Date:
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Time: 11:35 PM
things i wrote in my planner last year.
these are pretty interesting... so i;ll share it with you guys.. hoping yung
isa jan ay matouch naman. hhehehehehehehehe.
MARCH 31 2007it's some minutes past 6am.
i just saw the most adorable sunrise.
here in greenbelt [mcdo].. and the voice in my mind
kept saying "CJ would've loved this." God.. i miss that little bitch.
it sort of...... feels different to sit here and not have ceejae smiling with her pink & green teeth in front of me..
my bubblegum float and fries suddenly tasted like crap.
shit, i miss her.
so much. miss her miss her miss her.
APRIL 5 2007once a year, i spend holy week with my family.
we are into this whole praying ritual.
for some, holy week is all about partying at the beach.
they just make up for it by attending one mass which is sad.
It's a reality.
but for me -- it should be just like christmas, a time to be with family and converse with God.
APRIL 12 2007the house feels empty without nikho.
he left to vaykay at tita bing's.
who to get lazy with?
APRIL 25 2007thoughts at the beach:
LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR BAD COLLEGE COURSES.MAY12 2007ipinagluluksa ko ang havaianas wonderwoman na hindi ko nakamit. shit na yan.
MAY 26 2007 [but written on the space of
may 31]
dear fuckin planner
fuck you
why is may 26 fuckin occupied?
il just write here anyway i'm fuckin drunk
and i can't believe i'm writin a fuckin entry here
in my fuckin planner about it.
Look i don't want to admit it.
but fuck it.
i get home dizzy and my cellphone
fuckin vibrates and his message was there
saying the fuckin goodnight. and it's there.
and i'm still staring at the fuckin smiley.
what the fuck does it fuckin mean?
i mean..
fuck. i deleted his number
but fuck the hell off.
i fuckin memorized it before.
JUNE 5 2007i have a new favorite song
LIGHT YEARS AWAY by MOZELLA
i will sing it til the day i die.
JUNE 26 200711am
TODAY is the saddest day of june 2007.
-0O0-
well it's pretty damn surprising how a year ago.. i was such a dumbass in jotting down the most random things that get into my brain... and this YEAR, i'm even dumber. [is dumber even a word?] hahahhahahahaha. so for the sake of proving it -- here's a sneak peak into my 2008 planner a.k.a.
THE FORBIDDEN PLANNER. no one's actually allowed to read or even touch it except me. to have the effect of being sacred. yeahhahaha.
some giveaways... [stuff written in my PLANNER
2008]:
MAY 18 2008HAPPY 15BIRTHDAY CJ15 reasons baket
love kita...
1. kasi pinsan kita. pareho tayong ma dugong maharlika ng del rosario.
2. kasi hindi mo ko ginugutom. kain tayo ng kain.
3. kasi lagi ako maganda para sayo. kahit kalbo ako tulad mo nung bata ka.
4. kasi supplier kita ng cool songs.
5. kasi tinulungna mo ko nung thursday (feb 7 2008) gumawa ng oratorical speech.
6. kasi corny yung jokes mo... pero mabenta.
7. kasi mananahi ka.... ng puso ko kapag napupunit sha.
8. kasi galit ka pag nagddiet ako.
9. kasi magkakampi tayo kahit mali ako... blood is thicker than water.
10. kasi lumipat tayo ng blogspot.
11. kasi lagi kang nagrereply kahit hindi emergency you're always there.
12. kasi kinokontrol mo ang utak ko na nagmamadaling magMature. let's stay young!
13. kasi yung isang toreng sikreto ko ikaw ang may alam.. more than anyone else.
14. kasi ikaw ang dumpsite ng ideas ko.
and
15. kasi ikaw lang (note: nagiisa ka!!) na kumukumpleto ng sentences ko... at solmets tayo. :)
"both our birthdays fell on a sunday."
MAY 24 2008"hindi lahat ng one-sided emo" -- Byron Cortez
MAY 28 2008if there's one thing i learned from work: -- VALUE FAMILY MOMENTS (even more than I ALREADY DO). believe me when i say YOU'LL MISS the most babaw stuff you do with your family. i miss hanging out bumming out with my little brother the whole day on a lazy summer because i have to be in the office 8am-5pm. i'll get home 6 or 7 and by that time there's only little time left before bedtime. i miss foodtripping with my mom outside the house when she's too lazy to cook cause it's summer. i miss being bored to death at home that i end up painting my nails yellow, pink, purple and green. i miss a lot of things. i miss home. MAYBE i'd take a day-off tom.
HANGGANG JAN NA LANG MGA TOL. the next entries are wayyyyyyyyyy too private for you. hehehehehehehe R13. =)) jjjjoke. anyhoo. thanks for actually reading this. I LONG FOR YOUR COMMENTS. this blog entry is somehow special to me. may mga inexpose akong emotional stuff oh... so comment namna jan peeps....... :):):)
