you dun want me to know anything.. I'll try to pretend that I didn't know...but I wouldn't be happy I guess...**sigh** what can I do........

♥ My Fairytale 10:44 PM

Thursday, September 27, 2007 ♥

whoohoo~!
have plenty to blog....
this few days kinda busy..
gonna be a super duper long post with loadz pics..hehe..

first....on tuesday...
it was the launching of a xbox game, Halo 3..
we're working at the booth..
distributing the game to those who had made pre-orders..
whoo...
the official launching of the game was at 12 noon...
but some of them came to queue up as early as 7.30am..>.<>

and the early bird who got this was.....
tata~!
these two guys...

and look...
he's cool horz...
hehe..

those two early birds even got interviewed by reporters...
=.="
haha.. I was stationed at the 1st counter...
was laughing at that time..

when the game was officially launched...
we're like super busy...
cos we were told tat the queue was super long...
besides receiving their games..
they were also given a free goodie bag..
haha..which they'll exchange it at the counter upon collecting the game..
the long queue ended after 90 mins..
and....see..this is the no.of cards I had..

and this is the no.of cards dardar had..
>.<

then...it was lunch time~!
hehe...

after lunch....no more crowd..
**legs tired...sat down on the floor**
and snapped this pic of dar..=x

this was booth...hehe..
see those boxes..
those green thingy are the goodie bags...

no crowd..
which means......
can slack.....!!!
haha...
those guys are chatting..hehe

after work..
went to khatib for dinner..
after dinner....
we had some arguements...
ended up quite unhappy..
oh well...not gonna mention it..
but....after a fight... there's always a happy ending..
so......went to the park to play candles..
hehe..
we happily playing playing..
then realized there's alot alot of ants...
then dar so bad...
he burnt them... almost all of them.. see...

all the black dots and this pic are actually ants...!!

there are still plenty plenty more to write..
had a extremely wonderful time with my dar...
though there were some unhappiness inbetween..
but...i guess it's just normal ba...
and plus...I know recently......yupz..
so... dun worry or think too much about it ler ba..
everything is just fine...
know that u're down cos of what I've said...
sorries...didn't mean it...
like what I've said...I'm just a call away...
so...yupz...i'll be there whenever u need..24/7..^^

shall continue of what happened ytd and today at my couple bloggie..
hehe...

have to be in sch tml...
hehe...dardar's gonna meet me in sch as well...
hehe..my sweetie..^^

♥ My Fairytale 11:47 PM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007 ♥

just got home..
hehe...kinda tired now...
too much to blog at one go...
cos....many things happened ytd..=x
so.....shall blog again when I wake up...
off to bed..
**snorez**

♥ My Fairytale 7:13 AM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007 ♥

what a great day with dardar..
let's see what I've done today........
hehe..initially dar wasn't free to me meet de...
cos he had a family gathering in the evening..
oh well...but dar said he wanna meet me in the afternoon
for awhile..hehe...^^
**happy**

Dar had his lunch at amk hub..
after which wanted to go Bishan de..
while walking to the station..
dar suddenly change his mind..
needa go city hall to get some stuff...
so...dar accompanied me home to get into another outfit..
then......dardar's friend offered him a job interview..
also at city hall area..=.="
haha...so went there for interview first..
but I guess we didn't make it for the job ba..=x

today dardar super whiny...haha..
cos after he bought the moon cakes at raffles..
he needa queue for donuts..
haha....we waited for nearly half an hour for the donuts..
then...............
on the way back to the station...
dar kept whining...>.<
haiyoyo...

dar brought me along to his family gathering..
oh well...
had so much fun...
and that place is really big and nice..
hehe...thanks dar..had a wonderful time..
though ended up quite stinky..hehe..
[cos we're busy bbq-ing ^^]

we'll be working with my sweetheart tml at suntec..
hehe...only for 3 days..
got this job from dar's god-cousin..
hehe...thanks anyway..^^

~``*^*``happy``*^*``~

♥ My Fairytale 1:14 AM

Sunday, September 23, 2007 ♥

**Exhausted**
whooo...finally finish work..
super boring day..
though work for only 6 hours..
but the time pass so slowly..
probably cos I've got nothing to look forward to..
haha...
finally home..>.<
so I can go online and.....
hehe...

dar will be busy tml..
so probably wont see him..
but I'll be looking forward to tuesday night..
cos dar say wanna celebrate lantern festival together..
I wanna play with candles....lanterns....
hehe...=x

dardar hasn't been very happy recently..
probably cos of...........
oh well...dunno what I can do and should do to cheer my precious up..
**sigh**
how...?
***thinking hard***
haiz...feel kinda useless..
dardar arh... cheer up na..
smile smile pls...
**do funny face**

♥ My Fairytale 11:52 PM

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*yawnz*
just woke up..
think I'm gonna fall sick soon..
feeling kinda warm and having a block nose..>.<
hehe..was at east coast last night with my sweetheart..
hehe..cos dardar went to his friends de BBQ..
had a great time...
those guy were fun...
haha..hmm..
the pit was at 51.. however..
we were at the Mac area..which was at bout pit 26..
gosh...we walked from pit 26 to 51..=.="
then dar so cute...
keep saying...
"I think I can see them ler"
as in his friends at the bbq..
but hor...dunno his said it how many times wor..
but still not there yet..-.-
anyway...side-seeing lo..wasn't too bad..

I guess dardar still snoring ba..
**jealous**
cos gotta head to work very soon..
haiz..tonite my family gonna celebrate lantern festival..
cant go...sad...
anyway...
gonna miss my sweetheart loadz and loadz..
I think I'm relying on you more and more ler...
*wonder if that's a good or bad*
hmm..And I think I'm also kinda spoilt...
cos.............
hmmm...yupz...
just go grateful that you're MINE
hehe...gotta go..

anyway..haven forget..
Happy 17th birthday to my bubbly ShiPing~!
hope you're having fun...^^

♥ My Fairytale 2:36 PM

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 ♥

**sigh**
the sky has already turn dark..
where are you?
not a call...not a reply..not online...
what are you doin.....
sleeping..? at home..? or still at the chalet..?
**sigh**
something went wrong...?
I'm waiting for your call dar..
or at least a reply to my sms...

♥ My Fairytale 7:38 PM

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thanks sweetie..
I bet you wouldn't know how happy and touched I was when
I heard you telling me that you'll take a cab down just to be
by my side just now...
and it was like 2am in the morning..
really sweet of you..
and telling me that you'll be there for me 24/7..
I'm very touched..
I guess words just cant express how I felt bout that..

oh well..
though I.......
hmmm...you dun have to leave the chalet cos of me..
I wouldn't want that as well..
wouldn't wanna spoil your chalet and your time with your friends like that..
hmmm...glad to hear that you're enjoying at the chalet....
hmm...missing you badly baby...

sometimes how I wish you can read my mind..
though I said I want you to stay at the chalet..
but...seriously..deep down...
I dun...I wanna see you..
I want you by my side..
I wanna cuddle you...
however........
I just cant be so selfish right...
I know you'll come and pei me when I say
I want you to be by my side and that I need you..
but.....
then it seems like I'm pulling you away from the fun that you're having..
I'll feel bad and guilty bout it..
just miss you loadz..
I'll be guai and wait till thursday then see you bah...

gdnitex..
will try to fall asleep de..
**promise**

I know that you guys are concern bout me and my results..
I appreciate that..
however..just leave me alone if you wanna ask me bout that..
cos...I really dun wish to mention it..
so..erm..yupz...
thanks...

♥ My Fairytale 2:54 AM

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Rot, Rot, still rotting~!
haix..

心情超闷的！
超级超级闷~！！
本来就已经很闷了，现在在加上......
我想也只有她知道吧..

闷闷闷闷闷闷
闷闷闷闷闷闷闷
闷闷闷闷闷

咳哟，明天要做什么呢？
不懂，不知道。

想做什么呢？
想不到，不想想。
反正想了也不会有人能陪我。
**悲哀**
每个都这么忙...

闷啊~！
不想知道我的成绩..

♥ My Fairytale 12:12 AM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007 ♥

Rotting~!
**argh**
so bored at home..
was watching
hehe..nice..

so sianz..
dardar at chalet...
me at home...slacking..
dar...missing you...
**wonder**
**what are you doin now**

*wonder*
got miss me not...?
hmm...it's only Tuesday tml..
gotta wait till Wednesday then can see you ba I guess..
**snif snif**

~slack slack~
suddenly feel like eating donuts again..
uhoh...haha..
**crave crave**
I guess I'm addicted to donuts bah..
cos..it's so sweet...
so yummy~!
hehe..
gonna head off to bed lo..
promise dardar to sleep early tonite..
so..yupz...
goodnitez~!

miss ya loadz!
shall cuddle you tightly in my dream..
hehe..enjoy urself~!
*`^`xoxo`^`*

♥ My Fairytale 1:11 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007 ♥

At work during the weekends..
as usual..kinda bored..haha..
cos no sales...
so we girls were busy chatting..
hehe..Valerie taught me how to fold a paper tortoise..
haha..so special...=p
here's how it looks like..the smaller one was done by me~!

towards the end of work today..
an accident happened..
luckily that no one was hurt..
oh well..one of the lights on the celling fell off..
the light was still left hanging there..
a girl nearly got hit..
haha..super lucky..

my sweet dardar picked me up from work..
so good horx..hehe..
dardar super 疼我.. despite working at causeway till 9pm..
dardar still insist to pick me up from work at Bugis..
so I guess dardar rushed down to Bugis right after work bah...
thanks dar~! muackz~!
super sweet of you..

hehe..on the bus saw this dead dragon fly on the seat..
dardar so cute..
cos he said that the dragonfly died cos someone fart..
[ too smelly..that's why it died ]
=.="

dardar goin to chalet starting from tml..=x
which means...not gonna see dar this few days..>.<
dardar, must rem to miss me horx.. hehe

just wanna spend all of my time with you baby...
^^

♥ My Fairytale 1:55 AM

Friday, September 14, 2007 ♥

hmm..it's been sometime since I last updated my bloggie..
oh well..
kinda busy lately..and I guess it'll continue..
hmm..so..this is what I've been doin for the past few days..
watched with dardar ytd..
at Bishan..=x..
hehe..erm...the story was kinda complicated..
but quite nice...

after which...as usual..
my sweet little boy will send me to amk..
hehe..

This is a pic of my the other half...

and this is the pic of a whole..
hehe..that's our cute couple tee..^^

bought this monkey for dardar..
cos I know dardar likes this monkey quite a bit..
as he ALWAYS like to "bully" my monkey..
so..I manage to get one that's similar for him..
hehe..

and TATA~!
that's a pic of our monkeys..hehe..

hmmm...today went to Boon Lay..
haha..cos I said I want to..
[dardar so good horz..always pei me go to places that I wanna go]
hmm...went back to woodlands after that...
had a craving for donuts...
so I pulled dardar to go get the donuts with me...
hehe..

yupz..these are my donuts..
*yummy*

oh well...blog another day...
wanna go eat my donuts...
then play maple..
hehe...dardar waiting...

dardar has been having this sore eye lately..
it was quite serious I guess..though dardar insist that it was not..
I guess he just dun wan me to be worried bah..
but..I just couldn't help it..
it has been there for a few days ler...
seriously..still worried though you told me not to..
it's nature lo..
haix..dardar..must take care...
tml gonna work for 9 hours worx..
I know that I'm naggy and bothers too much...
but.......erm...yupz...
sorries...please dun get annoyed..

carez~!

♥ My Fairytale 11:38 PM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ♥

didn't meet dardar today..
cos he needs some proper rest at home..
so..was out with my pri sch friend..
went to Vivo city..
hmm...just couldn'tfind it..
haix..
oh well...
saw this super cute de bull dog at the pet safari..
whoo~!
I love it..
it's so adorable..
wanna own one next time..
that blur face is so cute..
though they are not the best looking dogs..
but they are very friendly, loyal and faithful..
sometimes we simply cant judge a book by its cover yea..

**hope that I can find it**
*it'll turn out smooth*
>.<
wanna go play maple lo..
pei dardar..^^

♥ My Fairytale 9:20 PM

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Hehe..Dardar so pro..
he caught this piggy from those machine at the acrade..
hehe..so..started to take pics with my little zhuzhu when i got home..
=p

tata~! =)

>.<

my zhuzhu...~!
**oinkz oinkz**

♥ My Fairytale 12:42 AM

Sunday, September 9, 2007 ♥

08.09.07
happy anniversary..!!

**argh**
whole body aching...)=
especially my legs...
hmm...but still have to go to work..
hehe..lookin like a roasted pig lo..
>.<>

look at those bags...at my cart..

and those watches as well..

09.09.07
working full shift today..
so empty..
super sian..
see..
*yawnz*

too bored...took pics..>.<

learn how to fold this...hehe..
jasmine teach me de..^^

yipee~! time to go home..
*tired*
my sweet dardar came to fetch me from work..
so happy to see him after a tiring day..
*hugz & kisses*

♥ My Fairytale 12:33 AM

Friday, September 7, 2007 ♥

wahaha..
today went to east coast...
and the weather was perfect..
went skating for 2 hours ...
*sad*
I fell down...[bruised]
....sobz....
then took our lunch at mac..

dardar super notty wor...
carried and threw me into the sea..>.<
[**a couple of times**]
haha..the evil me of cos took revenge lo..
wahaha..
oh well..in the end all wet..
hehe..fun fun..
enjoyed so much...

*argh*
so tanned...>.<
haha...look my rosy cheeks...
omg...

oh well...
**wish** => that I can dun go to work tml...haiz..
but...just a wish bah..
wont come true de...>.<

today I found out dardar de 招牌动作..
super cute de..
but too bad...you guys wont have a chance to see it..
cos it's exclusively to me only..
wahaha..

whenever I recall what you said...
I'll always end up having a smile on my face..
especially when I recalled it while looking at you...
*so sweet*
``girlfriend 是拿来疼的``
and all the small little things that you done for me..
makes me feel so 幸福 to be with you...
and how lucky I am to be with you...
and that you're mine...
life wouldn't be that great without you..
.thanks love.

♥ My Fairytale 11:37 PM

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heyhey...
today super guai de..
stayed at home watched ..
hehe...nice nice...
oh well...went to causeway at night to meet dar...
hehe...
watched another movie just now..
whoo...third movie in this week...
tml is gonna be a fun day..
at least I hope so..
cos...we'll be goin to East Coast for skating..
wahaha...
have some plans in minds...hehe...
hope that it'll turn out fine..>.<
**super excited**
plus
*a bit nervous*
hehe..just dunno how to describe how I feel and
what are my thoughts now..
or perhaps I should say that I dunno how to express
those feelings and thoughts in english..
so..yupz..I think I'll write it in chinese..>.<

谢谢你让我有被捧在手心的感觉。
这种感觉是我不曾有过的。
每当和你在一起时，我总是会很不自觉的抬头望着天空。
因为那会让我有一种很幸福的感觉。

而“幸福”什么样的感觉呢？
我想应该是：
每当你一想到他时你脸上就会有微笑，
会想要做一些能让他高兴的事，
会无时无刻想着他，
希望每天都看到他的笑脸，
及时只是两人静静的坐在哪，心情也会特别好。
只要想到他为你所做的一切，就会很开心，很感动。

我现在只想好好地珍惜这一切，珍惜这有你的每一天...

♥ My Fairytale 1:08 AM

Thursday, September 6, 2007 ♥

today went to IMM with dardar.. hehe..
when we first got into the mall...
we saw this interesting so called "poster" advertising
this new movie..
look at the person in the middle..
looks familiar horx..
haha...

that's how dardar gonna look like when he has a tummi next time..>.<
opps..! dardar is gonna whack my butt when he sees this...=x

As usual..we couldn't resist the temptation of food..
haha.. shared this brownie together..
**yummy**
very nice..

after which shop around..
found this outdoor place in the mall...
alot of kids playing there..
**how I wish that I can fit into those playground**
``too old and too tall``

see...they're enjoying themselves..
it's still the best to be kids..
haha..
life would be so easy and simple..
>.<

went back to AMK in the late evening..
while queuing for Fish & Co..
this is my snappie of dardar...

Had a great time today..hehe..
dardar...thanks for the help in the afternoon..
hehe..
sweet..sweeter...sweetest... ^^
hmmm..wonder what I gonna do tml...
slack at home..?
go swim swim...?
or go k box...??
haiyo..dunno..cos dardar wont be free tml..=x
will miss you de...>.<

♥ My Fairytale 12:35 AM