argh i'm screwed. so much work to be done and its less than 11 hours to school reopening..aah.. this sarks.

nothing lasts forever

blah...anyone wanna go taiwan next year for NCC? must remember, channel 15 and channel 20. 15 is soft core and 20 is hard core =D must also get the SAF master sergeant to pay for us...

hahaha kiddin la.. anyway during one part of the parade rehearsal where we had to wait long long for something, the sec 4's started talking about stupid things..darrell van was going on about some funny thing but i forgot... meng hui was talking abt watching porn channels in taiwan..lol that was hilarious man..furthermore our half was with the ncc air la, and we were all moving around talking, while the other half of the sea unit was with the ncc land la, and they were all standing so still (with the exception of O BU who was moving around)..

*car with fat woman drives past*
"Oh my god, did you see the fat f*ck in that car?" - Meng Hui
"Haha..eh gareth, grace kwee got some competition already ah?" - Bao Yuan
*fat woman gets out and walks past those chain rails at the space frame*
"Lets see her try to get over the chains without falling down" - Chu hua

lol..so dumbbbb...then after that i was telling ian lin about porn channels

"yuck..i don't want to go..wait all the taiwanese porn stars look like loo (shek kian) like that" - Ian Lin

argh. continue later

23/06/2004 =)

What if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would you believe me,
Would you agree
It's almost that feelin'
That we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come and now...

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

Everything changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I maybe dreamin'
But 'till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

For a moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this...
Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this
Some people spent two lifetimes,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This

=)

whoopee.

i just came back from land spec. 2 days of doing retarded things that waste your time..aside from wad was actually planned la. as usual trainfire was fun, stripping and assembling the M-16 over and over again is strangely satisfying..and so is cocking the thing over and over again. anyway....

so we spent at -LEAST- 6 hours sitting around doing nothing..and the rest of the time that was not properly allocated to the training programmes were filled with retarded things like:

-falling in in different places over and over again
-doing dumb cheers and songs before eating -_-
-sitting so straight in one position then standing up then sitting down then moving somewhere else and so on and so forth, to ad infinitum.
-and other like minded dumb things.

gah. don't feel like talking abt this anymore.

The Offspring
All I Want

Day after day
Your whole life's a wreck
The powers that be just breathe down your neck
You get no respect
You get no relief
You gotta speak up and yell out your peace

So back off your rules
Back off your jive
Cause I'm sick of not living
Just stayin' alive
Leave me alone
I'm not asking a lot
Don't want to be controlled
It's all I want
It's all I want
It's all I want
It's all I want

How many times is it gonna take
Before someone around you hears what you say
You try being cool
You feel like a lie
You've played by the rules
Now it's their turn to try

So back off your rules
Back off your jive
Cause I'm sick of not living
Just stayin' alive
Leave me alone
I'm not asking a lot
Don't want to be controlled
It's all I want
It's all I want
It's all I want
It's all I want

I've said it before
I'll say it again
If you could just listen
then it might make sense

So back off your rules
Back off your jive
Cause I'm sick of not living
Just stayin' alive
Leave me alone
I'm not asking a lot
Don't want to be controlled
It's all I want
It's all I want
It's all I want
It's all I want

sea spec is kinda fun..except for the drills and bullshit that aren't even needed. they should just cut the regimentation and save us at the least 3 hours per day of waiting... ah well... splicing is fun

have you ever
* kissed your cousin? : no. but my stupid small boy cousin likes to spit at people..that includes me
* ran away? : from home? once in p4, but i didn't get far =P
* broken someone's heart? : don't think so
* had your heart broken? : possibly.
* broken a bone? : of course..average one fracture per 3 years..the last one was last year..so the next one will be when i'm 17!
* drank alcohol? : yeah..but i don't like it.
* cried in school? : don't think so
* fallen for a best friend? : um...no?
* made out with a friend? : ?!
* been in love? : nope
* been in lust? : hahaha..uh..maybe
* been kissed? : when i was young my mum used to kiss me =X

either or
* coke or pepsi? : got difference meh?
* sprite or 7up? : as above
* flowers or chocolates? : chocolates. you can't eat flowers
* quiet or loud? : uh..loud! but not all the time
* blondes or brunettes? : blonde jokes are retarded
* tall or short? : in between
* jeans or shorts? : jeans are gay

the last time
* showered? : 10 minutes ago
* sang? : uh..5 days ago

what/who is
* your good luck charm? : don't have
* person you hate most? : not exactly hate la...
* lucky numbers? : multiples of 3..but they're not lucky

what is your fave
* colour(s)? : navy blue and haze grey
* movie? : uh..a lot? but i think it would be U-571 or the patriot
* book? : voyage of the devilfish
* subject in school? : um..math or physics? chem is fun also. CHEMISTRY IS FUN AND FRIENDLY!
* car? : SAF 5 ton trucks! i want to get a lorry license!
* ice-cream flavour? : um..i like ben and jerry's new york super fudge chunk ice cream! and anything chocolatey...hee
* holiday? : christmas!
* season? : ice lemon tea
* breakfast food? : uh....coffee? or scrambled eggs. or anything hot also can

who
* makes you laugh the most? : hahaha..ian lin la
* makes you smile? : uh..everyone not irritating?

do you ever
* sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night? : nah..cuz it will not come wad. wait for wad.
* save msn conversations? : autosave counts or not?
* save emails? : yar
* wish you were someone else? : never!
* cried because of someone's mean word? : nah. saying something mean back to him is much more fun than crying

who was the last person
* you touched? : can't remember.
* you hugged? : uhh....alex liew and uh...CHU HUA after sea comp =X
* who broke your heart? : me

do you
* colour your hair? : no. people with coloured hair are gay fags. i can't stand them
* have tattoos? : no. read above. but i can't stand coloured hair more
* have braces? : nope
* have pierciings? : nope
* have a boyfriend/girlfriend? : nope
* ever get off this computer? : uh..before i sleep i have to right? other than that..i don't think i will in the near future

last thing i
bought: NAAAN from breadtalk
read: Task Force: Untold stories of the Royal Navy
watched on TV: gatsby advertisement

either or
club/house party: house party i suppose. cuz club always got smokers. and i want to gun them all down
cats/dogs: cat
pen/pencil: pen
gloves/mittens: gloves
food/candy: foooooooooooooood. candy kills. candy health advisory
cassette/cd: mp3!
coke/pepsi: SAME THING. at least they taste the same.
matches/lighter: both

who do you want to
kill: um..seriously, no one.
hear from: who else
look like: myself

favourite
food : um..fast food! long john silvers! or macs! anything.
color: as i said before. navy blue, haze grey
shoes: anything reasonably not so bad looking.
site: porn site! nah kiddin. um..none in particular
song: um..a lot? five colours in her hair by mcfly..and all i want by the offspring. yar..accidentally in love is nice, so is holding out for a hero..fake by busted..crashed the wedding by them also..a lot la. seriously! i don't think i have any favourite
vegetable: uh. anything thats easy to eat. i hate veggies with hard stems or the leafy part chew for 2 hours still cannot swallow.
last movie you saw: shrek 2
last movie you saw on the big screen: shrek 2
last phone number you called: uh...64698483 =P
last song you heard: IF I HAD A MILLION RES NODES!
last thing you had to drink: water
last thing you ate: a grape
last time you showered: 23 mins ago
last time you smiled: i'm smiling now.sheesh.
last time you laughed: at spec course
last person you hugged: gah. read ABOVE. i don't want to type it out again =S
last thing you said: hello
last person you talked to online: ian cheong and fat suat ying
last person you talked to on the phone/how long: =D

do you
do drugs: mat EAT DRUG EAT DRUG.
believe there's life on other planet: yes! i hope one day they'll come here to sell their merchandise. alien workshop!
read the newspaper: who doesn't?
have any gay or lesbian friends: does ian cheong count?
believe in miracles: not exactly
consider yourself tolerant to others: well..outwardly i suppose i am..but inside i always feel like poking their eye out or something =X
believe in astrology: nope
believe in magic: nope
pray: yeah
have any secrets: a lot...
have any pets: a feesh
go to or plan to go to college or uni: NUS! haha. so fun. just get a basic degree and don't study for the rest of my life! wahaha.
wear hats: caps are nicer
hate yourself: sometimes..
wish on stars: yeah..but i don't believe they ever come true.
like your handwriting: only when its nice
believe in witches: witches? nah..bitches maybe
believe in Satan: believe he exists..but nothing else
believe in ghosts: hohohohhohoho. WOOOOOO
trust other easily: never..i don't trust anyone
like sarcasm: nope.
sing in the shower: no
love yourself: not exactly
miss someone: uh..not now la...

weee..finally back here again..oh well..as i said before, theres usually nothing much to say during holidays..

bla bla. so i went for RIKE last week, where we (as in the AC ppl) spent most of the 3 days having joyrides on SAF vehicles like the 5 tonner and the ramp powered launch (RPL). it was on the latter where i fell into a hole on the ramp and got this weird wound that refuses to heal. on the second day of the 'expedition', we (the AC guys) had damage control in the morning, so we skipped half e expedition..then we spent 4 hours in the afternoon at the arcade at SAFYC playing stuff like crazy taxi and some safari game while the rest of e ppl kayaked 48km to tanah merah or wherever..lol the 2 VESHes were damn good at crazy taxi..i think they'll grow up to be taxi drivers. then chu hua might be a safari ranger. or maybe a gigalo. something like that lar.

oh ya damage control was uber cool. there was this ex-indian navy giving us a lecture la, and then he had a very strong indian accent..it was kinda funny la..the way he says 'warship' is like..VHARSHIP..the damage control trainer is one heck of a thingy..its this huge thing that has multiple compartments in it to simulate a..uh..VHARSHIP. anyway ya la. then it has holes in the rooms where water rushes in at -extremely- high speed/pressure and the whole place rocks when the guy activates the thing la. and we have to plug the holes up while water is rushing in...damn fun.

we sailed past changi naval base on the RPL, and there were many american warships based there for some naval exercise..there was the very obvious LHD-2, which was the USS Essex, a helicopter carrier..its decks had sea knights and sea stallions on it, and a few harriers on the aft part of the maindeck.. then there was this smaller but still quite big ship with the pennant number 49 on it, roughly about the same size (maybe a bit bigger) as the RSN LSTs.. 49 was a ticonderoga cruiser's pennant number (CG-49 USS Vincennes), but it sure didn't look like one..well it was actually the USS Harper's Ferry (LSD-49)..

enough about that.. anyway uh... then we had sea comp. nothing much to say about it except that stupid gayreth kept going "WE HAVE TO STRATEGISE". strategise your head la. everytime you 'strategise' end up we lose. then we never strategise then we WIN. stupid guy. did i mention he was socialising with all the other school minah and other ppl like that during RIKE? he has bad taste man. quack

oh well. went out with fat YARN yesterday. you know lee kuan yew or someone once said "there is no such thing as a free lunch".. well, he's WRONG! cuz i had free lunch yesterday..wahaha. thanks to fat yarn =D

gah. i just started on my holiday homework yesterday..one math worksheet with 2 questions. wahaha. i win..lol i bought the STARCRAFT battle chest for 39.90 only k..so cool, but its rather old. system requirements, pentium 90 or higher. lol. anyway, i'll end with a short excerpt of a conversation between gayreth and ian lin on one of the sea comp days =D

"You lost your spec course manual?!" - Gayreth
"I can't find it, does that count as lost?" - IAN LIN

Accidentally in Love
By Counting Crows

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever enter all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love

* Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally

* I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (x2)

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

yay. tomorrow going for RIKE. should be FARN. provided they don't pair me up with some fruit head =)

sigh. the sad thing about holidays is that there is nothing much to blog. lala.

oh ya..was telling ian lin abt the mosque in beach road there being the onnly one allowed to blare their prayer thingy loudly in singapore. in MAT LAND up north, every single mosque blares the same stuff every day, especially, ESPECIALLY at FIVE AM IN THE MORNING. damn noisy sia. gah. i shan't say anything more, lest fruits whack me up tmr..lalala..

hahahaha oh ya you know i think allah doesn't like CHU HUA. that time when we were going for mount ophir expedition, the first night in the hotel we were talking about KIBLAT and stuff lar..then chu hua said something abt allah, and it started to rain heavily ok..lol lucky we were in the hotel man..the NCC Land ppl up in the mountain dieded that night..then last sunday, once again chu hua was talking about allah while kayaking..like wtf man how boliao can the guy get?! then the best thing was. IT STARTED RAINING HEAVILY! wa lao. seriously the guy is good man....

mmm..this song is nice..abt some soldier in the confederate army during the US Civil war..i think.

Johnny Reb
by Johnny Horton

You fought all the way, Johnny Reb, Johnny Reb
You fought all the way, Johnny Reb

Saw you a-marchin' with Robert E. Lee
You held your head a-high, tryin' to win the victory
You fought for your folks but you didn't die in vain
Even though you lost, they speak highly of your name

'Cause you fought all the way, Johnny Reb, Johnny Reb
You fought all the way, Johnny Reb

I heard your teeth chatter from the cold outside
Saw the bullets open up the wounds in your side
I saw the young boys as they begin to fall
You had tears in your eyes, 'cause you couldn't help at all

But you fought all the way, Johnny Reb, Johnny Reb
You fought all the way, Johnny Reb

I saw General Lee raise the sabre in his hand
Heard the cannons' roar as you made your last stand
You marched in the battle with the gray and the red
When the cannon smoke cleared, took days to count the dead

'Cause you fought all the way, Johnny Reb, Johnny Reb
You fought all the way, Johnny Reb

When 'Honest Abe' heard the news about your fall
The folks thought he'd call a great victory ball
But he asked the band to play the song, Dixie
For you Johnny Reb and all that you believed

'Cause you fought all the way, Johnny Reb, Johnny Reb
Yeah, you fought all the way, Johnny Reb

You fought all the way, Johnny Reb, Johnny Reb
You fought all the way, Johnny Reb

lalala. one boliao day after another has gone by. at this rate i might even be happy when we have to go for RIKE =S

oh well..quite "productive" anyway..comparing specs of the harpoon and exocet SSMs *rolls eyes*

sigh. i'm bored.